Straight man retaliates against me

I pondered about Ye Xi's matter until the sedative failed, and the feeling of guilt returned instantly.

If I didn't have ink marks at the time, but told Ye Xi directly that I like men, would she get mad?

It is conceivable that she must be extremely desperate, otherwise she would not have turned into Bobo to take revenge, and pushed me to the cliff of memory.

Although her death was an accident, in the last three months of her life, I was so stingy that I didn't even give her a hug.

I accompanied her to the end of my life, but she found that I was not even as good as a traitor...

The more I thought about it, the more I lost my mind. It wasn't until Ah Zhen picked up the baby bunny and asked me if I was thinking about sister Ye Xi that I came back to my senses.

I nodded and lit a cigarette.

He sat down, suddenly changed his tone, and asked me if I ever loved Sister Ye Xi?

I froze for a second, then shook my head.

At this moment, he turned his head to look at me, his eyes filled with various emotions.But he didn't blame me or sympathize with me, he just said lightly: "I lend you my shoulder."

I let out a "wow" and then bit down hard.He barked louder than me and said he just wanted to lend me a cuddle.

"Fuck, you didn't say it earlier."

I hugged him and said that I had become a good-for-nothing, and I would never be the old Gu Wen again.

He said I wasted my birthday.I said it doesn't matter, no one remembers my birthday anyway, only his brother invited me to a box lunch, but I'm not dead yet.

He smiled, and then handed me the phone to let me read the messages in the class group.

I swipe to look and see the cake flying all over the screen.My roommate took the lead in wishing me a happy birthday, asked me why I didn't reply to his messages, and scolded me for favoring sex over friends.

Immediately, my mood improved, and I replied a few words.I cried as I went back, saying that if I could live another year, I would treat him to hot pot.

He said that the meal is free, anyway, I have transformed into a Gu Tuhao now.

I was a little puzzled, so I looked through the previous chat records.When I pushed the screen up, I saw that I had sent several red envelopes in a row, and they were all three-digit numbers...

Ah Zhen kept rubbing against me, and said with a smile, "Thank you boss, one more."

I watched him entertain himself and asked him if this was my meal money.He nodded and said that he helped me with my money and disaster relief.

"Thank you for giving me another reason to want to commit suicide..."

I thought I should be happy, and suddenly I had a hope of bottoming out, so I told Ah Zhen that I was going to the hospital.

He jumped up, cleaned us up, and followed me into my mother's ward.

With her back to us, my mother was watering the flowers by the window.After seeing it was me, she quickly turned her head back, like a guilty child.

I winked at Ah Zhen, and he retreated knowingly, saying he was waiting for me outside.

Now, there are only our mother and son in the ward.

I walked up to her and said, "Mom, I remembered something from the past, just yesterday."

She said "Oh" and continued to water the flowers.

I stared at her water bottle and said, "When I was a year older, I realized how naive I was..."

My mother cried, she turned around and hugged me, saying that I can't blame me for this incident, and that she put pressure on me.

"I know you don't like Ye Xi, because you are always unhappy." She couldn't help trembling, "It's my mother who is selfish, I didn't take care of your feelings!"

I said a few words of relief, saying that she only cried and made noises, and did not hang herself three times.

"No matter what, I myself agreed to date Ye Xi. From beginning to end, no one put a knife on my neck to force me."

She let me go, and cried and said that it would be good if I figured it out: "But one thing is another thing, don't blame yourself for the Ferris wheel."

I smiled at her and said that I have grown up and have my own judgment.

Finally, she breathed a sigh of relief and asked me if I wanted to visit Ye Xi.I couldn't say it, I'll wait for her feet to recover, then got up and walked out of the ward.

I thought to myself that there is no need to go to see Ye Xi, she has already come to the door with resentment...

To be honest, I don't know how to face her.But one thing I know very well, I will never allow her to use gifts to hurt innocent people, especially Ah Zhen.

On the way home, I asked Bao Zhen how things were at school.He said it was still the same, and the other members of the Horror Society could not be found.

"Where are Shu Hao and Che Fangyi?"

"Mice just called me yesterday." He looked at me, "His tone was a bit wrong, and he asked if we found Zhou Rui and Mo Chen."

I nodded, thinking about telling Fa Xiao about Ye Xi tonight, and then discussing what to do.

The few hours when I regained my memory, it seemed to me that years had passed.But in fact, the time has only gone by one day.So, I have to pull myself together.

When I sat on the sofa and stared at the red box in a daze, I suddenly remembered his brother's expression that night...

That's right, the red box fell to the ground along his thigh.Then, he bent down to pick it up, but suddenly froze for several nights.

Presumably it was this falling movement that reminded him of the meaning of the box, alluding to the red cockpit I was riding at that time, and at the same time alluding to Ye Xi being Bobo!

I believe he is smart enough.But the blame is here, why didn't he tell me?

I thought about it, but I just couldn't figure it out.

At this moment, Baby really came over and said, "Gu Wen, do you think Ye Xi is Bobo?"

I glanced at him, then stared at the red box and said, "Your brother and I both think so."

Unexpectedly, he shook his head and said, "My brother doesn't think so." After that, he went to take a shower without giving me a chance to ask back.

Listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, I thought that Fa Xiao would think so because he didn't know that Ye Xi hated me, and thought that Ye Xi and I had a good relationship.After all, I promised him to treat Ye Xi well.

In order to prove my guess, before they changed their personalities, I made a bracket out of waste products, and then hung 7 boxes on it.

After I was done, I pushed the red boxes, and they spun like a Ferris wheel, passing the highest point one by one...

Finally, Fa Xiao walked out of the bedroom.

