Poetry Against the Current [Entertainment]

The filming of the show ended, and Tang Feng returned to China.When he was abroad, he spent all the bonuses given by the program team, bought bags and cosmetics for his family, and bought a windbreaker for Lin He.Lin He refused to take it, Tang Feng said, "Just keep it with some kindness."

Lin He put things aside, a little absent-minded.Tang Feng said: "Where's Qu Yao, why don't you see her all the time recently?"

Lin Hedao: "She's on the set, very busy."

When he mentioned Qu Yao before, there seemed to be light in his eyes, but now his eyes have dimmed.Tang Feng intuitively felt that something went wrong between the two of them.He said, "Have you had a fight?"

Lin He said: "No."

Tang Feng saw that he was being stubborn, so he didn't ask any more questions.He went out to buy some food in the afternoon, and it was already evening when he came back.Lin He was sitting on the balcony, drinking a bottle of beer in his hand.

Tang Feng opened a bottle of beer and sat next to him.Lin He leaned against the wall and whispered, "I might lose her."

As he spoke, tears welled up from the corners of his eyes.Tang Feng said: "Isn't it good?"

Lin He shook his head and said, "We have had a few fights. I called her, but she always said she was busy. She came back a while ago and was very impatient. I want her to reduce her work and stop being so tired. .She said I couldn't support her, what's wrong with her wanting to earn more money for the family."

Tang Feng felt a little sad for Lin He.Lin He's voice was a little choked up, and he said, "I want to get ahead too, but I'm unlucky, and I can't even get popular in filming and singing. I'm not good enough for her...I'm afraid that if this continues, she will also be delayed."

Tang Feng said: "Or go to Fang Jinling for help and see if there is a good opportunity for her."

Lin He shook his head and said, "The filming last time was an opportunity she gave me. I'm not from their company, so I can't always bother them."

Tang Feng said: "Give it a try, what if there is a chance?"

Lin He said dejectedly: "I can't do it, I can't help it up, and I can't do anything in another place. I've thought about it for a long time, and I'm afraid I'm not suitable for this job at all."

Tang Feng said: "You can't be so depressed, I'll help you find a way—"

Lin He said: "You go about your business, don't worry about me. I can't die."

As he spoke, he stood up and staggered back to his room.

Lin He's personality has always been flexible and optimistic, even if he is hit, he will not be so decadent.It was sad that he was so discouraged now.Tang Feng debuted with him, and he is as close as a brother to him, it is impossible to ignore him.

Tang Feng went to find Li Shuangyue the next day, hoping that she would give Lin He another chance.

Li Shuangyue sat on the high-backed chair and looked at Tang Feng, as if she was very dissatisfied with him.

Tang Feng said: "Lin He knew he was wrong, and begged Mr. Li to give him another chance, and he would definitely make good use of it."

Li Shuangyue shook her head and said: "I've given him many chances, but he can't do it. He knows this better than you, only you are still living in the fantasy of him. He has already understood that he is not this material. Entertainment circle It's a grotesque world, he's too pure, too persistent, he can't let go of many things, so he can't move forward even a single step."

Tang Feng was not reconciled and said: "He is very serious in filming, and he is very kind to fans. He is really a very good person."

Li Shuangyue said: "He is very good, but he is useless to this world, so he is destined to be eliminated. You are selfish, ruthless, and full of shortcomings, but you are useful to this world, so you can survive, and you can live well The one who eliminated him is not me, but himself. If he is unwilling to change, no one can save him."

Tang Feng was stuck in his throat by her, but he vaguely felt that what she said was right.

Lin He did nothing wrong, and the company treated him with the utmost benevolence.His character is too kind and simple, with his own persistence.Maybe this circle is really not suitable for him.

Li Shuangyue arranged for Lin He to go to the bar to sing for a month, basically treating him like a sheep.

Lin He sang from eight o'clock to twelve o'clock every night. Some of the guests knew him, but they didn't know that he was frozen, so they all went to take pictures with him.Someone is drunk, let him drink with him.Lin He refused to drink, and reasoned that he would not be able to sing after drinking.The man opened a bottle of white wine, took out his mobile phone and said, "Dry this bottle, and I will transfer you 1 yuan."

The man was tall and rough, with his girlfriend in his arms, and said: "My old sister always says she doesn't care about you, but today you met a real person, you have to give her face and drink up."

The woman said: "Don't tease him, he sings, won't it ruin his voice."

The man said: "No, you must drink!"

