end of love

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and Qiao Yu couldn't even see the road clearly while driving, so he could only keep the distance between the cars and move slowly with the vehicles ahead.

Li Shuyi hadn't said a word since he got in the car. Qiao Yu watched him take out a small medicine bottle from his arms, then poured the pills into the palm of his hand, swallowed them in one gulp, and asked worriedly, "Mr. Li, are you alright?"

Li Shuyi shook his head, swallowed the pill and told him, "Concentrate on driving."

Qiao Yu responded with a cry and looked away, but he always felt uneasy in his heart. This was not the first time he saw Li Shuyi taking medicine.

It had been more than an hour when they arrived at the hospital where Jin Yan is now, and it happened that Jin Yan had just eaten some liquid food and was still awake.

As soon as Qiao Yu saw the wounds on his body and the immobilized limbs, he gritted his teeth suddenly, regretting that he had dealt too lightly with Bai Hao just now.

When Jin Yan saw them, a smile appeared on his face.

After he came out of the ICU, his condition was completely stable, but he still didn't have much time to wake up, and it was difficult to speak, so Li Shuyi usually didn't let him speak.

Li Shuyi sat down in front of Jin Yan's bed, reached out to touch his head, saw the stuttering wounds on his face, stroked his thumb lightly, and asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt?"

Jin Yan was dumbfounded, he had never seen such a gentle Li Shuyi.

Li Shuyi withdrew his hand, fell silent for a while and said suddenly: "Jin Yan, Bai Hao is back."

As soon as these words came out, even Qiao Yu was stunned.He didn't understand why he had to tell Jin Yan about this. What if Jin Yan still wanted to go back to find Bai Hao because of his stubborn nature?

Jin Yan looked at Li Shuyi, then at Qiao Yu, and tried to open his mouth to make a sound: "Is he... okay?"

Qiao Yu was almost pissed off, and couldn't care less about Li Shuyi, and scolded: "Look at what you've become, are you still thinking about him? Let me tell you that he's very good, even if I hear you After he died, he didn't feel sad or guilty at all, he just thought you deserved it!"

As soon as Qiao Yu finished speaking, Jin Yan's eyes turned red.

He didn't blame Bai Hao, not at all.

He's used to being the one that others "don't want" forever.Just like when his mother left when he was a child and didn't want him, his father also thought he was a burden and wanted to hack him to death.It's not surprising that his young master made the same choice.

But in the end, it was still a little sad.Jin Yan didn't expect that his young master would think that he deserved his death, and he didn't expect that he was already hated to such an extent.

Li Shuyi was also upset, and asked, "Do you want to see him? If you want to see him, I'll bring him here."

The reason why he told Jin Yan was that he didn't want Jin Yan to regret it later.He is not qualified to help Jin Yan make decisions about feelings.

There were already tears in Jin Yan's eyes, he couldn't help sobbing, and held his breath hard to keep the tears from falling.

Then, he shook his head.

Missed.

He was afraid of seeing Bai Hao.

He was afraid that Bai Hao would ask dissatisfiedly when he saw him, why didn't you die?How are you still alive?

He fears.

Seeing that the child's mouth was about to bite, Li Shuyi stretched out his hand to cover his eyes: "If you don't want to see it, don't see it."

Jin Yan's eyelashes were trembling in his palm, and soon, he felt a wetness in his palm.

Li Shuyi sighed lightly: "Go to sleep."

Jin Yan nodded, and at first there was a constant sobbing sound in his nasal cavity, and gradually, his breathing became calmer.

When Li Shuyi let go of his hand, he was already asleep.His brows were frowned, his eyelashes were wet with tears, his nose was red, and he looked aggrieved and pitiful.

Li Shuyi got up and asked Qiao Yu, "Are you leaving tomorrow?"

Afraid of disturbing Jin Yan, Qiao Yu lowered his voice and responded.Bai Jing will go to country A tomorrow to discuss a big project, and it will take about three or four days. Qiao Yu and his entire security team will go with him.

Li Shuyi smiled: "Then hurry up and look again." His eyes fell on Jin Yan, "You won't be able to see it when you come back."

Qiao Yu showed a dazed look, Li Shuyi didn't want to guard against him, and told him his plan.

After listening to Li Shuyi's words, Qiao Yu couldn't find his voice for a long time. When he came back to his senses, for some reason, he unexpectedly asked, "Just leave like this, are you willing?"

Li Shuyi looked over in surprise, and Qiao Yu realized that he had crossed the line, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, Mr. Li."

