actor refuses to divorce

When he got home, Zongxuan saw Xutang lying on the sofa and fell asleep, and his mood suddenly cleared up.

Walking over to see Xutang's sleeping face, Zong Xuan tucked the blanket for him, planning to wake him up in a while, otherwise he might not be able to sleep at night.

After changing clothes and getting off, Xutang's cell phone rang, and Xu Tang also opened his eyes in a daze, and reached out to touch the cell phone.

Zong Xuan hurried over and handed him the phone. It was Fang Tan calling, and Xu Tang answered the phone.

Fang Tan was discharged from the hospital two days earlier than Xutang, but the two sent messages almost every day.

Zong Xuan didn't know what to talk about, anyway, he often heard Fang Tan's voice from Xu Tang's phone.

Based on the observations in the past few days, Zong Xuan found that Fang Tan has a very good personality, and he doesn't seem to be very good at talking, but he and Xu Tang are very good at chatting.Personality is relatively stable, life experience seems to be relatively simple.

Fang Tan is not the kind of guy who is particularly handsome, and people think he is a handsome guy at a glance.But it belongs to the kind that is very attractive, and the more you look at it, the more comfortable it is.The more you get along with this kind of person, the more you like him, so Zong Xuan can't help but worry, what should Xutang do if he thinks that Fang Tan is better than him?

After all, compared to him, he doesn’t seem to have any competitiveness. He doesn’t know much about music, he doesn’t know how to write lyrics and compose music, he rarely goes to concerts, and his personality is not as gentle and easy to talk... plus all the previous things Things, and Fang Tan's attitude towards Xu Tang, no matter how he looked at it, he felt that he was quite dangerous.

Xutang chatted with Fang Tan for a few words, and then said, "Okay, I'll send you an email later."

Seeing him hang up the phone, Zong Xuan pretended to ask casually: "What's the matter?"

"Yeah." Xutang went upstairs as he said, and after a while, he came down with an organ bag.

Then I sat on the sofa and started looking for things inside, and quickly took out a few pieces of paper.

"Want to help?" Zong Xuan asked.

"Take these photos for me and send them to Fang Tan's mailbox," Xutang said.This is not something that needs to be kept secret. It is more convenient for Zong Xuan to help him than to do it with one hand.

"it is good."

Zong Xuan took the few pieces of paper, on which were the lyrics written by Xu Tang, when he saw those words, he was stunned.Then he looked at Xutang, and then at those words.

"What's the matter?" Seeing his strange reaction, Xu Tang asked.

Zong Xuan didn't say anything, and rushed upstairs.

After entering the audio-visual room, Zong Xuan dug out the previous letters, carefully checked the notes...

Both Xutang and Teng Yizheng's characters are the ones that have been practiced at first glance, so they have a relatively uniform order and rules, and they are not that kind of very individual fonts, so they are indeed very similar, but Xutang still has a little My own habits, if you don’t compare them, you may find that there is no difference, but if you look carefully, there are still differences, just like the word “shadow”, when the three consecutive strokes are written out at the last stroke, Xutang will turn around to form A small circle that does not close.This detail is very small, but one can be said to be a coincidence, and every one of them is like this, so nine out of ten it was written by the same person.

Zong Xuan suddenly felt a little bit out of strength, a "T" can also be the initial letter of "Tang".Not many people knew where he lived before and where he lived now, so he thought the letter must be from an acquaintance, but he didn't think about Xutang at all.

After sitting quietly for a while, Zong Xuan went downstairs with the lyrics and the letter, put all the things on the coffee table, stretched out his arms and hugged Xutang tightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry..."

Xu Tang was a little puzzled, but after seeing those familiar letter papers, he suddenly thought of something.

"What do you think I owe you?" Xutang said quietly.

"I owe you." Zong Xuan's voice was hoarse.My eyes were sore, and my heart was sore and uncomfortable, "Tangtang, what should I do? Why am I so stupid? Even if your words are similar to Teng Yizheng, I should ask Teng Yizheng directly, I shouldn't be so arrogant I thought what I thought was right.”

"I don't know." In fact, Xutang was not as entangled as Zongxuan. He didn't have any purpose in writing these letters, he just wanted to do so, and then wrote them down year after year.It's just that I didn't expect that this act of my own will would be a meritorious service for others.

"Tangtang, I don't ask for your forgiveness, and I don't expect you not to divorce me. I just hope that you can let me stay by your side. It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk to me, as long as you don't even refuse my kindness, is that okay?"

Xutang felt that his neck was a little wet. Even if he was disappointed with Zong Xuan, he couldn't deny Zong Xuan's remorse and sadness at this moment. He could feel it, even if it wasn't his original intention.

"It's nothing. It's just my personal behavior." Xutang said: "I asked my brother to find out the address for me. It's good that you don't think it's harassment."

Zong Xuan shook his head, "We won't write letters from now on, if there's anything I've done wrong, just tell me, okay?"

