Quick wear without scum and cruelty
Chapter 1, if he wants to be with a man, it won't be the last chapter.
, Many, many years ago, he was indeed with Gao Yue, although the time was not long, they broke up soon.But occasionally, Gao Yue would post a postcard back to him when he was collecting songs abroad. These years, the two have not really broken contact.
It's a friend.In Lin Qisheng's view.
Gao Yue paused for a moment, and then said in a low voice: "Qisheng, why did you go back so early for the welcome banquet last night? Everyone didn't enjoy themselves very much."
Lin Qisheng read through the third document, found nothing wrong, signed his name on it, closed it and put it aside.
"Leave after dinner," he said.
Didn't leave early, obviously had dinner and drank wine together.
Gao Yue raised her mouth, with an unhappy expression on her face: "Later, Qiyun proposed to sing K, why didn't you go? There are a lot of people playing together, and you are the only one missing. You didn't have a good time."
"A young man's game," said the man.
It was only six words, but his meaning was clearly expressed.The after-dinner sideshows are all young people love to play. He is already in his 30s and is not interested in these.
Gao Yue laughed: "Say it as if you are so old." There was reproach and familiarity in her tone.
The man didn't answer and continued to read the file.
Gao Yue found out that Lin Qisheng didn't avoid him intentionally, and she was vaguely relieved.
He just said, it's impossible for his charm to disappear so quickly, since Lin Qisheng went to eat, how could he really not care about him.
Probably Lin Qiling and the others' proposal made this man unhappy.Listen to what Lin Qisheng just said, "Young people's games".In fact, Lin Qisheng is not very old, but his illness is like a knife hanging over his head, which made him enter the countdown to death. From this point of view, there is nothing wrong with him thinking that he is an old man.
Thinking of this, Gao Yue felt more sensible that she did not choose Lin Qisheng.
You know, even if Lin Qisheng's status in the Lin family is more important now, what if he is dead?At that time, if Gao Yue followed others immediately, the Lin family would certainly not interfere on the face, but would feel more or less uncomfortable in their hearts.But why do you have to let yourself stay at the Lin family?He doesn't want to guard even one day.
What's more, after being with Lin Qisheng, it is impossible for other members of the Lin family to have any thoughts about him, even if they like him in their hearts.
The value of Lin Qisheng is indeed inferior to that of Lin Qiyun.
Gao Yue almost wanted to give her a high five for her cleverness.
"Qisheng, after all these years, do you have someone you like?" Gao Yue naturally leaned back on the sofa, as if she hated the sun's glare, and raised one hand to her forehead.
He has practiced this movement countless times, and from Lin Qisheng's angle, he can just see his perfect lines, which is very charming.
When going to nightclubs abroad, whenever he sees a man he likes, he doesn't want to take the initiative to attack, so he will make similar actions when the other party looks at him.
There are always seven or eight successes out of ten.
"Yes." Lin Qisheng found something inappropriate in the document, closed it directly, put it on the other side, and took the next one.
"Oh? What a coincidence, I also have someone I like." Gao Yue said.
The final sound of the word "it" is very soft, but it is deliberately drawn a little longer, as if it came out after winding around the tip of the tongue a few times, which sounds unconsciously seductive.
Lin Qisheng didn't feel anything: "Congratulations."
"..."
Gao Yue decided again that she was right to choose Lin Qiyun.
When Lin Qi got this disease, his face was expressionless on the one hand, and on the other hand, he could save his words when he could.It is said that every time he speaks, because the facial organs are affected, it will be very painful from the mouth to the throat.The more words are spoken, the more painful, and the louder the voice, the more painful.
Probably because of this reason, this man didn't talk much since he was a child, and later on he didn't talk much when he could. If he could finish a word, he would never say two words.
After a long time, a man will give people a dull feeling. When you are with him, you have to be prepared to be suffocated to death at any time.
Back then, Gao Yue and Lin Qisheng fell out because of his difficult personality.
To be precise, Gao Yue didn't even think that she had really gotten along with Lin Qisheng.
How can a real relationship be without intimate contact?Who is not sweet talk?But they never did.
Never held hands!
Although they were not very old at that time, Lin Qisheng was in his twenties, and he was only in his teens at that time, and he was still a teenager, so it was too much not to kiss or hold hands.
Thinking about it now, Gao Yue is quite glad that he got away quickly at that time, and even more glad that the two of them were together without experiencing the so-called confession... In this way, if someone turns over the old score, he can still find an excuse to say that he and Lin Qisheng They have always been friends, very good friends, at least he always thought so in his heart.
However, excuses are excuses, it is impossible for Lin Qisheng not to put his heart on him.
Gao Yue was very happy to hear the other party say that she had a lover in her heart as always.
Who is the lover?Of course it was him.
Gao Yue asked Lin Qisheng this question back then, and the man's answer has not changed since then.
Unexpectedly, he is still a seed of infatuation, but unfortunately he will never be tempted by this man.
Lin Qisheng read almost half of the documents on the table, and was a little surprised to see that Gao Yue had stopped speaking.
Didn't you have something to look for him?
"What's the matter?" he asked.
Gao Yue put down her hands, sat upright, and looked at him: "Well, I just wanted to tell you what's on my mind."
"..."
"Do you know who I like?" Gao Yue deliberately lowered her voice and asked.
Lin Qisheng subconsciously looked at the documents on the desktop, and then at the surrounding environment.
Yes, this is his corporate office.
Gao Yue came to this place to find him just to... tell him who she likes?
He has always felt that the relationship between him and Gao Yue can be regarded as friends, and it can only be called "sort of".Who Gao Yue likes has nothing to do with him.
Anyway, this person doesn't like him, and he doesn't like him either.
Although Gao Yue's face is very similar to the person he likes.If it wasn't for this back then, he wouldn't have mistakenly thought that Gao Yue was the boy who had always appeared in his dreams, let alone try to get along with him.
As a result, he discovered on the first day that it didn't feel right at all.
Before he could decide whether to confirm it again, the other party simply walked away, which saved him a little trouble.
"In the past, I liked you very much, you know, although you were not talkative and had a dull temper, but when I was young, I thought you were so cool, and I was attracted to you unconsciously ..." Gao Yue didn't care what Lin Qisheng was thinking, and started to chatter.
Briefly summarize the days when they got along awkwardly, focusing on where he went after he left, how he thought about their relationship, and many things after that.For example, how did he meet Lin Qiyun, and what did that man do for him.
The more Lin Qisheng heard it, the more he felt something was wrong, so he simply picked up the document and continued to read it.
This person obviously thinks that he still likes him?Otherwise, what do you mean by saying these words?
It was early to find that Gao Yue looked at Lin Qiyun in the wrong way.Many facial expressions, the ones that Xiaobai used to do when he saw him, Gao Yue would also show when she saw her cousin.Lin Qisheng was not stupid, he guessed at that time that this person liked Lin Qiyun.
If the cousin also likes Gao Yue, Lin Qisheng has no objection to this couple.But Gao Yue suddenly came to look for him, and she babbled so much, even implying that the reason why he and Xiao Bai were together was because Bai Hua and the other person's face looked alike, so he used this person as a substitute, which made Lin Qisheng There is no way to bear it any longer.
The matter between him and Bai Hua is too complicated, his dead parents and Mr. Lin are all involved in it, and it has not been fully resolved yet.Coupled with his illness, he is now taking one step and hesitating three steps.
But this does not mean that others can step on it arbitrarily.
"Gao Yue." He suddenly said, interrupting the other party's self-consciousness.
"Huh?" Gao Yue had a tolerant and tolerant smile like a virgin on Gao Yue's face, pursing the corners of her lips and looking over.
How about it?Are you moved by my selfless heart?Know how hard it is for me to be caught in the middle of your brother's relationship?I am pure and kind. I really don’t want you brothers to turn against me, but I don’t know what to do, so I have to flee the country...
