Doctor Gu and his baby Ji

Ji Yu felt his heart tremble slightly.

ten years...

Why did he never know it?

Ji Yu curled up his four fingers slightly, and checked carefully, he has never lost his memory.

But, what exactly is the ten years that Gu Siheng mentioned?

Ten years ago, he was probably only eleven or twelve years old?

By the way, he started learning to dance when he was 11 years old. At that time, his mother asked him to go and play with his brother next door, but he didn't pay attention to it at all. Could it be that Gu Siheng knew him at that time? Yet?

But if this is the case, why has Gu Siheng never appeared in front of him for so many years?

This, what is the situation?

Ji Yu's heart beat uneasy, he gently pulled up a piece of tablecloth, and looked at Gu Siheng again.

Gu Siheng was drunk, and his whole body seemed to be covered with a layer of quiet light. With red eye circles, he said softly: "People often say that things like feelings are uncertain, and they are very fragile. If you don't say it, just say it." It's gone, but I love this little guy more and more... It can be said that my love for him has long been piled up, and it can't be exhausted no matter what..."

He raised his eyes, looked at the people sitting around the table, and turned his eyes back to Ji Yu, and then said slowly: "But the more this is the case, the more I am afraid, I am afraid that one day he will not like me, one day I just dislike me for being old and don’t want me anymore, what should I do at that time... Everyone says that secret love is beautiful, but I don’t think it’s beautiful at all, I’m in pain, I’m in pain!”

Gu Siheng grabbed his hand and hammered his chest, and said: "Do you understand the feeling of not being able to love? Do you know what it's like to wait for someone for ten years?"

"And that person may not even know you exist."

These words were like a thorn, piercing straight into Ji Yu's heart, forcing him to burst into tears.

Gu Siheng was still chattering, "Little friend, I love you, I love you, I really love you, you can do whatever you want, beat me, scold me, just a little, don't leave me, okay?"

Ji Yu was taken aback, nodded quickly, swallowed his tears and said, "Okay, I will never leave."

Gu Siheng grabbed his hand like a child: "Don't go, don't leave me, and don't hate me, okay?"

"it is good."

The people at the table didn't know if they were all drunk, but through Ji Yu's hazy vision, they always felt that their eye sockets seemed to be red, and the normally smiling Dr. Gu was already full of tears.

Ji Yu held back his tears, stretched out his hand, wiped away Gu Siheng's tears, and said softly: "Where is Doctor Gu, I'm here, don't be sad, okay?"

He has never comforted anyone, let alone how to comfort the one he loves. Although he can understand Gu Siheng's feelings, he can understand what he said.

After the party was over, Gu Siheng was still unconscious. He leaned on Ji Yu's shoulder, barely able to walk, and when he entered the room, he kept asking the kid, do you love me?

Ji Yu answered his big brother obediently and patiently, "I love you, very much."

Although, I have not loved you for so many years, but I hope that every year in the future, I will love you, as affectionately as you love me.

After tidying up Gu Siheng, Ji Yu quickly took a shower. When he came out, Gu Siheng who was lying down suddenly sat up. When he saw Ji Yu appearing, he hugged him up. Steadily both fell into the quilt.

Gu Siheng half-opened his eyes, pursed his lips slightly, and said aggrievedly: "Where did you go? Didn't you just promise me not to leave?"

Ji Yu hugged him and kissed him a few times, and said patiently, "I'm going to take a bath, I can only hug you when I'm clean!"

Gu Siheng leaned close to his neck, sniffed it a few times, and said, "Mmm...it smells really good!"

Ji Yu smiled and said, "How about it, I didn't lie to you, did I?"

Gu Siheng nodded softly, buried his head in his neck, and stopped talking.

After Gu Siheng fell asleep peacefully, Ji Yu began to think about him and Gu Siheng slowly.

Every sentence of those drunken words hit his heart. During the game that day, he had a lot of doubts in his heart, but today, everything seems to be clear.

He originally thought that he was the only one who felt insecure, but he didn't expect that Dr. Gu, who seemed soft on the outside and strong on the inside, would also be afraid of his lover's departure.

