end of love

For a while, he always dreamed about Li Shuyi.

There were no thrilling waves in the dream, but just a fragment of their peaceful past.

There was Li Shuyi who was playing potted plants with him in the greenhouse.Li Shuyi took away the black coffee on his table and exchanged it for a glass of fruit juice.And Li Shuyi, who wanted to mend the bookshelves by herself and asked him to find tools...

It's so ordinary, it seems more real.So when I woke up after opening my eyes, the sense of loss that there was no one around me became more profound.

Bai Jing had already forgotten what time he left last night, but subconsciously came here, the place where Li Shuyi used to stay most often.But it was only after arriving that he remembered that Li Shuyi would never come again.

So at this moment, I thought I was dreaming again.

The temperature on the side of his face was terribly hot, Li Shuyi took his hand and wanted to help him get up from the bed, but the other party didn't cooperate after several attempts, and said anxiously and angrily: "Do you know that you are sick? Get up! "

Bai Jing held his hand tightly, without moving, and confronted him silently.

Li Shuyi lost his patience, and couldn't help but want to curse, but saw the other person close his eyes, slowly lean his head over his palm, and said in a hoarse voice, "Go out and you will disappear."

Li Shuyi was taken aback, his heart seemed to be soaked in lemon juice, wrinkled with sourness, he was silent for a long time before he found his voice: "...I won't go."

With a helpless smile on the corner of Bai Jing's mouth, he sighed, "You always lie to me."

Always lie to him.

He was obviously sick, but Wei Ze didn't let him tell him.Even though she was planning to leave, she still acted nonchalantly in front of him.Mingming stayed with others all night and kept him in the dark.

She always lied to him and never gave him a chance to redeem her. Even "trying" was just a preparation for giving up on him.

Li Shuyi was so anxious that he wanted to get old Xu and the others to help, but when Bai Jing heard him call, he said again: "I'm not going anywhere."

He had no choice but to ask Lao Xu to pick up the doctor, but the family doctor was not in Jinhai, and he couldn't rush to find someone who didn't know the basics, and finally had to trouble Wei Ze.

Li Shuyi hung up the phone, and said irritably, "What kind of childish temper are you having? I told Song Xiaoxiao yesterday..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by the other party: "I don't want to hear it."

Li Shuyi immediately said angrily: "It's up to you, you can think whatever you like."

Originally, this incident was so oolong that he thought it was funny.Of course he didn't deny that he was indeed wrong, and he didn't make it clear right away.But this is the habit and tacit understanding that he and Bai Jing have formed after getting along for a long time. They were not such a glue-like lover in the past. They had to report their itinerary at any time wherever they went, as if they couldn't bear to be away from each other for 5 minutes.He also didn't expect how things developed like this.

Li Shuyi pulled out his hand, wanting to cover the man with a quilt, and then go to pour a glass of water.He was the only one who had the ability to move, so he was thrown onto the bed. Before he could react in time, a heavy stove was placed on his body.

He pushed hard, and the other party hugged him even more tightly. Li Shuyi was shackled in his arms, almost out of breath, and said in a cold voice: "Okay, I don't care. You just burn like this, it's better to burn." If I become a fool, I can be liked by someone who is smarter."

This sentence probably finally angered the person on him, Bai Jing raised his head and stared at him, his eyes were full of unrested red blood, and said angrily: "The former Li Shuyi would not ignore me, the former Li Shuyi would not like others, the former Li Shuyi would not like others, Li Shuyi doesn't think everything is more important than me..."

The more he spoke, the more sad and wronged he felt, his voice slowly dropped, and he lost all strength, so he buried his face in Li Shuyi's neck.

In fact, he knew it in his heart, even if Li Shuyi really liked Song Xiaoxiao, they wouldn't do anything out of the ordinary last night.With Li Shuyi's temperament, if he likes someone, he must be aboveboard. Even if he changes his mind, he will be frank. "That set is embarrassing for everyone.But after this incident, whether anything happened between him and Song Xiaoxiao was actually not too important.Bai Jing only realized from it that he would never return to his previous position in Li Shuyi's heart.

