daughter in law

No more, she really didn't want to be troubled by feelings anymore, she wanted to escape.

But life is tenacious, and her first murder was unsuccessful.

There are more and more of her in her sleep, two, three, four... She doesn't know who is the real self, she doesn't know who she should listen to, in this situation where life is worse than death, she doesn't want to live .

She is happy only when she secretly wakes up at night and stares at Yan Xi, but during the day she becomes manic. The hopelessness of the future and the huge pressure make her unable to restrain the thoughts of suicide.

She looked for a chance to commit suicide again, this time she was very direct, she secretly hid the fruit knife, when Yan Xi was sleeping, she cut deeply into her wrist with the knife, watching the bright red blood flow out, she It didn't hurt at all, because it was a relief for her, another kind of rebirth.

Just when Yan He felt that his blood was about to dry up, Yan Xi woke up.

"Sister Yan, what are you doing!"

Yan Xi was so anxious that her eyes were red, and tears kept rolling in her eyes. She called the doctor and bandaged Yan He, but she didn't expect to bandage her left hand, and Yan He started to cut off her right hand again.

Yan Xi burst into tears and went to grab the fruit knife in Yan He's hand. During the fight, Yan Xi's arm was scratched.

With a sound of "Boom", the knife fell on the ground, making an ear-piercing sound of metal collisions. Yan He was stunned for a few seconds before thinking about bandaging Yan Xi, but when she raised her hand, she found that she couldn't use it. She sat there dumbly. At this time, the doctor had already arrived and stopped the bleeding for the two of them in time. After another first aid, Yan He could only lie weakly on the bed.

After that, she never thought of committing suicide again. She was afraid of Yan Xi getting hurt, and even more afraid of Yan Xi crying.

She began to refuse to communicate with others, spent every day in bed, her health was getting worse and she was pregnant again.

Yan Mingxuan knew that this was probably a mental illness, so he found a famous domestic psychiatrist for her, but she refused to cooperate with the treatment. She didn't want to live at all, because it was meaningless for her to live.

"Miss Yan has primary depression because she resists treatment. I can only preliminarily conclude that there are three reasons for this. One is family inheritance. Depression has a genetic predisposition. In addition, her father suffered from depression, and If she succeeds in committing suicide, she will also subconsciously take this path. Second, she is constantly denying herself and her past in her heart. She is hopeless about the future and falls into self-blame. Everything, and all you can do is not to provoke her, try to relieve her." The doctor sighed after finishing speaking.

With the increasing pressure of life, more and more people suffer from depression, and the world of depression patients is not understood by ordinary people. Only when the patients solve it themselves can they have a chance to be cured.

Yan Xi's face became more and more solemn, depression is difficult to cure, she knows it, and thinking of Qi Sijing's position in Yan He's heart is so important, she feels very uncomfortable.

She can only accompany Yan He, to prevent Yan He from committing suicide again, and to enlighten Yan He, but she can't say anything, she can only start with the child.

"Sister Yan, we will take her together after the baby is born. We will take her to the Louvre in Paris, take her to see those famous paintings, take her to Italy, take her to..."

Yan Xi would chat with Yan He every day, and she was the only one talking and chatting. Yan He gradually looked forward to the arrival of the child, and she suddenly didn't hate the child so much.

From Yan He's pregnancy to the birth of the child, Yan Xi lost a total of 10 catties. She is busy taking care of Yan He every day, but she is afraid that Yan He will be overwhelmed, mentally and physically exhausted, and it will be difficult not to lose weight.

"Ayan, how is the child?" Yan He finally cared about the child like a mother. It was obviously something to be happy about, but Yan Xi couldn't be happier. Yan He on the hospital bed didn't look like a pregnant woman who had just given birth at all. , because she is very thin, this long-term torture has made her body that is not fat even thinner.

"The child is fine." Yan Xi couldn't bear to tell the truth to provoke Yan He.

"You lied to me, the child is fine, so why didn't you let me see her? It's been three days, and I haven't seen her, did something happen to her?" Yan He became irritable again, she didn't love the child originally , but Yan Xi gave her hope, coupled with her natural motherly brilliance, she had an intuition that something was wrong with the child.

She pulled out the needle and was about to get out of bed, Yan Xi hurriedly hugged her, Yan He's thin body struggled violently in her arms, she could only tell the truth: "The child has a congenital heart disease."

After that, Yan Xi didn't need to say anything, Yan He knew what the problem was, it was her problem, she harmed the child.

Feeling more and more guilty, she stopped talking or even eating. Her physical condition plummeted and she needed infusions every day to maintain her health.

"Ayan!"

