end of love

Jin Yan hid behind the sofa, stuck out half of his head, took advantage of Li Nian's inattention, barked twice, and immediately lay down again.

Auntie couldn't laugh or cry, she lowered her voice and said, "Mr. Xiao Jin, it's uncomfortable for you to kneel like this, let me get you a cushion."

He shook his head at his aunt, not daring to make any noise, and climbed a few more steps, for fear that someone would reveal his location.

Li Nian didn't know why the big brother who was playing with him just now disappeared, and he heard the barking of the puppy, and turned his head to look around.He didn't find anything, so he anxiously grabbed Bai Yi's hand and told him there was barking.

When Li Shuyi went downstairs, Bai Yi happened to lead him to find Jin Yan, he smiled and threw himself on Jin Yan, Jin Yan reached out to catch him, pinching his chubby face.

Li Shuyi walked over slowly and looked down at Jin Yan: "Climb a few more laps and wipe the floor clean."

Jin Yan scratched his head in embarrassment, hugged Li Nian and stood up.

Bai Yi next to him grabbed Li Shuyi's trouser legs, raised her head and called out to her father.

Li Shuyi bent down to pick him up, and asked his aunt what the two children had for lunch, and what time Baiyi's early childhood teacher came today.After the aunt answered one by one, Li Shuyi looked at Bai Yi again and asked him what the teacher taught today.

Bai Yi started teaching early in the new year. The teacher gave him a test and said that he was very good at learning and memorizing, but he didn't like to communicate with people, and asked them to pay more attention to guiding him to speak.

After Bai Yi finished answering the question, Housekeeper Xu came over to invite Li Shuyi to dinner.He asked his aunt to take the two children to play, and dragged Jin Yan to eat with him.

Jin Yan protested that he just ate a lot of dim sum, so he reluctantly walked to the table and looked at the dishes on the table, boiled shrimp, sea cucumber tofu, steamed pork ribs... there was nothing he didn't like.Smelling the aroma of the food, I couldn't help swallowing, and after sitting down, I picked up the chopsticks and said, "Well, Uncle Li, you too, you're so old..."

Seeing Li Shuyi squinting at him, he immediately said with a serious face, "You make me want to eat with you so much!"

He has been by Li Shuyi's side for many years, and he has practiced dog-leg kung fu to a high degree of proficiency, and the conversation turns very naturally, without even a pause in the middle.

Li Shuyi was annoyed by him, so he pushed the food towards him and chatted with him.

Within a few minutes, Zuo Mingyuan came with a document in his hand, and went straight to Bai Jing's study as soon as he arrived.

When passing by the restaurant, Li Shuyi was surprised why Li Shuyi was only eating now. Li Shuyi took a sip of the soup and replied calmly: "You can ask the people in the study, he knows best."

As soon as the words fell, Jin Yan who was gnawing on the ribs next to him was choked up, his neck was red from holding back, and he cast an embarrassed and embarrassing look at Zuo Mingyuan.

Zuo Mingyuan understood immediately, showing a downcast expression, and quickly left the restaurant as if being chased by a ghost.

When Fu Ying brought the twins, Li Shuyi had just finished eating.

As soon as the two children saw him, they ran over, each grabbed one of his hands, and rushed to speak in front of him.One wanted him to take Li Nian to his home, and the other asked him if his dress looked good or not, and the hairpin was pretty, making a fuss.

Li Shuyi didn't know who to go back to first, so Fu Ying picked up the two Doudings: "Go and play with my younger brother, don't quarrel with your godfather."

Jin Yan next to him volunteered to take them to the children's room.

"Where's Wei Ze?" Li Shuyi asked.

"He has an operation today, so he probably won't arrive until evening." Fu Ying sat down on the sofa, looked around but didn't see Bai Jing, and asked strangely, "Who is your family?"

"In the study."

He picked it up so casually, and he lost the previous attitude of "respecting each other like a guest" with Bai Jing.Fu Ying couldn't help but sighed, and said with regret, "Is there no reason for me to look at handsome guys anymore?"

"You're not afraid that Wei Ze will be jealous."

Fu Ying winked at him: "Don't you think it's interesting to see Dr. Wei jealous?"

Only then did Li Shuyi realize that this handsome guy was looking at him by his name, but he was actually trying to amuse his lover, so he couldn't help but shook his head with a smile.

They were talking, when there was a noise from the children's room, Wei Zhixing hurried out, grabbed Fu Ying and said, "Mom, Mom, Wei Jichen is crying!"

"What's your brother doing again?"

"He made the baby like this... like this..." Xiao Zhixing was a little anxious, not knowing how to explain "like this".After thinking about it, I came to a live performance, stretched out my hands to hold my face, squeezed the flesh on the cheeks to the middle, and pouted my mouth high.

