Poetry Against the Current [Entertainment]

Tang Feng held his breath and went straight to the gym.He put on his gloves and beat the sandbag bang bang bang bang, sweating all over, and finally felt comfortable.

Lin He ran beside him and stayed with him for a while.Tang Feng was tired and sat on the side to rest.Lin He came over and said, "Is it better?"

Tang Feng said in a muffled voice, "Okay."

Lin He pinched his face and said, "Aren't you still angry?"

Tang Feng remembered Xiao Juan's words, "You two are lovers, not brothers", and it felt a little subtle to be pinched by Lin He like this.

He looked up at Lin He, Lin He was a little strange, and said, "What's wrong?"

Tang Feng said: "How do you talk about love? What is the difference between homosexuality and heterosexuality?"

Lin He thought for a while and said, "I don't know. From an emotional point of view, the feeling of liking someone should be the same. Do you still want to play this role?"

Tang Feng held back his strength and refused to admit defeat.He wiped his hair with a towel, stood up and said, "acting, you can't let him look down on you. I have to let him know that I'm an actor, not a showman!"

Xiao Juan only gave them a week, and they didn't wait after the deadline.Now that they decide to act, they must race against time to cultivate their relationship and change their relationship to adapt to the role as soon as possible.

Tang Feng said solemnly: "From now on, I will call you Xiaodong, and you will call me Baitian. You are not allowed to call me by my real name. Just treat us as a couple."

Lin He has no objection, but thinks Tang Feng's serious request to fall in love with someone is a bit funny.Tang Feng said: "Don't laugh, there's no time. Whoever laughs will wash the dishes for a day, sweep the floor, wipe the floor, take out the garbage, and do all the housework."

Lin He immediately became serious and said, "Okay, the one who is serious about dating, the one who is not serious is the puppy."

Tang Feng said, "Then let's start."

Lin He said seriously: "Okay."

The two looked at each other, then fell into a bewildered silence.Tang Feng said blankly: "I'm inexperienced, should I kiss directly? Or confess first?"

Lin He broke down a bit, and said, "I think the feeling of heartbeat should come first, what do you think?"

Tang Feng felt that he seemed to be ridiculed by him, and was a little upset.Lin He suppressed a smile and said, "Forget it, let's eat first. I laughed and I cooked."

Lin He went to the kitchen to cook some pasta.Stir-fried some minced meat with garlic, mixed with tomato sauce, and finally sprinkled with pepper and basil powder.I also mixed a broccoli with vinegar and minced ginger as a side dish.Tang Feng was about to eat when Lin He said, "Wait."

Tang Feng said: "What are you doing, do you want to test poison?"

Lin He rolled a mouthful of noodles with a fork and said, "Cultivate feelings, I'll feed you."

Tang Feng was a little dumbfounded, and said: "It's just a relationship, it's not that I can't take care of myself anymore, what about it?"

Lin He said: "It's so boring to fall in love. Before the filming started, I fed you like this every day."

Tang Feng was gagged with noodles by him, and the ketchup was rubbed on his face without a tacit understanding.Tang Feng said dissatisfied: "This is too formalistic."

Lin He said: "Stop talking nonsense, open your mouth!"

Tang Feng was fed a plate of noodles by him, and he felt that his heart was not fluctuating, and he even wanted to beat someone up.

Lin He saw that this kind of eating was too inefficient, so he didn't give Tang Feng a chance to feed, so he took a few bites from the plate and ate his own noodles into it.

After the meal, Lin He washed the dishes, and Tang Feng went back to the room to turn on the computer.Lin He leaned over from behind him, naturally leaned his face next to Tang Feng's, and asked him, "Playing games?"

That natural intimacy seems to have existed for a long time, without any rigidity.At that moment Tang Feng really thought they were same-sex couples living together.Lin He has a soft personality, and he adapts to this relationship much faster than Tang Feng.Tang Feng felt his breath blowing in his ears, his cheeks were slightly hot, and his whole body was stiff.

