end of love

Xiao Xinghua hasn't come back yet. Li Shuyi's elective surgery usually requires hospitalization in advance to make preparations, and then choose the best time to perform it after reaching certain standard conditions.

The hospital he stayed in this time, neurosurgery has more than half a century of development, is a national key discipline, and all kinds of medical equipment are the best.But there are too many examinations, and each department has its own different preoperative examinations. There are nearly ten items on the first day alone, which is really impatient to the extreme.

When Wei Ze entered his ward, he thought he would bump into a big black face, but someone was standing at the window, leisurely playing with his potted plants.

Wei Ze smiled and said, "Is this a sex change?"

Li Shuyi glanced at him lightly and said nothing.

Wei Ze knew that he was unhappy, so he didn't provoke him anymore, instead he looked around.Li Shuyi's VIP ward is quite large, and the decoration is also good. The built-in plaster ceiling and the soft-covered bedside wall are better than their hospital's conditions.

If you have money, you may not be able to live in this kind of room. Knowing that it was arranged by Bai Jing, Wei Ze couldn't help asking, "Where's Bai Jing?"

Li Shuyi didn't even raise his head: "I don't know where he is."

Wei Ze was silent for a long time, then sighed and said, "Why are you forcing him so hard?" He didn't mean to favor Bai Jing by saying this, but every time he thought of the scene at dinner that day, he still felt that Li Shuyi was too decisive.He will probably never forget it in his life. The expression on Bai Jing's face when he said I promised you was terribly hurt, but the gaze he looked at Li Shuyi did not waver in the slightest.He also had no way to convey his current feelings to Li Shuyi, telling Bai Jing that he loved him, he took it all as a joke.

Li Shuyi wiped his pot of spider plants and asked Wei Ze, "What do you hate most?"

This topic turned so fast, Wei Ze was stunned for a long time, and hesitantly answered Coriander.

Li Shuyi smiled, then asked him: "What's your favorite food?"

Wei Ze became more and more puzzled, and he didn't look like he was joking, so he answered his words bravely, "It's not even a matter of what I like to eat... if it's fruit, it's strawberries."

Li Shuyi said casually: "If one day, you are forced to eat coriander to satisfy your hunger, and after a long time, someone dangles a blue strawberry in front of your eyes, can you resist stealing it?"

Before Wei Ze replied, Li Shuyi thought for a while and frowned and said, "This analogy is not quite right. You are in the strawberry garden, but you can only eat coriander every year. Can you bear it?"

Wei Ze understood that there was something in his words, and said helplessly, "Li Shuyi, you're just digging into a dead end."

Li Shuyi put the towel away, picked up the small kettle to water, lowered his head and said, "Let's talk about the matter, what's your answer?"

What the answer is, may be different because of each person's personality and concerns.But who doesn't want to eat that beautiful, easy-to-reach, sweet strawberry?

"You think I'm cured, and everyone will be happy when I'm with him?" Li Shuyi lowered his eyes, and his voice was cold and stern, "For more than ten years, he hasn't given me any hope. I came out of the quagmire, and he wants to pull me back again? When he gets tired and is attracted by the old and new Ning Yue, and wants to crawl out of this quagmire..." Li Shuyi smiled, "I Wei Ze who will drag him to die with me."

A layer of cold sweat broke out on Wei Ze's back, his throat was dry and hoarse, and he was speechless.

"I'm not a normal person. I can't give him what he wants, and I don't force him to give what I want. I've had enough of what I should have tasted, and I don't want to do it again."

Wei Ze wanted him not to be so pessimistic, but he didn't know where to start.In fact, he didn't know Li Shuyi, he didn't know his past, and he didn't know what he really wanted, but from the perspective of a so-called friend, according to common sense, he always wanted to persuade him to live a good life.Li Shuyi is very contradictory. He is fragile, paranoid, but even more ruthless, even merciless towards himself.Wei Ze knew that even if he was doing it for Li Shuyi's good, he was not qualified to ask the other party to forget the past and let him go.

How can a simple forgiveness wipe away his pain of more than ten years?

Wei Ze didn't stay long because of something in the courtyard, but Jin Yan came over as soon as he left.