The lights in the bar kept changing, Lin He's eyes and ears were full of strange shadows and sounds, and the whole world seemed unreal.

The man urged: "Why are you stunned! You will be given [-] if you drink it, bragging that I am your grandson!"

Lin He said: "Okay, I'll drink." He picked up the bottle and poured it with his head up.The wine was 56 degrees Erguotou, which choked him to tears, and he started coughing after a few sips.He drank more than half of the bottle in one breath, his body seemed to be burning, and his vision was blurred.

The woman said, "Okay, enough to save face."

The man threw his arms around Lin He's shoulders and said loudly, "Brother is quite generous. Come take a photo and laugh."

Lin He blushed from the choking, and took a photo with him in a dizzy state, and the man added 1 yuan to him on WeChat.Lin He's stomach was full of pain, so he turned around and went to the toilet to vomit.

Lin He returned to his residence in the middle of the night and slept until noon the next day.He turned on his phone, and last night that person posted a photo with him on Moments, saying: "I bought an actor for 1 yuan to drink with him, do you know him?"

Those who liked and commented in the next row said it was really cheap, these people just want money and are shameless.

Lin He felt disgusted, blocked that person, threw the phone aside, and picked it up again after a long time.

He wanted to see Qu Yao and buy something for her, but he didn't know what she needed.He called Qu Yao, the phone rang twice and Qu Yao answered, "What's the matter, I have to film later."

Lin He thought for a while, but didn't know what to say, and said, "When are you coming back?"

Qu Yao said: "It will take a while."

Lin Hedao: "Shall I go to the set to see you? What do you want, I'll bring it to you."

Qu Yao said: "No need, I will go back at the end of the month and start work, goodbye."

Lin He put down his phone in silence, sat for a long time, and went to the bathroom to wash his face.The faucet squeaked, and he splashed water on his face, and suddenly wept.

There was the sound of a key opening the door, Tang Feng came in with a takeaway, and said, "Have you eaten yet? I brought you some rice noodles..."

Lin He's eyes were red and he smelled of alcohol.Tang Feng's heart skipped a beat, and he said, "What's wrong with you?"

Lin He shook his head, choked up and said, "I can't help it, I can't keep her."

Tang Feng felt very uncomfortable, hugged him and patted his vest, comforting him: "Everything will be fine, I'll be with you, we brothers will always be together."

When Qu Yao came back at the end of the month, hope was rekindled in Lin He's heart.Qu Yao was indifferent to him, always looking at him with her mobile phone.When Lin He came over, she closed WeChat.Lin He was a little suspicious, and said, "What are you looking at, you are still carrying me behind your back?"

Qu Yao said: "No way, you think too much."

Lin He didn't speak, and secretly looked at her mobile phone while she was taking a shower.His heart beat like a drum, feeling sorry for her.He is like holding a handful of sand in his hand now, he will lose it if he holds it tightly, and there will be no future if he holds it carefully.

He unlocked it, and Qu Yao was very cautious. There was no historical message on WeChat, only two voice messages received that morning.Lin He clicked to listen. It was a man who said he wanted to treat her to dinner and asked when she was free.

Qu Yao came out wiping her hair, and when she saw Lin He clutching her cell phone, she immediately became annoyed.She took the phone away and said, "What are you doing?"

Lin He said: "Who is that man?"

Qu Yao said: "I don't know, what are you doing so much?"

Lin Hedao: "Don't evade the question, who is this person?"

Qu Yao said impatiently: "Investor. He just wants to have a normal meal, it's no big deal."

Lin He was also angry, and said: "This person has bad intentions at all. Why don't you just reject him? Don't you even have the backbone to be a man?"

Qu Yao said angrily: "Why am I spineless? I work hard for my life and for you, and you still doubt me so neurotically! If you can support this family, why should I work so hard?"

Lin He's sore spot was poked by her, and he was so angry that he couldn't speak, so he slammed the door and went out.

Qu Yao stayed at home for a while, leaving early and returning late every day, and didn't pay much attention to Lin He, and had no intention of reconciling with him at all.Lin He was reluctant to have a cold war with her, and took the initiative to apologize to her, but she ignored it.

Lin He knew that they had probably come to an end, and the two of them didn't even quarrel.They lived under one roof, but seemed like two strangers.

A few days later, when Lin He came back that day, he found that the room was half empty.Qu Yao packed up her things, sat on the sofa and waited for him.

She said calmly, "Lin He, let's break up."

