end of love

Li Shuyi didn't speak after being put back on the hospital bed, Bai Jing didn't speak, Jin Yan didn't dare to speak, and the atmosphere in the room became inexplicably awkward.

Li Shuyi has been dizzy since he woke up, all kinds of messy pictures piled up in his mind, and he can't even tell which ones are real and which ones are his dreams or fantasies.

He looked at Bai Jing and asked hesitantly, "You sent me here yesterday?"

Bai Jing looked at Li Shuyi's silence, probably because he felt that there was no need to answer this question.

Li Shuyi knew that he was acquiescing, and asked with a pale face: "Did I..." When he opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was trembling, and he calmed down before finishing the rest of the sentence, "Did I... say what?"

Bai Jing stared at him. At this time, Li Shuyi was like a prisoner waiting for trial. Although he tried his best to maintain his superficial composure, there was deep anxiety and fear in his eyes.

"No." Bai Jing said lightly, "You were almost unconscious when I found you..." He frowned suddenly, and asked Li Shuyi, "What did you want to say at that time?"

Li Shuyi didn't blink his eyes, and stared at Bai Jing's expression when he was speaking. It wasn't until Bai Jing looked at him with doubts and suspicions that he was completely sure that Bai Jing didn't hear what he said, didn't hear it. He begged him so humbly not to abandon himself.

Li Shuyi's heart that was about to jump out of his chest finally fell back to the ground. He let out a light breath, and his tense body relaxed.No matter it was the heavy rain that covered his voice, or he was so dazed that he couldn't speak at all, as long as Bai Jing didn't hear those words.

Li Shuyi didn't dare to think at all, what would Bai Jing's reaction be if he heard about the quarrel with Bai Jing before he left.Probably there is no loathing for him anymore, only complete contempt and contempt.Li Shuyi understood Bai Jing, the two of them were basically the same kind of people, Bai Jing saved him at the beginning because of his stubbornness, if Li Shuyi was a poor person begging for mercy from others, Bai Jing would not even look at him.

Li Shuyi closed his eyes, his face was a little tired: "No, I didn't want to say anything."

Jin Yan stood at the side and listened in a daze. Seeing that their conversation seemed to have come to an end, he approached Li Shuyi and lowered his head and said, "Uncle Li, I'm sorry..."

He didn't make any excuses, and he didn't say that he didn't sleep after working for several days. He just said, "Uncle Li, I slept through that day. I'm sorry for keeping you waiting at the airport for so long..."

"Okay, what a big deal." Li Shuyi interrupted him, "Go get me something to eat."

Only then did Jin Yan come to his senses, turned sideways and pointed to the row of thermos cups and food boxes on the table and asked, "Uncle Li, what do you want to eat! There is soup, porridge, and dessert!"

Li Shuyi was stunned, listening to Jin Yan rambling about who sent them here, his heart warmed up.He smiled and asked, "Is there any white porridge?"

Jin Yan nodded hurriedly: "Yes, yes! Butler Wu said that when you are not feeling well, you don't like to eat anything else, you just like to drink plain porridge!"

He opened the vacuum flask, which was delivered by Uncle Wu just at noon, and it was still steaming when it was poured into the porcelain bowl.

Jin Yan shook the bed, pushed the table up, and carefully put the bowl in front of Li Shuyi, and said: "Uncle Li, be careful it's hot."

Li Shuyi nodded, reached for the spoon, scooped up some porridge, but couldn't lift the spoon up.He tried it several times, but every time he tried hard, his hand would loosen uncontrollably, and he couldn't even hold the spoon tightly.

Jin Yan pressed Li Shuyi's hand and said with a smile, "Uncle Li, I'll feed you!" He was like a child in front of Li Shuyi, always being taught a lesson, and it was rare that Li Shuyi needed him to take care of him.

Li Shuyi didn't try to be brave either. Although he was a little tired of being in such a weak state, his stomach ached and he had to eat something.

Li Shuyi let go, but Jin Yan hadn't picked up the bowl when the phone rang suddenly.He took it out and took a look, seeing that it was Bai Hao's call, he was stunned.

Li Shuyi glanced at his screen and said to him, "You answer the phone first."

Jin Yan was a little hesitant, but Bai Hao almost never took the initiative to look for him, and he was worried about something, so he answered, picked up his phone and walked out.

Li Shuyi lowered his head, and moved the bowl to his face again. He clasped the sides of the bowl with both hands, trying to pick up the bowl and drink the porridge directly, but just as the bowl was off the table, Li Shuyi was already weak.Just as I was about to put the bowl back, my hand trembled. Seeing that the bowl was about to fall, a hand suddenly reached out to hold the bottom of the bowl.

Li Shuyi looked up, but Bai Jing didn't look at him, frowned and brought the bowl over, then sat down beside the bed, picked up a spoon to scoop up half a spoonful of porridge, blew on it, and touched his lower lip to test the temperature. Only then did it reach Li Shuyi's mouth.

Li Shuyi didn't move, and the two looked at each other silently.

Bai Jing was worried that the porridge would be cold, and his voice was faintly impatient: "Li Shuyi."

