Sunshine Otaku

When Peng Xiaochuan came home, he closed the door gently, but Yang Can still heard the voice and called out in the room: "Peng Xiaochuan? Are you back?"

Peng Xiaochuan leaned over to change his shoes without making a sound.Yang Can came out loudly from the room: "I came back so early, and I plan to go out later to find you in the city center, so we can have a good meal together in the evening."

Seeing that Peng Xiaochuan didn't respond, Yang Can asked, "Why, you're too tired to talk? It's pretty hot outside today. I couldn't resist turning on the air conditioner when I went to bed at noon."

Peng Xiaochuan still didn't speak, Yang Can asked again: "How is your blood donation promotion going today, tell me?"

Peng Xiaochuan didn't take off his hat, and walked into the room with his head down: "It's useless, it's boring."

Seeing that he was acting abnormally today, Yang Can felt strange, so she went over and asked him, "What's the matter, are you in a bad mood today? Who offended our Xiaochuan?" It was torn off: "It's not too hot to go inside and wear a hat."

Taking off the hat, Peng Xiaochuan's swollen right cheek was exposed. Yang Can's expression changed immediately when he saw it, and he straightened his face towards him: "What's wrong with your face? Who made it?"

Peng Xiaochuan turned his face away again: "I was beaten."

"Fuck!" Yang Can was furious, "You call back!"

"I can't beat him."

Yang Can panicked: "Where is the bastard from? Have you called the police?"

Peng Xiaochuan took out his mobile phone from his pocket: "The mobile phone was dropped when I called the police."

Seeing the mottled cracks on the phone screen, Yang Can's eyes turned red with anger: "That bastard is bullying you by the side of the road? Is no one coming to help? Where are your classmates from the Youth Association?"

"It would have been even worse without them."

"Fuck it! If I was there, I'd beat him to death." Yang Can cursed angrily, and said to Peng Xiaochuan with suppressed anger, "You sit down first, I'll go out and buy some medicine." He took the key from the coffee table When I ran into a magazine next to me, I grabbed the magazine and threw it on the sofa to vent my anger. When I went out, I slammed the door hard.

About 10 minutes later, Yang Can came back with a plastic bag of medicine, and Peng Xiaochuan had just finished taking a shower. Yang Can called to him, "Come here, I'll rub the medicine on you."

Peng Xiaochuan sat down on the sofa. His right cheek was not only swollen, but also bruised. No matter how annoyed Yang Can was, he could only restrain himself first, carefully applied ointment on him, and took another Spray Yunnan Baiyao on him.

Peng Xiaochuan lowered his eyes, sat quietly and let him manipulate him. Yang Can felt distressed when he saw it, and asked, "What happened today? Why did you get beaten up so well?"

Peng Xiaochuan said: "I distributed leaflets to a woman. When her husband saw that he was angry, he grabbed her hair and slapped her. I tried to stop him, but he hit me too."

"Hitting a woman? What a beast!" Yang Can slapped the coffee table angrily, "You should have dragged him together and waited for the police to arrest him."

Peng Xiaochuan said calmly: "That woman refused to call the police. When she saw me calling 110, she rushed over and dropped my phone, and scolded me for having no conscience."

Yang Can couldn't believe it: "That woman dropped your phone? Is this a fucking beast married to a psycho?"

Peng Xiaochuan just bowed his head and remained silent.

The more Yang Can thought about it, the more he felt wronged for Peng Xiaochuan. He put his arms around him and comforted him: "Those two are what kind of pot and what kind of cover, let them harm each other for the rest of their lives. Just treat it as if you were bitten by a dog, and you don't need to be as knowledgeable as that kind of beast." .Isn’t there another day tomorrow? I’ll accompany you, and I’ll always be by your side to see who dares to bully you again.”

"I won't go tomorrow." Peng Xiaochuan said in a low voice, "I won't go in the future either."

Knowing that he had received a big blow today, Yang Can said softly, "Okay, then don't go tomorrow, and rest at home. But don't be discouraged, there are still many normal people in this world, and this will not happen again in the future." It's over, I will definitely not let you be bullied again."

Seeing that Peng Xiaochuan was silent, Yang Can encouraged him again: "I know you have been wronged today, and anyone who encounters this kind of thing will feel bad, don't be bored, let it out, and when you're done venting, let's turn this matter over. Okay? Don’t say that you won’t go in the future, participating in the activities of the Youth Association is very important to your training, and you have worked hard for two months. You don’t want to give up all your efforts at this time, do you?”

Peng Xiaochuan was silent for a long time before speaking: "I've had enough."

Yang Can turned pale: "What do you mean?"

Peng Xiaochuan broke out suddenly: "I said I've had enough!" This may be the first time he yelled like this, with anger, grievance and long-term exhaustion, his whole right side of the face was aching.