The weather was cold, and Jin Yan also wore a lot of clothes. He wore a dark gray scarf, which covered the lower half of his face, revealing his round eyes.

After entering the ward, Bai Hao had just untied the scarf for him, and he couldn't wait to rush to Li Shuyi's bed. Bai Hao pulled him back and also unbuttoned the horn buttons on his coat so that he would not be inconvenient to move.

Li Shuyi saw these actions, but said nothing.

Jin Yan was going to have dinner with Qiao Yu and the others today, and he was about to leave after talking for a while.Before leaving, Li Shuyi said that he had something to do with Bai Hao, and asked him to send Jin Yan off and come back again.

Jin Yan had already stepped out of the ward, but after hearing Li Shuyi's words, he turned back and asked, "What's the matter?"

Li Shuyi gave him a white look: "It has nothing to do with you."

He wanted to say something more, but Bai Hao held his hand, said goodbye to Li Shuyi, and led him out.

Li Shuyi thought about Jin Yan's worried expression just now, and really wanted to beat up the little white-eyed wolf, but the phone rang, and when he picked it up, he said "Hello" angrily.

Bai Jing said, "I'll be there around six o'clock, what do you want to eat?"

Li Shuyi felt restless, and asked him, "Are you free?" He had talked to such an extent that day, and he hated Bai Jing for acting as if nothing had happened, and before waiting for the other party to answer, he couldn't help but say, " Otherwise, I'll call Xie Ming for you and ask him to find someone to serve you?"

Xie Ming opened a very famous clubhouse in Jinhai City. There are many people in the clubhouse. All of them are high-end goods with faces, figures and education. Ordinary people can't even enter the door. Xie Ming used to be a digger. Empty mind to send people to Bai Jing's side.

Li Shuyi didn't know what was going on with him, why did he suddenly say that.

"Li Shuyi..." Bai Jing called his name, with anger and sadness in his hoarse voice.

Li Shuyi's heart trembled, and he hung up the phone with regret on his face.

Bai Hao sent Jin Yan to the destination. Knowing that Jin Yan's friends did not welcome him, he gave Jin Yan some advice, watched him go in, and then drove back to the hospital.

In the past when Jin Yan was around, Li Shuyi didn't have a good look at him, but now that Jin Yan isn't around, he saved all the polite words, so he nodded and let him sit down.

After Bai Hao sat down, he clenched his hands slightly into fists and put them on his knees. He didn't know what Li Shuyi was going to say to him, so he looked very disturbed.

Li Shuyi asked, "Jin Yan still lives with you?"

Bai Hao nodded.

Li Shuyi said directly: "Let's not talk about what's there and what's not. Let me ask you, do you like Jin Yan?"

Bai Hao was stunned, and under Li Shuyi's aggressive gaze, it took him a long time to answer: "I don't know." He dared not say what was in his heart, even if he was ten or twenty years older, Li Shuyi would still be able to see through him at a glance.

In fact, this is also Bai Hao's own confusion.Before Jin Yan, he didn't have a lot of emotional experience. When he was studying abroad, he dated two girls, but the other party took the initiative, so he agreed when he thought it was appropriate.But we haven't dated for too long, and the girls couldn't bear his indifference and proposed to break up. He is already dispensable, so he didn't even have a word to persuade him to stay.Not to mention Song Sile, they were just taking advantage of each other, they knew each other well.

To be tempted by a person, you must have the other person. So far, Bai Hao has never had such an experience.Jin Yan is very important to him... no, it is the most important, but is it love?

Bai Hao originally thought that Li Shuyi would scold him bloody after hearing his answer, but the other party just said calmly: "I don't know, I just don't like it. If you don't like him, don't give him hope. He is You raised him, and you know him better than I do. Others will run out when they feel uncomfortable, but he won't. If you don't drive him away, he can stay by your side for a lifetime."

Bai Hao stared at the bandage on his hand, made up his mind for a long time, raised his head and said, "Uncle Li, I can't drive him away. No matter what he wants, I will give it to him."

Li Shuyi sneered: "It's easy for you to say now, but in the future you will be tempted by others, what do you want to do with him? Like your uncle, open a harem at home?"

Bai Hao frowned and said, "I won't."