Gao Yue was almost moved to tears by her brain power.
"I have someone I like." Lin Qisheng said.
Gao Yue nodded with a smile.I know, you like me.It's a pity that I can't like you, and I can't hurt you. I want to like your cousin, but I'm afraid of hurting your brotherhood. Isn't that what I just said?
"I don't like you." Lin Qisheng said again.
Gao Yue still had a smile on her face, but the corners of her mouth were frozen.
What's the meaning?What do you mean not liking him?Lin Qisheng doesn't like him?How can it be?joke!I really don't like it, how can I be single for such a long time after breaking up with him, and then find a substitute who looks like him?
"Qisheng," Gao Yue quickly returned to normal, with regret in her voice, "I know you like me, but you don't want to force me, so you put that so-called Bai Hua by your side to replace me. But it's wrong for you to do this, Bai Hua He is also a living person, with his joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys. It is not good for him to trap him with money and make him unable to see the way ahead. I hope you can think more about him, after all, he is a person of his background ,It's not easy……"
"Gao Yue, everyone around me knows that I never tell lies. I don't like you, never have." Lin Qisheng repeated, forced himself to say dozens of words at once, and even stood up and walked towards the door.
He no longer wanted to be in the same room with this person.
Gao Yue likes Lin Qiyun, that's Gao Yue's business.Lin Qiyun may like Gao Yue, or he may not, but it has nothing to do with him.
Gao Yue can take the initiative to pursue love, but she shouldn't treat him like a clown or a stepping stone.
On the first day's reception banquet, if Gao Yue was the one who called him instead of Lin Qiyun, he would not have gone at all.
Everyone knows that the Lin family is connected with him by blood, and he will always be more patient with them.
"Qisheng..." Gao Yue's tone changed a bit.
Of course he knew that Lin Qisheng never told lies, but he would rather the other party tell lies now.
What do you mean never liked him?lie!He still remembers the instant light in Lin Qisheng's eyes when he saw him for the first time.
Isn't that like what?
Gao Yue stood up, wanting to refute, but saw that Lin Qisheng had already opened the office door and said to him: "Gao Yue, you should go."
The tone was firm and undeniable.
This is driving him away!
After the door opened, Gao Yue saw a girl in red standing behind the door, looking at him in surprise, not knowing how much she had heard.
It was Lin Qiling.
As long as only Lin Qisheng is there, Gao Yue can lower her face and mess around.But with other Lin family members around, Gao Yue has to pay attention to her image, especially if he is still thinking about Lin Qiyun.
"Hmph!" He gave Lin Qisheng a sideways look haughtily, and walked out with his head held high.
It's just that the back looks a little bit like running away.
Lin Qiling watched Gao Yue disappear in surprise, then walked in, and took out a document from the bag he was carrying: "This is from Brother Qiyun."
Lin Qisheng took it and sat down at the table again.
In the past, Lin Qiling would leave after delivering the things, but what she heard just now really made her heart itch.She stepped in with her heels up, closed the door with her backhand, and sat in Gao Yue's position just now, with a gossiping expression on her face.
"Brother, you really don't like Gao Yue?"
This is big news.You know, in this generation of the Lin family, no matter Lin Qixiu or her, even including Lin Qiyun and the others, there is no one in the Lin family who does not think that this cousin likes the second child of the Gao family.
Otherwise, what would you do with a substitute like that.
Lin Qisheng opened the file and said while reading: "No." After he thought for a while, he looked up and said seriously, "The person I like is not him."
It was so!
Lin Qiling suddenly realized, no wonder at the party last night, my cousin didn't have the excitement of reuniting after a long absence. At first they thought it was the expressionless face caused by the disease, but now they know that it feels right.
"Oh, if you really don't like him, we've pulled the wrong red line!" Lin Qiling sighed.
They all admired Lin Qisheng, received a lot of care from him on weekdays, and liked him very much.Otherwise, he wouldn't think that he likes Gao Yue, so he has such a good face towards Gao Yue.
The Gao family and the Lin family didn't have such a deep friendship in the first place, so what kind of banquet would they hold?
Fortunately, I know now, and I have to tell others as soon as I go back.
"Gao Yue has a bad character and a bad heart, so you should avoid contact with him." Lin Qisheng looked up at his cousin and said.
Lin Qiling nodded frequently.
Needless to say, she also felt it from those conversations.
Gao Yue didn't know, but she had actually come a long time ago, when he was rambling about recalling his "emotional history".When she first heard it, she wanted to avoid it, after all, it was someone else's privacy.
As a result, before she could move her feet, she heard a few words that seemed to be compliments and derogations, which made her frown.
She wouldn't be surprised if someone else said that.But is that Gao Yue, my cousin's sweetheart, just so provocative in front of my cousin?
Especially, after hearing it, Gao Yue actually admitted that she likes Brother Yun.
She had ten thousand MMP words in her mind.
Cousin Qisheng is hooked here, Tangtang Qiyun is hung there, what does he think of as the Lin family, did he choose the Chinese cabbage?
Originally, he wanted to come in and remind Lin Qisheng, but he didn't say anything, so he was reminded first.
That's right, don't say you don't like it, even if you like it, such a thing that harbors evil intentions should go as far as it should go.
But... "Brother, who exactly do you like?" Lin Qiling asked.
The man glanced at her and said nothing.
Lin Qiling rolled his eyes and said firmly, "Bai Hua!"
Previously, he thought that Bai Hua was Gao Yue's substitute, since his cousin didn't like that person, the theory of a substitute was self-defeating.
That cousin keeps Bai Hua by his side, the only reason is that he likes him.As for Bai Hua and Gao Yue's resemblance, that doesn't matter.Cousin should just like this type of person.
If they had known that their cousin didn't use Bai Hua as a substitute, they would have treated him better at the grandfather's birthday party last time.It has not been easy for my cousin for so many years. They are happy for him to have someone they like.
Just as he was thinking, Lin Qisheng closed the document she brought and handed it back to her: "Tell Qiyun it's okay."
Lin Qiling put it away, turned around and left.
Lin Qiyun was very happy when he got the file and heard the reply of "no problem".
Lin Qiling thought for a while: "Cousin, there is something I want to tell you."
She told him the conversation between Gao Yue and Lin Qisheng.
After hearing this, Lin Qiyun's expression changed.
"Gao Yue said he liked me? And said I was interested in him too?"
"That's what I heard him say."
Lin Qiyun sneered: "If it wasn't for my cousin's face, who would know which green onion he is? His face is so big!"
Lin Qiling nodded in relief: "That's right, they took our Lin family for something and stomped their faces on the ground."
"Don't mention that person in the future, tell other brothers and sisters not to look for him again, our Lin family has nothing to do with him." Lin Qiyun said.
"Okay." After Lin Qiling finished speaking, gossiping thoughts started to rise again, "Brother, what do you like?"
Lin Qiyun rubbed her head: "Brother likes the opposite of Gao Yue!"
"..." It's over, cousin Qiyun was stimulated to another extreme by Gao Yue, right?
Lin Qiyun knew what she was thinking just by looking at her face, and said dumbfoundingly: "What are you thinking about? I didn't like him in the first place. The person I like is at least a woman, and she has to be graceful and generous. That kind of one-hearted thing for a lifetime.”
I see!Lin Qiling expressed his understanding.
On the other side, Bai Hua kept her word, said she would stay in the laboratory, and stayed there all the time, never coming back.
Because he was upright when he left and reported to Lin Qisheng, the man didn't notice anything wrong.
Two or three months passed like this, until one late night when Lin Qiling helped Lin Qiyun deliver the materials to the villa, but there was no sign of Bai Hua.She thought that the other party was sleeping on the bed, so she asked casually.
"Laboratory." Lin Qisheng said.
