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Xi Mu pushed his glasses.

Lan Siyu watched him raise his hand, and immediately wanted to catch him.Xi Mu saw his movements in advance, and dodged away without any trace.

Naturally, Lan Siyu could also sense that Xi Mu had been quietly defending himself. He flattened his mouth and turned his head, looking like he wanted to cry.

Xi Mu smiled flatteringly, "What exactly do you mean?"

"I hate you." Lance complained in a low voice.

"Huh?" Xi Mu didn't know how he had offended him.

Lan Siyu bit his lip.

Xi Mu is now very interested in what he just said, "You just said that Lan Siyu is killing people. I have indeed heard that Lan Siyu is a killer before, but some people say that Lan Siyu is just a lost Young master, which one is true?"

Lance stepped back, hugging his knees, not wanting to speak.

Xi Mu felt that this skeleton looked pitiful, but he would not be so stupid as to really sympathize with him hastily. "If you don't want to talk now, let's talk about it next time. Now, eat?"

Lan Siyu immediately shook his head when he heard the word "eat".

Regardless of whether he wanted to eat or not, Xi Mu still brought the food in.

Lan Siyu stared at the food.

In fact, his stomach was empty and he was very uncomfortable and wanted to eat.But he also felt that these foods were highly poisonous, and if he ate them, he might be poisoned to death like No.1.On the one hand, he wanted to eat, but on the other hand, he was afraid to eat, showing a very conflicted expression.

Xi Mu paid attention to his expression from the beginning to the end, he smiled strangely, "Are you so afraid of death?"

Lan Siyu looked up at him in shock.

Look at this man, what is he talking about.

Xi Mu knew that no one was around, and there was no monitor here, so he didn't choose what to say. "Anyway, you have no connection with this world. Lan Siyu belongs to you alone." Xi Mu blew on the porridge and handed it to him, "So for you, life is actually death. , it’s all about you alone. If that’s the case, there’s nothing to be afraid of dying.”

Lan Siyu stared into his eyes.

Xi Mu's eyes were smiling, and then he realized what he said, smiled embarrassedly, and withdrew his hand. "The food I sent is really not poisonous."

"I don't believe it." Lan Siyu said the same thing.

Xi Mu knew he couldn't force him, "Then I'll eat."

Lan Siyu nodded.

Xi Mu opened his mouth and swallowed the food. "That's great, I knew you wouldn't eat it." He was elated, "I went to bed late today, and I have to go to inspect. I didn't have breakfast, and I'm very hungry."

When Lan Siyu smelled the food, his already deflated stomach sank even deeper.

"Cuckoo."

Hearing the sound, Xi Mu's eyes lifted up, and the glass lens made of amorphous solid with irregular structure tried to block his narrow smiling eyes, but unfortunately, the effect was not good.

Lan Siyu didn't realize that he was doing it on purpose at all, he watched Xi Mu eat with teary eyes.

Xi Mu took one bite at a time, and gradually finished half a bowl of porridge.

"You eat deliciously," Lan Siyu said.

"The food here is pretty good." Xi Mu was very satisfied.

"Hmm." Lan Siyu didn't blink his eyes.

Xi Mu took a mouthful of porridge and handed it to his mouth with a shy smile.

Let's eat, sir.

Lance pursed his lips.

Xi Mu's smile was about to freeze, and he was also very nervous.

"Ah." Then he closed his eyes and swallowed it in one gulp, his expression seemed to be heroic.

Xi Mu breathed a sigh of relief.

While chewing the food, Lan Siyu closed his eyes tightly and shed tears.

Xi Mu was used to him crying all the time.

"It's delicious." Lan Siyu's voice was crying.

"Yes." Xi Mu deliberately imitated his tone of voice.

"I'm so scared." Lan Siyu swallowed the porridge.

Xi Mu couldn't help laughing, "Are you afraid of death?"

"En." Lan Siyu nodded desperately, tears streaming down his face. "Even...well, you say, even if I die, no one will know. But...maybe. What if I survive and have contact with someone in the future." In case one day, someone will I laugh, cry, and toss and turn. The future is full of unknowns. I look forward to such a person.

So, don't want to die.

Seeing him crying and saying stupid things, Xi Mu didn't find it ridiculous.He raised his hand and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. "Well, maybe." His eyes were very gentle.

Lan Siyu looked up at him, his amber pupils were full of pearls.

Xi Mu realized later and took his hand back. "Oh, I was careless if I was not careful." He said angrily.

"I don't know how to eat people." Lan Siyu was depressed.

Xi Mu took it for granted, "You don't believe me when I say I won't put poison in food."

Huh, Lan Siyu is angry.

"Take the first bite, let's eat some more." Xi Mu resumed his service attitude, "Anyway, one bite is poisonous, and two bites are equally poisonous." He dug another spoonful of porridge into Lan Siyu's mouth side.

Lan Siyu ate it obediently.

Xi Mu was very pleased. "You are really too thin. If you were a little fatter, you should look good."

Lan Siyu didn't answer the call.

He knew what he looked like when he was fat.

"Speaking of which, last time I went to the open area with me to see a few patients, what do you think?" Seeing that he had finished eating, Xi Mu immediately dug out a new spoonful.In order to prevent him from resisting, he started to find topics to chat and divert his attention.

Looking at the food that was handed to his mouth again, Lan Siyu quickly swallowed the contents of his mouth into his stomach first.

"Slow down." Xi Mu also realized that he was too hasty.