"What have you had enough of?" Yang Can lost his patience, but still persuaded him kindly, "Isn't it reforming you now? The whole process may take several months, half a year or even a year. Smooth sailing? If you encounter some setbacks today and you plan to give up, what can you accomplish with this attitude?"

Peng Xiaochuan retorted loudly: "Of course it's easy for you to say! It's not you who was bullied today, and it wasn't you who was watched like a monkey. You don't understand my feelings at all!"

"Of course I don't understand, because I can never let myself be bullied like this!"

"I'm different from you!" Peng Xiaochuan stood up and said excitedly, "I'm just a coward! I don't like socializing with people at all, and I always just want to be alone. Every time, every time I have to force I was trembling in contact with people, trying to use my head to find topics, for fear that I would not do well and end up being laughed at. I haven’t even had a good rest in the past two months, and I have repeatedly gritted my teeth I'm really fed up with doing things I hate!"

Yang Can also stood up: "You don't need to like to socialize with people, but you can't have social skills! You can stay alone now, but what about the future? After graduation, you have to enter society, work, and face challenges. All kinds of people you don't like, what will you do at that time? Can you still shrink in the corner for a lifetime?"

Peng Xiaochuan couldn't listen to anything now, and said loudly: "Anyway, I will go to the construction site in the future, and I can build bridges! What if I stay in a corner for the rest of my life? I am willing!"

"Are you going to give up all the hard work you put in and go back to the ghost you were before?" Yang Can yelled at him bitterly, "Peng Xiaochuan, you are a coward! You will never be able to catch up with me just like you Song Ying!"

Peng Xiaochuan yelled in despair: "Yes! I'm cowardly and useless, like a turtle with a shrunken head, I dare not even stick out my head. Anyway, Song Ying can't like me, and I can't become like you anyway Don't worry about me anymore, I won't do those meaningless things to torture myself anymore!"

Yang Can only felt that all his hard work had been trampled on, and finally became completely angry: "You fucking said it earlier! I spent so much time and energy on helping you in vain, and in the end it all became a 'torture' in your mouth? Forget that I am blind, you hurry up! Pack up your things and go back to your dormitory tomorrow!"

If Peng Xiaochuan had received the final blow, even Yang Can was completely disappointed in him.He slumped back on the sofa as if exhausted, covering his face with his hands, his shoulders trembling uncontrollably, as if he had fallen into a cold deep cave.

As soon as Yang Can said that, she regretted it, and blamed herself for being overwhelmed by extreme emotions like this fool.He wanted to comfort Peng Xiaochuan and apologize for his indiscretion, but he didn't know how to speak, so he was at a loss for a while.He stood there stupidly for a few seconds, and finally walked into the room.

After a while, Peng Xiaochuan heard Yang Can's footsteps, and he returned to the living room and sat down on the sofa.Peng Xiaochuan felt a warm hand on his shoulder, he raised his head, and met a pair of gentle eyes.

Holding the guitar in her arms, Yang Can didn't speak, but played and sang directly: "Don't cry, boy, orphan in a beautiful world."

"But where is my heart, my home?"

"Where is my friend?"

"Listen quietly, there is a voice saying I love you."

"Close your eyes and follow him."

"Following him is like following hope..."

The tears that Peng Xiaochuan had endured for a long time finally fell. He felt guilty for his cowardice in the singing, and for his speculation about Yang Can. It turned out that Yang Can did not give up on him, even when he had already given up on himself. , Yang Can still did not give up on him.

Yang Can loves him so much.

Peng Xiaochuan leaned against Yang Can's body, wrapping his hands tightly around his shoulders.Yang Can wiped away his tears for him, speaking in a soft voice, with a helpless tone: "Don't cry, the medicine just rubbed off has been washed away."

Peng Xiaochuan rubbed his face against his shoulder, gasped and nodded.

At this time, Peng Xiaochuan's left arm was just in front of Yang Can's eyes. He saw a bean-sized wound on his elbow with a small bruise on it. Yang Can frowned and asked, "How did you do it here?" ?”

Peng Xiaochuan said in a low voice, "The needle hole left by the blood draw."

"Did you donate blood today? Didn't you go to get people to donate blood? Why do you want to do it yourself?"

"Everyone contributed today. This is said to be a tradition of the Youth Association, and I am embarrassed to make an exception."

Yang Can thought that Peng Xiaochuan had a big bag of blood drawn out today, and was innocently bullied by villains. The more he thought about it, the more he felt distressed. He put the Qin in his arms aside, hugged Peng Xiaochuan, and patted him on the back: " Today's matter is over, don't say anything about giving up. Tomorrow, you have a good rest at home, and I will take you to play the day after tomorrow."

"Where are you going?" Peng Xiaochuan asked against his neck.

Yang Can smiled and said, "Let's go to the playground together."