On a sunny afternoon, Yan He couldn't help but stop Yan Xi. She knew her body well. I am not good enough for Yan Xi.

"Sister Yan, I'll cook for you whatever you want to eat." Yan Xi said excitedly. What worries her most these days is Yan He's food problem.

But he didn't expect that Yan He just said inexplicably: "Ayan, if you die, forget it."

The word "death" made Yan Xi very flustered, she leaned over the bed to check if there was any weapon or medicine that could kill, but Yan He suddenly hugged her.

She was flattered and said, "Sister Yan?"

Yan He didn't speak, she just hugged Yan Xi and cried silently, she was not reconciled, but she couldn't do anything, she could only hug Yan Xi in this last time.

In her eyes, the person in her arms is still the same as when she was a child, always centered on her, but she herself has changed, and being under the fence for a long time has made her dare not act or speak even if she loves.

She suddenly smiled, held Yan Xi's face in her hands, and said, "Ayan, the child's name is Yan Luoluo, do you think it's okay?"

"It's fine if you say yes." Yan Xi was very happy, the surname Yan would not make her feel uncomfortable, at least she was not happy that the child's surname was Qi, but she never thought that this would be Yan He's end-of-life entrustment.

The burden in Yan He's heart seemed to be shared by others, she was very relaxed physically and mentally, and her whole body was light. In the few days left, she recalled every bit of her relationship with Yan Xi.

They went to elementary school hand in hand, they said goodnight to each other every night, they painted in the studio, their kiss that wasn't a kiss...and their last hug.

If possible, she hopes to be a rock in her next life, without love or desire.

The author has something to say: I am a small stone.

☆、Chapter 83

Gu Congxin & Yan Xi episode

"Dong dong."

Yan Xi was looking down at the company's financial statements for this month. She was wearing black and white professional attire, with delicate makeup on her face, which made her look capable and indifferent at the same time. When she heard the knock on the door, she didn't even have a head. Lift it up: "Come in."

Someone came in at the sound, put a cup of steaming coffee on the corner of her table, and stood there motionless.

Yan Xi seemed to be fully engaged in her work, she stared at the report form intently, the whole office was eerily quiet, suddenly she frowned, and said coldly: "Call the financial manager!"

He didn't get the expected answer, but heard a puff instead.

Yan Xi raised her head all of a sudden, Gu Congxin was wearing a professional attire covering her mouth and smiling. Except for the pure white shirt inside, the rest of her body was black. A sense of absolute abstinence.

Compared with Yan Xi, Gu Congxin is not tall, but she is also in excellent shape among the general public. In addition, her figure is relatively slender, and her chest is full. The suit makes her look more energetic.

"Congxin, why are you here? Didn't I ask you to come back tomorrow?" Yan Xi got up from the boss's chair with a chatty smile on her face, walked around the desk and hugged Gu Congxin in her arms.

"I heard that women at work are the prettiest, so I came here to take a sneak peek at the beauty of my daughter-in-law." Gu Congxin buried his head in Yan Xi's hair and said mischievously.

"Grumpy guy!"

Yan Xi gently rubbed Gu Congxin's loose black hair. Ever since she came to the head office, Gu Congxin had a sudden impulse to take the postgraduate entrance examination, which was still in the direction of business management.

Now that the graduate students have graduated, the two of them are finally going to work at the same place, and Gu Congxin's demeanor is quite different from before, becoming more and more feminine.

Smelling the faint scent of perfume on Gu Congxin's body, Yan Xi was suddenly distracted. She let go of her hand and said, "You're gone today?"

"Well, it's gone." Gu Congxin didn't seem to have noticed the dangers around her. She walked around the spacious and bright office and found it boring. She returned to Yan Xi and said, "Sister Yan, you usually work. It’s always like this all the time? It’s so cold, it just gave me a fright.”

"Really? I heard someone laughing." Yan Xi propped her back on the desk, facing Gu Congxin, this posture made her breasts look more straight.

Gu Congxin felt a little dry, she raised her hair hanging around her ears, and pretended to glance casually at Yan Xi's proud body: "But you should keep it up in the future, you can only laugh when I come."

On the first day she came to the company, she found that there were too many fans of Yan Xi in the company, and every day there was a vat of vinegar waiting for her to drink, and she wanted to fundamentally eliminate all of them.

"Okay, okay, listen to my wife," Yan Xi smiled dotingly, turned around and lifted the cup of coffee that Gu Congxin brought, "Congxin, do you want a drink?"

Gu Congxin licked her lips: "I want to drink, but I..." I prefer plain water.

Before she could finish speaking, Yan Xi took a sip of coffee. She was about to complain when her waist was encircled and her lips suddenly covered Yan Xi's lips, and then the mellow coffee was poured into her mouth Here, the taste seems to be good.

