Sunshine Otaku

"I'm sorry, I accidentally knocked off your kettle." Seeing that Peng Xiaochuan had been staring at the kettle without speaking, the boy who caused the accident also realized that the matter was a bit serious, so he had to apologize again, "I really didn't mean it. Pay attention, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Peng Xiaochuan suddenly raised his head to look at him: "I'm sorry, is it useful?!"

The boy was taken aback: "Then what do you want." He yelled at Peng Xiaochuan, and his tone became impatient: "How much money can I pay you?"

Peng Xiaochuan held the kettle tightly, his hands were shaking: "You can't afford it!"

"Hey hey hey, don't mess around..." The boy almost thought that Peng Xiaochuan was going to make a move in the next second, so he quickly took a step back, but saw that he just lowered his head again, didn't speak anymore, took the book and turned away up.

"It's inexplicable." The boy looked at his back as he left, and heaved a sigh of relief.

Peng Xiaochuan hugged the broken kettle tightly in his arms, and the oozing water wetted his clothes. The autumn wind in the evening blew in front of him, making his chest icy cold.He walked forward with his head buried, stopped under a big tree next to the school road, and kicked the tree trunk hard as if to vent his anger.

He was angry that someone had broken his kettle, and angry that he hadn't taken care of it.He had clearly promised Yang Can at the beginning, and this was obviously the thing he cherished the most.

He was also sad, this water bottle was the first gift Yang Can gave him, it contained so many memories of their first acquaintance, and it finally broke.He knew that Yang Can would graduate soon and would leave. He couldn't hope that they could still be close friends, but he didn't expect that even this little remembrance could not be kept.

Peng Xiaochuan seemed to have been sucked out of his soul. He hugged his kettle tightly and leaned against the tree trunk in a daze until all the water seeped into his arms until it was dark.

The evening wind blew on the wet clothes, and Peng Xiaochuan felt cold, so he finally moved his feet.When walking back, he happened to pass by the optical shop opened by Fang Ruohui. Peng Xiaochuan remembered that he hadn't seen his grandma for a long time, and he really wanted to talk to someone. He hesitated for a while, and stepped into the shop.

"Xiaochuan?" Fang Ruohui was a little surprised to see him coming, and then said with a smile, "It's been a long time. Last semester you said you asked me to reserve the position for you, and you will continue to come to work this semester. I remember it, but You forget quickly, and you haven't even seen a single person after school has started for so long. Why, you suddenly remembered to come to me today?"

Peng Xiaochuan was made guilty by what she said, so he had to admit his mistake honestly: "I'm sorry sister, I really didn't think about it when the school started, and there are a lot of classes this semester, so I don't have so much free time to come and help."

Fang Ruohui was very considerate, and said with a smile: "Are you in your third year of college this semester? There are quite a lot of courses at this time. If you are too busy, forget it. The most important thing is to study hard."

Peng Xiaochuan said, "Thank you sister."

Fang Ruohui asked: "Then why are you here today? Need glasses?"

Peng Xiaochuan shook his head, pursed his lips, and said, "I feel very uncomfortable." He lowered his eyes: "I have never felt so uncomfortable."

"What's wrong?" Fang Ruohui looked at him with concern and lowered her voice.

Peng Xiaochuan showed her the kettle, and Fang Ruohui smiled when she saw it clearly: "Is it a gift from someone important?"

Peng Xiaochuan nodded, and she asked again: "Is it someone you like?"

Peng Xiaochuan denied it: "We are good friends."

"Good friend." Fang Ruohui smiled softly.

Peng Xiaochuan was puzzled: "Sister, what are you laughing at?"

Fang Ruohui said: "I'm thinking about myself. My husband and I live in the opposite door since we were young. We have played together since we can remember. We have always regarded each other as close buddies and good friends. Later, he went to a university in other places. He gave me a snow globe when he came back from the winter vacation one year, saying that the city where he studied would snow in winter, but unfortunately I couldn’t see it, so I bought a glass globe that could hold the snow scene and let me have a look. I think It’s pretty, and it’s always been on the table, and then I accidentally broke the glass ball during a big cleaning, and I cried for two days, even I didn’t understand why, what is there to cry about?”

Peng Xiaochuan also felt puzzled when he heard it, and asked, "Then why are you crying?"

Fang Ruohui smiled and said, "Because I like him."

Peng Xiaochuan didn't understand even more: "But haven't you always regarded him as a close buddy and a good friend?"

"I thought it was just like that, but it's not anymore." Fang Ruohui said, "After I went to university and separated, I would always think about him and dream about him when I didn't see him. After the holiday, I wanted to be with him every day. He sticks together, and when he finds that he is close to others, he will sulk himself, if it's just a good friend, how can it be like this?"