"Then the younger brother tried to push him away and he fell down."

The brothers and sisters all call Bai Yi the younger brother, and Li Nian the baby.Li Shuyi understood the ins and outs, and wanted to get up and go over, but Fu Ying stopped him: "You don't need to pay attention, Wei Zhichen has always been thunderous and rainy, so howling a few times will be fine."

"I'll go and see, Bai Yi has fought with him not once or twice."

Fu Ying, who knows her son's virtue best, couldn't help but roll her eyes: "If he doesn't mess with Li Nian, Bai Yi won't bother to look at him."

Li Shuyi was amused to hear it, but it was always wrong to do it, Bai Yi should take care of these bad habits, so she followed Xiao Zhixing to the children's room.

In the study, after the three of them had finished their business, Zuo Mingyuan suddenly asked Bai Jing, "Aren't you going to persuade him to go back to the company?"

Li Shuyi has invested more than ten years in Bai's industry, not to mention how many projects he has negotiated, as of now, the internal investment system and market review mechanism are still brought out by him before, so that the people behind will be less likely to leave How many detours.It would be fine if he wanted to start his own business and become his own boss, but he didn't have that in mind. If that was the case, he might as well come back.

Zuo Mingyuan's words sound nice, but they are actually utilitarian.Don't blame him. In this position, he naturally thinks of maximizing his interests. In his opinion, why let Li Shuyi work for others, and let the fat water flow to outsiders for nothing.

"Where he wants to be and what he wants to do is up to his wishes." Bai Jing's face turned slightly cold, "Don't mention it in front of him."

Zuo Mingyuan's heart skipped a beat, and he touched his nose: "I'm talking too much."

"Actually, Uncle Li doesn't want to embarrass Uncle." Bai Hao, who had finished sorting out the documents, suddenly raised his head and interjected.

He didn't explain much, but everyone present understood.

Li Shuyi has been away for a long time. To put it bluntly, many interests have been reshuffled. If he wants to go back to power, someone will lose power, which will inevitably cause waves and turmoil.

This is not good for Bai Jing and the company.

Bai Heng was so scolded by him that he couldn't lift his head up. Could it be that when it's his turn, he can leave whenever he wants, like running a house?

Although this is not a problem that cannot be solved, no matter how big or small the problem is, you have to put your mind into it.He didn't want Bai Jinghua's thoughts like this, and he didn't want to make himself a show again, and put himself on the fire.

Zuo Mingyuan sighed secretly, and he didn't know whether Li Shuyi, who was full of vigor and fearlessness when he was a fledgling, was better, or Li Shuyi, who saw through and lived clearly and no longer cared about gains and losses.

After Wei Ze arrived in the evening, the group had a lively meal.

When they came here before, everyone knew that they were entering Bai Jing's territory, everyone was polite, and they had many scruples in speaking and doing things.Now Steward Xu reports all matters big and small to Li Shuyi directly, even if Bai Jing is next to him, it looks like he is in charge of all the arrangements.As for Li Shuyi, she didn't refuse either, and she acted like a master in her speech.

So Wei Ze can just say whatever he wants to eat, and the gifts brought by Fu Ying can be placed in the living room immediately, and Jin Yan is not afraid to play with a bunch of children, and he doesn't have to be afraid of breaking things and messing things up like before. .

In the middle, Li Shuyi also received a video call from Song Xiaoxiao.

She didn't know which island country she went to for vacation, lying on the balcony of the sea view room, drinking champagne and enjoying a massage, next to him was holding a mobile phone to find her angle, Shen Wei, a free and responsible artificial support, looked really Very comfortable.

She said in the video that she brought gifts to Li Shuyi's family of four, and thanked Li Shuyi for his rescue before. At the end of the sentence, she said: "But your Bai Jing's gift is only incidental, so he doesn't have to look forward to it too much, thanks~"

He even blew a kiss before hanging up.

Bai Jing's face darkened beside him, and Fu Ying's stomach ached from laughing.Unconsciously, he remembered that the last time they sat together like this was to persuade Li Shuyi to have an operation.At that time, even if the person across from him was smiling, his eyes were gloomy, he was indifferent to his own life and death, and he could still use the word "memorial service" to make fun of himself. His soul seemed to be floating in mid-air, and he was barely cared about by those small things. pulling.

the time passes so fast.

In the blink of an eye, he had already experienced life and death again, and experienced many twists and turns, and finally fell back into the world, tainted with the smell of fireworks again.

And among them——Fu Ying looked at the person who had been silently serving Li Shuyi and watching his every move, and a slightly lonely figure suddenly appeared in her mind... During those more than a year, day after day, Sun Shou is in the ward.

It must be because the atmosphere was so good that she suddenly felt so many sorrows and sorrows.Fu Ying shook her head secretly, raised her glass to the people on the table, smiled and said again: "Happy New Year!"