He said: "Go skydiving, you go online and we form a team. You are my wife, I will take you."

Lin He smiled slightly and said, "Okay."

Lin He went back to the house and got online, and someone joined their team.The four of them cooperated fairly well.Tang Feng reacted quickly and his marksmanship was accurate. He was invincible with a 98K quadruple mirror, and he was able to kill five times in a row.

The people in the same team didn't say a word at first, but they couldn't help being in awe when they saw Tang Feng was so powerful.One person said in the voice of the team: "Brother, aren't you cheating?"

Tang Feng said: "Who cheated? This is called fighting talent. I am the king of sniper."

The opposite side suddenly fired the gun, Tang Feng quickly hid behind the stone, and the blood line fell down a part.He yelled, "Honey, do you have a first aid kit?"

Lin He said, "Yes, wait for me to drive here."

The other two in the team heard his voice and fell silent.Tang Feng took the headshot of the man in the grass opposite, ran towards Linhe, and shouted: "Hurry up, first aid kit!"

Lin He jumped out of the car, threw ten bandages and two first aid kits at him, and said, "Be careful, don't rush forward too much."

The teammate couldn't help but opened his mouth and said, "Well... does your wife use a voice changer? Is this kind of fun play popular among couples now?"

Lin He said, "It's not a voice changer. Is a voice changer so natural?"

Another said: "Wow, so you guys are gay? That's disgusting!"

Tang Feng got a little annoyed, and said, "Who are you calling disgusting?"

The man said: "Who is so disgusting. Just a little bit, all gays are sick, so disgusting!"

Tang Feng shot him to death.The man was very angry, and yelled at Tang Feng for being gay, perverted, and so on.Tang Feng kicked him out, and the other person felt a little embarrassed and quit the game silently.

Tang Feng said angrily: "What's wrong, homosexuals are not human anymore? What's wrong with you!"

Lin He didn't speak, Tang Feng felt his mood was ruined, and said, "I'm not playing anymore, I'm angry."

He turned off the phone and logged out, but Lin He didn't come out of the house.Tang Feng came back slowly, a little worried, afraid that Lin He would be angry.He went over to take a look. Lin He was standing by the window, watching the night scene outside.

Tang Feng said: "Are you okay? They are talking nonsense, don't take it to heart."

Lin He said: "It's okay, many people have this attitude towards homosexuality. You only meet them once and get angry like this, which shows how much pressure they have to bear."

Tang Feng was still a little unconvinced, and Lin He said: "Homosexuality is easy to be discriminated against by others. You don't have the feeling of depression caused by long-term self-cognition blur and struggle. You have never experienced that kind of pain, so Xiao Jun said that your feeling is wrong."

Tang Feng thought for a long time, feeling that Lin He's words had seeped in.He pondered and said: "You're right, I didn't integrate myself into it at all. This journey has been smooth and smooth, and people are a little bit drifting."

Lin Hedao: "You have an innate cohesion, you are recognized by your native family, and you can easily become the core of the group when you step into society. But there are still some people in this world whose existence is vague, their personality is not recognized, and their sexual orientation is not recognized. Upside down. Just like Meng Xiaodong, his struggle is not only a struggle of sexual orientation, but also a struggle of personality. His whole life is the process of finding himself and proving his value. But in the daytime, he only pays attention to himself and gradually accepts it. a process of others."

Tang Feng felt a little enlightened, and said: "As expected of the director department, you can analyze it one by one, and you understand it much better than me."

Lin He said: "Did you feel wronged by being scolded just now? Remember that feeling, think about it more, and you will have a better understanding of the role."

Tang Feng chatted with him for a while, and felt a little empathy for the character in his heart.He sighed and said, "It's really not easy for marginalized people. Xiao Juan's thoughts are quite deep when he chooses to make this kind of film."

Lin He said: "Xiao Juan can dig into some deep things. It is a process of being refined as an actor follows him. I think your performance lacks some subtle things. You need such a person to be cruel to you."