When Peng Xiaochuan heard Grandma's words, Yang Can was the first person that popped up in his mind—he kept thinking about him when he couldn't see him, and he would dream of him in his dreams, and he wanted to live with him. People get angry when they get close.

Fang Ruohui went on to say: "It's just that we have been friends for too long, and I have never thought about it in that direction, but that time I realized it after I finished crying. I have already had other feelings for him, although at first I didn’t find it, but it exists, and it’s still accumulating little by little, until finally I can be sure—there’s no other possibility, I just like him.”

Peng Xiaochuan froze there, the last sentence hit his chest hard, causing his heart to beat violently, his eyes widened in disbelief, and he was overwhelmed with emotion, and finally everything was clear .He opened his mouth, but couldn't speak. He suddenly smiled suddenly, and found his voice intermittently: "I, I understand..." He lowered his head and muttered to himself, then raised his head suddenly, facing the hair on the ceiling. The bright electric light tube is immersed in the bright and splendid surroundings: "So it is like this, I understand..."

"Xiaochuan?" Seeing him turn around and run out, Fang Ruohui called him from behind, "Xiaochuan, are you leaving now?"

Peng Xiaochuan shouted without looking back: "Thank you sister!"

He finally understands, understands the reason why he misses and possesses Yang Can, he is happy because of him, sad because of him, there is no other possibility, he just likes him.

He has never been aware that his admiration for Yang Can has quietly appeared in the day and night together.It was under the starry sky by the sea, in the rented room full of laughter, when I saw his anger and suffered the meticulous care, in my eyes looking up at the stage, or in his In the softly sung songs, in every night of sleeping in the same bed, every morning of waking up together.

It has nothing to do with appearance, or even gender, it's just a heart-to-heart attraction.

Facing the wind, Peng Xiaochuan ran and jumped happily, and even wanted to shout loudly. It turns out that it is such a happy feeling to really like someone. The heart is filled with gentle heat, and there is inexhaustible power like fire, making him happy Even tears welled up in the eyes.

But what a bad thing it was.

Yang Can likes girls, and her love is doomed to not bear fruit from the very beginning.This is a thousand, ten thousand times more sad than being rejected by Song Ying.

Peng Xiaochuan stopped slowly, and suddenly realized that he had come to the Beiyuan cafeteria. There were several club activity rooms on the third floor of the cafeteria, and the classroom where Huihe rehearsed was lit.

Yang Can was inside.

I want to see him, I want to see the person I miss day and night.Peng Xiaochuan walked up the stairs.

Today is Monday, Yang Can has nothing to do at night, and came to the rehearsal classroom again.Not long after he came in, the door of the classroom was pushed open again. He saw the person clearly, and said unexpectedly, "Hey, why are you here when you are free?"

Fat Ball smiled and said, "Isn't it time for rehearsal again?"

Yang Can asked, "Is the internship over?"

Fat Ball let out a long breath: "It's finally over. I've been struggling for almost three months, and I'm exhausted."

"Can you stay?"

"I feel that I have performed really well. There should be hope. Before I left, I asked the department leader in private. He gave a vague answer, hey, let fate."

Yang Can comforted, "I don't stay here, I have my own place, and it doesn't just refer to that family."

Fat Ball tutted and shook his head: "It's hard to find a job these days. I'm still majoring in internal combustion engines. Our teachers have said that this is a sunset industry. It's not easy for undergraduates to find a suitable job. Forget it. I get annoyed when it comes to this." He asked Yang Can again: "What about you, have you been in school since the beginning of school?"

"Well, last week I practiced my skills and took part in a recruitment written test. Now that I have passed the written test, HR notified me to go for an interview next weekend. I can just take this opportunity to see and gain some experience."

"You still use the experience of saving farts, your parents directly opened the back door for you." Fat Ball gave him a contemptuous look, "Related households!"

Yang Can smiled and said, "I'm the most free right now. I come here every Monday night to see you. Now you're finally back, but neither Qiu Jue nor Xia Yi is free. If the band wants to get together again, at least We have to wait until the postgraduate entrance examination is over."

Fat Ball asked: "Does Qiu Jue want to take the postgraduate entrance examination of this school?"

"That's right, it's best if he can pass the exam, don't be transferred to some corner school, but no matter where he goes, Xia Yi will probably accompany him."

Fat Ball smiled and said: "That's right, after all, the two of them... are tired and crooked."

Yang Can heard that there was something in his words, and asked tentatively, "You—knew?"

Fat Ball asked back in surprise: "You also know?"

"I was shocked when I saw it with my own eyes."

