end of love

Li Shuyi went to a gay bar one night.

In fact, he doesn't even know whether the one he loves is a man or a woman, but he has to be sure whether he loves a man or whether he only reacts like that to Bai Jing.

He has never stepped into this circle, and he has no friends who can bring him into this circle.So I inquired about it myself, and then went to the most famous one.

It was a little late when he arrived, and it was the time when the night scene in the bar was at its peak.Li Shuyi frowned at the noise of the music, and sat down in a relatively remote and quiet corner.

After ordering wine, Li Shuyi watched the crowd dance wildly on the dance floor from his seat.Not going to strike up a conversation, not participating in other activities, just sitting there alone, the air around me seems to be frozen.

This is a little different from what he thought.

Li Shuyi felt that he probably came to the wrong place.It is impossible for him to verify whether he is tempted by other men here, and it is even more impossible for him to meet someone who has come here to sit down quietly and solve his doubts.

Li Shuyi felt bored and irritable in the noise, and was about to leave after sitting for a while, but just as he picked up his coat, someone jumped up to him and sat down.

Li Shuyi was stunned.

The man approached, smiled slightly and asked, "Handsome guy, are you interested in having a drink?"

Li Shuyi avoided it slightly, and only then did he see the person in front of him clearly.

Probably not even a man.Although he wore eyeliner and earrings, he still couldn't hide his childishness. Li Shuyi even doubted whether he was an adult.

Seeing Li Shuyi sizing him up, the young man stopped making a sound as he was extremely confident in his appearance. He squinted his eyes and approached Li Shuyi, his mouth slightly opened to reveal his pink tongue and licked his lower lip.

Li Shuyi frowned, pushed the person away and asked, "Are you an adult? Can you enter the bar?"

It was like being splashed with cold water head-on in winter.

The boy rolled his eyes.

To be honest, he had noticed Li Shuyi since he entered the door.Li Shuyi's elite men in suits and leather shoes were his favorite, and he became even more excited when he got closer to see the other's stern facial features.I thought that today would be a wonderful night, but when this person opened his mouth, he completely softened.

The young man jumped up and made a face at Li Shuyi: "Tch, spoil the fun." He likes elite men, but he hates elite men who are like an old lady who likes to restrain himself.

Li Shu noticed that the other party ran to the seat next to him and hung it on another man's neck. He froze for a moment, then looked away, picked up his coat and left.

Before leaving, he went to the bathroom.

As a result, just as he opened the door, he was knocked on the spot by a bang.

Li Shuyi couldn't bear it anymore, turned and walked out, walking faster and faster as he passed through the crowd.

This seems to be a strange world, no matter whether he loves a man or not, Li Shuyi is sure that he is a different kind in this world.

He even wondered whether he had a problem or the world had a problem.

Is this how love is? Does it not matter whose sexual desires are vented at all?

Only at this moment did Li Shuyi realize that even if he didn't want to admit it anymore, even if his father loved such a despicable and despicable woman, he was still affected by his stupid behavior of only loving one person in his life.

Li Shuyi left the bar and stood blankly in the night wind for a while.Then, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Bai Jing's number.

"Huh?" Bai Jing seemed to be busy there, and after answering the phone, he just answered casually.

Li Shuyi clenched the phone tightly, the hair on his forehead was blown messily on his eyes by the night wind, he swallowed to barely maintain his usual cold voice: "It's nothing, I made a mistake."

Li Shuyi hung up the phone and walked back with a tired face after a long time.

Even if Bai Jing didn't say anything, even if the other party just hummed lightly, but after hearing Bai Jing's voice and knowing that Bai Jing was there, his heart settled down.

Li Shuyi suddenly developed a strong self-loathing towards himself.

There is no chance between him and Bai Jing.

From then on, Li Shuyi began to try to keep a distance from Bai Jing.In fact, he didn't need to be deliberate. If they put aside their work, they really wouldn't have a chance to meet at other times.

It was Bai Jing, because Li Shuyi was still a little puzzled by his cold attitude, so he asked Zuo Mingyuan in private: "How did I offend him?"