His Doctor Gu, his Gu Siheng...

Unexpectedly, he was hidden in his heart when he was a kid.

How did Gu Siheng survive the premise of liking someone for nearly ten years and seeing no hope at all?

Ji Yu felt his soft heart was poked by something.

But when he thought that the person in his arms had liked him for ten years, he couldn't help being sweet in his heart, as if the messy sense of security from the previous two days would also be there now.

so good!

Gu Siheng in his sleep didn't know what he dreamed of, so he called out to the little friend, Ji Yu hugged him tightly, kissed his forehead, and said softly, "I'm here, Doctor Gu."

"I'm here, don't be afraid."

In the early morning of the next day, Gu Siheng slept until he woke up naturally. When he woke up, the bed next to him was empty, and the things were still there, but the child didn't know where he went.

After waking up with a hangover, he didn't feel well. He lifted the quilt and sat on the edge of the bed, a little dazed.

He still remembered what happened last night.

Although he was drunk, his consciousness was quite clear, and he knew what he said and what he did.

It's just that when he got drunk, his heart became uncontrollable, and he said all the words that he wanted to hide all the time, and he didn't know if he scared the little guy.

It's a good thing that the two are together, and they are connected with each other. If this matter hasn't come to light, I'm afraid he will be regarded as a pervert.

But this seems to be the first time that two people share the same bed, and they can't see the other person when they wake up. This feeling is really not good.

His head hurt a little, and his favorite child was not around. He rubbed his temples, picked up his phone, and planned to call his lover.

He had just turned on his phone when the door slammed open.

Ji Yu came in with big bags and small bags, saw him sitting by the bed, and said with a smile: "Doctor Gu, you're awake! Just in time, I brought food up, you eat first, but to be honest, his family The buffet breakfast here is really delicious, but it’s a pity that you woke up too late, so you can only accept my feeding, otherwise, we can be together... Hey hey! Be careful of spilling the porridge."

As soon as he entered the door, Gu Siheng stared at him intently. The kid was wearing a white turtleneck sweater with his beautiful neck hidden inside. He looked very happy. He was not affected by what happened last night at all, and obediently brought his breakfast. , he looked so cute, Gu Siheng couldn't hold back, and pulled him into his arms.

I don't know why, but after a while, he felt a feeling that his lover was lost and found again.

"Have you eaten yet?"

Ji Yu nodded, hooked his neck and said, "Of course, I didn't tell you just now."

Gu Siheng glanced at the things he brought up: "I said that."

Ji Yu said: "Hee hee, I also tasted it secretly."

Gu Siheng said: "Oh?"

Ji Yu said: "Just a little bit, am I afraid that it won't taste good? You drank again last night, so you must be uncomfortable in the morning. If you don't eat something delicious, wouldn't it be even more uncomfortable?"

Gu Siheng smiled: "Is that delicious?"

Ji Yu thought for a while, and said seriously: "It's delicious, especially the custard bun, which is soft and soft. Do you want to eat it? Now, let's eat it while it's hot, otherwise it won't taste good when it's cold."

Gu Siheng said: "Then I have a taste?"

Ji Yu said: "Okay, I'll bring it for you." He was about to stand up, but was hugged by the waist again, and thrown on the bed. Before he could react, Gu Siheng's lips had already pressed against him.

Depend on!Gu Siheng, you stinky rascal!

Gu Siheng seriously and unambiguously tasted the "breakfast" brought to him by the children, and then pressed his lips and said, "It's really delicious."

Ji Yu's eyes were moist, and he took a wet look at Gu Siheng.

Gu Siheng whispered something in his ear, and Ji Yu nodded while avoiding half-closed eyes.

Gu Siheng said again: "But you have an exam tomorrow..."

Ji Yu stammered: "No, it's fine, just have a good rest at night..."

Gu Siheng closed his eyes, got up and closed the curtains in the room, and then turned back on the bed. Ji Yu looked at the shimmering light from the gaps in the curtains, and thought hotly all over his body: In broad daylight, that's it, isn't it? not so good duck...