Xutang looked at him, but didn't speak.

"Tangtang, I won't be in touch with Teng Yizheng again. I borrowed some money from him to start his own business, and now I don't plan to come back. I probably won't come back either. Zong Xuan said: "He also went to the class reunion today, and I had a very unpleasant fight with him. I really never understood him, but I conceited that I knew him very well. The relationship between me and him That's it, it's good, at least I'm not stupid enough to do anything irreversible. If there is, it's just you..."

These days, Zong Xuan took care of him in every possible way, and Xu Tang was not the kind of person who could hold grudges but forget good ones, so he naturally felt ironed in his heart.

Now that Teng Yizheng is gone, he naturally feels a lot more comfortable, and Zong Xuan's attitude is also here.In fact, he knew Zong Xuan pretty well. Zong Xuan spoke in such a pleading, worried and sad tone, for Zong Xuan who had always been proud and conceited, it was already enough regret.

In Xutang's heart, Zong Xuan should be the kind of confident image that everything can be done, but this sudden situation made him a little bit at a loss as to what to do.

"Let's go heat up dinner, I'm a little hungry." Xutang found an excuse to ease the atmosphere that seemed to be wet even with breathing.

"Okay." Zong Xuan let go of Xutang, his eyes were red, and his distinct eyelashes became strands. It can be seen that he was really crying, and the wetness on his neck was not an illusion.

Zongxuan lowered his head, unwilling to let Xutang see him like this, so he wrapped Xutang in a blanket, got up and went to the kitchen to warm up the dishes.

The dishes are all ready-made, and Zong Xuan only got the ability to heat them in the past few days.For dishes that need to be heated in the pot, Xu Tang will watch from the side, so it won't be too hot.

Xutang sighed slightly, took a photo with one hand, and sent an email to Fang Tan.The two of them wanted to write an ancient song together. He had written several lyrics before, but none of them matched the song. This time, he sent it to Fang Tan to see if he could get some inspiration.

After Xutang finished sending the email, Zongxuan's dinner was also ready.

The two sat down to eat, and there was some silence during the dinner, but Zong Xuan still took care of Xu Tang's meal carefully.

After dinner, Xutang went back to the room. He didn't like such a depressing atmosphere, so it would be better if Zong Xuan went back to the room to calm down.

Maybe it was because he slept a little too much in the afternoon, and it was past one o'clock in the morning, but Xutang still didn't fall asleep.

He simply got out of bed and prepared to heat up some milk for himself.

When he went downstairs, he found that the lights in the dining room were on, and Zong Xuan was lying on the table. The wine bottle on the table was already empty, and there were still a few small ice cubes in the glass.

Xutang walked over and pushed Zongxuan.

Zong Xuan raised his head, his eyes were a little blurred, and it took him a while to see Xu Tang clearly, and asked quickly, "What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

Seeing him like this, plus the smell of alcohol all over his body, Xu Tang knew he was drunk, "Go to bed, it's late."

He had no way to help Zongxuan, so he could only let Zongxuan go upstairs by himself.

Zong Xuan looked up at him, and after a while, reached out and hugged Xu Tang with such force that Xu Tang couldn't breathe.

"Tangtang, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Zong Xuan kept repeating these three words in his ear, which made Xutang feel a little sad.

"Go to bed early." Xu Tang said.

"I don't want to sleep... I can't sleep... I'm sorry..." Zong Xuan's voice was very soft, a little vague.

"Okay, I accept your apology."

But Zong Xuan, who was drunk, didn't seem to listen, and kept apologizing.Most of the weight of the body was on Xutang.

Xutang was a little unsteady, patted him on the back, and said, "Let's go to the sofa, shall we?" It's impossible to get Zongxuan upstairs, so he had to take a step back and choose the sofa.

This time Zong Xuan seemed to understand, and stood up cooperatively, but did not move.

Xutang had no choice but to hold Zong Xuan's waist with one hand, and dragged Zong Xuan, the koala, to the sofa.

Arriving at the sofa, Zong Xuan seemed to feel that he could relax a bit, so he fell down on the sofa with his arms around Jie Xutang—fortunately, the sofa was big and wide enough, otherwise he would definitely fall to the ground.

Zong Xuan put his arms around Xutang, causing Xutang to lie half on the sofa and half on himself.

This posture was a bit awkward, but Xutang couldn't use his right hand and his left hand didn't have any strength, so he could only lie on Zongxuan like this.

"It would be nice to turn back time. I will treat you well and not make you sad..." Zong Xuan said with some emotion.

It's useless to think about it, this is Xu Tang's evaluation of Zong Xuan's words.However, my heart is somewhat softer. Drunk words are usually sincere, and people only hope that time can turn back when they regret it.

Xutang sighed, no one is an expert in love, people, they always love while learning, it's just a matter of time.

