Ah Zhen stared at my fingers, as if he was stopped by my question.Immediately, he looked up at me, eyes twinkling.

I know his expression said it all, even my mother forgot to cry.

At the same time as I put down my finger, Ah Zhen lowered his head.He kept rubbing his hands, and then leaned the bridge of his nose up, without speaking.

I didn't want to look at him anymore, so I turned around, pinched my mother's shoulders, and let her sit on my bed.

Immediately afterwards, I held her hand, knelt down on the ground, and said almost pleadingly: "Mom, I haven't been in a car accident, is it so?"

Ah Zhen suddenly said: "Don't force your mother!" After saying that, he stood up abruptly.

"I was asking my mom, but I didn't ask you!" I yelled at him, "I'll settle the score with you later!"

He made a gesture to kick me.It wasn't until my mother stopped him, that he shook his clothes and sat on my mother's hospital bed.

All of a sudden, there was a complete silence in the ward.

My mother touched my head, showed a calm smile, and said, "Tell me, child, what do you remember?"

I sniffed and closed my eyes.To my amazement, the memory came flooding back, reminding me of everything that happened after school that day.

For a moment, I stood on the other side of my memory, beside Gu Wen who was wearing a school uniform...

He called Ah Zhen while walking, and he didn't run towards the road until his classmate asked him to pick up the ball.

Just then, a car rushed over!

Gu Wen sensed the danger, and then opened his mouth, but didn't make a sound.I knew that he was terrified, but his brain hadn't reacted yet.

About to hit...

With the sound of brakes, the car body shook forward and stopped in front of him.

And he, as if waking up from a dream, his legs softened, he fell to the ground, staring at the front of the car half a meter away from him...

"You little bastard, don't you want to live anymore!" The owner rolled down the window and kept cursing, "I've been playing with my phone all the way, and sooner or later it will fall into the ditch!"

At this time, the students rushed over and helped Gu Wen who had fallen to the ground.He seems to have been reborn, and has been wiping the sweat from his forehead.

The students couldn't get used to it, and turned back: "This is obviously a one-way street, and it's near the school. It's you who violated the traffic rules and cursed at others!"

Finally, Gu Wen came back to his senses, persuaded his classmates, and then said to the driver: "Uncle, I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention."

The owner of the car took one look at him, reversed the car reluctantly, and then disappeared from my field of vision.

"Okay, as long as you are fine." The classmate patted him on the back, picked up the basketball, and threw it into his arms, "Brother Wen, how many games are you here today?"

Gu Wen shook his head and said that he had something to do today and asked them to play by themselves.

However, when he looked back at his phone, he realized that the call had not been hung up.

Ah Zhen was still yelling on the phone: "I heard the sound of brakes, what's going on? Gu Wen, just talk while you're here, you can't die!"

Gu Wen smiled, held the phone and said, "Idiot, how can I die, I still have to go find you."

"Oh, don't pretend to be good if you have nothing to do."

"Okay, I'll go to the back door of the school now. There's a ginkgo tree there, and I'll wait for you under the tree."

"Worry." Ah Zhen hung up the phone.

Gu Wen made a speechless expression on the phone, then bid farewell to his classmates, and embarked on the road of confession...

The above is the entire content of my memory, the few seconds that disappeared when I was dreaming just now.

"So, this is what happened that day." I looked at my mother, "I escaped the car accident, I was not injured, and I went to find Zhen!"

My mother nodded and said that it would be good if I could remember the past.Then, she pulled me up and asked me to sit with Zhen.

The kid bumped into me, said that I was still slightly injured that day, and said: "I should have sent you to the hospital if I had known."

"Don't change the subject with me." I stared back at him, "I did end up in the hospital, but it wasn't because of a car accident, right?" After that, I looked at my mother.

Suddenly, her face darkened, even uglier than before.I wanted to meet her eyes, but she just didn't look at me, and said that recovery of memory should be done slowly, and told me not to worry.

"You haven't forgotten that you have a concussion, have you?" Ah Zhen interjected, "It's very late, let's talk about it tomorrow."

I refused to give in, until my mother had another sign of crying, and I lay back on the bed and closed my eyes.

This time, Ah Zhen turned off the small light.It was dark in the ward, but who was really sleeping?

I've already put Bobo's affairs behind me, and I just keep thinking about the past.If it wasn't a car accident, what happened to me before?

I figured I'd only remembered part of the truth, but the crucial part was still blank.

I didn't decide to go home to recuperate until I stayed in the hospital for two days.Because no matter how I tried, my mom and Zhen would avoid the subject as if it were a hot potato.

Before leaving, Baby really helped me pack my clothes in the ward.I glanced at his back, then came to the end of the corridor, and lit a cigarette.

I recalled the scene of the "car accident" countless times, and I couldn't help asking myself, why was this memory tampered with?

However, I can only come to one conclusion:

It was because the truth was too embarrassing, so I unconsciously used a fact that I could accept to cover up the grief of the past.

I still remember waking up in the hospital and the first thing I asked my mom was, "What's wrong with me?"

My mother froze for a moment, as if she had noticed my abnormality.But she didn't tell me right away, but two days later, she said that I had a car accident.

At that time, Ah Zhen was there all the time, and must have discussed it with my mother for a long time.In the end, both agreed that my scars could not be uncovered.

And I, not only believed their words, but also modified my memory...

I muttered to myself: "To put it bluntly, I am deceiving myself and others." After that, I stared at the cigarette in my hand, thinking that I became addicted to cigarettes only after the accident.