After hearing his "accusation", Li Shuyi didn't feel angry at all. She raised her hand, inserted her fingers into Bai Jing's hair, and said jokingly: "But no matter how hard the former Li Shuyi tried, he couldn't please you. Only when you lose your life can you take another look. Li Shuyi in the past waited all night for you to take Ning Yue back..." He clearly had a smile in his voice, but his eyes gradually turned red, "So you said that this Li Shuyi, why is he still Dare to be unreserved?"

It seemed that there was no problem between him and Bai Jing, but in fact, the two of them carefully maintained their balance, for fear that if one was not careful, those barely repaired cracks would be broken again.Today, this person probably lost his temper, or he suppressed it for a long time and finally couldn't bear it, broke the subtle tacit understanding between each other, and said all the words hidden in his heart.

Li Shuyi sighed and said, "I had to leave when I just woke up, because I was afraid that we would end up like this..." He paused, trying to keep his tone as gentle as possible, so as not to make it seem like he was threatening the other party, "You will be fine again Think about it, maybe it's not just me, maybe I can find another person who loves you and he loves you, who values ​​you more than anything else. Maybe..."

He couldn't finish the sentence.

Because the hot tears on the face of the person holding him were continuously falling on his neck.

Li Shuyi seemed to lose his soul for a moment, staring blankly at the ceiling, opened his mouth silently, clenched his hand by his side tightly, and his heart seemed to be smashed.

He didn't know when the tears welled up in his eyes, but in the blink of an eye, something fell down the corner of his eyes and slid into his ears.

The two of them are a wrong line problem.

If the current Bai Jing meets the Li Shuyi from the past, it probably just happens to be a story of two people who love each other and support each other.If the current Li Shuyi met the old Bai Jing, he would still be able to keep a safe distance from each other and live a normal life.

But it happened to be in the wrong place.

So the one who wants more but doesn't get a response is destined to become miserable.This was not Li Shuyi's original intention, so he wanted to give Bai Jing more choices and possibilities...but he didn't expect the other party to answer him in this way.

Before Uncle Wu said that Bai Jing shed tears for him, he still didn't believe it, he had to wait until this moment, and had to experience it for himself, so that he could know how sad this person was, and he could not even care about his pride and stability, and was in such a mess.

Li Shuyi raised his other arm to wrap his arms around the person on his body, thinking that when he scolded Shen Wei, he really didn't feel pain in his back while standing up and talking. Someone should come and scold him for Li Shuyi.

When Wei Ze came over, Bai Jing had already fallen asleep.After taking his body temperature and doing a simple check, he put him on a drip, saying that if the fever subsides at night, then he will be fine, and just take the medicine for two more days.If the fever doesn't subside, you have to rush to the hospital.

After finishing, he packed his things, looked at the two of them back and forth, and asked Li Shuyi, "Are you two acting in a TV series?"

Li Shuyi looked at the person who was so restless when he fell asleep and insisted on holding his hand, and sighed, "Please forgive me."

"If you still like him, be more serious. If you don't like him, be more straightforward. It's as simple as that. Why do you think so much?"

Wei Ze was right, he just thought too much, and his mentality was wrong at the beginning.Li Shuyi said: "I don't take his feelings seriously, and I don't really feel how important I am to him."

"Then kick him quickly, and I'll notify Fu Ying to arrange a blind date for you when I get back."

"Weize." Li Shuyi called him helplessly.

"Can't bear it?" Wei Ze rolled his eyes at him, "Look at you, you are a duplicity, hard-spoken and soft-hearted."

After he finished speaking, he didn't wait long, and asked Li Shuyi to call him again if he had something to do.Not long after, housekeeper Xu sent someone to bring up a lunch box.

After Li Shuyi had eaten, he stayed by the bedside to watch over Bai Jing, and when he had finished infusing the medicine, he pulled out the needle.I took his temperature again, and was relieved to see that the temperature had dropped.

He didn't sleep for a few hours last night, and he had another toss in the morning. Now he was sleepy, so he simply went to bed, hugged Bai Jing and fell asleep.

When he opened his eyes again, it was dark outside and there was no one on the bed.Li Shuyi sat up immediately, and before she could get out of bed, the bathroom door opened.

Bai Jing met his gaze, and said softly: "I just went to take a shower, and when I woke up, my body was covered in sweat."

"...Is it still burning?" Li Shuyi asked.