Tang Feng thought about it, and said, "Maybe."

Lin He checked some information about transvestites, including psychological causes and cases, and actually visited some related forums.He found that these people are actually no different from ordinary people. Some of them wear women's clothing to satisfy their desire for the opposite sex, while the other part has confusion about their gender consciousness, hoping to find their own identity through this behavior.

Xiaodong in the play is the latter. Since he was always hit by his self-consciousness since he was a child, he gradually developed a habit of wearing women's clothing, and he released the pressure in this way.

In order to experience the role of Xiaodong, Lin He bought cosmetics, women's clothing, wigs, and even a pair of fake breasts from the Internet.

Tang Feng set the alarm clock, and got up as soon as the bell rang at five o'clock in the morning to go for a run.Lin He sat at home and watched makeup videos of beauty bloggers, learning how to do makeup for himself.Tang Feng came back after buying deep-fried dough sticks and soy milk, and shouted, "Xiaodong, come to eat."

Lin He ran out of the house covering his face, went to the bathroom and washed his face in a hurry.Tang Feng quietly followed to see, and found in the mirror that Lin He's makeup was horrible, so he couldn't help laughing.

Lin He wiped his face clean, and said ruthlessly, "You laughed, you are doing housework today."

Tang Feng had nothing to say, so he agreed.

After dinner, Lin He went back to the house to study his women's clothing. After a long time, he came out of the house wearing a white dress and a wig on his head. How about it?"

Lin He has a handsome appearance, and he is not obtrusive in women's clothes, but he is too tall, so he can tell he is a man at a glance.

Tang Feng felt that his self-confidence should not be damaged too much, so he was silent for a moment and said, "You are a master of women's clothing, you have no flaws."

Lin He is still self-aware.He sat down on the sofa in frustration and said, "Is that so, don't you need to shave your legs?"

Tang Feng suppressed a smile and said, "No, this is fine."

Lin He took off his wig and said, "When I start the machine next week, I'm afraid I'll be worse off than you. Xiao Juan doesn't rub the sand in his eyes, I feel completely wrong, can he spare me?"

Tang Feng comforted: "Take it easy. Understand the character's mood, sink your heart into it and think about it."

Lin He said the same thing when persuading others, but he couldn't do it when it was his turn, and he didn't know what to do.He said frantically, "There are three more days, it's too late!"

Tang Feng said: "As for the script, why don't we play against each other first. Let's go over the part where Xiaodong wears women's clothing."

Lin He memorized his lines for a while, and then let it go for a while, feeling that his emotions were brewing.Tang Feng called action, and Xiaodong sat in the dilapidated house, applying lipstick in front of the mirror.Tang Feng looked at him, and felt that the atmosphere was different. Lin He became Meng Xiaodong, with a sense of oppression and resentment in his eyes.

Tears streamed from his eyes, and he felt that he was born wrong.

Bai Tian, ​​played by Tang Feng, came in from the outside, was a little surprised to see him like this, and stood there for a while without saying a word.

Xiaodong was a little flustered, as if someone had found out that she had done something wrong, she wiped off her makeup with her hands indiscriminately, leaving her face in a mess instead.When he saw his ugly self in the mirror, he was afraid of being looked down upon by the daylight, and felt very painful.

Bai Zhou said, "Do you like being a woman?"

Xiaodong said, "I don't like it."

Bai Zhou said, "Then why are you dressed like this?"

Xiaodong said: "If I were a woman, I could reduce a lot of pain."

Bai Zhou came over, took a towel and washed it with hot water, gently wiped off the makeup on his face, and said, "I like you the way you are."

Xiaodong's heart trembled, and he felt that what he said seemed to hit the softest part of his heart, which made him very grateful.

Bai Tian lowered his head, Xiao Dong lowered his eyes, the two were deadlocked for a long time, Tang Feng still couldn't kiss.

He sat down discouraged and said, "No, this drama is poisonous and too tragic. Isn't it homosexual? How come the character is distorted!"

