end of love
Chapter 32 32
Li Shuyi couldn't remember what happened next.
After he went back, he fell seriously ill. Sometimes he was awake and sometimes confused, and he had all kinds of dreams.The only thing I can remember is that every time I dream of Bai Jing, he will calm down in the dream.
It seems that as long as Bai Jing is there, there will be no problems.Such a deep sense of trust actually spread into the dream.
After Li Shuyi recovered, he no longer suppressed his feelings for Bai Jing, but because of his paranoia, they had a very unpleasant few years.
In fact, Li Shuyi knew that Bai Jing had never liked him.
What Bai Jing did to him can't be overstated when it comes to anyone who is a friend.
It was only because of his pitiful lack of feelings that he regarded Bai Jing as the last straw.
Li Shuyi hadn't recalled the past for too long, thinking about it now, it was like tearing open those wounds that had never healed and were carefully covered up.
He looked at the tombstone and thought, so what if he got revenge?So what if Qin Guangzhi was killed and Jiang Manqing was driven mad?Will time turn back?Will the lost come back?
And the mistakes he made, the contempt, willfulness, and self-righteousness towards his father and aunt, how to make up for it?
At this moment, Li Shuyi suddenly didn't know why he was still alive.
I don't know how long has passed.
There were a few bursts of faint thunder suddenly in the distance, the sky began to darken, and soon, fine rain lines fell from the sky rapidly.
Li Shuyi knelt in front of the tomb, the aura around her was extremely mournful, as if she was dead.The cold rain hit him, but he didn't move.
When he lost all feeling in his legs, he simply lay down slowly and curled up next to Li Wenzhuo's tombstone.
There was the sound of pattering rain, and the whole world seemed to be quiet.
Li Shuyi closed her eyes and pressed her head against the temperatureless tombstone, thinking that Li Wenying told him before that when he was just born, he would cry every night in the middle of the night.Li Wenzhuo was afraid of disturbing his family, so he wrapped him in a quilt to the corridor of Tongzilou, coaxing him as he walked.Many people who went home in the middle of the night thought it was haunted when they saw this scene from a distance.
Li Shu realized that Li Wenying was laughing non-stop at that time, and a faint smile appeared on his face, but when he smiled, his brows furrowed tightly again.
He murmured, "Dad...I'm so tired..."
Everyone thought that Li Shuyi was so powerful that he could do anything.
I thought he wouldn't be in pain, sad, scared, and never tired.
But this is Li Shuyi.
This cowardly and pitiful person who can only seek comfort and warmth from a cold tombstone is Li Shuyi.
It was still raining.
The rain fell down the tombstone, and it looked like the person in the photo was crying.
Jin Yan fell asleep until the afternoon.
In fact, he woke up once in the middle, because it was raining and the sky outside was dark, he glanced at it and thought it was not dawn, so he fell asleep in a daze.
When he woke up again, another two hours had passed.
Jin Yan rubbed his eyes and grabbed the phone. Seeing the time and missed calls displayed on the screen, he jumped up from the bed.
He called Li Shuyi's phone, and even after making several calls, the phone was turned off, so he switched to Tang Xue's phone.
As soon as the phone was connected, he said anxiously, "Sister Tang Xue, is Uncle Li with you?"
Tang Xue raised her voice and asked, "Didn't you go pick him up?"
Jin Yan panicked: "I'm sorry, Sister Tang Xue, it's all my fault for sleeping..."
Tang Xue interrupted him: "Don't panic, maybe he can't wait for you and leave first."
Jin Yan hurriedly said: "I called his phone and it was turned off."
Tang Xue's heart sank when she heard this. Li Shuyi is busy with work, so she won't turn off the phone easily.
"Well, you can go to the airport now, and I'll ask again."
Jin Yan jumped off the bed in response, and ran out while getting dressed, so anxious that he didn't get in the clothes after wearing them several times.
After Tang Xue hung up the phone, she first contacted the hotel where Li Shuyi was staying, but the hotel said that Li Shuyi hadn't come back.She asked some places where Li Shuyi frequented, but she couldn't find anyone.Then news came from Jin Yan, saying that Li Shuyi had already left the airport.
Hearing Jin Yan's crying voice in anxiety, Tang Xue couldn't care less about anything else, and immediately called Zuo Mingyuan.
Zuo Mingyuan happened to be at Bai Jing's house.
Bai Jing came here today with a few old friends, saying they were talking about things, but actually they came to see Ning Yue.