Bai Jing's health is good, he fell into a deep sleep and sweated, and he has recovered a lot. He replied: "No fever."

As soon as the words fell, the room fell into silence.Both of them lost their composure in the morning, and suddenly faced each other soberly, they were inevitably at a loss.

Li Shuyi got out of bed, reached out and touched his forehead, it was indeed not hot anymore.Seeing that his hair was still a little moist, he frowned and said, "Go and sit."

Then he took out the hair dryer and stood in front of Bai Jing and dried his hair carefully.

Bai Jing didn't say a word, and silently cooperated with his movements, but when he put away the hair dryer and was about to leave, he suddenly grabbed his hand.

Li Shuyi struggled but did not break free, the other party raised his hand to hold his lower back, forcing him to sit down.

Li Shuyi had no choice but to put the hair dryer aside, sit on his lap with his legs apart, and let him hug him like this.

"I had a fever this morning to say those things... I'm sorry."

Li Shuyi felt inexplicably uncomfortable, brushed away a few strands of forehead hair that had swept over Bai Jing's eyes, and asked, "Why are you apologizing, I am clearly the one who made the mistake."

After he finished speaking, he explained what happened last night, and said that Bai Jing was stupid, standing in the cold wind for so long, he didn't know how to go in and find someone.

Bai Jing closed his eyes and pressed against his forehead: "I'm afraid that seeing you, if it's not a misunderstanding, you will break up with me... I'm afraid that if you leave, you won't want me anymore."

Li Shuyi was wrapped in his warm breath, her heart settled down, she also closed her eyes, and replied, "What are you afraid of? I always love you more."

He just casually spit out a sentence, a sentence that Bai Jing thought he would never hear again in this life.

Bai Jing's Adam's apple rolled slightly, swallowing the lump in his throat.He also thought that luckily his eyes were still closed, otherwise he would have to show some sort of embarrassment.

"From now on, I love you more, I need you, I need you... Can you trust me again, give me another chance, and come home with me?"

Li Shuyi opened his eyes, looked at him and said seriously: "You have to think clearly, if I agree this time, there will be no way out for you, not even room for regret."

Bai Jing was silent for a moment, and asked, "Why do you think that if you agree, I will give you room for retreat and regret?"

Li Shuyi was immediately laughed angrily: "Okay." He nodded, "This time you recruited me."

After he finished speaking, he was about to kiss the other party, but Bai Jing avoided him for fear of infecting him with his sickness.Why didn't Li Shuyi know what he was thinking, raised his hand to hold his face, and pressed his lips domineeringly.

It was a kiss that didn't carry a little bit of sex, but made people's heart burn.Li Shuyi comforted him patiently, starting from the corner of the man's mouth, along his cheeks, and kissing his moist eyes.

They didn't go back at night.

Li Shuyi was afraid that the person who had just improved would be blown by the cold wind and get hot again, so he decided to sleep here today.

But Bai Jing felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach after eating dinner.Li Shuyi waited for him to take the medicine, and lay on the bed with him, rubbing his stomach while talking to him, and occasionally coping with his kisses.

He couldn't remember how long it had been since he had such a relaxed chat with Bai Jing.The two of them have walked together for most of their lives. No matter what was mentioned, one didn't have to finish the sentence, and the other could follow along.Li Shuyi didn't even know that they had so much to say.

But later, Bai Jing gradually fell asleep under the influence of the drug, but this person couldn't open his eyes, and he wanted to kiss Li Shuyi, but his movements were limp.

Li Shuyi was amused by him, leaned over and opened his mouth for him to kiss tenderly.

"If I wake up tomorrow and find that you have never been here, everything is a dream..."

He grasped Li Shuyi's hand in a drowsy state, his voice gradually lowered, his eyes slowly closed, his voice became indistinct in the end, "I'm going to go crazy...don't go."

Li Shuyi's nasal cavity was sore for a while, and he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak.She held his hand instead, clasped his fingers together, and pressed a kiss on his forehead.

He thought it over clearly, and made a decision, whether it was a moth to the flame, or hitting the south wall until his head was bloodied, he wanted to love Bai Jing, and he wanted to gamble for the rest of his life.

No matter what the price is this time, he is willing to do so.