His eyes swept over the "Ferris Wheel", and then stopped on my face.I didn't see his surprise, but a kind of helplessness and sentimentality.

He didn't say a word about Ye Xi, he just asked me: "Are you feeling better?" After that, he sat down on the sofa.

"Thank you, I'm much better." I turned to look at him, "Are you free to accompany me to the rooftop for a drink?"

He smiled and asked me if I was not afraid of taking the stairs.I spread my hands and said that only the elevators in this neighborhood are strong.

In this way, we bought a few cans of dark beer and went up to the rooftop.

The roof is still the same, just like the first time I saw Fa when I started school, with the night wind constantly blowing.

At that time, I thought he was going to jump off the building, but I never thought that he might just be recalling the accident...

It is not an exaggeration to say that he is the "King of the Night".

After a while, he wiped out all the wine, and then, taking advantage of the strength of the wine, he started to kick the jar.

I thought of my classmate whose life and death were uncertain, so I told him the meaning of the gift and identified Ye Xi.

"It's just a coincidence." After that, he kicked another empty can.

With a bang, I then told him that these things were all gifts from me to Ye Xi, and that it was definitely not a coincidence!

He stopped, stepped on the empty can, and said solemnly: "No, you were a couple at the time, she had no reason to harm you, it's not logical."

I turned my head away and said, "Because... I didn't treat her well, and I still want to break up with her."

Ah Zhen didn't kick out the jar.He seemed to have thought of something, and just turned his head and stared at me with anger on his face.

I lowered my head and dryly told the story of my relationship with Ye Xi.However, before I could even get to the amusement park, he interrupted me to say he was sleepy.

"Is there something wrong with you?" I quickly stood up and grabbed his arm.

He shook off me and headed for the door.

I chased him and followed him into the corridor.He walked straight downstairs, stumbled a little, as if he was stimulated by something.

I looked at his back, wondering what was going on with him.Could it be that the way I got out of bed was the wrong way to piss him off?

When I got home, I didn't dare to talk to him at all.He paced back and forth in the living room twice, and then, like his brother, said he was going to take a bath.

I thought to myself that if I wash it again, a layer of skin will fall off, but I still didn't stop him and let him into the bathroom.

As for me, I went back to his bedroom, making up my mind to ask for clarification, so I can't waste any more time.

After taking off his shirt, he put his phone on the bedside.Until now, I don't know his unlock number, so I put my Huawei beside it.

At this time, I saw that the drawer under the desk was not closed tightly, so I walked over.

Presumably it was Bao Baozhen who drove it during the day, because he was writing a self-criticism again, this time it was unprecedentedly miserable, and he was not allowed to touch the car for half a year...

I opened the drawer and saw a thick review book.Below the self-criticism is a stack of envelopes, which are also documents that I am not allowed to touch.

I thought to myself, isn't it just a medical history, and it wasn't a novel written by him, and then, driven by curiosity, I opened the envelope.

Sure enough, there was a list of his doctor's visits when he was a child, full of detailed information on autism.Next to it is part of the handwritten content, which is speculation about intermittent personality separation.

I took a cursory look at it and put it back untouched.

When I was about to close the drawer, I found a book inside, which was his "Flying Birds".

"This kid actually likes to read poetry."

I flipped through it casually and saw a pink envelope inside, so I opened it to read.There is a sheet of music hidden in the envelope, which is his favorite "Canon".

I thought to myself that billiards is better, at least it is a sport, it will not be like studying medicine and literature, which makes people nervous, either afraid of curing the patient to death, or torturing themselves to death...

I was a little tired suddenly, so I sat on the ground and turned over the music score.

Unexpectedly, at the back of the music score, there are many slender characters, line after line, which are poems written by Ah Zhen!

As if I had found a treasure, I buried my head in it and found that it was not only a poem, but also a love poem. The title of the poem was "I Am"...

"

When you miss me, I'm here; when you forget me, I'm here.

When you hug me, I am there; when you push me away, I am also there.

When you thank me, I am here; when you blame me, I am still here.

When you need me, I am there; when you abandon me, I think, I will still be there.

I have always been here, and I never expected that you would be here too, but why, you have never seen me here...

Perhaps, there is only a low-key lyrical jazz, knowing that I am waiting for you;

Perhaps, there is only a cup of warm and smooth latte, knowing that I am pampering you.

No need to look for each other, I saw you at a glance in the vast crowd;

Don't look for each other, even if you don't see me in the end, I will still be there, I am by your side.

I have always been there, is it true that when I no longer exist, you will really see that I was always there at that time...

……

……

"

There is still half of the content behind, and every word is nasty.

I watched it several times, until I got goosebumps, and my little universe was excited!

I was immediately happy, thinking that this kid can write love poems, who is it for?

But after thinking about it, what does this poem mean, why does it look like a crush with dissatisfied desires?

My Ah Zhen still has a younger sister who can't get married?Fuck me, stop teasing me...

At this time, I saw that the upper left corner of the music score was folded, so I stretched out my hand and slowly opened that corner.

There is a name that sits quietly above the whole poem.It is still Ah Zhen's slender font, and the writing is extraordinarily beautiful.

And the name, within half a second, paralyzes my brain!

I threw away the sheet music in horror...

The music score floated twice in the air, and then stopped at my feet, revealing the two words: Ye Xi.

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Note: "I Am" is a poem written by Yangyang a few years ago, and I didn't expect it to come in handy.When the main text is finished, I will post the full version in the appendix.

Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, and the sheep and sheep wish everyone a prosperous year of the dog, and I will bleat again when the year of the sheep arrives.

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