Li Shuyi waved his hands indifferently, but the smile on his face gradually faded: "I can't bear it." He said, with a hint of helplessness in his tone, "I can't bear it, there is nothing I can do."

Qiao Yu looked at him, feeling sore in his heart.

Today's Li Shuyi is really strange.Those indifferent and stinging edges and corners on his body seemed to have been smoothed away, even to Bai Jing, he no longer concealed the slightest bit.

It's just that this simple sentence of "reluctant" and "no way" contains so many and deep emotions, probably only he can understand.

"When Jin Yan recovers, I'll let him come back to see you." Li Shuyi said, "You have a long life, and you can always meet."

I don't know why, but Qiao Yu is more willing to face the cruel and indifferent Li Shuyi than the gentle and free-spirited person in front of him.

He looked away and nodded silently.

After Qiao Yu left, Li Shuyi guarded Jin Yan for a while, and made a few more phone calls to make arrangements for the next thing.In the evening, he got tired of staying in the room, so he went downstairs and took a walk in the small garden.

Although it is midsummer now, the ground is a bit slippery due to the heavy rain in the afternoon, so there are not many people in the garden.

Li Shuyi walked around a few times bored, and when he was tired, he found a bench and sat down.

A street lamp stood next to him, and the dim yellow light shrouded him, making him look lazy.Not long after sitting down, Li Shuyi heard strange noises overhead from time to time, and when she looked up, she found a moth flying around the lamp post.

He looked up for a while, but the moth didn't care about his line of sight, and slammed into the light source again and again with all its strength.After falling down several times, it crawled dizzily on the ground, and then flapped its dark gray wings with semicircular patterns and jumped up.

Li Shuyi was probably really bored, and he was fascinated by watching it. Finally, the moth landed with a "snap" and just landed at his feet, and he poked it with the tip of his shoe.The moth didn't respond at first, but its wings shook. Li Shuyi pushed it forward with the tip of his shoe a few more steps. Finally, the moth sensed the danger, turned over suddenly, and flew out staggeringly.

Li Shuyi also felt bored now, and couldn't help laughing.At this time, someone sat down beside him. He turned his head and was a little surprised when he saw the person.

"Why did you come here?"

Bai Jing didn't answer his question, but instead asked, "How is Jin Yan?"

"good."

Li Shuyi didn't want to say more, and Bai Jing didn't ask further, and the two fell into silence.

If it was a few days ago, Li Shuyi had already got up and left, he didn't want to be alone with Bai Jing.

But if everything in this world has a "final" definition, people will feel a lot of reluctance.

No matter how strong love, how deep hatred, it is the last, so let it go.

"I'm leaving tomorrow." Bai Jing said again.

"En." Li Shuyi nodded lazily.

"You help me watch the company."

Li Shuyi heard this sentence, glanced at Bai Jing, and thought it was funny: "You are not afraid that the company will not belong to you when you come back?"

Bai Jing spit out two words with a calm expression: "It's up to you."

Li Shuyi couldn't laugh anymore.Bai Jing is sure of him, sure that he will never do anything to betray him.

Li Shuyi was annoyed, thinking about how to get revenge on Bai Jing, how to mess up the Bai family's company, let Bai Jing come back to face the mess, and see if he can still be so calm.

Just thinking about it, he couldn't help but spurn himself again.

Forget it, you just think about it.

Li Shuyi withdrew his mind, just in time two teenagers walked by in front of him, one was holding a lunch box in his hand, the other was carrying a schoolbag on his back, and they were chatting happily.

Li Shuyi kept looking at them, and when the two entered the inpatient building and disappeared, he suddenly asked Bai Jing, "How long have we known each other?"

He was still frowning, wondering how old he was when he was in high school, and Bai Jing gave the answer in a deep voice.

"17."

Li Shuyi stared wide-eyed, turned to look at Bai Jing, and asked in disbelief, "So long?"

Seeing the expression on his face, Bai Jing felt a little cute, couldn't help but nodded with a smile.

Li Shuyi's memory was brought back to high school, and her brows frowned even tighter: "What was the name of the head teacher at that time? What was Fan..."

"Fan Minyu."

"Yes, Fan Minyu." Li Shuyi was unhappy, "I spent half an hour praising you as soon as the class meeting started..." He said with disgust, "Your family really didn't send her any money?"