"It's very interesting." Lan Siyu answered him after swallowing the food, then lowered his head and drank a new spoonful of porridge.

"If it's interesting, you can go with me next time."

"Can you?" Lan Siyu's attention was successfully diverted.As long as he can leave this ward, he feels that he can go anywhere.

"Yes." Xi Mu said, "when your mood is stable."

Lan Siyu was silent.

"You are honest." Xi Mu looked at him with a smile, "Do you know that your mood is often unstable?"

"No, my mood has always been stable." Lan Siyu said, "It's other people who are unstable."

other people.

Lan Siyu clearly felt that after he finished saying that sentence, Xi Mu's movements froze.Then he raised his eyes to look at himself.What a pair of curious eyes.

Sure enough, Xi Mu asked, "Other people refer to your other personalities."

Lan Siyu: "Yes."

Xi Mu hesitated to speak.

"Do you want to know them?" He spoke directly, without embellishment.

"No, no, no, this is not the scope of my duties." Xi Mu didn't dare, he regarded himself as an honest and responsible intern.

He continued to feed Lance Yu.

Lan Siyu was also hungry, and after letting go of eating, he quickly finished half a bowl of porridge.

Xi Mu is cleaning up the dishes.

Lan Siyu felt that it was almost time for him to leave.

"The one who was killing people that night, I heard it was called Fu Tu?" Xi Mu still couldn't help but ask.

"En." Lan Siyu nodded.

Xi Mu raised his head, lowered his head, then raised his head and lowered his head again, and repeated this action three times.

Lan Siyu pouted and looked at him.

"According to the rules and regulations, I can't ask too much about your illness." Xi Mu said very tactfully.

Lan Siyu understood, "We're chatting."

Xi Mu happily sat down.

"Fu Tu is a father." Lan Siyu told Xi Mu that he was the last to be born, and he had an omniscient perspective, knowing everyone's movements.

"Hey." It's really interesting. When people introduce a person, it doesn't start with what kind of person he is, or what his characteristics are, or what his occupation is, but when Lance Yu opened his mouth, he said he was a father.

"He has a pair of twin daughters. Of course, that's what he thinks." Lance pointed to himself, "This body has never had an intimate relationship with anyone."

Xi Mu forgot that he was not allowed to cross the line, so he stretched out his hand and patted Lan Siyu's shoulder. "Don't worry, there is a chance." He said encouragingly.

Lan Siyu looked at him, was silent for a while, and then continued: "He likes his little daughter very much, and hates his eldest son. Because... when his son went out when he was young, a car happened to pass by his The front was out of control. When he was about to hit him, his mother saved him. The son survived, but the mother died. Fu Tu liked his wife very much. Under the overflowing love and overwhelmed sadness , He began to think that his son killed his wife." Lan Siyu said with a dry mouth, "He abused his son every day, and then the son ran away, and he became a thug who had nowhere to vent his anger."

Xi Mu knew that the identity and character relationship chart set by the split personality was very thorough. "And what about his daughter?"

Lan Siyu blinked his eyes.

"Since you say he loves his daughter, what about his daughter?" How does personality deal with a person who does not exist?

"His daughter." Lan Siyu's eyes flickered, "Sister, by the way... what is she doing?"

My little Marlene.

How to survive?

It's time to change shifts.

Xi Mu left the ward.

When he went to the office, Luo Ze was sitting on his seat folding stars, he only folded one, and then threw the paper star into a glass jar.

There is already half a can of stars in the clear jar.

"Today in the closed area, a patient broke away from the nurse and committed suicide with the sharp iron pillar on the guardrail." Luo Ze told Xi Mu about it.

"Ah." Xi Mu's expression was slightly surprised.

"But it's a common thing." Luo Ze put away the glass jar, looked at the sky outside the window, and sighed. "Psychological illness is actually not easier than physical illness. When the illness is serious to a certain extent, the feeling of wanting to be relieved is the same."

Xi Mu sat down in his seat silently.

Luo Ze looked at the young student and forced himself to smile, not to put too much pressure on him, "How are you getting along with Lance?"

"It's okay." Xi Mu said neither salty nor dull.

"The hospital asks you to take care of him and do some nurse work." Luo Ze kindly reminded, "You just do it, and don't have any other contact with him."

Xi Mu reassured him, "I'm not his doctor."

"That's not what I meant." Luo Ze shook his head, dumbfounded.

Xi Mu didn't care.

Luo Ze looked at him, the young man was really high-spirited. "You're doing an internship here for a year, right?"

"Yes."

Luo Ze smiled, "Which hospital do you want to go to later?"

"Let's talk about it." Xi Mu is not the kind of person who has long-term plans, "Maybe I will go out to study in the future, or maybe after a year of internship, I will feel that the work in the hospital is too hard, and I will switch to a psychological counselor."

"It's nice to be rich, carefree." Luo Ze showed an envious expression.

Xi Mu smiled and did not deny the matter.

"Both your parents are professors, and your sister holds an important position in the police station." Luo Ze looked at Xi Mu.

"So I'm the most useless in the family." Xi Mu slumped on the chair.

His parents are too open-minded, and his sister is too capable. No one expects him, so naturally no one expects him.

It's a blissful loss.

Xi Mu looked out the window.

The white clouds change, the sun sinks, and the night is about to emerge.

Lan Siyu was right.

Everyone is like this, looking forward to being needed by others, expecting that their own existence can make the other party shake.

I am also waiting for such a person.