[Hokage Pillar] Ninja World Online
Chapter 89 Responsibility and Madness
Madara guessed that Quanna already knew about Hashirama's feelings for her. In the previous private chat, it was mentioned that the Senshou clan discussed about Hashirama's marriage, probably for the purpose of deliberately discrediting Hashirama.Although Quanna doesn't like Hashirama, there are some things that Madara thinks she should make a decision.
After the Kingdom of Light's war to annex the Kingdom of Flame ended, when he returned to his clan, he noticed that the atmosphere among Quanna, Hashirama, and Tobima was not right.Quan Nai always made troubles for Hashirama in various places, and Senshou Fujian, who was always confronting Quanna tit for tat in the past, but this time it was rare that he did not speak for Hashirama, and remained silent to the turbulent undercurrent between the two.
Without thinking about it, Madara knew that Hashirama must have shown her feet in front of Quanna and Tomona, and also knew that she had not responded to Hashirama's intentions, otherwise Quanna would not have simply smeared the other party in front of her .
Madara didn't want to procrastinate this matter any longer. It is true that he enjoyed Hashirama's pursuit of him overtly and secretly, but he didn't want his hesitation and silence to become a tease.
Because every time he met those eyes, he could clearly feel that this man really loved him.
Therefore, Madara didn't give Quanna a chance to interrupt, and took the initiative to ask Hashirama for a chat.Seeing the surprise that flashed in the eyes of the man in front of him turn into dim and hesitant in an instant, Madara couldn't help but wonder if he had dragged on for too long.
He was sure that Zhu Jian had feelings for him, and when the matter of marrying Uzumaki was brought up again, Zhu Jian would probably be worried that he would refuse because of this.
Uchiha Madara is the only one who can make this optimistic man show this expression.
A strange satiation suddenly rose in Madara's heart. The fact that he was unique in Hashirama's heart made people tremble with excitement, and he couldn't help but look forward to what this man would become in the future, as calm and confident as in the past, or...
"... Madara, you..." Hashirama followed Madara back to Madara's room, the two sat facing each other but no one spoke for a long while.Until he saw a strange smile on Madara's face, Hashirama hesitated to speak.
He had a premonition that whether he had been in love for a while or not, there would be a result today.
But Senshou Zhuma didn't know whether he could accept this result.
His eyes slowly shifted to Hashirama's worried face, and the corners of Madara's lips raised a subtle arc.He didn't like to procrastinate about many things, but this time he procrastinated for a long time. Maybe he could use the excuse that he didn't understand his own mind, but this was not a reason to wantonly enjoy the dedication of his admirers.
Madara thought for a long time, he had to ask the man in front of him something.
"Hashirama, why? You and I have always been friends. Even if I stand opposite you, the only one who can understand each other is each other. Isn't that enough?"
Hearing this question, Senju Hashirama knew that his hunch was right, and Madara had decided to end it today.
After making sure, he calmed down instead. He knew his stubbornness, even if Madara really refused, he would not give up, so it doesn't matter what Madara's answer is today.As long as he was the closest person to Madara, there was nothing unacceptable.
His eyes returned to peace, and Hashirama showed a calm smile, as if the frank and humble man before was just an illusion.
"It's not enough, Madara, I want more." Once she spoke, it seemed that it was no longer difficult to spread out all her dirty thoughts.
"How about just being friends? What I want is Madara."
"The whole me? Hashirama, you are too greedy."
"That's right, I'm really greedy." Senjujuma's expression darkened, and he said in a tone that Madara couldn't figure out: "But I can't help it. Madara is a falcon soaring beyond the sky, but I want to kill you In the palm of your hand. Knowing that you will not stop and linger in one place, you still have the courage to gamble on whether you will become the special one."
"I am like this, peeping at things that don't belong to me. 'Greedy' is not enough to describe it."
Madara did not expect that Hashirama would give such an answer. He thought that the former would tell about his love for him, express his admiration and desire in the past affectionately and anxiously, just like all the people who are imprisoned because of the word "love" Same.
The man in front of him said words that should have annoyed him, but Madara clearly felt the sincerity and truth in the words.
Hashirama, he really thought so.
Whether it's admiration or affection, it can't cover up the man's desire to control, or in other words, Hashirama spread all this out for himself to see.
