end of love

On the way back from Bai's house, halfway through the car, Bai Hao turned his head and glanced at the dejected person sitting on the co-pilot, and couldn't help laughing: "Why are you so afraid of uncle?"

Jin Yan shook his head silently without saying a word.In fact, he and Bai Jing hadn't spoken a few words. Jin Yan couldn't explain why he was so afraid of Bai Jing.Maybe it's because...Bai Jing has the power to decide his young master's future and fate with a single sentence, or maybe, he has been with Uncle Li for so many years, and he seems to feel the pain of not getting what he wants...In short, The two people he cares about the most in this world are controlled by Bai Jing, and he can't do anything. When all these emotions are mixed, he has an inexplicable fear of Bai Jing.

Seeing that he was not in a good mood, Bai Hao thought he was worried about Li Shuyi, so he comforted him: "Don't worry, Uncle will treat Uncle Li well."

In fact, there were some things that Bai Hao didn't know how to say to Jin Yan.In the past, he could only look at Bai Jing from a distance. Like many people, he always thought that a man as high as his uncle should live a life of wanton, extravagant indulgence.But when he really worked beside Bai Jing, Bai Hao realized how boring his uncle's life was.He heard Assistant Zuo say that when Li Shuyi was around, he would still quarrel with Li Shuyi, but after Li Shuyi was gone, the remaining traces of fireworks in this person were gone.These days, it's not that no one has come to Bai Jing's side. Bai Hao began to think that when his uncle got tired of this endless search and got used to a life without Li Shuyi, someone would always fill in the blank around him.But until the day they found Li Shuyi, Bai Jing never gave anyone a chance.

Bai Hao said to Jin Yan: "By dealing with Ning Yue, my uncle has already had a showdown with all the Bai family members, and also warned those who still have evil intentions. His feelings for Uncle Li may be stronger than we thought. Much heavier."

Jin Yan knew about Ning Yue, but Bai Hao didn't say anything, he really didn't think so far, and asked blankly: "Then... is Mr. Bai really not married? A family like his doesn't have to be married. Is there an heir?"

Bai Hao watched the red light pass, turned the steering wheel to the left, and waited until the car took a completely different road from home, before explaining patiently: "Uncle Li appointed a surrogate for uncle before he left, and he left , this matter did not come to an end. I thought about it later, uncle really never thought about getting married again." Bai Hao didn't think that Bai Jing's move was for Ning Yue, Ning Yue was not the same as Li Shuyi, even if he was like Bai Jing When they are together, Bai Jing wants to get married and have children, and he will not have the ruthlessness of Li Shuyi, so Bai Jing has no reason to do surrogacy.

Jin Yan didn't bother to listen to Bai Hao's words, he straightened up and looked out the car window, and asked in a daze, "Master, where are we going?"

Bai Hao didn't say it clearly, but only told him: "It will be there in a while."

When the car stopped at the gate of Jin Guangyuan, Jin Yan still didn't understand what was going on, thinking that Bai Hao had important people to see.He originally wanted to suggest that he take a taxi back, but Bai Hao didn't give him a chance to speak, and only asked him to wait in the car, and locked the door after getting out of the car.

There are still snowflakes in the sky, and the trees planted by the roadside are unknown, and the bare branches are covered with a thick layer of hoarfrost.The cold air that came in the moment the car door opened made Jin Yan shrank his neck. Looking at Bai Hao's back in the winter night, he frowned worriedly.

Bai Hao walked into Jin Guangyuan, and came out of the lobby within a few minutes, with a paper bag in his hand, walked down the steps quickly, unlocked it, and stuffed the bag into Jin Yan's arms as soon as he stepped into the driver's seat.

Jin Yan put his arms around him, and his eyes first fell on the few small snowflakes on his shoulders, he was still hesitating whether to reach out and wipe them off, but they had already melted into his clothes.

Bai Hao started the car, and when the car turned around and walked back, seeing Jin Yan holding something still as if he had been acupunctured, he said helplessly, "What are you doing stupidly, open it."

Jin Yan didn't know who it was for, after hearing Bai Hao's words, he lowered his head and took out the exquisitely packaged box from the paper bag.At a glance, it is Jin Guangyuan's lotus paste cake and purple potato muffin, two of his favorite snacks.

Bai Hao was driving the car, paying attention to the road conditions and said: "You didn't have a good dinner, but I can't take you to another meal, or you will feel sick to your stomach when you sleep at night. Try it and see..."

What Bai Hao was talking about, Jin Yan lost his mind when he heard it.

He looked at the snacks in his hand and thought blankly, spring, summer, autumn and winter are the four seasons of the year, and he likes winter best.It would be nice if every day was winter and it snowed every day, because the happy things, the happiest things, all happened at this time.

"Jin Yan?" Bai Hao said for a long time, but no one responded, so he raised his voice slightly and called him, Jin Yan regained his senses and looked up at Bai Hao.

"Try it and see if it tastes good, does it still taste the same as before?"

Jin Yan carefully opened the box, took a muffin, took a bite, it was sweet and had a strong milky aroma, the taste did not change at all.