Li Shuyi shook his head, he was still young and didn't know love, yet he could swear that he would not fall in love with others in the future.

"Bai Hao, let me tell you, don't think that if I treat Jin Yan well, you will get some benefits by following me. Even if I die, you don't want to touch anything left to him."

Bai Hao stood up abruptly, clenched his teeth, and the veins on his forehead popped out.

Li Shuyi looked at him, raised his eyebrows and said, "What? Do you think I insulted you?" Bai Hao didn't say anything, he sneered, "Didn't you insult Jin Yan like this before?"

As soon as the words fell, Bai Hao sat back with his head down, like a leaking ball, with a haze on his face.

Li Shuyi originally intended to provoke him, and thought that according to his previous temperament, he would immediately slam the door and leave, but now he is so patient.

He put away his cynicism, sighed and said: "I can't control your affairs, Jin Yan likes you, I can't press your head to force you to like him. Thinking about what you have done before, I also I don't think you are worthy of liking him. But that fool has decided on you... Bai Hao, if you really feel ashamed of him, for his own good, you should push him away and don't keep him by your side. "

After Bai Hao listened, he didn't agree or refuse, and left in a daze.

He walked to the parking lot and stood by the car for a long time, not knowing where he was going.After thinking about it, he simply drove the car near where Jin Yan was eating and waited for him in the car.

He was upset, he couldn't let Jin Yan go, no one wanted Jin Yan to leave him, but he felt that what Li Shuyi said was not unreasonable.If what he gave was different from what Jin Yan wanted, would it be a kind of harm to Jin Yan?

Just thinking about it like this, it was getting dark before I knew it.Seeing that it was almost eight o'clock, Bai Hao was worried, and just as he took out his phone, Jin Yan called, saying that he had finished his meal and wanted to take a taxi back by himself.

Hearing that his voice was wrong, Bai Hao asked, "Have you been drinking?"

Jin Yan replied cheerfully, "I didn't drink it!"

Bai Hao was so angry that he didn't drink?Didn't drink a ghost!He hung up the phone, drove the car to the entrance of the hotel, locked the car and went to the box inside.

When he went in and saw Jin Yan sitting on the seat with a red face and a smirk, he was really in the mood to kill.

Qiao Yu didn't look very good when he saw him, but he didn't take care of Jin Yan, so he opened his mouth to explain: "Sorry, I don't know when he drank... just a little red wine."

Bai Hao didn't answer, walked over and pulled Jin Yan up to see if he could still walk, put on a coat and scarf for him, finally suppressed the anger in his heart, thanked everyone, and took Jin Yan away up.

Jin Yan is also good when he is drunk, if he doesn't get drunk, he just giggles.He smirked all the way in the car, and laughed when he got home, making Bai Hao lose his temper.

He helped Jin Yan to the sofa, told him to sit down, and went to get a towel to wipe his face and hands first.When he came back, Jin Yan had already slid off the sofa and sat on the floor. Fortunately, there was a thick woolen blanket on the floor.

Bai Hao walked over and wanted to lift him up, but Jin Yan thought Bai Hao was playing with him, so he sank down hard, but Bai Hao didn't dare to grab his hand, so he sat down on the ground with him.

He raised Jin Yan's head, pinched his chin and wiped his face, seeing that the idiot looked like he had been painted with blush, and was still laughing there, he couldn't help but put on a straight face and said, "Still laughing! what's so funny?"

He just said it casually, and didn't expect Jin Yan to answer at all, but Jin Yan suddenly said loudly: "Uncle Li is going to have an operation, happy!"

Bai Hao was amused by the way he spoke, and grabbed his hand to wipe it for him.

Hearing his laughter, Jin Yan frowned and stared at him for a long time, as if he finally recognized who he was, with joy on his face: "I'm glad to see the young master!"

Bai Hao ignored him when he was talking drunk, and concentrated on wiping his hands.

While wiping, Jin Yan suddenly pulled back his hand vigorously.

Bai Hao didn't know what he was going to do, afraid of hurting him, he immediately relaxed.

With his hands free, Jin Yan carefully touched Bai Hao's face, and gently covered his eyes: "But the young master is not happy to see me."

Bai Hao was about to take his hand off, but after hearing what he said, his raised hand froze in the air.