Lin He subconsciously said, "What did you say?"

Qu Yao said: "Break up, I can't continue to lie to myself. I am a materialistic person, I need the security that money can bring me, I need the protection of marriage. You can't afford my life, and you can't give me what I want. I want life. I am not willing to wash clothes and nurse children. I want to go up, I don’t want to be stepped into the mud. There is a boss who treats me very well. He really wants to marry me. who made me."

As if he couldn't understand her words, Lin He shook his head slightly, and said, "Is it the person from last time? He won't love you more than me. You don't have feelings for him, and he can't give you happiness."

Qu Yao's voice was a little trembling, and said: "Be sober, love can't be eaten. This circle is the circle of capital, and the people here are either the sons and daughters of capital, or the daughter-in-law and son-in-law of capital. Even ordinary people looking for The target must be a local registered permanent residence, which class of people is willing to let the capital that has been earned all their lives flow out? I want to stay in this circle, and marriage is my only bargaining chip."

Lin He was so bitter that his eyes filled with tears.He begged: "Yaoyao, don't go. I can't live without you."

There were also tears in Qu Yao's eyes.She walked up to him, hugged him, and said softly, "I'm really sorry. I love you. I really want to spend my whole life with you. "

She took off the ring, put it on the table with the key, and left with the suitcase.

Lin He stood still for a long time, and finally collapsed.

330 nine days, their love lasted less than a year.The new year was the day when they started dating, and Lin He wanted to travel abroad with her on the anniversary, but their love withered after all.

Lin He had thought about the future with her a lot, but he never thought that it would come to where he is today.

He gave her his heart.She left and emptied half of his heart.

He was at a loss, not knowing how to continue without her.He covered his eyes, crying like a helpless child.

Lin He played the guitar and sang "Chengdu" in the bar. In the middle of singing, tears flowed down his face.

Seeing that he was in a bad mood, the boss asked him to rest for a while.Lin He found a corner where the lights couldn't shine and sat drinking.

The day after Qu Yao left, she posted on Weibo announcing the news of her peaceful breakup with Lin He.Lin He turned off comments on Weibo, he didn't want to answer any questions, and he didn't want to face the curious and speculative eyes of the outside world.He just wanted to find a shell or a tree hole to hide in, and he didn't want to pay attention to anything.

He drank a glass of whiskey and was a little drunk. He was lying on the table when he heard someone calling him timidly.

Lin He raised his head and saw two girls standing in front of him.One was carrying a large schoolbag, and the other was wearing glasses. They both looked a little stiff, obviously not suitable for the environment here.One person said: "We are your fans, I heard that you often sing here, so I came to see you."

Lin He nodded and said, "Thank you, I'll sign it for you."

In a daze, he tore a piece of facial tissue and looked for pens everywhere.One of them took out a pen and notebook from his schoolbag, asked him to sign it, and then took out a doll from his schoolbag, which looked a bit like Lin He.She said a little embarrassedly: "This is a Q-version doll made by our fan group according to your appearance, don't dislike it."

The doll has a big head and a small body, with a bunch of dull hair on its head, and two big eyes, making it look very innocent.

Lin He took it, squeezed it, and said absently, "Thank you, I like it very much."

The girl hesitated a little, and said: "We have seen everything on Weibo. Don't be sad, we will always support you, and everyone will never leave you."

Lin He was stunned, and said: "I know... well, Yaoyao is a good girl, I am the one who is sorry for her."

Both girls were a little sad and looked at each other.One said: "Brother, don't be too sad, everything will be fine."

Lin He hummed, and a girl said again: "I used to canvass for you in the square, do you remember me?"

Lin He thought for a while and said, "Remember, you also gave me a piggy key ring, which I still use."

The girl's eyes were red, and she said in a choked voice: "Everyone is like me. From your debut to now, we have always liked you. We all hope you are well, you have to work hard!"

She shed tears as she spoke, she really felt sorry for Lin He.He is sad, they are more uncomfortable than him.

Lin He's emotions were infected by her, and his heart, which was as dead ashes, suddenly ached again, and felt a little warm again.No matter what, there are still people in this world who really care about him.

Lin He opened his arms, hugged them like a big brother, and said, "Don't cry, I'll sing a song for you. What do you want to hear?"

The two discussed it and wanted to listen to the baby.Lin He smiled and said, "Okay."

He came on stage, played the prelude, and said: "This song is dedicated to my fans, thank you for your perseverance, you are all my babies."