From guessing Hashirama's love for her to now, this is the first time Madara confronts the former's undisguised desire to control.Even though Hashirama has put himself in a despicable position in his words, he is still very strong and blatantly, not afraid of incurring his own disgust.
No, it's not that he is not afraid, but that he is ready to be rejected by himself.
Madara who was still a little bit annoyed suddenly smiled, even if he rejected the man, so what?He and Zhuma have always been the closest people to each other. Does it really matter whether they are friends or lovers?
Maybe he doesn't care, but the man in front of him does.
Madara's frowning eyebrows stretched out, her tone softened a bit with a hint of teasing, "What if I refuse?"
"I'm still your best friend."
"Do you really think that even if I reject you, you and I can still get along as before?"
"Of course not. But I know, Madara, you need me just like I need you." Although Senju Hashimama didn't know what Madara was thinking at the moment, he just expressed his true feelings.
Holding back her smile, Madara propped her head up, and the hair on the side of her face covered one eye.
"I need you? No, Hashirama, you can't live without the other party. It's the waywardness of the cowardly and comfortable. It's not something you should say."
Hashirama was noncommittal to Madara's words, the smile on his face remained unchanged, "Madara, you just don't understand yet."
"I don't understand." Madara didn't refute, and spoke wantonly and straightforwardly, "But I know you love me, that's enough."
"It's not enough, Madara." Hashirama shook his head, "What I want is not just for you to accept my admiration, but for the love you entrusted to me."
"...I can't guarantee it." Frowning again, Madara was a little unaccustomed to the aggressive tone in Hashirama's words.
"I've already guessed it would be like this." Hashirama accepted it flatly.
"why?"
"Madara, I will teach you what you know and what you haven't touched, and I will wait patiently."
"Even if I can't learn it in my life?"
"Even if you can't learn it in your life. However, Madara, you have always been the smartest. I believe that day will not come too late."
Madara put down his arms, sat up straight and stared at the calm man in front of him, without the slightest guilt or hesitation, resolute and resolute, leaving all hesitation and timidity behind, even though the road ahead was rough and dangerous, he went forward bravely.
In Madara's memory, the last time Hashirama spoke in this tone was when he was attacking Konoha with Kyuubi.He still remembers every word and every word clearly.
"Are you going to let everything before, our efforts, come to naught? Madara! The battle between you and me will not bring any benefits. This battle will only hurt the village and ninjas, and will only insult our brothers and compatriots .”
……
"The dream has just come true, and I want to protect it."
……
"I want to protect our... no, protect my village. No matter what happens, I still firmly believe that protecting the village is the same as protecting people, ninjas and children. Whether it is my friends, brothers, or even my children, As long as you dare to make the village your enemy, I will never let you go!"
……
Now the stars are changing, the world is cloudy, and the memory has become an absurd dream, and there are still indelible traces engraved in the blood and bone marrow.
He had tasted the taste of determination, he had died under the knife of a man.
What now?Is he about to repeat his mistakes?
The ridiculous thing is that he no longer has the chance to choose, because from the very beginning, this man who was so arrogant and unreasonable to some extent was the result of his connivance and promotion.
In the end, it's nothing but self-eating.
"...I just found out." Madara's heart was up and down, but his tone was flat and terrifying.
With an inexplicable sentence, Zhujian understood the turbulent undercurrent behind Madara's words, and suddenly showed a childish smile, his eyebrows and eyes swaying like when Nan He Chuanbian first met.
"Madara, as I said, you are the inspiration from heaven. From the past to the present, everything I pursue and yearn for is given by you."
"You said that if there is peace in the world, people need to treat each other honestly and be brothers. The flames of war can be stopped, and one day we can end the turbulent world. By then, children will not have to go to war, and loved ones will Not going to die suddenly at some point."
"In troubled times, no matter how loudly the weak bark, they will not be heard. Only the strong can stand at the top and change the world into what it wants. War or peace, only when you have the irresistible power of all people, can you It becomes a decision between thoughts."
"All of these are what you taught me."
"Madara, I've been walking the path you pointed me to."
"I am the 'Ninja God' standing at the pinnacle of the ninja world, and I am also the one who kills my best friend. My relentless pursuit of strength, my firm yearning for the openness of people's hearts, and my paranoid desperation for beliefs and dreams are all in my heart. You rub it into my blood."
"Madara, I am your 'responsibility'."