Immediately, I was very ashamed, thinking how could I be so vulnerable?

I sighed, lay down by the window, and stretched my hands out of the window.When I raised my head again, I saw the open-air parking lot below, and I threw away the cigarette in my hand in fright, and hid back.

Fuck, this is the 8th floor!I'm so crazy to look down...

After I took a breath and soothed my fragile heart, I blinked, thinking back to when did I start to be afraid of heights?

I remember that I was not afraid of heights when I was a child, and I wrote "My Dream" in my elementary school class, that is, I can go bungee jumping every day in the future, which made my Chinese teacher cry for a long time.I thought he was touched by me, but he called my mom.

Similarly, when I was in junior high school, I climbed over the school wall with my classmates, and when I landed, I almost slipped to the waist, but my Chinese teacher saw it, and he called my mother again.

It wasn't until I was in high school, until I had an accident, that I started to be afraid of heights...

I suddenly had a bold guess, could it be that the accident happened to me was something like falling from a building?

But what confuses me is if I actually fell from a height and got seriously injured.Why did the other person fall with me?

The more I thought about it, the more anxious I became, and my head began to ache.I clutched my head and walked back to the ward, and saw that Baby was really still packing the boxes.He doesn't seem to be able to handle it well, the things in the box are in a mess...

"Let me do it." I pulled him aside, then put the box on the ground, and started to fold the clothes.

He didn't speak, just stood by and watched.

At this time, my mother screamed.

She jumped off the bed, stepped on the back of my hand, and cried, "Why are you not stubborn at all? It's been like this since I was a child, and you listen to what I say."

I looked up at her, wondering what was wrong with this woman, she ran away in the hospital all day, but she was not kicked out.

It's really strange, how can a son be obedient and a mother still be angry?So I asked her to step on me with another foot, so that the nurse would not have to repack the medicine for her.

Then, she hugged her foot and cried out that it hurts.

I laughed and said that she had never seen me when I was stubborn, such as now: "I really want to recall the past."

However, our opinions were divided.

My mother disagreed fiercely, saying that I just wanted to piss her off.I think the baby may really be her own, and both of them are so good at cheating.

Sure enough, I lost again completely, so I comforted her, saying that I just want to recuperate now, and promised her that I would not think about the past and let it just pass away like this.

If it's really windy...

"I'm sorry, I said too much that night." I lifted the box and looked at my mother, "I don't want to, I just want to know, is that person okay?"

My mother wiped her eyes and said that the man had been buried in the ground.

"Can I...go and see?"

"cannot!"

"Okay." I sighed softly, "Then tell me the truth, did that person die because of me?"

Unexpectedly, even Baby really started shaking his head, saying it was just an accident.I turned my head to look at him, and I didn't see a lie in his eyes.

In this way, we returned to the rental house.

I sat on the sofa smoking a cigarette and watched Ah Zhen walking up and down the room.Apart from my mother and his brother, he is the only straw left.

He came over suddenly and asked me if I wanted to start with him.I laughed, thinking that my daughter-in-law understood me, so I asked him to explain things clearly.

He licked his lips, sat in my arms, and said, "You should have guessed that this is what my brother threatened me not to say on the wall."

"I know he's afraid that I'll get hurt, but he can't take away my memory." I wrote clearly, "I've already remembered part of it, and the rest will come soon."

"So what if you can't remember?" He bent his eyes and said, "Who knows if you will get Alzheimer's in the future, and you will only remember me then."

I glared at him and said he couldn't possibly understand what I was feeling at the moment.But he laughed out loud, saying that of course he understands, because amnesia is his daily routine.

I stared at him blankly, not knowing what to say, and then hugged him tighter, saying that I didn't blame him: "It's none of your business."

"It's none of my brother's business."

I sat up and said that I would apologize to his brother, as long as his brother gave me this opportunity instead of yelling at me.

"My brother can't speak, he is not good at words." He paused, "Although I am losing my memory every day, I don't care. I just know that I will find you when I wake up, and that's enough."

I also hope that I can have his mentality, but I know myself very well, so I shook my head and said: "If that person's death really has nothing to do with me, why don't you tell me?"

Ah Zhen frowned and said that they knew that I would think of the past one day, so he always felt that he should tell me...

"But your brother won't allow it." I stood up abruptly and told him that it would be fine if he just told me whether the person was a man or a woman, otherwise I would really get Alzheimer's in advance.

Unexpectedly, he seemed to have made up his mind and said that he could even tell me the name of that person, but there was a major premise: "You must not let my brother know!"

"Really?" I almost cried.

He nodded, walked to the middle of the room, asked me if I was ready, and said that he would not say another word whether I could think of more things or not.

I immediately agreed to him, saying that would be enough.

He went on to say: "I also know one more thing, that person is an orphan who grew up in an orphanage."

I let out an "ah" and was extremely surprised, thinking it's no wonder that Fa Xiaoneng blocked the news.Mo County was originally a place isolated from the world, and the other party had this kind of background, so it was easy.

I kept shaking my head, then took a deep breath and told him to hurry up and tell me that person's name.

Ah Zhen shrugged and was about to speak.Suddenly, my cell phone rang!

I looked down and saw that it was Tang Meng, so I picked it up impatiently and asked her what's the matter.

Unexpectedly, she cried, "Gu Wen, do you know where Mo Chen and Zhou Rui are? They haven't come to school for two days!"

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