"Lab? What are you doing in the lab?" Lin Qiling asked.Almost all of her impressions of Bai Hua are what she heard from other cousins before, such as love of money, greed for power, and little affection, so there are no good things to say.
"He used to be a well-known doctor and presided over large-scale research. This time, he intends to set up a laboratory to study my disease." Lin Qisheng said.
Yo, so many words at once.Although his face was still expressionless and his tone of voice did not fluctuate, Lin Qiling could hear the meaning of showing off.
"Tsk tsk, it seems that he really likes you, cousin, and he hasn't come back so late for the experiment." Lin Qiling said.Since she knew that her cousin liked Bai Hua, she could occasionally say a few nice words.
Even if he is greedy for money, even if he is greedy for power, so what?The Lin family is not short of money or power, as long as he can stay by his cousin's side in peace while he is alive, the Lin family will accept his love.
At least Lin Qiling thought so.
"I won't come back at night. I'm nervous about the experiment, so I'll sleep over there." Lin Qisheng said.
Lin Qiling woke up, "Aren't you coming back?"
"not coming back."
Lin Qiling narrowed his eyes: "How long has he not been back? Cousin, are you sure he is really in the laboratory?"
Lin Qisheng gave her a strange look: "Really. Two and a half months."
Lin Qiling probably calculated that two and a half months ago was when Gao Yue just came back.At that time, they thought that Bai Hua was Gao Yue's stand-in, so they turned a lot of faces at him, and even threw a reception banquet for Gao Yue with great fanfare.
She thumped in her heart: "Cousin, does Bai Hua know about your going to Gao Yue for a reception? Why didn't he go? You didn't tell him?"
"I know. I'm looking for him. He's already eaten, so I'll change clothes and look for you." Lin Qisheng said slowly.
"Did you tell him to take him there?" Lin Qiling asked to find out.
"He's had dinner."
After dinner, of course it is impossible to go again, so there is no need for him to speak out.After sitting in a formal dress at the company for a day, when I came back to get together with my younger siblings, I had to change into more comfortable clothes.
"Brother, call Bai Hua," Lin Qiling said decisively, "He should be angry with you."
Moreover, after being angry for more than two months, she still hasn't received the expected apology. If it was her, she would have turned her back and left.
☆、The Tenth World (6)
"Why?" Lin Qisheng asked.
From beginning to end, he couldn't understand why Bai Hua was angry with him.
"Bai Hua thought you liked Gao Yue." Lin Qiling said.
"I do not like him."
"Now I know, but before we all thought that you liked Gao Yue, and Bai Hua was just his substitute." Lin Qiling explained, "After all, Gao Yue was the first person you liked. After he left, you never looked for him except Bai Hua. For others, Bai Hua is still so similar to him."
"I thought Gao Yue was Bai Hua, but later I found out it wasn't." Lin Qisheng said slowly.
It wasn't that Bai Hua was Gao Yue's substitute, but that he took Gao Yue as Bai Hua, and found that the person he was looking for was not the one he was looking for, and the other party left him one step earlier.
Why do people around him have this misunderstanding?
After Lin Qiling left, the man thought about it and finally took out his mobile phone and dialed the number he knew so well.
Bai Hua was standing in the laboratory at this time, her brows almost knit into a knot.The experimenters around him are still busy, but everyone basically knows that this experiment is worthless.
For more than two months, they didn't even succeed in verifying the idea of the first step.
The several possibilities originally listed were all negated by the experimental results in these days.
Every failure in the past did not dampen Bai Hua's confidence.If one idea doesn't work out, try another.If one path doesn't work, change to another.
But now, all ideas are wrong, and all roads are dead ends.
The experiment can no longer be done.
He doesn't care about money.From before building the laboratory to now, he slowly spent all the money the man gave him before, but to him, it was nothing at all.
He feels sorry for the idiot.The denial of every idea proves that Lin Qisheng's possibility of surviving is less.
Reincarnation IX, he persisted in such a difficult task, completed it perfectly, and never failed.But in this life, he was thinking about the modern times, he didn't expect anything else, he just wanted to stay with the idiot until the end of his life, but it became an unrealized dream.
Really... not reconciled!
In the past two months, his ideas were not all derived from the medical technology of this time and space, but also integrated into the knowledge learned in the previous ninth life.
Too bad even that doesn't work.
Bai Hua was so manic that he wanted to jump, curse people, and throw things to vent his anger, but he knew that he was the person in charge of the experiment, and only when he stabilized could the experiment run smoothly.
Even if you can't get the desired result in the end.
He opened his mouth and was about to say something when the phone in his pocket rang.
Bai Hua tore off the laboratory gloves in her hand, flung them on the laboratory table with some irritability, turned around and left the laboratory, and then took out her mobile phone.
The word "nerd" kept shining on the screen, almost hurting his eyes.
He subconsciously pressed the connect button.
"Xiaobai, are you busy?" The man's voice was dull and monotonous, but it was what he wanted to hear the most at this moment.
The word "Xiaobai" almost brought tears out of his eyes.
Bai Hua restrained herself, raised her eyes to look out of the window, and said in a low voice, "It's okay."
"Are you unhappy?" Lin Qisheng's question still ended in a flat tone, which sounded like an affirmative sentence.
Normally, Bai Hua would definitely whitewash the peace and pretend nothing happened, but this time she only said "hmm".
"why?"
Bai Hua took a deep breath, trying to maintain a calm voice: "The experiment failed."
The phone was quiet for a while, and a man's voice sounded: "It's okay. Take your time."
In fact, Lin Qisheng didn't really have any hope for Bai Hua's experiment, he said it proudly in front of Lin Qiling, but he already knew Bai Hua's details.
Xiaobai did preside over a large-scale experiment, and it almost succeeded, but that experiment has nothing to do with the current one.
A person who abandons what he is familiar with and works hard in an unfamiliar field, the chance of success is not high.
It's just that he saw the brilliance on Bai Hua's face when he decided to restart the experiment, but he still didn't dissuade the other party's enthusiasm in the end.
What he didn't say was that he had long given up hope for his illness.When he was very young, when Lin's family knew that he had this disease, they consulted various well-known experts at home and abroad for consultation and treatment, but there was no effect.
Some experts even assert that there will be no truly effective treatment for this disease, not to mention now, even ten or one hundred years from now.
The reason is very simple. One is that the root cause of the disease cannot be found, and the other is that there are too few people suffering from this disease in history, so there is no value for research.This value refers not only to medical value, but also to economic value.
Not to mention that people in the medical field love money. Without the support of a lot of money, who can persist this large-scale experiment to the end?And without enough economic value, which fool would keep throwing money into it?
The Lin family is rich.
It's a pity that scientists who have the ability to do this kind of experiment look down on its medical value.Scientists who are willing to conduct such experiments are not capable enough to obtain satisfactory results.
Bai Hua didn't specialize in this area, and to a certain extent, it wasn't even as good as the scientists the Lin family had looked for before.
Failure is to be expected.
This is also the reason why he has been reluctant to confess his feelings to Xiaobai.
The agreement with grandpa is one thing, the most important thing is that he doesn't want to harm Bai Hua.Since it is doomed that he will not live to be 40 years old, and he will not have a few more years to live, why should he drag a person who can live for decades in the future?
He likes Xiaobai, and has always dreamed of this person since he was a child, dreaming that he and he kept traveling to different worlds and having different identities.The strange thing is that no matter who they become or who the other person becomes, they will generally stay together for a lifetime.
Of course, there are times when we can't stay together.For example, once, he dreamed that he became a person from another country, and was betrayed and attacked by his subordinates. Although he did not die, the person who was supposed to be with him for the rest of his life died. He died before they met. In that shootout.
When he woke up that day, he was in a very bad mood.Fortunately, the next night, he dreamed a completely different version. He dreamed that the boy was not dead, rescued him, helped him operate, lent him money so that he could make a comeback, and was kidnapped into bed by him in the end. Do whatever you want.