Ning Yue didn't hide, he just let them watch, and he couldn't find any mistakes in his dealings with others.He was already very good-looking, with such a gentle personality, whoever saw him would not feel a little fond of him.It's not like Li Shuyi, who doesn't even say a few words when meeting these people on weekdays.
The few of them sat in the glass room on the balcony, drinking and chatting while admiring the garden under the rain curtain, accompanied by the sound of rain falling on the glass ceiling, which had a special charm.
But now it's getting a bit cold, Ning Yue sat down for a while after it rained and then went downstairs.
As soon as Ning Yue left, someone started gossiping and asked Bai Jing, "You really don't want Li Shuyi?"
Bai Jing didn't speak, the man shook his head, and sighed helplessly: "It's a pity, this Li Shuyi doesn't like me. If he likes me, I don't need to get married for the rest of my life." They are all the pride of heaven, but money is not so easy to earn, who is not exhausted all day long, and who does not want to have someone like Li Shuyi who is capable of working and is willing to be a cow and a horse by his side.
The person next to him sarcastically said: "If you don't get married, it's not right to play with women outside anyway."
The man was pierced, and he laughed "hehe".His liking to wander among the flowers really made him spend his whole life guarding Li Shuyi, and he couldn't survive.
They chatted without saying a word. When Zuo Mingyuan answered the phone, he was still a little hesitant.
Bai Jing glanced at the expression on his face, put the wine glass on the table and said, "You guys talk first."
He got up and walked out, out of the glass room, and asked Zuo Mingyuan directly: "What's the matter?"
Zuo Mingyuan replied, "Li Shuyi is gone."
Bai Jing's face suddenly sank: "What do you mean by missing?"
"Tang Xue just called and said that they separated after getting off the plane. Jin Yan didn't pick him up, and now he can't be found."
The air froze for a moment.
Bai Jing took out his mobile phone and asked Zuo Mingyuan, "Tang Xue's phone number."
Zuo Mingyuan reported a series of numbers, Bai Jing entered the numbers and said: "You go to the airport and call out the surveillance."
Zuo Mingyuan looked at Bai Jing's face that seemed to be stained with frost, and felt a little nervous for a moment.
After Bai Jing called Tang Xue, he asked them about the whole itinerary, including when and what Li Shuyi did, when and where he went.
Hearing Tang Xue said that Li Shuyi had gone out alone one afternoon, and when he came back, he was a bit abnormal, Bai Jing pondered for a while.
Lin Cheng... He remembered that Li Shuyi's uncle, Zhao Hui, lived there.
Tang Xue's voice was full of annoyance: "Boss Bai is all to blame for this, I should stick to staying."
Bai Jing didn't say anything, but just told Tang Xue not to miss Li Shuyi's call.
As soon as he finished speaking, Zuo Mingyuan came over and said that Jin Yan had already checked the surveillance.Li Shuyi left the airport by himself around 10:30. As for where he went afterwards, there is no news yet.
Bai Jing didn't speak, and he didn't know what he was thinking when he frowned. After a long time, he said, "Go get the car ready."
Zuo Mingyuan responded, Bai Jing walked straight back, and said to his old friends: "I have something to go out, you can do it yourself."
After speaking, he left without waiting for any further questions, leaving a few men looking at each other in blank dismay.
Bai Jing and Zuo Mingyuan went downstairs quickly, and the phone in Zuo Mingyuan's hand kept ringing.
Ning Yue was downstairs preparing dinner for someone else. He was a little surprised when he saw the two of them. He controlled the wheelchair and followed behind and asked, "Is something wrong?"
Bai Jing kept walking, and replied: "It's okay, you go back." He didn't even look back at him.
After getting into the car, Bai Jing reported the address to the driver: "Yangshan Cemetery."
When Zuo Mingyuan heard it, he understood it instantly.He dialed the number over there, but at this time, there was no one in the office.
Bai Jing rubbed his eyebrows impatiently: "Stop beating, with his temper, it is impossible for others to go up and persuade him to leave."
The car is going fast.
It was still raining when they arrived.
Zuo Mingyuan wanted to hold an umbrella for Bai Jing, but Bai Jing walked out without waiting for a second, and Zuo Mingyuan couldn't even keep up with him.
When they got up the long stairs, they saw a person curled up on the ground from a distance.
Bai Jing's breath stagnated, and Zuo Mingyuan shouted in shock: "Li Shuyi!"
Bai Jing strode over, squatted down and turned Li Shuyi over.
The man was drenched by the rain, his wet hair fell on his eyes, his face was pale, his lips were black and blue, and his breath between his nose was short and weak.
Bai Jing reached out to touch his face, his fingers shrinking from the cold touch.