After dinner, when everyone was about to leave, Wei Zhichen found half a bag as big as him from somewhere, put it on Li Nian's feet who was being held by his aunt, and said that he wanted to take Li Nian home.After Fu Ying confiscated his tools for committing the crime, the whole house resounded with the cry of his disillusioned dreams.

It wasn't until Li Shuyi promised to take Li Nian to play with him in a few days that he stopped, sobbing pitifully, and when he was put into the car, he was still reaching out to Li Nian, shouting heartbreakingly: "Baby—"

Li Nian was wrapped in a fluffy cape by Aunt Xu, and followed her out to give it off.With a pacifier in his mouth, he clenched and loosened his little palms, saying "goodbye" to Wei Zhichen.

After sending everyone away and the two children fell asleep, Li Shuyi and Bai Jing returned to the room.

He took a shower first, and then looked at his mobile phone on the bed, so focused that Bai Jing didn't look up when he came out of the bathroom.

"What are you looking at?" Bai Jing got on the bed, approached him and asked.

Li Shuyi lay on his chest, threw the phone to him, closed his eyes and said impatiently, "You help me choose."

Bai Jing took the phone and looked at it. On the page was the official website of a foreign racing helmet brand, and asked, "Buy it for Jin Yan?"

Li Shuyi hummed lazily, saying that Jin Yan has been obsessed with this recently, it is impossible for him to ride the car, it is too dangerous, so buy him a helmet for him to play with.

The price of the few models he selected is really unflattering, and Jin Yan's personality is also clear to Bai Jing, too expensive but a burden.He put his hands on the back of Li Shuyi's head, combed his soft hair lightly with his fingers, and said, "Yan Wei used to do this too, I'll ask him tomorrow." He told Li Shuyi that young people like Jin Yan all have favorite drivers, If you are looking for the same model or a signed version, you don’t have to pick the most expensive one.

If he didn't mention Yan Wei, Li Shuyi almost forgot one thing, he happened to meet Yan Wei yesterday.

It was probably because of Song Xiaoxiao's incident that kept him in the heart, and he couldn't help but want to say a few more good things for his brother. When Li Shuyi tried to praise Bai Jing for his affection, he accidentally slipped his mouth and made him go to Bai Jing that time. In Jing's room, Bai Jing told the story of giving it away again.Later, he simply broke the jar, in order to show how firm Bai Jing was and how he could withstand the temptation, he blew up the little lover's face so that the sky and the earth made the man feel like weeping and the woman going crazy.

Li Shuyi listened to it for a long time, but he didn't eat his jealousy, and Bai Jing didn't care about his affection, he was only curious about how good-looking this little lover is.

The person who thought he was going to be questioned by Xingshi felt disappointed and funny when he heard his question, and replied: "I can't remember." If he hadn't bumped into Li Shuyi just by chance, he wouldn't have noticed him either.

Li Shuyi felt that the answer was very boring. After thinking about it, he found the highest standard in his heart: "Better looking than Ning Yue?"

The movements of Bai Jing's hands paused, and he stopped talking.

Seeing that his expression had changed, Li Shuyi was speechless for a moment.He mentioned that Ning Yue really didn't mean anything else, and he didn't have any grudges in his heart, he just made a comparison.Ning Yue was already good-looking, and he couldn't deny this objective fact just because he was his rival in love in the past.

He sat up from the bed, thought of something, and asked with a serious face: "Are you still frozen with the Ning family?"

Bai Jing also sat up, held Li Shuyi's finger, gently rubbed the pad of his thumb against the small "crescent moon" on his nail, lowered his eyes and hummed.

"You're almost done. What kind of friendship does Mr. Ning have with your grandfather?" Li Shuyi let him play with his hand and frowned.

At that time, he was also in a mess, so he followed Ning Yue's way.Now that I think about it, what kind of means can they be called, at most they are some tricks to compete with each other.He is a big man, could he still cry in front of Bai Jing all day long that he was bullied and wanted Bai Jing to avenge him?

They are all people in the business field, and they will meet sooner or later. If everyone has money and makes money together, wouldn’t it be better to have a win-win situation?Taking Li Shuyi in the middle as the reason for breaking up, he didn't think it was any honor.Now that he doesn't care anymore, for the sake of the older generation's friendship, there is no need to do everything.

After listening to his words, Bai Jing was silent for a long time, and suddenly smiled lightly: "I used to hope that you would take care of me less, but now you really don't seem to care about me much, and you can still weigh the pros and cons calmly and rationally... Don't you feel happy?"

Li Shuyi was speechless for a moment.He didn't deliberately try to be "reasonable", and because of this, he couldn't explain it.