The two girls recorded a video while listening to the song, and they wanted to take it back for other fans to watch.Lin He's voice is very gentle, singing this song makes one's heart soften.After the song was sung, the two girls laughed.Lin He stepped down and chatted with them for a while, seeing that it was getting late, he sent them to the station.

The two girls got into the car, leaned on the window and waved to him.Lin He watched the car drive away before returning to the bar.

Around ten o'clock in the evening, Tang Feng came to the bar to look for Lin He.He stood at the door and looked around, and soon found Lin He in the corner.

Others brought their friends with them when they came to the bar, but there was a doll opposite Linhe.There are wine glasses in front of him and the doll. He is a little drunk. He takes a sip of wine and touches the glass in front of the doll. He looks childlike but a bit weird.

Lin He sat by the wall, his sight was filled with feasting and feasting.The corners of his eyes were flushed, and he was so drunk that he was unconsciously seductive.

Tang Feng wanted to go over to say hello to him, but a middle-aged woman walked over first and sat beside him.

Lin He glanced at her. The woman was in her forties, well dressed, and a man who looked like a bodyguard followed behind her.She said: "Lin He, hello. I like your play very much, and I am also your fan."

Tang Feng raised his eyebrows, sat down in a corner not far from them, and listened to them with his back turned.

The pianist played a piece of music, the lights were dim, and the atmosphere in the bar was ambiguous, with undercurrents surging.

The woman said, "Why haven't you been filming recently?"

Lin He didn't speak, and clinked glasses with the doll again.The woman took out her business card and said, "I'm a director of a cosmetics company. I wanted to ask you to be a spokesperson some time ago, but your company rejected it. I want to know, do you intend to reconsider working with our company now?"

Lin Hedao: "Endorsement? What are the conditions?"

The woman said: "200 million in three years, I invite you to come out to meet and chat with me once in a while."

Lin Hedao: "I don't accompany the dinner or chat with you, you have found the wrong person."

The woman said: "Think about the lack of money? We can discuss it again. I know that you have been frozen by Li Shuangyue. Now you have no money and can't cancel the contract, so you can only sing here. I will give you 30 a month, and you and me for a year. It's easy." Earn the termination fee, are you interested?"

Lin He smiled, looked at her and said, "I'm worth so much? What do you like about me?"

The woman looked at him with her chin resting on her cheeks, as if admiring a painting, and said, "If you like this kind of thing, it's about fate. If you have to say it, you look a bit like my first love."

Tang Feng snorted, thinking: "Routine."

The woman stuffed the business card into Lin He's chest pocket, brushed aside his dangling bangs, and said, "I like your eyes, which are clean and seductive without knowing it. There are not many men with such eyes nowadays. "

She slid her fingertips down, wanting to touch his cheek.Lin He pushed her hand away and said, "I see, I will think about it."

He grabbed the doll and walked out.The woman drank the rest of his wine, squinted her eyes comfortably, and played with the wine glass lightly in her hand, as if she was nostalgic for the temperature on it.

Tang Feng followed Lin He out of the bar.Lin He walked in front, Tang Feng went to drive over, followed him and honked.Lin He looked back at him, as if he knew he was coming.

Tang Feng said: "Get in the car, I'll take you back."

Lin He ignored him and walked along the road.Tang Feng had no choice but to drive behind him, the speed of the car was as slow as a turtle crawling.

Lin He walked to the edge of the embankment and stopped.Tang Feng got out of the car, walked over and said, "Come back with me."

Lin He said: "I want to blow the wind for a while."

Tang Feng said: "Aren't you cold?"

Lin He said: "Drink too much wine, so irritable."

He sat on the embankment, listening to the sound of rushing water, fell into silence.Tang Feng went back to the car and took a blanket, and wrapped it up on his own initiative.Lin He pillowed the doll, wrapped in a blanket, and felt that he could fall asleep here.

Tang Feng sat beside him and said, "I heard what was said just now."

Lin He said, "Well, I saw you."

Tang Feng said: "Don't promise her. If you want to terminate the contract, I'll help you raise money."

Lin He shook his head and said, "No need."

Tang Feng said: "Your affairs are mine affairs, so don't be arrogant at this moment."

Lin He didn't speak.He took off the key, looked at the stainless steel pig on the key ring, felt drunk for a long time, closed his eyes and fell asleep like this.

Tang Feng sighed, picked him up, and dragged him back to the car.Then he found an extra piece of paper on the windshield.

He got a ticket for parking indiscriminately.