Where is the temperature that the human body should have.
Bai Jing didn't dare to let Li Shuyi fall asleep like this, so he patted his face hard and called his name, finally making Li Shuyi open his eyes.
Seeing his eyes half-opened and half-closed, Bai Jing wiped away the rain on his face and said in a deep voice, "Don't sleep." After speaking, he pulled Li Shuyi up, asked Zuo Mingyuan to support him, and knelt down to lift Li Shuyi up. back up.
Li Shuyi was in a daze from the fever. It wasn't until this moment, when he felt the temperature from Bai Jing's body, that he was sure that he wasn't dreaming, and it wasn't a hallucination.
However, Li Shuyi thought blankly, why is it Bai Jing again...
Why is it that Bai Jing is by his side every time he is most vulnerable...
Why did Bai Jing appear again when he wanted to give up...
Li Shuyi wanted to reach out to touch Bai Jing, but he didn't lift his finger even with all his strength.
He lowered his head and called his name hoarsely in Bai Jing's ear.
"Bai Jing..."
Bai Jing kept walking, and only repeated one sentence: "Li Shuyi, don't sleep."
Li Shuyi's eyes were red, and it was very laborious to finish the rest of the sentence intermittently.
"I admit defeat...I surrender..."
"You love Ning Yue... I will turn myself into Ning Yue..."
"You love others... I make myself someone else..."
"I...please...don't abandon me..."
After he spoke, his voice was choked up to the point where he could hardly hear him, and tears fell from his face, hitting the ground drop by drop, soaked in the rain.
Li Shuyi is always humble like an ant begging for Bai Jing's love, and at the same time maintains his poor pride and self-esteem.He was like a contradictory body that was about to be split into two halves, but in the end, he still chose Bai Jing and abandoned himself.
It was the first time Bai Jing heard Li Shuyi begging for help in such a low voice.
Such a proud Li Shuyi.
Li Shuyi, who lost all her family members, was trampled on her face, humiliated, beaten to the brink of death, and did not bow down.
Such a humble begging.
Bai Jing's feet were weak, but it was Zuo Mingyuan who reached out to support him in time to stand firm.
He gritted his teeth, his chest heaving violently.
He had to breathe very hard, so that he could slightly relieve the sudden pain in his heart, which seemed to tear people apart.
After he went back, he fell seriously ill. Sometimes he was awake and sometimes confused, and he had all kinds of dreams.The only thing I can remember is that every time I dream of Bai Jing, he will calm down in the dream.
It seems that as long as Bai Jing is there, there will be no problems.Such a deep sense of trust actually spread into the dream.
After Li Shuyi recovered, he no longer suppressed his feelings for Bai Jing, but because of his paranoia, they had a very unpleasant few years.
In fact, Li Shuyi knew that Bai Jing had never liked him.
What Bai Jing did to him can't be overstated when it comes to anyone who is a friend.
It was only because of his pitiful lack of feelings that he regarded Bai Jing as the last straw.
Li Shuyi hadn't recalled the past for too long, thinking about it now, it was like tearing open those wounds that had never healed and were carefully covered up.
He looked at the tombstone and thought, so what if he got revenge?So what if Qin Guangzhi was killed and Jiang Manqing was driven mad?Will time turn back?Will the lost come back?
And the mistakes he made, the contempt, willfulness, and self-righteousness towards his father and aunt, how to make up for it?
At this moment, Li Shuyi suddenly didn't know why he was still alive.
I don't know how long has passed.
There were a few bursts of faint thunder suddenly in the distance, the sky began to darken, and soon, fine rain lines fell from the sky rapidly.
Li Shuyi knelt in front of the tomb, the aura around her was extremely mournful, as if she was dead.The cold rain hit him, but he didn't move.
When he lost all feeling in his legs, he simply lay down slowly and curled up next to Li Wenzhuo's tombstone.
There was the sound of pattering rain, and the whole world seemed to be quiet.
Li Shuyi closed her eyes and pressed her head against the temperatureless tombstone, thinking that Li Wenying told him before that when he was just born, he would cry every night in the middle of the night.Li Wenzhuo was afraid of disturbing his family, so he wrapped him in a quilt to the corridor of Tongzilou, coaxing him as he walked.Many people who went home in the middle of the night thought it was haunted when they saw this scene from a distance.
Li Shu realized that Li Wenying was laughing non-stop at that time, and a faint smile appeared on his face, but when he smiled, his brows furrowed tightly again.
He murmured, "Dad...I'm so tired..."