Zuo Mingyuan smiled: "Isn't he just like that, I'm used to it."

Bai Jing thought it was right, but it seemed wrong.Although Li Shuyi had a lukewarm look in the past, he was not like he is now, and he didn't even want to look at him.

Bai Jing shook his head, and didn't continue to dwell on this little issue.

On the weekend, Bai Jing had a dinner with an old man who had stepped down from his high position.

This old man has a lot of contacts, Bai Jing wants to take Li Shuyi with him, it will be good for them to get acquainted with each other in the future.

Li Shuyi was able to distinguish between serious and serious.

The big tree behind the Qin family is Feng Guoguang, the current leader of Jinhai City. He is not in the same party as the old man. If he wants to move Feng Guoguang in the future, he may need the help of the old man.Li Shuyi put those romantic thoughts behind her, and started to prepare after accepting Bai Jing.

The dinner was set at a private mountain villa. The scenery here is good and the air is good. There are mountains and rivers everywhere, and the elderly would like it more.

The atmosphere while eating was not bad.

Li Shuyi also doesn't know how to say nice words, but when the old man needs something, Li Shuyi often puts things by his side before people around him notice.

This caused the arrogant old man in a high position to look at him several times, and then commented: "It's rare for young people nowadays to be so caring."

Bai Jing smiled, and Li Shuyi next to him was neither humble nor overbearing, and he didn't get carried away because of this sentence.

Both Bai Jing and Li Shuyi are extremely smart people, they didn't mention the Qin family and Feng Guoguang at the dinner.Now is far from the time, if this meal can leave a good impression on the old man, the task will be considered complete.

This manor is very big and far from the urban area. The old man has other arrangements here tomorrow.So after the dinner, Bai Jing and Li Shuyi sent the old man back to the room.

On the way back, we had to pass through a long corridor, with an unknown blue flower planted on both sides, with layer upon layer of petals, and the bulging flowers clustered together one by one, spreading along the corridor, which was very beautiful.

Bai Jing walked and said: "This is a good place, I should take my old man here to live here."

After hearing this, Li Shuyi said, "You set the time and I will arrange it."

Bai Jing smiled: "It's not urgent."

They were talking here, when two people walked past them, Li Shuyi raised his head inadvertently, and he froze in place.

Qin Guangzhi and Jiang Manqing.

Qin Guangzhi didn't touch Li Shuyi last time because Bai Jing invited his grandfather to come forward.After all, Qin Guangzhi harmed the family of three, so of course he didn't want to make a big deal out of it.Although he didn't understand how someone like Li Shuyi could get along with the Bai family, but if the Bai family got involved, the nature of the matter would be completely different.

Qin Guangzhi aside, now he doesn't want to provoke the Bai family.

Jiang Manqing also glanced lightly at Li Shuyi, like a tree or a flower, without any waves in her eyes.Then she looked away and started talking to Qin Guangzhi.

Li Shuyi stood on the spot, clenched his fists tightly, and his teeth were gritted.

It's one thing to know they exist, it's one thing to know they're sane, but it's another thing to see them in person.

Li Shuyi listened to Jiang Manqing's laughter gradually going away behind her, and really wanted to ask her, do you remember Li Wenzhuo, do you remember that he carried you home when you were scolded by thousands of people, do you remember that it was him Taking care of you all the time so that you have a place to live?But where were you when Li Wenzhuo was beaten to death?Where were you when Li Wenying was pushed down?Where were you when I was in prison!

As soon as Li Shuyi moved his footsteps, he turned around and was about to go back.

Bai Jing grabbed him.

Li Shuyi's eyes were bloodshot, his body was shaking violently, and he gritted his teeth, "Let me go!"

Bai Jing clenched his wrist tightly and asked, "What are you going to do?"

Li Shuyi struggled violently and roared angrily, "I'm going to kill them!"

Bai Jing pulled Li Shuyi in front of him with all his strength, stared into his eyes, and said in a cold voice, "Okay, you go and kill them. Then what? Are you going to bury yourself with those two people? Hmm?"

Li Shuyi suddenly stopped struggling.