At that time, he hated holding any class meeting, so let’s hold it if he wants to, and just finish explaining what should be explained, and he has to praise Bai Jing in different ways, calling on everyone to learn from Bai Jing.

Because of this, Li Shuyi in high school often murmured bad things about Bai Jing in his heart.

The smile on Bai Jing's face could not be held back: "No delivery."

Li Shuyi obviously didn't believe it, and Bai Jing, who looked like a boy, appeared in his mind, looked at the person in front of him again, and sighed: "17 years... our excellent student union president, the wealthy young master with outstanding family background, the white horse in the hearts of thousands of girls The prince...in the blink of an eye, he became an uncle."

The expression on Bai Jing's face was quite helpless.Hearing this kind of words at an early age, it was still from Li Shuyi's mouth, he really felt complicated.

After Li Shuyi finished speaking, he couldn't stop laughing.

He didn't say this, he heard it from a girl in high school.The two most popular people at that time, one was Bai Jing and the other was Ning Yue. The girls struggled every day about who to choose.Li Shuyi wanted to tell them later, don't choose, your Prince No. [-] and Prince No. [-] are already together.

As he recalled the past, the smile on the corner of his mouth faded a little bit.

In fact, now that I think about it, Bai Jing and Ning Yue both have a matching family background and appearance. From the love when they were young to the present together, it was a beautiful story.

As for him, he seemed like a villain who made trouble everywhere and shouldn't have appeared in this story in the first place.

"Do you regret it?" Li Shuyi suddenly asked without thinking.

Bai Jing looked at him, but his gaze was always in the distance, "You saved me, do you regret it?"

Bai Jing didn't speak.

He couldn't answer that question.

Because I regretted it.

Three years ago, when I had a quarrel with Li Shuyi, when I was bored and impatient to the extreme, I regretted it.

He didn't want to lie to Li Shuyi.

The relaxed atmosphere just now became depressing again, Li Shuyi didn't pester him endlessly, but just shook his head and said with a smile: "I really asked a stupid question..."

Li Shuyi can actually understand Bai Jing.If any idiot dared to threaten him and force him to be with someone he didn't love, he would definitely shoot him.

He could understand, but couldn't let go.Who made his father stand in front of him with such an end, so when he knew that Bai Jing wanted him to die, he was no different from really dead.

Bai Jing touched the ring on his ring finger subconsciously, and said, "Li Shuyi, Ning Yue will walk with me tomorrow, and he and I have already..."

"I know." Li Shuyi interrupted him, stood up and said, "I understand what you mean, you don't need to say any more."

Bai Jing frowned, not sure if Li Shuyi's understanding was really understood.After Li Shuyi was discharged from the hospital, Bai Jing found himself uncertain about him.He couldn't tell what this person was thinking, whether he was happy or sad.

But seeing Li Shuyi's calm look, Bai Jing didn't say anything more.

In fact, he felt that he had done enough.The company was given to Li Shuyi with full authority, and the ring was also worn on her finger, and Ning Yue would leave tomorrow.Since Li Shuyi never mentioned the separation of the two, Bai Jing took it as his acquiescence.

"Okay, I'll go see Jin Yan, you can go back too."

Li Shuyi walked forward without waiting for Bai Jing to respond. After walking a few steps, she couldn't help turning her head, seeing that Bai Jing was still sitting there looking at him, and stopped again.

He thought of the time when he was in the most pain and despair, this person took his self-esteem into consideration, pressed his head into his arms, and told him, Li Shuyi, hold on.

All the pain, resentment, and unwillingness in my heart are gone.

He also wanted to tell Bai Jing that you don't know the Li family too well.Li Wenzhuo had been used by Jiang Manqing all his life, and he couldn't bear to say anything bad about her.Even if you really got married three years ago, what can I do?

Of course, he would never say such a thing.

It doesn't make sense to say it, it's all over.

The stupid moth flew back at some point, circling the streetlights.

Li Shuyi raised his leg and walked back towards Bai Jing.

After standing still, he bent down and placed a very light kiss between Bai Jing's eyebrows.

That gesture was like kissing the most important treasure in his life.

"Li Shuyi..." Bai Jing didn't expect it, and the expression on his face was a bit astonished.

"Goodbye." Li Shuyi smiled.

He took a step back, looked at Bai Jing without blinking, and said solemnly again: "Goodbye."

Then he turned and never looked back.

Many years later, this scene became the most painful memory in Bai Jing's life.

What he regrets the most is that he didn't realize at the time that this kiss was Li Shuyi's final farewell to him.