When he was sleeping, Bai Jing held him in his arms from behind.Li Shuyi couldn't fall asleep for a long time, and wanted to go to the bathroom on the way. Just as he took Bai Jing's hand away, the person holding him woke up suddenly, sat up and grabbed his wrist.

Li Shuyi looked at him, until the panic in the other's eyes gradually subsided, and said: "I'm going to the bathroom."

Only then did Bai Jing hesitate slightly, and let go of his hand little by little.

Li Shuyi thought about it all night, and made a decision before dawn.

After breakfast, taking advantage of this weekend, he asked the driver to prepare the car and said that he would take Bai Jing to a place.

Along the way, Bai Jing asked him and he didn't say a word. When he got out of the car at the destination, he walked a few steps, but Bai Jing still stood beside the car.

It is winter now, and although there are many evergreen trees planted here, the surrounding scene still looks a bit cold and desolate.

Li Shuyi stood on the steps, turned to look at Bai Jing, and told him to hurry up.

Bai Jing was startled: "Can I go up?"

Li Shuyi laughed angrily at him: "Otherwise, I'll bring you here to see the scenery?"

After finishing speaking, he turned around and continued walking up, regardless of whether the people behind followed him or not.

After he returned to Jinhai, he came alone once, and told them about his recovery in the past six months, and he also talked about Li Nian, but he didn't mention anything else.

He stood still in front of the tombstone, and the people not far away showed hesitant expressions and hesitated in their steps.

Li Shuyi was impatient: "Even if they don't like you and don't want me to be with you, they can't open their mouths to scold you. What are you afraid of? Come quickly!"

Bai Jing finally stood beside Li Shuyi.

He was not afraid, but felt that he was not qualified to appear in front of Li Wenzhuo and Li Wenying.Even though Li Shuyi himself was relieved, the image of this man sleeping next to the tombstone was engraved in his mind like a brand, and thinking about it made his heart ache.

Even if he is like this, if there is really a spirit in the sky, then Li Wenzhuo and Li Wenying who watched Li Shuyi with their own eyes at that time would be so sad, Bai Jing dare not imagine.

"Dad, aunt, this person... You have met him before, and you know that I liked him at the beginning, and he didn't like me."

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"But this kind of thing is about what you like, and I can't say that it was all his fault that he didn't like me before. Now we are together, and everything is fine."

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"In the future, I will bring him here every year. Maybe he will always be here, maybe I will come by myself in the middle, or maybe another person will follow... No matter what, I will be fine, don't worry .”

Bai Jing had been listening to Li Shuyi's words, and his whole body froze in place. After Li Shuyi's voice stopped for a long time, he opened his mouth with some difficulty.

First, he called Li Shuyi the same name, then curled up his fingers nervously, and said in a low voice, "I will... never leave him alone again."

Everything else, whether it be an apology or a promise, is all empty talk and meaningless.Only when he and Li Shuyi were too old to walk would he be qualified to explain and ask for their forgiveness in front of them.

Originally, Bai Jing thought that it would be over when he came here, but Li Shuyi was willing to bring him here and admit himself in front of his father and aunt, which was already an extravagant wish that he never even dared to think about in the past.Unexpectedly, the man took out another box from his coat pocket and handed it to him.

Bai Jing suddenly raised his head, stared at Li Shuyi with wide eyes, his mouth moved, and he was speechless.

Li Shuyi raised his eyebrows: "What? Don't want me to wear it?" He said, and planned to take the things back, "Forget it."

Bai Jing immediately stopped him, took the box into his hand in a panic, and took out the ring from it.Because his hand trembled too much, he took a deep breath again, then held Li Shuyi's left hand, and put the ring on his ring finger.

Li Shuyi sighed softly and said: "We are together now, not because who owes someone and who wants to compensate someone, so you don't have to be careful with me. If this is not an equal relationship, it won't last long. Your mother said Yes, love is a hard thing, and I don't want to find someone again and work hard all over again... So Bai Jing, do you understand what I mean?"

With red eyes, Bai Jing lowered his head and kissed the ring on his finger: "I..." As soon as he opened his mouth, his voice choked up.He pursed his lips to calm down, then nodded and said, "I know... Shuyi, I love you too."

Li Shuyi smiled, leaned over and kissed him tenderly on the corner of his mouth, and held his hand again: "Okay, let's go home."

What exactly is the definition.

About the past, present, and future.

But the past is gone and cannot be retrieved. Instead of chewing on the past misses and regrets in the wound, it is better to believe in the present and wait for a future answer.

Life is still very long, as long as you wait, the possibilities and happiness you are looking forward to will eventually come.

The author has something to say:

Thank you for your four years of waiting and company.

Thank you for reading Li Shuyi's story.

Thank you for all your responses and support.

Thank you for allowing me, an ordinary and insignificant person, to realize my childhood dream.

The last paragraph of the article is for everyone, I hope each of you can wait until your own happiness and consummation.