I starred for the first time when I was six years old. I played Sanmao in "The Wanderings of Sanmao". Weeping so loudly that my voice became hoarse, but my father said that I didn't perform.

My dad taught me: "If dad is really dead, what would you do?"

I said, "I'll cry, cry all the time."

My father shook his head, "No."

"What's wrong?"

My father told me, "A person's life is short, and there will be no eternal shelter. When I die, you will be sad, but you will still be hungry, thirsty, cold, and sleepy. You have to find something to eat. To find water to drink, find clothes to wear, and find a place to rest and sleep, along the way you will have candies, cream cakes, ideals, friendships, partners...so you won’t cry all the time, and neither will Sanmao.”

"I will! I will!" I didn't know life and death when I was young, but it seemed that my father was not important to me if I didn't say that.

"You won't." My father squeezed my shoulder firmly, "I'm dead, and you will live. Not only do you have to live, you have to keep performing tricks."

So much so that when I was actually performing, I looked at the mound of dirt and felt that my father was dead, my father was dead, but I still had to continue acting. adoption.

Too late to cry, stage time is limited.

Later, my father was really beaten to death by bullies, and the drama became reality. Sanmao in front of the old man’s grave wiped his tears and said, “Old man, I’m hungry, I’m leaving.” Didn't drop it, didn't say anything, just thought in my heart, "Dad, I'm hungry, I'm leaving."

Treat the character as yourself, pour your emotions into it, and blur the boundaries between reality and acting, and the life of each character becomes your own life.

Sanmao who separated from the old man was me, Ji Jiangrong was me who developed a love for his elder brother, and Jiang Yang who poured out his love for the beautiful princess... It was Ji Jiangrong who had deep roots in love and couldn't love him.

still me.

In front of me is the vast Gobi wilderness. On the distant horizon, there are continuous ruins of ancient cities. The sand waves surge forward one after another, making a rumbling sound. In the sea of ​​sand, until Dong Xiaowei patted my shoulder.

"Brother Ermao, are you alright?" He looked at me worriedly, and handed me a thermos. The lingering water vapor smelled like ginger soup, "Is there a show yet?"

I was stunned for a long time, so long that Dong Xiaowei couldn't help becoming anxious, holding my arm, I replied: "No."

"This is difficult?" Dong Xiaowei was puzzled, after all, the last scene didn't have much emotional ups and downs.

I touched my nose, which was cracked by the wind and sand, and admitted shyly, "No, I didn't act in Ji Jiangrong's play."

Dong Xiaowei looked weird, "What??? You've finished playing Jiang Yang..."

I sighed, "Don't be so shocked, I just found out."

"How did you find out?"

It may be that the director knew that I needed to be quiet. Except for Dong Xiaowei, the others were separated from me by a certain distance.

I whispered to Dong Xiaowei, "I found out that I love Zhou Qiu Falcon."

Dong Xiaowei gulped down a mouthful of sand, coughed earth-shatteringly, and drank all the ginger tea he brought me.

After calming down, Dong Xiaowei asked me: "No, you just fell in love with the boss, what does this have to do with the drama?"

"But I don't know... Because of the drama, is the emotion generated after entering the drama real?" I said distressedly,

Dong Xiaowei rolled his eyes. Ever since he lost weight, his black and white red phoenix eyes have not been in vain. "I'm sorry, I don't understand you old artists very well."

"..." It is impossible to expect Dong Xiaowei to answer my questions.

"Then what are you going to do now?"

"I don't know either. Dad taught me how to act, but he didn't teach me how to act... Maybe he doesn't even know how to act." Only then did he become a Ling Ran fighter all his life.

Dong Xiaowei thought for a while and suggested, "Why don't you stay out of acting for the rest of your life?"

The idea is very clear, but...

"I don't want to live as a person in the play." I shook my head and denied, "And it's hard to continue acting. Playing Jiang Yang is a failure." After watching the play, Zhou Qiuzhen will be disappointed with me, and I feel uneasy .

"Then what if this feeling is real? Will you escape?"

I grew up with Dong Xiaowei, no one knows me better than him, I don't have to lie.

I smiled wryly, "Then there is no other way, I can only exchange all of Si Jingruo's for all of him."

Dong Xiaowei looked at me with burning eyes, "I wish you to find the answer as soon as possible, run towards a bright future, and give us CP fans a real chance to get it."

I suddenly thought of one thing, "Before that, I want to figure out another thing, are you and Manager Wu..."