It was because of those dreams that accompanied Lin Qisheng's eyes when he saw Gao Yue for the first time.
Obviously they don't have the same face, yet he feels inexplicably that this is how a young man should look like in this life!
It's a pity that after getting along for a day, he realized that something was wrong.
Until he really met Bai Hua.
He is not stupid, of course he can see the calculation in Bai Hua's eyes, as well as the pretentious concealment.These disguises may be able to deceive others, but they are nothing in the eyes of the Lin family.
But he doesn't care.
The teenager in the dream also has his own little schemes and various tricks, so what?As long as his heart is with him, he doesn't care about anything.
Even later, he gradually felt that Bai Hua's heart was not with him, but he still didn't care.
As long as he doesn't fall in love with others, he still has a chance.
Originally, he thought so and did so.
It wasn't until Mr. Lin came to him and put the thick medical records in front of him that he woke up as if he had been poured with ice water.
How could he forget what kind of body he is!
How can this kind of body delay the person he loves?
But... just letting go like this, he is really not reconciled, not reconciled!
Obviously, they should be together, obviously, they have been together for so many lifetimes.
Lin Qisheng never told anyone about those dreams he had since childhood, including his parents.
Mr. Lin naturally didn't know about this. He called his grandson here because his grandson told him a few days ago that he wanted to marry Bai Hua.
The Lin family must get married, even if Lin Qisheng has a short lifespan.But what is the difference between marrying Bai Hua and not being married?Unable to live, unable to continue Lin Qisheng's bloodline.Besides, that person has a bad temper.
What Lin Qisheng could see, Mr. Lin could see even more.He didn't have the dreams of Lin Qisheng's previous lives, and he was not affected by them, so he had an extremely bad impression of Bai Hua.
In his opinion, when the grandson gets married, the other party is a woman, which can continue the grandson's blood.Even if the grandson insists on marrying a man, at least that man must be in the same family as the Lin family.Taking a ten thousand step back, even if you are not in the right family, you can have a good heart.
Birch doesn't fit any of these.
But Lin Qisheng persisted, gritted his teeth and did not give up.
What Mr. Lin said, he admits that everything is correct, but he just disagrees.
Money can't buy it I like it!I do!
Mr. Lin really couldn't be more stubborn than his grandson, so he had no choice but to let go and agreed to see Bai Hua.
Mr. Lin gave in, but Lin Qisheng began to hesitate again.
His body is already like this, what will Xiao Bai do when he dies?
It would be fine if the Lin family had someone to take care of them, but judging from the situation at the time, after the Lin family saw Bai Hua, they were very contemptuous of this person who only valued the money of the Lin family.When he died, no one would take care of Xiao Bai, no matter if it was the elders of the Lin family or his brothers and sisters.
After all, Mr. Lin is an old man, and he seems to be regressing towards his grandson, but in fact he just throws the problem to his grandson for him to face.
Lin Qisheng thought and thought, and finally had to go to his grandfather again and make an agreement with him.
What else could it be?
Whether he is alive or dead, no matter whether Xiaobai likes him or his money in this life, he can't bear to let this person be wronged.
Who told him to love him so much?
His only regret was that he couldn't take care of Xiao Bai for the rest of his life like the ninth generation, and could only leave him alone in this world.
That mood continues to this day.
Xiaobai said that the experiment failed, and he was not surprised.
That's to be expected.
He was already ready to accept death, and the only person who was worried about it was Xiaobai.
"If the experiment fails, come back and have a good rest." After thinking about it, Lin Qisheng said.
The cousin said that Xiaobai was angry, but he didn't feel it from the tone of the other party, and he answered the phone quite quickly just now.If Xiaobai agrees to come back, he should be not angry... right?
Lin Qisheng thought.
When Bai Hua heard his words, she couldn't help but pause.
The frustration brought about by the failure of the previous experiment was so great that he forgot for a moment that he was still in a cold war with the man.
But listening to the other party, is this planning to reconcile?
It's not impossible to reconcile, but there are some things, it's better to be clear first, for example...
"Qisheng, who is that person you like?" Bai Hua asked.
Lin Qisheng's lips moved, and he was about to say "you" reflexively, but he quickly remembered the agreement with his grandfather, and remembered the few days he had left.
After he dies, the only one who can protect Xiao Bai is grandpa.
He remained silent until the other party hung up the phone.
I don't know what Xiaobai's mood is at this time, but he knows that Xiaobai will not come back today.
Lin Qiling was right, Xiaobai was angry, it's ridiculous that he didn't notice it at all, and he had to remind his cousin.
Putting the phone in his pocket, Lin Qisheng turned around, thinking about when to have a good talk with his grandfather, but one of them didn't pay attention, his feet went limp, and he fell directly to the ground.
After Bai Hua hung up the phone, she pushed open the door of the laboratory and entered.
"What's next?" His assistant came over and asked.
Bai Hua thought for a while: "Run the experiment from the beginning again to see if there is any error in the data that led to the current result."
It will take at least a month to redo the experiment, even if you are familiar with the road.
But since the other party said so, they can only follow suit.
Bai Hua continued to stay in the laboratory until more than a week later, a phone call called him out.
It was Lin Qixiu who called.
"What's the matter?" Bai Hua didn't even take off her white coat.Just as the Lin family doesn't like him, he doesn't necessarily have a good impression of the Lin family.He admits that he did something wrong in the past, but it doesn't mean that he has to despise his former self like the Lin family.
If Lin Qixiu just wanted to verbally humiliate him to vent his anger, he would go straight back to the lab.
Lin Qixiu stared at him for a long time, and when he was about to turn around impatiently, she took a deep breath: "I'm here to pick you up."
Although the tone was trying to be calm, it could be heard that it was not friendly.
It's not even like pretending not to see him like before, and it's slightly targeted.
Unexpectedly, the members of the Lin family didn't even intend to do superficial articles.
"What's the matter? I'm very busy now, if it's not important, let's talk about it later." Bai Hua said lightly.
Probably thinking of what Bai Hua was busy with, Lin Qixiu said in a better tone, "I'll take you to see my cousin."
"Qisheng? What happened to him?" Bai Hua suddenly had a bad feeling.
Except for the previous phone call, the two haven't seen each other for almost three months.
He didn't go back, and Lin Qisheng didn't come either.
"Get in the car." Lin Qixiu turned around and got into the car, without giving him time to go back and change.
When she saw that Bai Hua was seated, she added a sentence when she started the car: "You shouldn't be so tired in the future."
Her words made Bai Hua feel more ominous.
Lin Qixiu took him to the hospital.
Lin Qisheng was in a single ward.At this time, the ward was quiet and no one was there.
Lin Qisheng was lying on the ward, facing out of the window, not knowing what to think.
Hearing the sound of the door, he turned around, saw Bai Hua behind Lin Qixiu at a glance, and froze involuntarily.
"Brother, I'm here to see you." Lin Qixiu said.
"Xiaobai is busy with work, why did you bring him here?" Lin Qisheng said, unexpectedly he did not cherish his words as much as usual.
Lin Qixiu pursed her lips and said nothing.
They didn't care about what Bai Hua usually did, until Lin Qiling inadvertently mentioned that Bai Hua was studying Lin Qisheng's condition, and they had a better impression of him.
But now my cousin is sick, and it seems that he can't use anything.Thinking about Bai Hua's previous actions, their suppressed prejudice against him emerged again.
why
It's a friend.In Lin Qisheng's view.
Gao Yue paused for a moment, and then said in a low voice: "Qisheng, why did you go back so early for the welcome banquet last night? Everyone didn't enjoy themselves very much."
Lin Qisheng read through the third document, found nothing wrong, signed his name on it, closed it and put it aside.
"Leave after dinner," he said.
