Sunshine Otaku

I don't know if it was because Yang Can yelled twice tonight, and was enveloped by the low air pressure emitted by Yang Can before going to bed, Peng Xiaochuan had nightmares when he slept until midnight.

He first dreamed that he was running under the scorching sun, and Yang Can was standing outside the track to supervise him. He was tired and thirsty from running, and he couldn't exert all his strength, but Yang Can would show disappointment and disgust when he stopped for a while , Peng Xiaochuan was afraid of being rejected by him, and felt that he was too unreasonable for being so strict, and couldn't help being wronged in his heart.He really couldn't run anymore.

At this moment, he heard some strange noises coming from behind him again. Looking back, he saw a fierce tiger chasing him. The roaring lion, the giant python spitting out the letter, Peng Xiaochuan was frightened out of his wits, the desire to survive drove him to run as hard as he could, but his physical strength was long gone. Seeing that he was about to be overtaken by the beasts behind him, Peng Xiaochuan shouted Calling Yang Can's name, begging him to save himself from such a desperate situation, but seeing Yang Can standing indifferently in the distance, as if standing in another world.

"Yang Can...help me!" Peng Xiaochuan woke up from the nightmare, his consciousness was not fully awake, his whole body was still shrouded in the fear of the dream, and he leaned towards Yang Can tremblingly.

Yang Can thought wildly about the middle of the night, just fell asleep, and asked in a daze, "What's wrong?"

Peng Xiaochuan hugged him tightly and buried his face in his arms: "I dreamed that there were tigers and lions chasing me, and I was almost bitten by them..."

While half asleep and half awake, Yang Can hugged him subconsciously, and patted his back comfortingly with one hand: "Don't be afraid, it's okay..."

In reality, there are no terrifying beasts, and there is no such indifferent Yang Can, Peng Xiaochuan finally felt relieved, and rubbed against Yang Can's neck.

"It's okay..." Yang Can said again in a daze, then kissed his forehead comfortingly.

"Well..." Peng Xiaochuan fell asleep again contentedly.

This time it was Yang Can who woke up from the fright.

He suddenly realized what he had just done. Even though he deliberately distanced himself from Peng Xiaochuan before going to bed, and suffered from insomnia late at night due to some kind of anxiety, he still couldn't help hugging him when his consciousness was blurred. kiss him.Is this what you really want to do?Does this represent his true feelings for Peng Xiaochuan?

Yang Can immediately let go of the person in her arms, and turned her back to him.

No, that can't be the case.Yang Can recalled that the reason why he and Peng Xiaochuan met was because he was determined to help him catch up with Song Ying. This was the biggest reason for their current relationship, and it was also the only goal they had worked so hard for so far.

With such a goal, how could I fall in love with Peng Xiaochuan?He is trying to push him into other people's arms every day.

He helped him change his appearance and personality, urged him to exercise, urged him to improve his taste, and taught him all the tricks to please girls, even when he hugged him on the Ferris wheel, held his hand and kissed him that night Lips, isn't it also to teach him to please Song Ying better when they are together in the future?

It must be so.

Yang Can imagined the scene of Peng Xiaochuan and Song Ying together, they walked along the tree-lined school road that he and Peng Xiaochuan walked together, talking and laughing all the way.Peng Xiaochuan ran laps and laps on the track and field. Song Ying cheered him on and handed him a bottle of water with a smile after the run.They embraced each other on the Ferris wheel, held hands under the moon, and couldn't help exchanging a deep kiss when no one was around.

From now on, the person that guy relies on is no longer himself. His eyes full of expectation and trust are focused on looking at another person. The promise of "I will go with you wherever you go" will be made again more solemnly. .

These chaotic thoughts actually made Yang Can feel jealous, and even... made his heart ache.

When helping Peng Xiaochuan to chase Song Ying is no longer just a common goal, but when it becomes concrete, when the intimate pictures of the two people getting along appear in the mind frame by frame, they are finally completely shattered The last bit of luck in Yang Can's heart.