Dong Xiaowei slipped away immediately, "Ah la la la, there will be media opening and fan visits soon, you should hurry up and get ready to come over."

"..."

……

Life doesn't give adults too many chances to be sentimental. I changed my costume to meet my furry fans, and the girls' screams almost broke my eardrums.

This is the first time I really saw my fans. I was very nervous at first, but now they are Mao Mao, Ma Ma loves you", "Maomao needs to take care of her body and eat on time", "It's cold, so you must wear clothes obediently" Long johns, otherwise Ma Ma’s heart aches to death”, “Why are you so thin!Do not lose weight hear you! ", Concerned about every detail: "Did you work hard on filming? Has the injury you suffered last time healed?"Is the box lunch of the crew delicious?Did the director make things difficult for you?How are the staff treating you? "

The overwhelming maternal love almost overwhelmed me.

What's going on, kids!Have you graduated from high school yet? !Can you have a son as old as me?

"How old are you little girls? I'm 22."

They didn't listen at all, and some even covered their mouths and hugged and cried with their partner next to them, "The goose's mouth is so sweet, saying that we are little girls!! So good, I'm dead."

My head was full of black lines, "Don't say such unlucky words."

Fans, "Oh! Goose is so cute when he criticizes people seriously!"

I:"……"

What is even more exaggerated is the gift they gave me, the price is staggering.

"Take it, take it, Mama's salary is high!"

I couldn't laugh or cry, "I also have a lot of salary. If I have more pocket money, I can do more interesting things. If you guys like me, I will be very happy. I don't need gifts."

They hugged each other again and cried, "There's no oxygen, there's no oxygen, ambulance!"

I:"?"

After shaking hands with them one by one and taking photos with them, and sending away the last batch of little girls who were jumping around and about to call for an ambulance, I lay down on a chair with exhaustion, and the chair next to me creaked. It was finished a few days ago, and it was said that he did not leave early in order to continue studying with the director. Of course, I think it was because his agent wanted to stay for two days.

"Aren't those old girls scary?" He was born as an idol, and his fans can circle the world twice (probably), such scenes can be said to be commonplace.

"It's okay, maybe I'm not used to it, but why do they call themselves mother."

"Hahahahaha I also have a lot of mother fans, because some girls think that we are raised by them, endorsements, ratings, data, and resources are all given to us by them, so they treat us as sons, if we wear ripped jeans If I was photographed, I would be so sad, Chaohua has hundreds of pairs of long johns for me to wear."

I couldn't laugh or cry, "It's cute."

Taotao pursed her mouth, "Sometimes it's bad, but I still hope that they will hurry up and give birth to their own sons, and don't waste their mother's love on me. I want to transform into a super handsome super man, like Schwarzenegger. .” Taotao raised his little arm to bulge his muscles.

"You're so handsome now hahaha..." Dongbei Yinzhen was a fountain of happiness walking, I couldn't stop laughing, but Taotao's side became quiet instead.

I looked back and saw that Zhou Qiuxun was wearing sunglasses, with his hands in his trouser pockets, looking at me indistinctly, I swallowed inexplicably guilty.

At this time, Director Huang ran over, "Hahaha why did Qiu Falcon come here, and he didn't say anything in advance."

Zhou Qiuxun showed a standard social smile, took off his sunglasses and shook hands with the director, "I'll pick someone up, and I won't disturb Teacher Huang's work."

Director Huang joked, "It's not a rare visitor, why are you being polite, you can leave after the green banquet?"

Me: "..." I said that it is impossible for the director not to know that Zhou Qiuxun often came to visit the set.

……

The film crew prepared a wrap-up feast for me. Zhou Qiuxun didn't eat it, so of course I didn't have a chance to eat it either.In front of the end of the whole drama, I was picked up. I originally wanted to pull Dong Xiaowei into the car together, but this plastic boy who valued sex and despised friends went to Tao Tao with the reason of "I don't want to watch domestic violence" Peach their car.

Xiao Li didn't come this time, Zhou Qiuxun drove the car by himself.Zhou Qiuxuan looked over several times, but when I saw him, he pursed his lips and turned his head away. He just didn’t talk to me. I was in a complicated mood today. , also fell silent.

As a result, just after leaving the crew, Zhou Qiuying suddenly said in a deep voice, "There is a car following us."

I was surprised: "Ah? What car?"