Sometimes, Madara will also think about why he and Hashirama have a tacit understanding that no one else can match, as if they were born with each other, they fit each other, they are equally powerful and crazy.The only difference is that he uses indifference and arrogance as a mask to cover up his arrogance, while Hashirama uses humility and gentleness.
They are also unable to be influenced by worldly things, and all the bumps and thorns on the road they stick to are false.They are also crazy enough to cut off any fetters for an unattainable long-cherished wish. Even if they are left alone in the end, they will turn their loneliness into a stubborn shell and let themselves continue to be crazy.
What Hashirama said was right, he was his own "responsibility".
When Nanhe Chuanbian first met, the boy with the watermelon head was still a child who was confused and unwilling due to the loss caused by the war.The person who affirmed his extravagant hope for peace was another boy who was drifting by the river at that time.
A "lunatic" named Uchiha Madara.
With dreams that ordinary people find unreasonable, they finally stand at the pinnacle of the ninja world and become figures who can influence an era.
In the end, the madman's dream was also shattered.
Uchiha Madara didn't know what kind of emotion he recalled the past, and his complicated thoughts gradually dissipated under the peaceful and warm gaze of the man in front of him.
"Hashirama, you are indeed my 'responsibility'."
"So, this kind of you, this kind of me, can't be too close."
"Then, shouldn't you say something?"
Madara stared at Hashirama, he waited for the man to say what he had wanted all along.
Senshou Zhujian suddenly felt tightness in his chest, and the slightly smiling face in front of him made him a little dazed.The unprecedented soreness and swelling filled his chest cavity, and he could hear his own heart beating like a drum.
Opening his mouth, he finally said the request that he had practiced countless times in his dream.
"Madara, I love you...will you be my lover?"
"it is good."
The author has something to say: Thank you "gooee" cherub for mine! ! !
Thank you "I can't find this person." The little angel's 2 bottles of nutrient solution! ! !
Thank you "Stone Pawn" for the 5 bottles of nutrient solution! ! !
Thank you "Drunken Flowers" little angel for the 5 bottles of nutrient solution! ! !
Thank you "Zi Xiao" little angel for the nutrient solution! ! !
Kavin card made me feel so uncomfortable, and then I held back this chapter... Looking back, how strange (bian) weird (tai) qaq
In fact, the stupid author thinks it's quite touching ww
After the Kingdom of Light's war to annex the Kingdom of Flame ended, when he returned to his clan, he noticed that the atmosphere among Quanna, Hashirama, and Tobima was not right.Quan Nai always made troubles for Hashirama in various places, and Senshou Fujian, who was always confronting Quanna tit for tat in the past, but this time it was rare that he did not speak for Hashirama, and remained silent to the turbulent undercurrent between the two.
Without thinking about it, Madara knew that Hashirama must have shown her feet in front of Quanna and Tomona, and also knew that she had not responded to Hashirama's intentions, otherwise Quanna would not have simply smeared the other party in front of her .
Madara didn't want to procrastinate this matter any longer. It is true that he enjoyed Hashirama's pursuit of him overtly and secretly, but he didn't want his hesitation and silence to become a tease.
Because every time he met those eyes, he could clearly feel that this man really loved him.
Therefore, Madara didn't give Quanna a chance to interrupt, and took the initiative to ask Hashirama for a chat.Seeing the surprise that flashed in the eyes of the man in front of him turn into dim and hesitant in an instant, Madara couldn't help but wonder if he had dragged on for too long.
He was sure that Zhu Jian had feelings for him, and when the matter of marrying Uzumaki was brought up again, Zhu Jian would probably be worried that he would refuse because of this.
Uchiha Madara is the only one who can make this optimistic man show this expression.
A strange satiation suddenly rose in Madara's heart. The fact that he was unique in Hashirama's heart made people tremble with excitement, and he couldn't help but look forward to what this man would become in the future, as calm and confident as in the past, or...
"... Madara, you..." Hashirama followed Madara back to Madara's room, the two sat facing each other but no one spoke for a long while.Until he saw a strange smile on Madara's face, Hashirama hesitated to speak.
He had a premonition that whether he had been in love for a while or not, there would be a result today.
But Senshou Zhuma didn't know whether he could accept this result.