"How does it taste?" Yan Xi deliberately licked the stain on Gu Congxin's lips.

"It's okay, let me go, I'll call you the financial manager." Gu Congxin blushed and wanted to run away after receiving a bad review. She knew Yan Xi's virtue.

Yan Xi just didn't let go, and said with a smirk: "Don't worry, I'm going to get off work in half an hour, so don't try to escape."

Then she lowered her head and kissed Gu Congxin's lips, the lips pressed together, and the tip of her tongue rubbed together. After a deep kiss, she slowly returned to the chair, and continued to read the previous report.

Gu Congxin's teased heart was not nourished, but she was a little unhappy. She sat on the opposite sofa for a while and then stood up, then kept staring at Yan Xi, who subconsciously hooked his lips, the same as before. That icy cold beauty is completely different.

"What are you looking at? Come here." Yan Xi suddenly said, she pushed back against the table with her hand, and the chair slid back, leaving a place for a person between the desk and her.

Gu Congxin was found and had no choice but to walk to Yan Xi's side. Seeing that Yan Xi didn't speak, she sat on Yan Xi's lap again. Yan Xi wrapped her waist around her with a hand, and continued to work, but the beauty was in his arms, and his heart was always a little uneasy. point.

It wasn't serious for a while and the two kissed again. They were going to get off work anyway, so it wasn't too much to do anything, Yan Xi thought so, and the kiss with Gu Congxin who turned his head became more and more intense.

The neat clothes on Gu Congxin's body always make her have the urge to take them off. Is this probably the legendary uniform temptation?

In the end, she couldn't control herself anymore. Yan Xi stood up suddenly, almost shaking Gu Congxin off her body. She hurriedly supported Gu Congxin's buttocks and brought her to the inner room, where she worked overtime and rested. Very empty, there is only a big bed, a wardrobe, and a toilet outside.

Yan Xi was in a hurry when she was outside, but now she was on the bed and kissed Gu Congxin slowly, taking off Gu Congxin's clothes one by one with her nimble fingers like peeling an onion.

When the cloth came off and touched the skin, it was itchy, Gu Cong said anxiously: "Hurry up!"

"No hurry, no hurry."

The closer to the critical place, the more Yan Xi played tricks. She took off the small piece of cloth for a long time before taking it off, but Gu Cong was anxious, her eyes were full of lust.

Over the years, the two have faced each other countless times, and the shame has long been eaten by the two, but the desire|desire has grown endlessly.

Gu Congxin was lying naked on the bed, like a concubine who was waiting for the emperor to come. If she hadn't come to be an aunt these days, and she was always on top, she wouldn't have let Yan Xi mess around like this.

"It's started." Yan Xi greeted him before starting, then bent down and kissed Gu Congxin's forehead, lips, and chin. The kiss went all the way down, through the chest, lower abdomen, and to the most sacred place.

……

After several provocations, Gu Congxin's consciousness began to blur, his mind went blank, as if he was in a cloud, and he hummed an uncontrollable moan|moan.

After a long time of joy, Gu Congxin was completely exhausted.

"Come on, drink some water from your heart." Yan Xi blushed, and handed a glass of cold boiled water to Gu Congxin's mouth.

Gu Congxin raised her head and "gurgled" after drinking half a glass of water, she lay down and let Yan Xi find a towel to clean her sticky body.

She closed her eyes to enjoy Yan Xi's service. After a while, she suddenly opened her eyes, grabbed Yan Xi's sleeves, and said firmly, "Sister Yan, I want to be a leader in the future, and I want to be a successful person."

"Huh? Daughter-in-law, do you really want to share the work for your husband?" Yan Xi helped Gu Congxin up and leaned into his arms, and joked while putting on her underwear.

"That's not true!" Gu Congxin closed his eyes slightly, and softly retorted, "It is said that successful people and leaders are very energetic people, so I want to be a leader too!"

Yan Xi was noncommittal: "And then?"

Gu Congxin stood up all of a sudden, put on his shirt, and hummed to Yan Xi: "Then you won't be able to get out of bed!"

After she finished speaking, her legs went limp and fell down again, Yan Xi hurriedly caught her, twitched the corners of her mouth and said solemnly: "Tsk, daughter-in-law, you are very promising."

"Why, don't you believe it?" Gu Congxin raised his head arrogantly and questioned seriously.

Yan Xi really couldn't hold back, but still laughed: "Hahaha, if you do this again from Cong Xin, I want it again."

"you dare!"

"I'm the leader, do you think I dare?"

The author has something to say: Dreams are still necessary, what if they come true?

It's officially over! ! !