Zhou Qiuxun stepped on the gas pedal to speed up, and the vans behind also quickly sped up and kept parallel with us. The windows on the opposite side were rolled down, and there were several familiar faces. They were the mother fans who just called me "son", and they all used their mobile phones. with us.

I didn't know there was such an operation, it's too dangerous, "It's my fan."

Just about to open the window to tell them to go back quickly, Zhou Qiuxuan stopped him, and he said coldly, "It's not a fan, it's an illegitimate meal."

"How did they know I was in your car?"

"There are a lot of people who sell information on the production team." Zhou Qiuxuan said with a grim expression.

"..."

The girls blushed one by one, holding presents in their hands, sticking out their heads and hands out of the window and yelling my name. One car even pulled up in front of us and slowed down sharply, forcing Zhou Qiuxun to change lanes quickly.

"It's too dangerous, pull over first, I advise them to go back." I said anxiously.

Zhou Qiuxun has a proud personality and rarely compromises, let alone a group of illegitimate fans. I thought I couldn't persuade him, but he pursed his lips and stopped on the side of the road with his double flash.

Several vans also stopped, and a dozen girls got out, all of them surrounded.

Because the car was parked on the right side, I was sitting in the co-pilot, and the fans surrounded Zhou Qiuxun.

It suddenly occurred to me that if Zhou Qiuying was directly photographed, it would be even crazier to blackmail his marketing account for taking care of me online. "Beacon" is now the critical time to apply for a film release license.

"Brother, don't show your face, I'll just get out of the car." Although it is Zhou Qiuxun's car, I can also say that his assistant Xiao Li drove it, and I just borrowed the car, which is easy to explain.

"I'll fix it."

Zhou Qiuxun pressed my hand to unbuckle my seat belt, put on the sunglasses, and rolled down the car window. There was a sound of breathing outside, and the phone camera almost covered Zhou Qiuxun's face.

Zhou Qiuxun put his arms generously on the car door and sneered, "Kids, how about playing Fast and Furious? Is it fun?"

"Oh my god! It's really Zhou Qiuying! Are you crazy!?"

More than half of the girls were so excited that they cried. It seemed that they really needed an ambulance.

A small number of people with high psychological quality confessed loudly, "Brother Sun, I like you! I love you!"

Zhou Qiuxu clicked his tongue, "Who is your brother? I allow you to call me that?"

Well, a few more burst into tears.

"I am your fan! I have read all your works! I buy ten copies of your magazines and ten locals. I stay up late to make your rankings, and I look forward to the release of "Beacon" every day! We are fans because of you Like a mirror!"

Zhou Qiuxun was indifferent, "I'm sorry, but my "Beacon" is only for people with brains."

Now the whole army is wiped out.

"If you don't get out, I'll call the police." Zhou Qiuzhen perfectly interpreted the character design of the big devil, and dispersed a group of crying fans.

After restarting for a while, I still have lingering fears. It’s not unreasonable for Taotao to say that the fans are terrible. She chases stars and loses her mind.

Zhou Qiuxuan called Mr. Xie and asked him to tell the public relations about it.

Just listening to the voice, I felt that Mr. Xie was about to collapse, "It's not good for you to ask someone to pick up Xiaosi, you can let me pick you up. If you have to go by yourself, won't it be okay if you don't go? Tomorrow The result will come out after the approval! Ancestor!!! Do you really want to be on the black trending search at this time?!"

Zhou Qiuxun was also angry, "Is the group of people raising public relations just for nothing?"

After speaking, I hung up.

I was overwhelmed, "I'm sorry."

Zhou Qiuzhen's anger still persisted, "What's none of your business? It's their fault. It's everyone's responsibility to defend against illegitimate children!"

Me: "I don't know what the marketing account is going to talk about again."

Zhou Qiuxun: "You know it's nonsense, so there's no need to care about it."

If he really didn't need to care, Zhou Qiuzhen wouldn't have called Mr. Xie in advance.

"What are you doing with a sour face? I told you not to worry about this matter. I said I'll take care of it."

I said sullenly, "I hate when people say bad things about you, and I don't want you to be said to be domineering and playing big names." You are so good.

"I don't care." Zhou Qiufeng said coolly.

"I care!" I said with mixed feelings, "Rather than this, it's better to say that I'm a prostitute for resources..."

Zhou Qiuxun stepped on the brake again and stopped.

"Wait, who did you say you were adopted by?"

I thought he misunderstood that I had two benefactors on my feet, "I swear you are the only one."

Zhou Qiuxun's face turned black at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"Who the hell is taking care of you!!!"

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