His eyes slowly shifted to Hashirama's worried face, and the corners of Madara's lips raised a subtle arc.He didn't like to procrastinate about many things, but this time he procrastinated for a long time. Maybe he could use the excuse that he didn't understand his own mind, but this was not a reason to wantonly enjoy the dedication of his admirers.
Madara thought for a long time, he had to ask the man in front of him something.
"Hashirama, why? You and I have always been friends. Even if I stand opposite you, the only one who can understand each other is each other. Isn't that enough?"
Hearing this question, Senju Hashirama knew that his hunch was right, and Madara had decided to end it today.
After making sure, he calmed down instead. He knew his stubbornness, even if Madara really refused, he would not give up, so it doesn't matter what Madara's answer is today.As long as he was the closest person to Madara, there was nothing unacceptable.
His eyes returned to peace, and Hashirama showed a calm smile, as if the frank and humble man before was just an illusion.
"It's not enough, Madara, I want more." Once she spoke, it seemed that it was no longer difficult to spread out all her dirty thoughts.
"How about just being friends? What I want is Madara."
"The whole me? Hashirama, you are too greedy."
"That's right, I'm really greedy." Senjujuma's expression darkened, and he said in a tone that Madara couldn't figure out: "But I can't help it. Madara is a falcon soaring beyond the sky, but I want to kill you In the palm of your hand. Knowing that you will not stop and linger in one place, you still have the courage to gamble on whether you will become the special one."
"I am like this, peeping at things that don't belong to me. 'Greedy' is not enough to describe it."
Madara did not expect that Hashirama would give such an answer. He thought that the former would tell about his love for him, express his admiration and desire in the past affectionately and anxiously, just like all the people who are imprisoned because of the word "love" Same.
The man in front of him said words that should have annoyed him, but Madara clearly felt the sincerity and truth in the words.
Hashirama, he really thought so.
Whether it's admiration or affection, it can't cover up the man's desire to control, or in other words, Hashirama spread all this out for himself to see.
From guessing Hashirama's love for her to now, this is the first time Madara confronts the former's undisguised desire to control.Even though Hashirama has put himself in a despicable position in his words, he is still very strong and blatantly, not afraid of incurring his own disgust.
No, it's not that he is not afraid, but that he is ready to be rejected by himself.
Madara who was still a little bit annoyed suddenly smiled, even if he rejected the man, so what?He and Zhuma have always been the closest people to each other. Does it really matter whether they are friends or lovers?
Maybe he doesn't care, but the man in front of him does.
Madara's frowning eyebrows stretched out, her tone softened a bit with a hint of teasing, "What if I refuse?"
"I'm still your best friend."
"Do you really think that even if I reject you, you and I can still get along as before?"
"Of course not. But I know, Madara, you need me just like I need you." Although Senju Hashimama didn't know what Madara was thinking at the moment, he just expressed his true feelings.
Holding back her smile, Madara propped her head up, and the hair on the side of her face covered one eye.
"I need you? No, Hashirama, you can't live without the other party. It's the waywardness of the cowardly and comfortable. It's not something you should say."
Hashirama was noncommittal to Madara's words, the smile on his face remained unchanged, "Madara, you just don't understand yet."
"I don't understand." Madara didn't refute, and spoke wantonly and straightforwardly, "But I know you love me, that's enough."
"It's not enough, Madara." Hashirama shook his head, "What I want is not just for you to accept my admiration, but for the love you entrusted to me."
"...I can't guarantee it." Frowning again, Madara was a little unaccustomed to the aggressive tone in Hashirama's words.
"I've already guessed it would be like this." Hashirama accepted it flatly.
"why?"
"Madara, I will teach you what you know and what you haven't touched, and I will wait patiently."
"Even if I can't learn it in my life?"
"Even if you can't learn it in your life. However, Madara, you have always been the smartest. I believe that day will not come too late."
Madara put down his arms, sat up straight and stared at the calm man in front of him, without the slightest guilt or hesitation, resolute and resolute, leaving all hesitation and timidity behind, even though the road ahead was rough and dangerous, he went forward bravely.
In Madara's memory, the last time Hashirama spoke in this tone was when he was attacking Konoha with Kyuubi.He still remembers every word and every word clearly.
"Are you going to let everything before, our efforts, come to naught? Madara! The battle between you and me will not bring any benefits. This battle will only hurt the village and ninjas, and will only insult our brothers and compatriots .”