Gu Siheng was hungover one night, the two rolled from the bed to the bathroom, Ji Yu's back was covered with smooth tiles, hot water was poured from the top of his head, he raised his head with his body hot, and couldn't help but hum softly.

The heat on his body couldn't fade for a long time, and finally calmed down, Gu Siheng pushed him into another realm. He leaned against the tiles, his whole body was limp, but he felt that he couldn't find any point of strength.

The five fingers couldn't help rubbing the tiles with enthusiasm, just regained a little sanity, and was forced to lose their way by the movements of the body.

The nights are long and the days are longer.

......

When the final exam was over, Gu Siheng told the children about his plans for the next few days, which probably meant that it was almost time to meet his parents.

Parents, are the parents of both sides?

Ji Yu suddenly felt a little frightened.

No way, he hasn't made out with Gu Siheng for two days, is he going to rehearse the crematorium?Aunt Yan is not worried, but his parents...

Ji Yu has a bit of a headache. During this period of time, he has been preoccupied with dating and dancing, so he didn't think about this problem at all!I don't know what Aunt Yan did when I asked Aunt Yan back then?

Probably not, otherwise Aunt Yan's character would definitely call and bombard him.

Taking advantage of Gu Siheng's absence, he hurriedly dialed Aunt Yan's phone number, but Aunt Yan was probably very busy and didn't answer his call, Ji Yu was a little anxious.

What can we do? If he announces that he and Gu Siheng are out in front of his parents, will his parents beat him? ,

Hiss... I can't even think about it.

Little friend Ji has something hidden in his heart and is always depressed. He wants to talk to Gu Siheng, but he doesn't know how to speak. Soon, the day when the parents of both parties agreed to meet will arrive.

Ji Yu was as confused as a trash can, he found a random room to put on clothes, but when he left the room, he found that his doctor Gu was very well dressed, with a neat suit, compared to him, Ji Yu was like a little girl. broken child.

He looked down at himself, and said very dissatisfied: "What kind of suit are you wearing! The temperature outside is so low, aren't you afraid of freezing to death?"

What are you doing looking so good-looking?Are you afraid that others will not see you?

Gu Siheng looked at himself in the mirror and said with a smile, "I just want to make a good impression on your parents."

Ji Yu was a little speechless.

Dr. Gu, Dr. Gu, recognize the facts!Our trip this time is for the execution, not for the beauty pageant. It's useless to dress up so well. We'll still be dragged and thrown out by his parents.

When he called his parents to say that Gu Siheng was going to invite them to dinner, they didn't ask too much. Maybe in their eyes, this was just a super normal meeting between old friends.

In the past few days, he didn't dare to tell his parents that he was dating Gu Siheng.

Hiss, thinking about it this way, I suddenly feel that he has a sense of crisis!

Think about it, he was with Gu Siheng without saying a word, and he had an intimate relationship. If one day he was taken apart and sold by Gu Siheng, wouldn't his parents know about it.

Hey, thinking about it that way, it's really scary.

Seeing him in a daze, Gu Siheng smiled and rubbed his hair, "Little friend! What are you thinking?" After finishing speaking, he looked down at himself again and unbuttoned his suit with a chuckle.

Ji Yu hurriedly said: "You, what are you doing?"

This guy couldn't be thinking of bullying himself before going out.

Hiss, my waist hurts a little.

Gu Siheng rubbed the tip of his nose with a smile: "Well, I think what you said is quite right. It's really not good to wear a suit, so I plan to change it, so you should change it too."

Ji Yu asked suspiciously, "For what?"

Gu Siheng smiled and took two pieces of clothes from the room that he just bought back home not long ago, and said with a smile, "Change this."

Ji Yu opened his eyes and said, "Love, couple outfit!"

This is crazy isn't it?Seeing his parents right now, he is not being honest, but showing a ghost of affection, so he was heartbroken and said firmly: "No wear!"

Gu Siheng unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his solid chest. He pushed the little guy into a corner and asked with a smile, "Aren't you wearing it?"

Ji Yu: "..."

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