When Zong Xuan woke up, it was just dawn.Seeing Xutang in his arms, he was pleasantly surprised, but also a little annoyed—how could he let Xutang sleep on the sofa with him? !

He was too depressed yesterday and drank a little too much.He vaguely remembered that Xu Tang came downstairs, and he felt that there was nothing he could do, he could only apologize to Xu Tang over and over again, hoping that Xu Tang would give him another chance.As for how he came to the sofa and how he fell asleep, he really has no memory.

The feeling of a hangover is very bad, Zong Xuan feels that he is top-heavy and a little cold.

As soon as Zong Xuan moved, Xu Tang was about to wake up in a daze.

Zong Xuan hurriedly coaxed: "Keep sleeping, I'll carry you upstairs, it's too cold to sleep here, don't catch a cold."

Xutang didn't open his eyes, maybe because he slept too late, he was still sleepy.

Zong Xuan picked him up and went upstairs, and settled him on the bed in the bedroom.

Xu Tang continued to sleep after sticking to the bed, Zong Xuan covered the quilt, and he didn't feel much sleepy anymore, but his head hurts intermittently, which was very uncomfortable.

When Xutang woke up, it was already past nine o'clock in the morning.This time he slept quite tiredly, lying on Zong Xuan's body for the first half, feeling that his bones were going to be stiff from sleep, but after returning to the bed for the second half, he finally slept a lot, but the time was a bit short.

After a brief wash, Xutang went downstairs.

Zong Xuan is making breakfast.In fact, it is ready-made, no need to do anything.

"Are you up? Do you want milk or coffee?" Zong Xuan asked him as usual.

"Coffee." Xutang replied.He found that Zong Xuan didn't seem to be energetic, and the red blood in his eyes was also obvious, and he was wearing a thick sweater today, a thin one is enough for him to wear at home.

Bringing breakfast and coffee to Xutang, Zong Xuan also sat down to have breakfast.

"Just woke up?" Xu Tang asked, he always felt that Zong Xuan's complexion was not very good today, maybe it was related to a hangover, but it didn't feel like it.

"No, I didn't sleep again after sending you back to the room."

"Then why are you having breakfast now?"

"I have no appetite, I always feel chilly, and my body is sore, maybe I slept on the sofa yesterday. Sorry, I drank too much yesterday, so I dragged you to sleep on the sofa together."

Xutang looked at him, then put down the spoon, reached out to touch his forehead, then touched his own, and said, "You have a fever."

I guess I caught a cold last night.

"Really?" Zong Xuan thought about his symptoms, it seemed that he had a fever.

"Is there any medicine at home? Take it after dinner." Xutang said.

"Okay." He really wanted to grab Xutang's hand that was testing his body temperature just now, but considering that he was already like this now, he better stop it.

After dinner, Zong Xuan took the medicine and was rushed upstairs by Xu Tang to rest.

Zong Xuan was not in a hurry, and took the fruit, snacks, computer and the book Xu Tang was reading recently to his bedroom, and then took Xu Tang to his bedroom with a stern face.

"You read here, I'll sleep for a while." Zong Xuan pulled him onto the bed, "I promise not to do anything excessive, I just want to stay with you."

"What should I do if it infects me?" Xu Tang was a little disgusted.

"I don't kiss you, it should be fine."

"..." Who told him that kisses are contagious? !Retarded!

But if you hate it, you hate it, Xutang still went to bed.Zong Xuan's bed was very big, and the two stayed on one side, neither disturbing the other.Xutang was also afraid that Zongxuan's fever would not go away, and no one would know. If it got serious, it would be troublesome.It's the Spring Festival soon, and it's better to get better soon.

Zongxuan looked at Xutang under the quilt, and Xutang wrapped himself up in a blanket to find him a cultural talk show to watch.

Zong Xuan said hoarsely: "Tangtang, it doesn't matter if you don't forgive me, I will always chase you. Even if you meet someone you like more and want to be with him, I will always treat you well, but not will disturb your life."

Xutang put on the earphones, and seemingly casually said, "If you want to chase, just chase."

Zong Xuan sat up all of a sudden, his eyes brightened, "You mean..." Is Xu Tang willing to give him a chance?

"Sleep." Xu Tang glanced at Zong Xuan - a sick cat should sleep well.

"Okay, I'll go to bed right away." Zong Xuan lay down again, but he didn't feel sleepy, and just looked at Xutang with a smile.

Xutang blushed a little when he saw him, and said, "Go to sleep!"

The smile on the corner of Zong Xuan's mouth deepened again, he moved the pillow, hit Xutang next to him, put one hand on Xutang's waist, then closed his eyes, and fell asleep after a while.

Xu Tang looked at him and smiled slightly - he didn't know what would happen to him and Zong Xuan in the future, but after experiencing these things, he thought maybe he could try again.In a different way, he is no longer the one who waits silently, nor is Zong Xuan the one who doesn't know at all.Maybe they will have a happy future like this?