i want to go home

The car was speeding all the way, Xie Yuming looked out the window in a panic, when the slightly familiar scenery came into view, he started to tremble, and asked Li Qian stutteringly: "Qianqian, where are you going?"

Because it was night and the speed of the car was fast, Li Qian concentrated on driving, and only replied: "Get off the car and tell you, sit down obediently."

Xie Yuming was even more frightened. Although he had only walked once, he was very sensitive to this road. This was clearly the way to the hospital. Qianqian didn't want him anymore!Qianqian wants to lose him!

"No! No, I don't want to go! Qianqian, I don't want to go!" He yelled in panic, desperately trying to open the door, but Li Qian had already locked it, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't open it.

"Sit down!" Li Qian explained quickly, "Something happened at home, I have to go back immediately, and I will pick you up in a few days."

Xie Yuming's mind was buzzing now, he didn't listen to a word of what Li Qian said, he just thought that Li Qian was going to send him back.

"I don't want to go back..." Xie Yuming began to cry, and reached out to grab Li Qian's shoulder, "I won't go back, I'm not sick! Don't, don't..."

Li Qian slowed down the speed of the car, trying to calm his panic: "I will come to pick you up."

Xie Yuming shook his head quickly, and shouted sharply: "You lied! You lied to me! I've been waiting for you for a long time, but you didn't come!"

"Xie Yuming, my grandfather has also gone to the hospital, I'm going back to find him."

As soon as Li Qian finished speaking, Xie Yuming hurriedly said, "I'm going too, I'm going too!"

If he could take him there, Li Qian would take him too, but on the one hand, he was anxious to see how his grandfather was doing, and it was very troublesome to take care of Xie Yuming. At this juncture, it is outrageous to bring back the ex-boyfriend—or the ex-boyfriend to whom the old man disliked after the two broke up.

"No." He didn't want to explain this to Xie Yuming, he just said, "I want to take care of my grandpa, and I don't have the energy to take care of you for now. You can stay in the hospital for a few days, okay?"

Xie Yuming didn't speak for a long time, but his body was shaking more and more violently. He was awake for a while and lost his mind for a while, obviously in a very bad state.

When they reached the entrance of the hospital, Li Qian stopped the car and called the dean whom he met when he took Xie Yuming away last time, and explained the reason. The other party would not refuse because of Xie's family's sake.

Li Qian got out of the car, went around to open the car door for Xie Yuming, and unbuckled the seat belt. The other party, who was dumbfounded at first, plunged into his arms, trembling and begging, "I'm good... Qianqian , I don’t want to kiss anymore, I listen to you, don’t abandon me... woo, Qian, I don’t want me, I don’t want to, I want to go home Qianqian...I want to go home..."

He looked up at Li Qian, with tears winding down his face, looking pitiful.

As soon as the hysteria started, he couldn't think of any reason, he just stubbornly felt that Li Qian didn't want him anymore.

While Li Qian was anxious to go back to City C to see his grandfather, he comforted Xie Yuming and pulled him away.

"Ah, no, no... Qianqian, Qianqian, I beg you..." Xie Yuming was pulled out by him, slid down Li Qian's pants and sat down on the ground, hugging his thigh and begging, crying uncontrollably, "I'll Don't make Qianqian angry anymore...I'm very good, I will be very good, please, please! It hurts...go home, go home, okay? I beg Qianqian..."

He now thinks that Li Qian doesn't want him because he's been misbehaving all day, didn't listen to him, and still wants to kiss him all the time.

Li Qian had a headache, this little troublemaker was most unreasonable.Thinking so, he also knew that it was because of Xie Yuming's illness, so he had to squat down and explain to him patiently: "I don't want you, I'll come back to pick you up after I'm done, okay?"

Xie Yuming's face was full of tears, he was so embarrassed, because Li Qian's coaxing calmed down a little, he choked up and said in a low voice: "But I don't want, I don't want to go back here..."

The night here is dark and cold, which makes him very afraid.

What's more, what if Qianqian forgets to pick him up?

Or what if Qianqian dislikes him and doesn't want to come pick him up?

Xie Yuming started to sob again, and now he no longer bothered Li Qian to take him away, but looked at him with red eyes and asked softly, "I, I won't make trouble...Will Qianqian come to pick me up?"

Li Qian nodded affirmatively: "Yes, take care of yourself obediently and be obedient."

"Qianqian must come, come to pick me up, please...don't forget, don't forget..." He burst into tears, begging for his assurance.

"En." Li Qian smoothly grabbed his waist and lifted him up.

"Please, I must, must come..." Xie Yuming lay on Li Qian's shoulder and cried intermittently, as if a piece of his heart had been wrung out.He began to vaguely understand that Li Qian didn't have to come, he could let go of it, leave in a cool and unrestrained manner, and then leave him alone in the hospital, never to return home.

Li Qian raised his head, wiped his tears with his hand, kissed his forehead tenderly like he used to coax his little cousin, and then he himself was surprised by this erratic movement.

But this kiss worked very well, Xie Yuming stared blankly at him for a while with a crying face, then buried himself in his neck, and said softly: "I'll wait for you..."

Ordinarily, his mature man's voice is very weird to say such soft and coquettish words, but the ignorance in the words is very natural, except for the tone, it really gives people a feeling of immature children.