"Li Shuyi, do you want to make the same mistake as last time?"

"I won't stop you." Bai Jing let go of Li Shuyi, his face indifferent, "If you think your father and aunt would be happy to see you do this, then you go."

Every word of Bai Jing pierced Li Shuyi's heart, but only these words could wake him up from his madness.Yes, he can kill those two people now, and then how will he face the Qin family's revenge?If he lost his life, his father and aunt would never forgive him.

No one in this world cares more about themselves than them.

Li Shuyi tightly clenched his fists, trying to suppress those turbulent emotions: "I see."

Although he calmed down, his face was very ugly, Bai Jing frowned: "I won't go back today, I'll stay here for one night."

Li Shuyi didn't try to be brave, she nodded and said, "Okay."

Probably still worried about Li Shuyi's impulsive actions, Bai Jing asked for a suite, and the bedrooms of the two were close to each other.Bai Jing opened the door of the room, so that he could notice any movement immediately.

Li Shuyi was a little distracted, he nodded every time Bai Jing said, his mind was full of Jiang Manqing's light eyes when he swept across him.

As a result, Li Shuyi had a nightmare at night.

In the dream, he was still a teenager, standing under a high platform, looking up anxiously.

Li Wenzhuo and Li Wenying stood on the high platform.

Li Wenzhuo shouted down with a smile: "Yiyi, we are about to jump off, catch us!"

In the dream, Li Shuyi shed tears in panic, and shouted desperately: "Don't jump, don't jump! Dad, don't jump!"

Li Wenzhuo seemed to be unable to hear his voice at all, and still shouted with a smile: "I jumped!"

As soon as the voice fell, he jumped down and fell straight down from the air.

Li Shuyi trembled suddenly, and woke up gasping for breath.When he opened his eyes, he realized that the light in the room had been turned on, and Bai Jing was right in front of him.

Li Shuyi lost all strength, and only shouted at Bai Jing: "Hurry up, hurry up... call..."

Bai Jing frowned, and before he had time to ask for the phone number, Li Shuyi turned up and grabbed the phone on the bedside table.

He opened the phone interface, called up the call history, and read while shaking his hands: "The phone is the phone, the call from my aunt..."

Bai Jing couldn't bear it anymore and snatched his mobile phone: "Li Shuyi! They are no longer here."

Li Shuyi was stunned, and looked at Bai Jing stupidly, and then tears fell from his eyes.

Bai Jing saw Li Shuyi cry for the first time.

When he rescued Li Shuyi, who was beaten all over, from prison, he didn't shed a single tear, and on weekdays, he also behaved like an emotionless working machine.

Bai Jing was shocked by Li Shuyi's tears.

Li Shuyi was a very defensive person, he would never show his vulnerable side to others, even he himself did not expect that he would burst into tears suddenly.

He raised his hand to cover his face, but tears kept falling from between his palms, and he asked hoarsely, "Why didn't I die?"

His father had to take care of his seriously ill mother and young sister since he was a child, and later raised Jiang Manqing and him.I have been working all my life, never wore a good dress in my whole life, never had a good day in my whole life, and just died like that.Why?Why is he alive?Why are Qin Guangzhi and Jiang Manqing alive!

Bai Jing didn't move.

He was originally a very cold person.Mr. Bai had great expectations of him, so his education was very strict since he was a child, and he basically didn't have such a thing as compassion.

But looking at Li Shuyi like this, seeing this man who is as strong as himself crying like this, Bai Jing couldn't bear to see him so embarrassed.

He raised his hand to hold the back of Li Shuyi's head and pressed him into his arms, and said in a deep voice, "Li Shuyi, bear with it."

Just six words.

It wasn't very warm words, not even consolation, but they instantly dispelled those crushing regrets and cold chills.

Li Shuyi lived alone for too long.I have already forgotten that the human body temperature is so warm, I have already forgotten that it is so easy to have someone to support me when I am in pain.

However, Li Shuyi gritted her teeth to hold back tears.

Like his father, he fell in love with someone who didn't match him at all.

So, will they have the same ending?