Didn't leave early, obviously had dinner and drank wine together.
Gao Yue raised her mouth, with an unhappy expression on her face: "Later, Qiyun proposed to sing K, why didn't you go? There are a lot of people playing together, and you are the only one missing. You didn't have a good time."
"A young man's game," said the man.
It was only six words, but his meaning was clearly expressed.The after-dinner sideshows are all young people love to play. He is already in his 30s and is not interested in these.
Gao Yue laughed: "Say it as if you are so old." There was reproach and familiarity in her tone.
The man didn't answer and continued to read the file.
Gao Yue found out that Lin Qisheng didn't avoid him intentionally, and she was vaguely relieved.
He just said, it's impossible for his charm to disappear so quickly, since Lin Qisheng went to eat, how could he really not care about him.
Probably Lin Qiling and the others' proposal made this man unhappy.Listen to what Lin Qisheng just said, "Young people's games".In fact, Lin Qisheng is not very old, but his illness is like a knife hanging over his head, which made him enter the countdown to death. From this point of view, there is nothing wrong with him thinking that he is an old man.
Thinking of this, Gao Yue felt more sensible that she did not choose Lin Qisheng.
You know, even if Lin Qisheng's status in the Lin family is more important now, what if he is dead?At that time, if Gao Yue followed others immediately, the Lin family would certainly not interfere on the face, but would feel more or less uncomfortable in their hearts.But why do you have to let yourself stay at the Lin family?He doesn't want to guard even one day.
What's more, after being with Lin Qisheng, it is impossible for other members of the Lin family to have any thoughts about him, even if they like him in their hearts.
The value of Lin Qisheng is indeed inferior to that of Lin Qiyun.
Gao Yue almost wanted to give her a high five for her cleverness.
"Qisheng, after all these years, do you have someone you like?" Gao Yue naturally leaned back on the sofa, as if she hated the sun's glare, and raised one hand to her forehead.
He has practiced this movement countless times, and from Lin Qisheng's angle, he can just see his perfect lines, which is very charming.
When going to nightclubs abroad, whenever he sees a man he likes, he doesn't want to take the initiative to attack, so he will make similar actions when the other party looks at him.
There are always seven or eight successes out of ten.
"Yes." Lin Qisheng found something inappropriate in the document, closed it directly, put it on the other side, and took the next one.
"Oh? What a coincidence, I also have someone I like." Gao Yue said.
The final sound of the word "it" is very soft, but it is deliberately drawn a little longer, as if it came out after winding around the tip of the tongue a few times, which sounds unconsciously seductive.
Lin Qisheng didn't feel anything: "Congratulations."
"..."
Gao Yue decided again that she was right to choose Lin Qiyun.
When Lin Qi got this disease, his face was expressionless on the one hand, and on the other hand, he could save his words when he could.It is said that every time he speaks, because the facial organs are affected, it will be very painful from the mouth to the throat.The more words are spoken, the more painful, and the louder the voice, the more painful.
Probably because of this reason, this man didn't talk much since he was a child, and later on he didn't talk much when he could. If he could finish a word, he would never say two words.
After a long time, a man will give people a dull feeling. When you are with him, you have to be prepared to be suffocated to death at any time.
Back then, Gao Yue and Lin Qisheng fell out because of his difficult personality.
To be precise, Gao Yue didn't even think that she had really gotten along with Lin Qisheng.
How can a real relationship be without intimate contact?Who is not sweet talk?But they never did.
Never held hands!
Although they were not very old at that time, Lin Qisheng was in his twenties, and he was only in his teens at that time, and he was still a teenager, so it was too much not to kiss or hold hands.
Thinking about it now, Gao Yue is quite glad that he got away quickly at that time, and even more glad that the two of them were together without experiencing the so-called confession... In this way, if someone turns over the old score, he can still find an excuse to say that he and Lin Qisheng They have always been friends, very good friends, at least he always thought so in his heart.
However, excuses are excuses, it is impossible for Lin Qisheng not to put his heart on him.
Gao Yue was very happy to hear the other party say that she had a lover in her heart as always.
Who is the lover?Of course it was him.
Gao Yue asked Lin Qisheng this question back then, and the man's answer has not changed since then.
Unexpectedly, he is still a seed of infatuation, but unfortunately he will never be tempted by this man.
Lin Qisheng read almost half of the documents on the table, and was a little surprised to see that Gao Yue had stopped speaking.
Didn't you have something to look for him?
"What's the matter?" he asked.
Gao Yue put down her hands, sat upright, and looked at him: "Well, I just wanted to tell you what's on my mind."
"..."
"Do you know who I like?" Gao Yue deliberately lowered her voice and asked.
Lin Qisheng subconsciously looked at the documents on the desktop, and then at the surrounding environment.
Yes, this is his corporate office.
Gao Yue came to this place to find him just to... tell him who she likes?
He has always felt that the relationship between him and Gao Yue can be regarded as friends, and it can only be called "sort of".Who Gao Yue likes has nothing to do with him.
Anyway, this person doesn't like him, and he doesn't like him either.
Although Gao Yue's face is very similar to the person he likes.If it wasn't for this back then, he wouldn't have mistakenly thought that Gao Yue was the boy who had always appeared in his dreams, let alone try to get along with him.
As a result, he discovered on the first day that it didn't feel right at all.
Before he could decide whether to confirm it again, the other party simply walked away, which saved him a little trouble.
"In the past, I liked you very much, you know, although you were not talkative and had a dull temper, but when I was young, I thought you were so cool, and I was attracted to you unconsciously ..." Gao Yue didn't care what Lin Qisheng was thinking, and started to chatter.
Briefly summarize the days when they got along awkwardly, focusing on where he went after he left, how he thought about their relationship, and many things after that.For example, how did he meet Lin Qiyun, and what did that man do for him.
The more Lin Qisheng heard it, the more he felt something was wrong, so he simply picked up the document and continued to read it.
This person obviously thinks that he still likes him?Otherwise, what do you mean by saying these words?
It was early to find that Gao Yue looked at Lin Qiyun in the wrong way.Many facial expressions, the ones that Xiaobai used to do when he saw him, Gao Yue would also show when she saw her cousin.Lin Qisheng was not stupid, he guessed at that time that this person liked Lin Qiyun.
If the cousin also likes Gao Yue, Lin Qisheng has no objection to this couple.But Gao Yue suddenly came to look for him, and she babbled so much, even implying that the reason why he and Xiao Bai were together was because Bai Hua and the other person's face looked alike, so he used this person as a substitute, which made Lin Qisheng There is no way to bear it any longer.
The matter between him and Bai Hua is too complicated, his dead parents and Mr. Lin are all involved in it, and it has not been fully resolved yet.Coupled with his illness, he is now taking one step and hesitating three steps.
But this does not mean that others can step on it arbitrarily.
"Gao Yue." He suddenly said, interrupting the other party's self-consciousness.
"Huh?" Gao Yue had a tolerant and tolerant smile like a virgin on Gao Yue's face, pursing the corners of her lips and looking over.
How about it?Are you moved by my selfless heart?Know how hard it is for me to be caught in the middle of your brother's relationship?I am pure and kind. I really don’t want you brothers to turn against me, but I don’t know what to do, so I have to flee the country...
Gao Yue was almost moved to tears by her brain power.
"I have someone I like." Lin Qisheng said.
Gao Yue nodded with a smile.I know, you like me.It's a pity that I can't like you, and I can't hurt you. I want to like your cousin, but I'm afraid of hurting your brotherhood. Isn't that what I just said?
"I don't like you." Lin Qisheng said again.
Gao Yue still had a smile on her face, but the corners of her mouth were frozen.
What's the meaning?What do you mean not liking him?Lin Qisheng doesn't like him?How can it be?joke!I really don't like it, how can I be single for such a long time after breaking up with him, and then find a substitute who looks like him?