He fell in love with someone of the same sex unknowingly, and became a poor unrequited love.

In that guy's heart, there is only one Song Ying from the beginning to the end.

He remembered that when he ran into Peng Xiaochuan by the grove that day, because he didn't know himself and didn't show respect and admiration like others, he decided impulsively to help him chase the goddess in his heart, just to get his most sincere love. The admiration and gratitude, but before I could cash in on those boasted Haikou one by one, I played myself into it.

This game is not fun at all.This was perhaps his punishment for his usual arrogance.

Peng Xiaochuan felt the arms around him disappear, and leaned towards Yang Can again in a daze, clinging to his back tightly.Yang Can inexplicably wanted to laugh, but when she moved the corner of her mouth, she felt a bitterness.He remained motionless and never fell asleep again.

It's been a long night.

Peng Xiaochuan slept until the sun was high. After getting up, brushing his teeth and washing his face, he noticed Yang Can's eyes. He was startled: "Yang Can, did you sleep well last night?"

Yang Can turned her face away: "I had a nightmare."

Peng Xiaochuan said, "I also had a nightmare last night."

"I know."

Peng Xiaochuan was surprised: "How do you know?"

Yang Can smiled helplessly in her heart, it seemed that he had forgotten all about the fact that he went to seek comfort from himself after waking up from the shock last night.

At noon, Yang Can cooked pot noodles, and Peng Xiaochuan ate noodles while watching anime on the computer. Yang Can thought for a long time, and finally called him: "Peng Xiaochuan."

Peng Xiaochuan didn't even look back: "Huh?"

"You go."

"Where are you going?" Peng Xiaochuan picked up a chopstick and sucked the noodles in, and asked.

"Move back to your dorm."

This time Peng Xiaochuan put down the bowl and turned his head, with a look of surprise and bewilderment, and a little bit at a loss: "...why?"

Yang Can made a relaxed tone, smiled, and said, "Well, isn't it the final exam now, and your classmates will definitely communicate with each other when reviewing, what are the key points, notes, and real questions from previous years? The students who have a good relationship with the teacher have also got a few exam questions. How can you get news if you stay with me all day? Scholarship, you have to work hard towards her level."

Even Peng Xiaochuan can feel the far-fetchedness of this reason: "But now the teacher doesn't emphasize the key points. I also have notes and real questions. I used to review by myself..."

"Let's go back and take a look. Eat noodles quickly, and start packing up after eating, and try to move all the things out this afternoon." Yang Can directly made a decision, as every time in the past, he could not object.

Yang Can had already opened the closet and began to pick Peng Xiaochuan's clothes. Peng Xiaochuan couldn't eat the remaining half bowl of noodles. He went to the closet and saw that Yang Can had also taken out his spring and autumn clothes and thick coat. Peng Xiaochuan immediately panicked. So I asked him: "Didn't you say to go back and review the final exam with your classmates? You won't be staying for long, so why don't you just take a few short-sleeved shirts?"

Yang Can lowered her head and didn't look at him: "It's better to take them all with you."

Peng Xiaochuan finally made up his mind: "... After I go back today, I will live in the dormitory all the time, right?"

Yang Can didn't speak, but the silence for a while was already the answer they both knew.

After a while, Peng Xiaochuan said in a low voice: "At first you told me to move here, and I had to move here. Now you told me to go back, and I had to go back."

Yang Can's movements froze, and he looked at Peng Xiaochuan. He lowered his head, pursed his lips, his eyelashes were trembling slightly, and there was grievance between his brows. He looked like a bird that had never been respected, and finally wanted to A kitten abandoned by its owner.

Don't show that look, please don't show that look.

Yang Can squeezed the clothes in her hands, lowered her head to let herself get over the sudden distress, and maybe she would look at Peng Xiaochuan again, and he would be shaken: "Actually, living in the dormitory is very good, you see, you are here with me. this……"

"I know." Peng Xiaochuan interrupted him for the first time, "I'll listen to you."

Yang Can knew that the kitten was angry.