Fat Ball also said: "Me too. The time I went to the beach before, the two of them sent me back to the hotel room, thinking that I was drunk, and they didn't shy away from me. Although my mind was dull at the time, I was still sober. I accidentally discovered their relationship, which kept me up in the middle of the night."

"It took a long time for everyone to know, but since they didn't want to make it public, let's just keep pretending to be stupid."

Fat Ball suddenly sighed with emotion: "Actually, I am quite envious of them. Talking about a relationship that is pleasing to each other, the relationship is still so good, unlike my unrequited love for someone who has not responded for so long, it is bitter." He poked Poking Yang Can: "Do you think I should really lose weight? Do girls care about appearance so much?"

Yang Can said: "Didn't you like Xie Wei just because of sex, and you didn't allow her to associate with her appearance? Besides, there are so many boys chasing after her, why should she pick on the fat ones if they are thin?"

"Sigh." Fat Ball sighed dejectedly, "I'm about to graduate anyway, I don't expect to be able to be with her, anyway, I've liked her for a few years, so let's take it as a thought in my heart."

Yang Can thought of Peng Xiaochuan, and couldn't help saying, "I also have a thought in my heart."

"Xu Wenqiao?" Of course Fat Ball knew about his ex-girlfriend who had to leave.

"No, it's the person I like now."

Fat Ball leaned over gossipingly: "Who do you like?"

On this night of heart-to-heart talks with friends, Yang Can wanted to confide this secret for the first time. He whispered the name into Fat Ball's ear. After Fat Ball heard it, his eyes widened in astonishment, and he asked loudly excitedly: "What? You like Peng Xiaochuan?! Seriously? That Peng Xiaochuan?"

There was a sudden sound of glass shattering outside.

Yang Can and Fat Ball looked over there at the same time, and saw that the door was pushed open, and Peng Xiaochuan was standing there.

Seeing the person coming, the two people in the classroom were shocked at the same time, Yang Can was still at a loss, Fat Ball quickly jumped out to clear the relationship: "No, it's none of my business! You, you talk slowly, I Take a step first." After speaking, he immediately slipped away after rubbing oil on the soles of his feet, and when he went out, he closed the door very wisely.

Yang Can's face turned pale, and a difficult voice came out of his throat: "You...why are you here?"

"I heard it." Peng Xiaochuan walked into the classroom regardless of the broken glass under his feet, "What did he mean just now?"

Yang Can's heart fell to the bottom of the valley, and she reluctantly argued: "Fatball, he was joking, this person is always like this, he is not in tune at all..."

"He said you like me." Peng Xiaochuan stared closely at his eyes, "What do you mean?"

Peng Xiaochuan approached step by step, but Yang Can retreated step by step. He was in a mess and couldn't even make up a decent explanation: "He just loves to talk nonsense, don't believe him..."

Peng Xiaochuan tightly grasped Yang Can's arm with both hands, and continued to ask loudly: "What do you mean?!"

Yang Can's back touched the wall, and there was no way to retreat. He broke free from Peng Xiaochuan's hand and burst out, "Okay! You don't need to know this!"

Peng Xiaochuan's eyes were red and his lips were trembling. He pressed Yang Can against the wall, stared at him and shouted, "Tell me!"

Yang Can's chest heaved heavily, and finally said, "You want to know? Okay, then I'll tell you!"

He held Peng Xiaochuan's face, aimed at his lips and kissed it hard, ravaging the softness with his lips and teeth, and then let him go: "That's what it means, do you understand now?"

Peng Xiaochuan was exhausted in an instant, and fell into Yang Can's arms in a daze, leaning his head on his shoulder, almost collapsed: "I'll slowly..."

The silence lasted for 5 minutes, 10 minutes, or even longer. Yang Can didn't wait to be pushed away by Peng Xiaochuan, but felt his hands wrap around her back.

Yang Can called him softly in surprise: "Peng Xiaochuan?"

Peng Xiaochuan raised his face and kissed Yang Can lightly on the lips.Yang Can froze all of a sudden, and covered her lips with her hand: "You, you..."

Peng Xiaochuan blushed, looked at him and smiled: "Why do you kiss me, I will kiss you for whatever reason."

Yang Can was so stunned that he couldn't speak, the only possibility flashed through his mind, he hugged him tightly with all his strength, gritted his teeth and said, "Peng Xiaochuan, you fool."

Peng Xiaochuan buried his face in his neck and admitted with a smile: "I am."

"You like me too, don't you?"

"Correct."

"I want to spoil you to heaven."

"it is good."

Yang Can kissed Peng Xiaochuan again, and the two embraced tightly, deeply obsessed with this belated kiss, extremely lingering.

At this time, the door of the classroom was pushed open again, Fat Ball saw the situation inside, and immediately yelled: "Fuck!"

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My mother, I finally succeeded in holding hands