"Qisheng," Gao Yue quickly returned to normal, with regret in her voice, "I know you like me, but you don't want to force me, so you put that so-called Bai Hua by your side to replace me. But it's wrong for you to do this, Bai Hua He is also a living person, with his joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys. It is not good for him to trap him with money and make him unable to see the way ahead. I hope you can think more about him, after all, he is a person of his background ,It's not easy……"
"Gao Yue, everyone around me knows that I never tell lies. I don't like you, never have." Lin Qisheng repeated, forced himself to say dozens of words at once, and even stood up and walked towards the door.
He no longer wanted to be in the same room with this person.
Gao Yue likes Lin Qiyun, that's Gao Yue's business.Lin Qiyun may like Gao Yue, or he may not, but it has nothing to do with him.
Gao Yue can take the initiative to pursue love, but she shouldn't treat him like a clown or a stepping stone.
On the first day's reception banquet, if Gao Yue was the one who called him instead of Lin Qiyun, he would not have gone at all.
Everyone knows that the Lin family is connected with him by blood, and he will always be more patient with them.
"Qisheng..." Gao Yue's tone changed a bit.
Of course he knew that Lin Qisheng never told lies, but he would rather the other party tell lies now.
What do you mean never liked him?lie!He still remembers the instant light in Lin Qisheng's eyes when he saw him for the first time.
Isn't that like what?
Gao Yue stood up, wanting to refute, but saw that Lin Qisheng had already opened the office door and said to him: "Gao Yue, you should go."
The tone was firm and undeniable.
This is driving him away!
After the door opened, Gao Yue saw a girl in red standing behind the door, looking at him in surprise, not knowing how much she had heard.
It was Lin Qiling.
As long as only Lin Qisheng is there, Gao Yue can lower her face and mess around.But with other Lin family members around, Gao Yue has to pay attention to her image, especially if he is still thinking about Lin Qiyun.
"Hmph!" He gave Lin Qisheng a sideways look haughtily, and walked out with his head held high.
It's just that the back looks a little bit like running away.
Lin Qiling watched Gao Yue disappear in surprise, then walked in, and took out a document from the bag he was carrying: "This is from Brother Qiyun."
Lin Qisheng took it and sat down at the table again.
In the past, Lin Qiling would leave after delivering the things, but what she heard just now really made her heart itch.She stepped in with her heels up, closed the door with her backhand, and sat in Gao Yue's position just now, with a gossiping expression on her face.
"Brother, you really don't like Gao Yue?"
This is big news.You know, in this generation of the Lin family, no matter Lin Qixiu or her, even including Lin Qiyun and the others, there is no one in the Lin family who does not think that this cousin likes the second child of the Gao family.
Otherwise, what would you do with a substitute like that.
Lin Qisheng opened the file and said while reading: "No." After he thought for a while, he looked up and said seriously, "The person I like is not him."
It was so!
Lin Qiling suddenly realized, no wonder at the party last night, my cousin didn't have the excitement of reuniting after a long absence. At first they thought it was the expressionless face caused by the disease, but now they know that it feels right.
"Oh, if you really don't like him, we've pulled the wrong red line!" Lin Qiling sighed.
They all admired Lin Qisheng, received a lot of care from him on weekdays, and liked him very much.Otherwise, he wouldn't think that he likes Gao Yue, so he has such a good face towards Gao Yue.
The Gao family and the Lin family didn't have such a deep friendship in the first place, so what kind of banquet would they hold?
Fortunately, I know now, and I have to tell others as soon as I go back.
"Gao Yue has a bad character and a bad heart, so you should avoid contact with him." Lin Qisheng looked up at his cousin and said.
Lin Qiling nodded frequently.
Needless to say, she also felt it from those conversations.
Gao Yue didn't know, but she had actually come a long time ago, when he was rambling about recalling his "emotional history".When she first heard it, she wanted to avoid it, after all, it was someone else's privacy.
As a result, before she could move her feet, she heard a few words that seemed to be compliments and derogations, which made her frown.
She wouldn't be surprised if someone else said that.But is that Gao Yue, my cousin's sweetheart, just so provocative in front of my cousin?
Especially, after hearing it, Gao Yue actually admitted that she likes Brother Yun.
She had ten thousand MMP words in her mind.
Cousin Qisheng is hooked here, Tangtang Qiyun is hung there, what does he think of as the Lin family, did he choose the Chinese cabbage?
Originally, he wanted to come in and remind Lin Qisheng, but he didn't say anything, so he was reminded first.
That's right, don't say you don't like it, even if you like it, such a thing that harbors evil intentions should go as far as it should go.
But... "Brother, who exactly do you like?" Lin Qiling asked.
The man glanced at her and said nothing.
Lin Qiling rolled his eyes and said firmly, "Bai Hua!"
Previously, he thought that Bai Hua was Gao Yue's substitute, since his cousin didn't like that person, the theory of a substitute was self-defeating.
That cousin keeps Bai Hua by his side, the only reason is that he likes him.As for Bai Hua and Gao Yue's resemblance, that doesn't matter.Cousin should just like this type of person.
If they had known that their cousin didn't use Bai Hua as a substitute, they would have treated him better at the grandfather's birthday party last time.It has not been easy for my cousin for so many years. They are happy for him to have someone they like.
Just as he was thinking, Lin Qisheng closed the document she brought and handed it back to her: "Tell Qiyun it's okay."
Lin Qiling put it away, turned around and left.
Lin Qiyun was very happy when he got the file and heard the reply of "no problem".
Lin Qiling thought for a while: "Cousin, there is something I want to tell you."
She told him the conversation between Gao Yue and Lin Qisheng.
After hearing this, Lin Qiyun's expression changed.
"Gao Yue said he liked me? And said I was interested in him too?"
"That's what I heard him say."
Lin Qiyun sneered: "If it wasn't for my cousin's face, who would know which green onion he is? His face is so big!"
Lin Qiling nodded in relief: "That's right, they took our Lin family for something and stomped their faces on the ground."
"Don't mention that person in the future, tell other brothers and sisters not to look for him again, our Lin family has nothing to do with him." Lin Qiyun said.
"Okay." After Lin Qiling finished speaking, gossiping thoughts started to rise again, "Brother, what do you like?"
Lin Qiyun rubbed her head: "Brother likes the opposite of Gao Yue!"
"..." It's over, cousin Qiyun was stimulated to another extreme by Gao Yue, right?
Lin Qiyun knew what she was thinking just by looking at her face, and said dumbfoundingly: "What are you thinking about? I didn't like him in the first place. The person I like is at least a woman, and she has to be graceful and generous. That kind of one-hearted thing for a lifetime.”
I see!Lin Qiling expressed his understanding.
On the other side, Bai Hua kept her word, said she would stay in the laboratory, and stayed there all the time, never coming back.
Because he was upright when he left and reported to Lin Qisheng, the man didn't notice anything wrong.
Two or three months passed like this, until one late night when Lin Qiling helped Lin Qiyun deliver the materials to the villa, but there was no sign of Bai Hua.She thought that the other party was sleeping on the bed, so she asked casually.
"Laboratory." Lin Qisheng said.
"Lab? What are you doing in the lab?" Lin Qiling asked.Almost all of her impressions of Bai Hua are what she heard from other cousins before, such as love of money, greed for power, and little affection, so there are no good things to say.
"He used to be a well-known doctor and presided over large-scale research. This time, he intends to set up a laboratory to study my disease." Lin Qisheng said.
Yo, so many words at once.Although his face was still expressionless and his tone of voice did not fluctuate, Lin Qiling could hear the meaning of showing off.
"Tsk tsk, it seems that he really likes you, cousin, and he hasn't come back so late for the experiment." Lin Qiling said.Since she knew that her cousin liked Bai Hua, she could occasionally say a few nice words.