Lin He said, "Aren't you an actor? What about your professionalism?"

Tang Feng said: "It's too depressing, old iron, this is really not good, I..."

Before he finished speaking, Lin He grabbed his hand and raised his head to kiss his lips.

Although it's superficial, but it's really close.

Tang Feng felt a little dizzy immediately, and found that Lin He's strength was quite strong.He has filmed many kiss scenes before, but this is the first time he kissed a man.That kind of feeling is different from that of women, it is a kind of powerful collision with each other.The love between a man and a woman in his consciousness cannot be applied here.

Lin He's face was a little red, he stood up straight, wiped his mouth, and said, "Forget it... I can't do it either."

Tang Feng didn't say anything, feeling that his friendship was a little precarious.He thought that the relationship between them was like a steel city wall, but he didn't expect that it would be shaken when he said it was shaken.

He was a little flustered, and so was Lin He.The two of them tacitly stopped bringing up this topic, decided to pretend nothing happened, and lost their memory together bluntly.

In the afternoon, the two of them went to the supermarket to buy vegetables. Tang Feng pushed the trolley, and Lin He took all kinds of vegetables, snacks and wine, and said, "Buy more, and store food for the New Year."

The two bought a lot of things, went out and passed a newly opened game hall, the lights of the claw machine flashed randomly, and there was harsh music.Lin He was aroused and said, "Wait for me a while, I'll try it."

Tang Feng put his things into the trunk of the car without complaint, and then came back to buy 200 yuan in game coins. He grabbed a handful of coins and handed them over like a rich man, saying, "Play whatever you want, I'll pay for it."

Lin He laughed and said, "That's great, hug the local tyrant's thigh tightly."

Lin He took a fancy to a small blue dinosaur inside, and tried to catch it with a coin several times, but he didn't catch it.Tang Feng said, "I'll come!"

His luck was worse than that of Lin He's. He failed to grab it more than twenty times, and almost dismantled the claw machine.Tang Feng said angrily: "The odds are too low! More than 20 yuan is enough to buy several!"

The children around looked at him in horror, Lin He hurriedly dragged him away and said, "Okay, okay, go play something else."

Lin He took a rubber hammer to beat the gophers, five times five gophers came and fell one after another, Lin He couldn't take care of it, Tang Feng helped him beat it.The two knocked for a while, and the machine spat out a pile of lottery tickets for them, which could be exchanged for a pile of game coins.

The two went to dance on the dance machine for a while, and they cooperated very well, and their movements were chic and smooth, which made them look different.A group of passers-by were watching and took out their mobile phones to record.Tang Feng noticed it, and was afraid of being on the hot search, and there would be a topic like "stars are not doing their jobs and playing game halls", so he hurriedly told Lin He to leave.

In the evening Lin He cooked and fed Tang Feng as usual.Tang Feng began to feel a little embarrassed after the cultivation of his relationship in the past few days. Although there was still no expression on his face, he seemed to be in a state of uncertainty.

Lin He couldn't hold on even after feeding half of it, so he put down his spoon and said, "You eat by yourself."

Tang Feng heaved a sigh of relief as if he had been pardoned, ate in silence, and then went to wash the dishes.Lin He is sitting in the living room watching a movie, the movie is "Happy Together" by Wong Kar Wai.

Just opened it is a sex scene.Tang Feng came over and saw the picture was a little dull.Lin He said: "There are two passionate scenes in the script, it's better to be mentally prepared."

Tang Feng said, "I know."

The room was pitch black except for the flickering screen.The people in the play split and reunite, struggling in the vortex of life, and entangled in emotions.The two low-level little people are as humble as ants in front of life, and it is not easy to live. Those who are worthy or sorry in their relationship, who loves more, cannot be measured clearly.

The two of them finished watching the movie in silence. Looking at the endless waterfall at the end, they felt a little sad and wanted to cry.

Tang Feng said, "I understand that feeling."

Lin He hummed, and said for a long time, "I understand too."