Seeing that Xie Yuming was finally settled, Li Qian heaved a sigh of relief and patted him, "Let's go, I'm in a hurry to go back. I'll come back to pick you up when I'm fine, huh?"

Xie Yuming nodded, said "OK" in a low voice, followed Li Qian into the hospital, and added sensiblely, "It will be fine."

Li Qian smiled slightly, hoping to lend him a good word.After sending Xie Yuming to the nurse, he got into the car and left without stopping. It had already been delayed for half an hour, and he had to be faster.

It was already three o'clock in the morning when I arrived in City C. My uncle called once and told him not to worry too much. It was his aunt who was too flustered. The actual situation was not that serious. Drive slowly and pay attention to safety.

When Li Qian finally arrived at the hospital, his grandfather had already fallen asleep.Uncle was watching the night, seeing that he was tired from driving all night, and wanted him to sleep for a while.Li Qian shook his head, and after learning more about his grandfather's situation, he coaxed his uncle home to sleep.

Sitting on the chair and sighing, looking at the kind old man whom he hadn't seen for a long time on the hospital bed, he also leaned on the chair and slowly narrowed his eyes.

Li Qian stayed here for seven days, chatting with the old man every day, and promised many times that he would come back early during the Chinese New Year. He didn't return to City A until the hospital called to say that Xie Yuming was missing.

In the end, it was also the reason why Xie Yuming learned his lesson, he didn't go crazy, he wasn't noisy, and he could basically communicate normally. The doctor diagnosed him as being in good spirits. In addition, Li Qian didn't take the chain with him, so they didn't lock it again when they saw it. He disappeared, but I didn't expect to find that he was gone at noon today.

Thinking about going back and catching Xie Yuming to give him a good spanking, and seeing that he would run around in disobedience next time, he secretly suppressed the worries in his heart.

There has been no news of him finding anyone there. Li Qian speeded up again and again. After arriving in City A, he changed his mind and suddenly changed his direction. Instead of running to the mental hospital, he drove in the direction home.

When he saw Xie Yuming who was curled up in a ball and became dirty again at the door of his house, he didn't know what his mixed feelings were, but at least it was clear-he was very angry now.

Xie Yuming's eyes lit up when he saw him, and he wanted to pounce on him, but when he realized that his complexion was not good, he retreated two steps timidly and grabbed the door frame tightly.

The two didn't stand in a stalemate for a long time. When Li Qian walked in front of him, Xie Yuming couldn't help hugging him, and complained softly, "You haven't come to pick me up for a long time..."

Li Qian was going to be laughed at by him. In the past seven days, he sneaked out by himself, what if he really lost it.Now I have learned how the villain will sue first, saying that he is wrong!

He didn't open the door either, and pushed Xie Yuming away and asked, "Why did you promise me before?"

Xie Yuming leaned forward guiltily and wanted to hug him again, but Li Qian stopped him.

"Answer me well."

"I'll be obedient, wait for you...don't make trouble...will be good..." He stammered and lowered his head to state, his eyes were red with grievance.

"Then why did you run out by yourself?" Li Qian took out his mobile phone and called the hospital, telling them that he had found Xie Yuming.

Xie Yuming was so wronged, and Li Qian didn't give him a hug, so he could only pull the doorknob and twist it back and forth.

"I miss you……"

He felt that this was the most sufficient reason in the world, but Li Qian didn't buy it, and snorted coldly: "This is not an excuse, do you realize your mistake?"

As he expected, Xie Zuo Zuo stubbornly refused to speak, pursing his lips and looking at his shoes.

"If you don't realize your mistake, don't go in." Li Qian meant to say that he would spend time with him at the door, when would he know where his mistake was, and when would the two of them go home.Unexpectedly, Xie Yuming, who was as stubborn as a cow just now, collapsed when he heard his words, his legs softened and he sat on the ground, leaning his back against the door and crying loudly.

"I was wrong, I was wrong...Qianqian don't want, hiccup, I know I was wrong!" Li Qian pushed him away twice and refused to hug him, so he didn't dare to try again, and grabbed his trouser legs with both hands, " Don't, don't want me, I don't dare anymore... go home, okay?"

He was afraid that Li Qian would not let him go home, he was so afraid that as long as he didn't treat him like this, he would do anything else.

Li Qian was very helpless for his fragile heart that cried at every turn, and pulled his arm twice, "Get up, don't sit on the ground." Then he compromised and took out the key to open the door.

There are always other educational methods to let him understand that he can no longer be so reckless, and there is no need to use this to intimidate him.

Xie Yuming looked at Li Qian's face, hung on to him without letting go, and followed into the house.

Li Qian put his luggage on the ground and sat on the sofa. Xie Yuming stood in front of him and looked at him tremblingly, not even daring to sit down.

"Qianqian..."

Li Qian rubbed the center of his brows, and finally gave up the idea of ​​grabbing Xie Yuming for a spanking, and said: "When you are at home, stay obediently and don't go out by yourself; don't run around anywhere else, wait for me to pick you up; Usually don’t throw things around, and don’t hurt yourself. Read these three sentences a hundred times today, and then tell me if you understand.”

"Okay..." Xie Yuming obediently agreed.

So when Li Qian was cooking, there was a constant message from outside: "Be good at home and don't go out by yourself; don't run around anywhere else, wait for Qianqian to pick me up; don't smash things at ordinary times, And don't hurt yourself..."

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