……
"The dream has just come true, and I want to protect it."
……
"I want to protect our... no, protect my village. No matter what happens, I still firmly believe that protecting the village is the same as protecting people, ninjas and children. Whether it is my friends, brothers, or even my children, As long as you dare to make the village your enemy, I will never let you go!"
……
Now the stars are changing, the world is cloudy, and the memory has become an absurd dream, and there are still indelible traces engraved in the blood and bone marrow.
He had tasted the taste of determination, he had died under the knife of a man.
What now?Is he about to repeat his mistakes?
The ridiculous thing is that he no longer has the chance to choose, because from the very beginning, this man who was so arrogant and unreasonable to some extent was the result of his connivance and promotion.
In the end, it's nothing but self-eating.
"...I just found out." Madara's heart was up and down, but his tone was flat and terrifying.
With an inexplicable sentence, Zhujian understood the turbulent undercurrent behind Madara's words, and suddenly showed a childish smile, his eyebrows and eyes swaying like when Nan He Chuanbian first met.
"Madara, as I said, you are the inspiration from heaven. From the past to the present, everything I pursue and yearn for is given by you."
"You said that if there is peace in the world, people need to treat each other honestly and be brothers. The flames of war can be stopped, and one day we can end the turbulent world. By then, children will not have to go to war, and loved ones will Not going to die suddenly at some point."
"In troubled times, no matter how loudly the weak bark, they will not be heard. Only the strong can stand at the top and change the world into what it wants. War or peace, only when you have the irresistible power of all people, can you It becomes a decision between thoughts."
"All of these are what you taught me."
"Madara, I've been walking the path you pointed me to."
"I am the 'Ninja God' standing at the pinnacle of the ninja world, and I am also the one who kills my best friend. My relentless pursuit of strength, my firm yearning for the openness of people's hearts, and my paranoid desperation for beliefs and dreams are all in my heart. You rub it into my blood."
"Madara, I am your 'responsibility'."
Sometimes, Madara will also think about why he and Hashirama have a tacit understanding that no one else can match, as if they were born with each other, they fit each other, they are equally powerful and crazy.The only difference is that he uses indifference and arrogance as a mask to cover up his arrogance, while Hashirama uses humility and gentleness.
They are also unable to be influenced by worldly things, and all the bumps and thorns on the road they stick to are false.They are also crazy enough to cut off any fetters for an unattainable long-cherished wish. Even if they are left alone in the end, they will turn their loneliness into a stubborn shell and let themselves continue to be crazy.
What Hashirama said was right, he was his own "responsibility".
When Nanhe Chuanbian first met, the boy with the watermelon head was still a child who was confused and unwilling due to the loss caused by the war.The person who affirmed his extravagant hope for peace was another boy who was drifting by the river at that time.
A "lunatic" named Uchiha Madara.
With dreams that ordinary people find unreasonable, they finally stand at the pinnacle of the ninja world and become figures who can influence an era.
In the end, the madman's dream was also shattered.
Uchiha Madara didn't know what kind of emotion he recalled the past, and his complicated thoughts gradually dissipated under the peaceful and warm gaze of the man in front of him.
"Hashirama, you are indeed my 'responsibility'."
"So, this kind of you, this kind of me, can't be too close."
"Then, shouldn't you say something?"
Madara stared at Hashirama, he waited for the man to say what he had wanted all along.
Senshou Zhujian suddenly felt tightness in his chest, and the slightly smiling face in front of him made him a little dazed.The unprecedented soreness and swelling filled his chest cavity, and he could hear his own heart beating like a drum.
Opening his mouth, he finally said the request that he had practiced countless times in his dream.
"Madara, I love you...will you be my lover?"
"it is good."
The author has something to say: Thank you "gooee" cherub for mine! ! !
Thank you "I can't find this person." The little angel's 2 bottles of nutrient solution! ! !
Thank you "Stone Pawn" for the 5 bottles of nutrient solution! ! !
Thank you "Drunken Flowers" little angel for the 5 bottles of nutrient solution! ! !
Thank you "Zi Xiao" little angel for the nutrient solution! ! !
Kavin card made me feel so uncomfortable, and then I held back this chapter... Looking back, how strange (bian) weird (tai) qaq
In fact, the stupid author thinks it's quite touching ww
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