Everyone thought that Li Shuyi was so powerful that he could do anything.
I thought he wouldn't be in pain, sad, scared, and never tired.
But this is Li Shuyi.
This cowardly and pitiful person who can only seek comfort and warmth from a cold tombstone is Li Shuyi.
It was still raining.
The rain fell down the tombstone, and it looked like the person in the photo was crying.
Jin Yan fell asleep until the afternoon.
In fact, he woke up once in the middle, because it was raining and the sky outside was dark, he glanced at it and thought it was not dawn, so he fell asleep in a daze.
When he woke up again, another two hours had passed.
Jin Yan rubbed his eyes and grabbed the phone. Seeing the time and missed calls displayed on the screen, he jumped up from the bed.
He called Li Shuyi's phone, and even after making several calls, the phone was turned off, so he switched to Tang Xue's phone.
As soon as the phone was connected, he said anxiously, "Sister Tang Xue, is Uncle Li with you?"
Tang Xue raised her voice and asked, "Didn't you go pick him up?"
Jin Yan panicked: "I'm sorry, Sister Tang Xue, it's all my fault for sleeping..."
Tang Xue interrupted him: "Don't panic, maybe he can't wait for you and leave first."
Jin Yan hurriedly said: "I called his phone and it was turned off."
Tang Xue's heart sank when she heard this. Li Shuyi is busy with work, so she won't turn off the phone easily.
"Well, you can go to the airport now, and I'll ask again."
Jin Yan jumped off the bed in response, and ran out while getting dressed, so anxious that he didn't get in the clothes after wearing them several times.
After Tang Xue hung up the phone, she first contacted the hotel where Li Shuyi was staying, but the hotel said that Li Shuyi hadn't come back.She asked some places where Li Shuyi frequented, but she couldn't find anyone.Then news came from Jin Yan, saying that Li Shuyi had already left the airport.
Hearing Jin Yan's crying voice in anxiety, Tang Xue couldn't care less about anything else, and immediately called Zuo Mingyuan.
Zuo Mingyuan happened to be at Bai Jing's house.
Bai Jing came here today with a few old friends, saying they were talking about things, but actually they came to see Ning Yue.
Ning Yue didn't hide, he just let them watch, and he couldn't find any mistakes in his dealings with others.He was already very good-looking, with such a gentle personality, whoever saw him would not feel a little fond of him.It's not like Li Shuyi, who doesn't even say a few words when meeting these people on weekdays.
The few of them sat in the glass room on the balcony, drinking and chatting while admiring the garden under the rain curtain, accompanied by the sound of rain falling on the glass ceiling, which had a special charm.
But now it's getting a bit cold, Ning Yue sat down for a while after it rained and then went downstairs.
As soon as Ning Yue left, someone started gossiping and asked Bai Jing, "You really don't want Li Shuyi?"
Bai Jing didn't speak, the man shook his head, and sighed helplessly: "It's a pity, this Li Shuyi doesn't like me. If he likes me, I don't need to get married for the rest of my life." They are all the pride of heaven, but money is not so easy to earn, who is not exhausted all day long, and who does not want to have someone like Li Shuyi who is capable of working and is willing to be a cow and a horse by his side.
The person next to him sarcastically said: "If you don't get married, it's not right to play with women outside anyway."
The man was pierced, and he laughed "hehe".His liking to wander among the flowers really made him spend his whole life guarding Li Shuyi, and he couldn't survive.
They chatted without saying a word. When Zuo Mingyuan answered the phone, he was still a little hesitant.
Bai Jing glanced at the expression on his face, put the wine glass on the table and said, "You guys talk first."
He got up and walked out, out of the glass room, and asked Zuo Mingyuan directly: "What's the matter?"
Zuo Mingyuan replied, "Li Shuyi is gone."
Bai Jing's face suddenly sank: "What do you mean by missing?"
"Tang Xue just called and said that they separated after getting off the plane. Jin Yan didn't pick him up, and now he can't be found."
The air froze for a moment.
Bai Jing took out his mobile phone and asked Zuo Mingyuan, "Tang Xue's phone number."
Zuo Mingyuan reported a series of numbers, Bai Jing entered the numbers and said: "You go to the airport and call out the surveillance."
Zuo Mingyuan looked at Bai Jing's face that seemed to be stained with frost, and felt a little nervous for a moment.
After Bai Jing called Tang Xue, he asked them about the whole itinerary, including when and what Li Shuyi did, when and where he went.
Hearing Tang Xue said that Li Shuyi had gone out alone one afternoon, and when he came back, he was a bit abnormal, Bai Jing pondered for a while.