"Delicious!" Jin Yan nodded repeatedly, the corners of his mouth couldn't stop laughing, Bai Hao was infected by his emotions, and laughed too.But when he heard his next words full of joy: "Young master is the best for me." The smile on Bai Hao's face quickly disappeared.

He really wanted to ask Jin Yan, how am I treating you?Is that all right?What about those bad things?

Mouth opened and closed, but couldn't ask after all.

Jin Yan ate one, and was afraid of getting the car dirty, so he wiped his hands clean, put everything away and hugged him tightly in his arms.

He is very satisfied, very very satisfied, he is afraid of being too greedy, wanting too much, and even these are gone.

"Master, Brother Qiao Yu told me that he is not living at home now, and it is useless if the house is empty. I can live with him. I think I will move there in a few days. I don't have many things. I... "

"No." Before Jin Yan could finish speaking, Bai Hao interrupted him, and said coldly, "I've said this since the first day you came back, you can't go anywhere."

When he spoke like this, it seemed that he had turned back to the previous Bai Hao who hated him. Jin Yan was a little afraid of him, and mumbled, not knowing what to say.

The veins on the back of Bai Hao's hand holding the steering wheel popped.These days when Jin Yan came back, he was no longer alienated from him as he was when they first met. He always thought that the relationship between the two of them was getting better. He didn't expect that Jin Yan never gave up the idea of ​​leaving.

The atmosphere in the car was a little tense, Bai Hao's cell phone rang suddenly, and after he answered the call, the awkwardness between the two of them became less embarrassing.After hanging up the phone, Bai Hao tried his best not to speak so coldly: "It's uncle calling, let's go home for dinner tomorrow."

Jin Yan nodded, and answered cautiously, "I see."

Seeing him like this, Bai Hao took a breath and wanted to talk to him to coax him, but he heard Jin Yan say: "Young Master, I will tell Uncle Li that it is my own wish that I go out to live. It is not you Drive me away, don't let me live."

Seeing his serious expression, Bai Hao felt as if he had been slapped in the face. He was so angry that he even laughed out loud: "You think I kept you here, and I treat you well for Uncle Li to see. ? Made it for others to see?"

Jin Yan didn't mean that, he hurriedly explained a few words, and finally under Bai Hao's gaze, he stuttered and couldn't even utter a complete sentence.

Bai Hao withdrew his gaze and looked ahead, feeling cold in his heart.In Jin Yan's eyes, has he reached this point?Even everything he's doing now is just a show for clinging to power and currying favor with Li Shuyi?

Until they entered the house, neither of them said a word.

After taking a bath at night, Bai Hao's face was still not very good-looking, but he warmed up the milk as usual.When Duan entered Jin Yan's room, he was lying on the bed, wrapped himself into a cicada chrysalis, staring at the ceiling in a daze with his eyes open, not even knowing that Bai Hao had come in.

Bai Hao walked over, put the milk on the bedside, didn't meet Jin Yan's eyes, didn't say anything, turned and left.

When I returned to my room, I managed to process a few emails, but I still couldn't concentrate.Bai Hao closed the computer with a "snap", and went to bed restlessly, getting ready for sleep.

Turning off the lights, my mind was in a mess.For some reason, Bai Hao suddenly remembered that when he just brought Jin Yan back, Jin Yan could eat several bowls of white rice every meal, but he didn't touch much food.He brought food for Jin Yan and asked him not to eat so much, but Jin Yan cried out and said to him, I'm sorry, did I eat up all the rice in your house, you can beat me to vent your anger .

Bai Hao recalled how the little Jin Yan looked up and cried heart-rendingly, and couldn't help laughing in the dark night.

Probably because he has been wandering outside for a long time, Jin Yan is always afraid that he will abandon him, and always sleeps secretly by the door of his room with a pillow in his arms, no matter how much he scolds and scolds him, he will not listen.It was later that when he got older, his life was always very stable, and he felt safe, so he didn't do this anymore.

Bai Hao thought about Jin Yan, Jin Yan when he was a child, Jin Yan who grew up, happy, angry, crying... all kinds of Jin Yan.The night was getting darker, and it was one o'clock in the morning, and he still didn't fall asleep.

Bai Hao got up, threw off the quilt, got out of bed, and left the bedroom, wanting to go to the kitchen to get a glass of water.Before going downstairs, he turned around and decided to go to Jin Yan's room to see how he was sleeping.

Although the sound insulation effect of the room at home is good, he was afraid of disturbing Jin Yan, so he tried to keep his steps as light as possible.

Jin Yan didn't have the habit of locking the door, so Bai Hao walked up to his door, pressed on the doorknob, twisted it lightly, and pushed the door open.

It was different from the picture he had imagined of Jin Yan sleeping soundly on the bed. The wall lamp at the head of the bed in the room was on. Under the soft light, Jin Yan was sitting on the bed with his trouser legs pulled up to his knees, and he was lowering his head and carefully pressing on his legs. Knead.

His jaw was tense, there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, and his brows were furrowed, as if he was enduring unbearable pain.

Bai Hao stood there, standing there, feeling that the world was terribly silent, but Song Xiaoxiao's gloating voice suddenly sounded in his mind.

"Look, his hands and feet were broken, his internal organs were seriously injured, and he vomited so much blood. Do you think he can still live?"