Even if he is greedy for money, even if he is greedy for power, so what?The Lin family is not short of money or power, as long as he can stay by his cousin's side in peace while he is alive, the Lin family will accept his love.
At least Lin Qiling thought so.
"I won't come back at night. I'm nervous about the experiment, so I'll sleep over there." Lin Qisheng said.
Lin Qiling woke up, "Aren't you coming back?"
"not coming back."
Lin Qiling narrowed his eyes: "How long has he not been back? Cousin, are you sure he is really in the laboratory?"
Lin Qisheng gave her a strange look: "Really. Two and a half months."
Lin Qiling probably calculated that two and a half months ago was when Gao Yue just came back.At that time, they thought that Bai Hua was Gao Yue's stand-in, so they turned a lot of faces at him, and even threw a reception banquet for Gao Yue with great fanfare.
She thumped in her heart: "Cousin, does Bai Hua know about your going to Gao Yue for a reception? Why didn't he go? You didn't tell him?"
"I know. I'm looking for him. He's already eaten, so I'll change clothes and look for you." Lin Qisheng said slowly.
"Did you tell him to take him there?" Lin Qiling asked to find out.
"He's had dinner."
After dinner, of course it is impossible to go again, so there is no need for him to speak out.After sitting in a formal dress at the company for a day, when I came back to get together with my younger siblings, I had to change into more comfortable clothes.
"Brother, call Bai Hua," Lin Qiling said decisively, "He should be angry with you."
Moreover, after being angry for more than two months, she still hasn't received the expected apology. If it was her, she would have turned her back and left.
☆、The Tenth World (6)
"Why?" Lin Qisheng asked.
From beginning to end, he couldn't understand why Bai Hua was angry with him.
"Bai Hua thought you liked Gao Yue." Lin Qiling said.
"I do not like him."
"Now I know, but before we all thought that you liked Gao Yue, and Bai Hua was just his substitute." Lin Qiling explained, "After all, Gao Yue was the first person you liked. After he left, you never looked for him except Bai Hua. For others, Bai Hua is still so similar to him."
"I thought Gao Yue was Bai Hua, but later I found out it wasn't." Lin Qisheng said slowly.
It wasn't that Bai Hua was Gao Yue's substitute, but that he took Gao Yue as Bai Hua, and found that the person he was looking for was not the one he was looking for, and the other party left him one step earlier.
Why do people around him have this misunderstanding?
After Lin Qiling left, the man thought about it and finally took out his mobile phone and dialed the number he knew so well.
Bai Hua was standing in the laboratory at this time, her brows almost knit into a knot.The experimenters around him are still busy, but everyone basically knows that this experiment is worthless.
For more than two months, they didn't even succeed in verifying the idea of the first step.
The several possibilities originally listed were all negated by the experimental results in these days.
Every failure in the past did not dampen Bai Hua's confidence.If one idea doesn't work out, try another.If one path doesn't work, change to another.
But now, all ideas are wrong, and all roads are dead ends.
The experiment can no longer be done.
He doesn't care about money.From before building the laboratory to now, he slowly spent all the money the man gave him before, but to him, it was nothing at all.
He feels sorry for the idiot.The denial of every idea proves that Lin Qisheng's possibility of surviving is less.
Reincarnation IX, he persisted in such a difficult task, completed it perfectly, and never failed.But in this life, he was thinking about the modern times, he didn't expect anything else, he just wanted to stay with the idiot until the end of his life, but it became an unrealized dream.
Really... not reconciled!
In the past two months, his ideas were not all derived from the medical technology of this time and space, but also integrated into the knowledge learned in the previous ninth life.
Too bad even that doesn't work.
Bai Hua was so manic that he wanted to jump, curse people, and throw things to vent his anger, but he knew that he was the person in charge of the experiment, and only when he stabilized could the experiment run smoothly.
Even if you can't get the desired result in the end.
He opened his mouth and was about to say something when the phone in his pocket rang.
Bai Hua tore off the laboratory gloves in her hand, flung them on the laboratory table with some irritability, turned around and left the laboratory, and then took out her mobile phone.
The word "nerd" kept shining on the screen, almost hurting his eyes.
He subconsciously pressed the connect button.
"Xiaobai, are you busy?" The man's voice was dull and monotonous, but it was what he wanted to hear the most at this moment.
The word "Xiaobai" almost brought tears out of his eyes.
Bai Hua restrained herself, raised her eyes to look out of the window, and said in a low voice, "It's okay."
"Are you unhappy?" Lin Qisheng's question still ended in a flat tone, which sounded like an affirmative sentence.
Normally, Bai Hua would definitely whitewash the peace and pretend nothing happened, but this time she only said "hmm".
"why?"
Bai Hua took a deep breath, trying to maintain a calm voice: "The experiment failed."
The phone was quiet for a while, and a man's voice sounded: "It's okay. Take your time."
In fact, Lin Qisheng didn't really have any hope for Bai Hua's experiment, he said it proudly in front of Lin Qiling, but he already knew Bai Hua's details.
Xiaobai did preside over a large-scale experiment, and it almost succeeded, but that experiment has nothing to do with the current one.
A person who abandons what he is familiar with and works hard in an unfamiliar field, the chance of success is not high.
It's just that he saw the brilliance on Bai Hua's face when he decided to restart the experiment, but he still didn't dissuade the other party's enthusiasm in the end.
What he didn't say was that he had long given up hope for his illness.When he was very young, when Lin's family knew that he had this disease, they consulted various well-known experts at home and abroad for consultation and treatment, but there was no effect.
Some experts even assert that there will be no truly effective treatment for this disease, not to mention now, even ten or one hundred years from now.
The reason is very simple. One is that the root cause of the disease cannot be found, and the other is that there are too few people suffering from this disease in history, so there is no value for research.This value refers not only to medical value, but also to economic value.
Not to mention that people in the medical field love money. Without the support of a lot of money, who can persist this large-scale experiment to the end?And without enough economic value, which fool would keep throwing money into it?
The Lin family is rich.
It's a pity that scientists who have the ability to do this kind of experiment look down on its medical value.Scientists who are willing to conduct such experiments are not capable enough to obtain satisfactory results.
Bai Hua didn't specialize in this area, and to a certain extent, it wasn't even as good as the scientists the Lin family had looked for before.
Failure is to be expected.
This is also the reason why he has been reluctant to confess his feelings to Xiaobai.
The agreement with grandpa is one thing, the most important thing is that he doesn't want to harm Bai Hua.Since it is doomed that he will not live to be 40 years old, and he will not have a few more years to live, why should he drag a person who can live for decades in the future?
He likes Xiaobai, and has always dreamed of this person since he was a child, dreaming that he and he kept traveling to different worlds and having different identities.The strange thing is that no matter who they become or who the other person becomes, they will generally stay together for a lifetime.
Of course, there are times when we can't stay together.For example, once, he dreamed that he became a person from another country, and was betrayed and attacked by his subordinates. Although he did not die, the person who was supposed to be with him for the rest of his life died. He died before they met. In that shootout.
When he woke up that day, he was in a very bad mood.Fortunately, the next night, he dreamed a completely different version. He dreamed that the boy was not dead, rescued him, helped him operate, lent him money so that he could make a comeback, and was kidnapped into bed by him in the end. Do whatever you want.
It was because of those dreams that accompanied Lin Qisheng's eyes when he saw Gao Yue for the first time.
Obviously they don't have the same face, yet he feels inexplicably that this is how a young man should look like in this life!
It's a pity that after getting along for a day, he realized that something was wrong.
Until he really met Bai Hua.
He is not stupid, of course he can see the calculation in Bai Hua's eyes, as well as the pretentious concealment.These disguises may be able to deceive others, but they are nothing in the eyes of the Lin family.
But he doesn't care.