Lin Cheng... He remembered that Li Shuyi's uncle, Zhao Hui, lived there.
Tang Xue's voice was full of annoyance: "Boss Bai is all to blame for this, I should stick to staying."
Bai Jing didn't say anything, but just told Tang Xue not to miss Li Shuyi's call.
As soon as he finished speaking, Zuo Mingyuan came over and said that Jin Yan had already checked the surveillance.Li Shuyi left the airport by himself around 10:30. As for where he went afterwards, there is no news yet.
Bai Jing didn't speak, and he didn't know what he was thinking when he frowned. After a long time, he said, "Go get the car ready."
Zuo Mingyuan responded, Bai Jing walked straight back, and said to his old friends: "I have something to go out, you can do it yourself."
After speaking, he left without waiting for any further questions, leaving a few men looking at each other in blank dismay.
Bai Jing and Zuo Mingyuan went downstairs quickly, and the phone in Zuo Mingyuan's hand kept ringing.
Ning Yue was downstairs preparing dinner for someone else. He was a little surprised when he saw the two of them. He controlled the wheelchair and followed behind and asked, "Is something wrong?"
Bai Jing kept walking, and replied: "It's okay, you go back." He didn't even look back at him.
After getting into the car, Bai Jing reported the address to the driver: "Yangshan Cemetery."
When Zuo Mingyuan heard it, he understood it instantly.He dialed the number over there, but at this time, there was no one in the office.
Bai Jing rubbed his eyebrows impatiently: "Stop beating, with his temper, it is impossible for others to go up and persuade him to leave."
The car is going fast.
It was still raining when they arrived.
Zuo Mingyuan wanted to hold an umbrella for Bai Jing, but Bai Jing walked out without waiting for a second, and Zuo Mingyuan couldn't even keep up with him.
When they got up the long stairs, they saw a person curled up on the ground from a distance.
Bai Jing's breath stagnated, and Zuo Mingyuan shouted in shock: "Li Shuyi!"
Bai Jing strode over, squatted down and turned Li Shuyi over.
The man was drenched by the rain, his wet hair fell on his eyes, his face was pale, his lips were black and blue, and his breath between his nose was short and weak.
Bai Jing reached out to touch his face, his fingers shrinking from the cold touch.
Where is the temperature that the human body should have.
Bai Jing didn't dare to let Li Shuyi fall asleep like this, so he patted his face hard and called his name, finally making Li Shuyi open his eyes.
Seeing his eyes half-opened and half-closed, Bai Jing wiped away the rain on his face and said in a deep voice, "Don't sleep." After speaking, he pulled Li Shuyi up, asked Zuo Mingyuan to support him, and knelt down to lift Li Shuyi up. back up.
Li Shuyi was in a daze from the fever. It wasn't until this moment, when he felt the temperature from Bai Jing's body, that he was sure that he wasn't dreaming, and it wasn't a hallucination.
However, Li Shuyi thought blankly, why is it Bai Jing again...
Why is it that Bai Jing is by his side every time he is most vulnerable...
Why did Bai Jing appear again when he wanted to give up...
Li Shuyi wanted to reach out to touch Bai Jing, but he didn't lift his finger even with all his strength.
He lowered his head and called his name hoarsely in Bai Jing's ear.
"Bai Jing..."
Bai Jing kept walking, and only repeated one sentence: "Li Shuyi, don't sleep."
Li Shuyi's eyes were red, and it was very laborious to finish the rest of the sentence intermittently.
"I admit defeat...I surrender..."
"You love Ning Yue... I will turn myself into Ning Yue..."
"You love others... I make myself someone else..."
"I...please...don't abandon me..."
After he spoke, his voice was choked up to the point where he could hardly hear him, and tears fell from his face, hitting the ground drop by drop, soaked in the rain.
Li Shuyi is always humble like an ant begging for Bai Jing's love, and at the same time maintains his poor pride and self-esteem.He was like a contradictory body that was about to be split into two halves, but in the end, he still chose Bai Jing and abandoned himself.
It was the first time Bai Jing heard Li Shuyi begging for help in such a low voice.
Such a proud Li Shuyi.
Li Shuyi, who lost all her family members, was trampled on her face, humiliated, beaten to the brink of death, and did not bow down.
Such a humble begging.
Bai Jing's feet were weak, but it was Zuo Mingyuan who reached out to support him in time to stand firm.
He gritted his teeth, his chest heaving violently.
He had to breathe very hard, so that he could slightly relieve the sudden pain in his heart, which seemed to tear people apart.
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