Li Shuyi finally lowered his eyes and opened his mouth, swallowing the porridge slowly.I thought to myself that Bai Jing is so frank, why is he being hypocritical.

One feeds the other and eats, but the atmosphere is not at all ambiguous.

Li Shuyi suddenly asked: "Why did you find me?"

"Tang Xue called and told Zuo Mingyuan that you were missing."

Li Shuyi was silent, and it took a long time before he said in a hoarse voice: "How... did you find me?"

The movements of Bai Jing's hands paused, even he himself didn't know how to answer this question.He only heard a few words from Tang Xue, how could he immediately speculate that Li Shu disagreed with Zhao Hui, speculated that he avoided others and left alone, and must have gone to see his father and aunt, Bai Jing himself couldn't tell.Is it just a coincidence, or is it because he knows Li Shuyi too well, what Li Shuyi will do, just like knowing what he himself will do.

Li Shuyi didn't wait for an answer for a long time, but he refused to give up and stared straight at Bai Jing.

Bai Jing lowered his head to spoon the porridge, avoiding his sight and said, "The people from the cemetery management office called."

Li Shuyi was stunned, and when he came back to his senses, a faint self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and the only inexplicable hope in his heart disappeared completely.What are you looking forward to? I hope that Bai Jing cares about him a little bit. I hope that he will go to the cemetery to find him because he is worried about him, not because he is helpless because of being begged and bothered.

It seems to be like this every time, every time he will self-righteously interpret Bai Jing's behavior.If he didn't get a response, he would become angry from embarrassment, and if he couldn't force it, he would quarrel with Bai Jingleng.

Li Shuyi didn't become angry this time, he just felt that he was pitiful, so pitiful that he didn't dare to face Bai Jing's love for others, and tried his best to find reasons for him to pester him.Li Shuyi shook his head when Bai Jing handed the spoon to his mouth again: "No need, I'm already full." He looked at Bai Jing, neither sarcastic nor provocative, "Thank you for troubling you."

Bai Jing's face turned ugly for a moment.He couldn't remember how many times he heard this sentence. Ever since Li Shuyi entered the hospital, everyone had been apologizing to him and thanking him.Now, the moment these words came out of Li Shuyi's mouth, Bai Jing couldn't suppress his anger: "If you don't want to cause me trouble, don't bother yourself."

Bai Jing deliberately angered Li Shuyi, not seeing his disheartened look, he would rather Li Shuyi quarrel with him and speak harshly to him, at least that seems a little angry.But Li Shuyi was not as he wished, and instead smiled again: "Don't worry, there will be no next time."

Li Shuyi could probably guess what Bai Jing was thinking.Bai Jing may think that this is a game he directed and acted by himself, playing missing and pretending to be pitiful, but there is always someone who can contact Bai Jing at critical moments, so that Bai Jing can find out his disappearance and pity just right.

Li Shuyi did not hesitate to speculate about Bai Jing's self with the greatest malice. This seemed to be a strange defense. Before the other party hurt him, he would hurt himself first.In this way, no matter what Bai Jing said, he would not feel any pain.

The atmosphere between the two was extremely cold. Fortunately, Jin Yan and Wei Ze came in at this time.

Jin Yan had just finished making a phone call, and when he turned around and saw Bai Jing feeding Li Shuyi porridge, he went to find Wei Ze, thinking that Li Shuyi had just woken up and had better check again.

Wei Ze walked up to Li Shuyi, glanced at the half bowl of porridge left on the table, and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Eat." Li Shuyi's voice was still hoarse.

"How do you feel now?"

"It's okay, a little dizzy and sleepy." Li Shuyi frowned. He had slept for so long, but now he started to feel sleepy again.

Wei Ze knew that this was the sequelae of a high fever, and Li Shuyi's fever hadn't completely subsided yet, so he said with a smile, "Go to bed first, and I'll come over and give you an infusion later."

Li Shuyi shook his head: "Prescribe some medicine for me, and I'll just go back and take it for a few days."

"Li Shuyi." Wei Ze sighed, "Do you know how high your temperature is?"

"It's just a minor illness, there's no need to be hospitalized."

Wei Ze was helpless, but Bai Jing looked at him and said, "According to your arrangement, you say when he will be discharged from the hospital."

Wei Ze glanced at Li Shuyi who was stunned, nodded, then ignored the person involved, and settled the matter with Bai Jing just like that.

Li Shuyi was not in a hurry, Bai Jing could do whatever he wanted, he didn't want to quarrel with him at all.

Jin Yan looked at Li Shuyi's eyes that could barely open, and whispered, "Uncle Li, go to sleep, I'll shake the bed down."

Li Shuyi nodded, closed his eyes and said to Bai Jing: "You can arrange the company's affairs, our affairs..." He paused, "I'll talk to you after I leave the hospital."

He didn't want Bai Jing to think that he was entangled with his illness, so he held on to the last bit of strength and whispered: "You don't have to come here again..."

As soon as the sound fell, the person fell asleep.

Jin Yan froze in place when he heard the last sentence.

He saw Bai Jing feeding Li Shuyi porridge just now, and he thought cheerfully that the two of them had finally reconciled... He turned his head and glanced at Bai Jing with some doubts. Turned back.