The teenager in the dream also has his own little schemes and various tricks, so what?As long as his heart is with him, he doesn't care about anything.
Even later, he gradually felt that Bai Hua's heart was not with him, but he still didn't care.
As long as he doesn't fall in love with others, he still has a chance.
Originally, he thought so and did so.
It wasn't until Mr. Lin came to him and put the thick medical records in front of him that he woke up as if he had been poured with ice water.
How could he forget what kind of body he is!
How can this kind of body delay the person he loves?
But... just letting go like this, he is really not reconciled, not reconciled!
Obviously, they should be together, obviously, they have been together for so many lifetimes.
Lin Qisheng never told anyone about those dreams he had since childhood, including his parents.
Mr. Lin naturally didn't know about this. He called his grandson here because his grandson told him a few days ago that he wanted to marry Bai Hua.
The Lin family must get married, even if Lin Qisheng has a short lifespan.But what is the difference between marrying Bai Hua and not being married?Unable to live, unable to continue Lin Qisheng's bloodline.Besides, that person has a bad temper.
What Lin Qisheng could see, Mr. Lin could see even more.He didn't have the dreams of Lin Qisheng's previous lives, and he was not affected by them, so he had an extremely bad impression of Bai Hua.
In his opinion, when the grandson gets married, the other party is a woman, which can continue the grandson's blood.Even if the grandson insists on marrying a man, at least that man must be in the same family as the Lin family.Taking a ten thousand step back, even if you are not in the right family, you can have a good heart.
Birch doesn't fit any of these.
But Lin Qisheng persisted, gritted his teeth and did not give up.
What Mr. Lin said, he admits that everything is correct, but he just disagrees.
Money can't buy it I like it!I do!
Mr. Lin really couldn't be more stubborn than his grandson, so he had no choice but to let go and agreed to see Bai Hua.
Mr. Lin gave in, but Lin Qisheng began to hesitate again.
His body is already like this, what will Xiao Bai do when he dies?
It would be fine if the Lin family had someone to take care of them, but judging from the situation at the time, after the Lin family saw Bai Hua, they were very contemptuous of this person who only valued the money of the Lin family.When he died, no one would take care of Xiao Bai, no matter if it was the elders of the Lin family or his brothers and sisters.
After all, Mr. Lin is an old man, and he seems to be regressing towards his grandson, but in fact he just throws the problem to his grandson for him to face.
Lin Qisheng thought and thought, and finally had to go to his grandfather again and make an agreement with him.
What else could it be?
Whether he is alive or dead, no matter whether Xiaobai likes him or his money in this life, he can't bear to let this person be wronged.
Who told him to love him so much?
His only regret was that he couldn't take care of Xiao Bai for the rest of his life like the ninth generation, and could only leave him alone in this world.
That mood continues to this day.
Xiaobai said that the experiment failed, and he was not surprised.
That's to be expected.
He was already ready to accept death, and the only person who was worried about it was Xiaobai.
"If the experiment fails, come back and have a good rest." After thinking about it, Lin Qisheng said.
The cousin said that Xiaobai was angry, but he didn't feel it from the tone of the other party, and he answered the phone quite quickly just now.If Xiaobai agrees to come back, he should be not angry... right?
Lin Qisheng thought.
When Bai Hua heard his words, she couldn't help but pause.
The frustration brought about by the failure of the previous experiment was so great that he forgot for a moment that he was still in a cold war with the man.
But listening to the other party, is this planning to reconcile?
It's not impossible to reconcile, but there are some things, it's better to be clear first, for example...
"Qisheng, who is that person you like?" Bai Hua asked.
Lin Qisheng's lips moved, and he was about to say "you" reflexively, but he quickly remembered the agreement with his grandfather, and remembered the few days he had left.
After he dies, the only one who can protect Xiao Bai is grandpa.
He remained silent until the other party hung up the phone.
I don't know what Xiaobai's mood is at this time, but he knows that Xiaobai will not come back today.
Lin Qiling was right, Xiaobai was angry, it's ridiculous that he didn't notice it at all, and he had to remind his cousin.
Putting the phone in his pocket, Lin Qisheng turned around, thinking about when to have a good talk with his grandfather, but one of them didn't pay attention, his feet went limp, and he fell directly to the ground.
After Bai Hua hung up the phone, she pushed open the door of the laboratory and entered.
"What's next?" His assistant came over and asked.
Bai Hua thought for a while: "Run the experiment from the beginning again to see if there is any error in the data that led to the current result."
It will take at least a month to redo the experiment, even if you are familiar with the road.
But since the other party said so, they can only follow suit.
Bai Hua continued to stay in the laboratory until more than a week later, a phone call called him out.
It was Lin Qixiu who called.
"What's the matter?" Bai Hua didn't even take off her white coat.Just as the Lin family doesn't like him, he doesn't necessarily have a good impression of the Lin family.He admits that he did something wrong in the past, but it doesn't mean that he has to despise his former self like the Lin family.
If Lin Qixiu just wanted to verbally humiliate him to vent his anger, he would go straight back to the lab.
Lin Qixiu stared at him for a long time, and when he was about to turn around impatiently, she took a deep breath: "I'm here to pick you up."
Although the tone was trying to be calm, it could be heard that it was not friendly.
It's not even like pretending not to see him like before, and it's slightly targeted.
Unexpectedly, the members of the Lin family didn't even intend to do superficial articles.
"What's the matter? I'm very busy now, if it's not important, let's talk about it later." Bai Hua said lightly.
Probably thinking of what Bai Hua was busy with, Lin Qixiu said in a better tone, "I'll take you to see my cousin."
"Qisheng? What happened to him?" Bai Hua suddenly had a bad feeling.
Except for the previous phone call, the two haven't seen each other for almost three months.
He didn't go back, and Lin Qisheng didn't come either.
"Get in the car." Lin Qixiu turned around and got into the car, without giving him time to go back and change.
When she saw that Bai Hua was seated, she added a sentence when she started the car: "You shouldn't be so tired in the future."
Her words made Bai Hua feel more ominous.
Lin Qixiu took him to the hospital.
Lin Qisheng was in a single ward.At this time, the ward was quiet and no one was there.
Lin Qisheng was lying on the ward, facing out of the window, not knowing what to think.
Hearing the sound of the door, he turned around, saw Bai Hua behind Lin Qixiu at a glance, and froze involuntarily.
"Brother, I'm here to see you." Lin Qixiu said.
"Xiaobai is busy with work, why did you bring him here?" Lin Qisheng said, unexpectedly he did not cherish his words as much as usual.
Lin Qixiu pursed her lips and said nothing.
They didn't care about what Bai Hua usually did, until Lin Qiling inadvertently mentioned that Bai Hua was studying Lin Qisheng's condition, and they had a better impression of him.
But now my cousin is sick, and it seems that he can't use anything.Thinking about Bai Hua's previous actions, their suppressed prejudice against him emerged again.
why
You'll Also Like
-
I was imprisoned by the Empress at the beginning, and I was secretly invincible
Chapter 716 10 hours ago -
You said you were good at archaeology, but your tattoo of the Nine Dragons pulling the coffin has be
Chapter 1767 10 hours ago -
I just returned to Konoha and found that all my clan members were gone.
Chapter 217 10 hours ago -
In order not to be devoured by the gods, I had to transform
Chapter 307 15 hours ago -
Super God: Opening the game with the Golden Lightning Curse
Chapter 251 15 hours ago -
Pokémon: World of Wonder
Chapter 202 15 hours ago -
Soul of the Siheyuan: Zhuzi, I can still give birth
Chapter 201 15 hours ago -
Hong Huang: Killing millions of immortals with a sword, you call this a drunkard
Chapter 357 15 hours ago -
Naruto: Rebirth in Another World
Chapter 305 15 hours ago -
Siheyuan: I am so good that I became a god of war
Chapter 156 15 hours ago