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"Beep-beep-beep-"

The phone rang three or four times and was picked up.

"Hello, this is Li Qian." He habitually reported his name.Li Qian never liked to communicate with people. Friends knew his habits and usually seldom disturbed him, so most of the calls were to ask him to design jade carvings.

Li Qian was originally a jade cutter, a job handed down by his ancestor.

Jade carving is the saying of the older generation, which takes care of a series of processes such as opening jade, digging, flowering, drilling, and flowering. Of course, design is the soul of jade carving.Every piece of rough stone has its own unique texture. A good jade cutter not only designs a beautiful piece of jade, but more importantly, expresses the voice of jade and respects the nature of jade.The so-called "the avenue is as simple as it is, the beautiful jade is carved with a heart", is the lifelong pursuit of a jade cutter.

Jade carving is a job that pays attention to both carving and design, but since Li Qian injured his hand, he is only in charge of jade design, so he can't be called a jade cutter, he can only be regarded as a jade carver.

Although Li Qian's ancestors were jade cutters, in fact, no one had such talent as him, so the craftsmanship was passed on to him, but there was no golden signboard to pave the way for him.In his early years, he was still poor and idle, with a major in Chinese calligraphy and painting from a prestigious university, but because the design was too immature and lacked soul, he hit a lot of walls, and he was at best a designer.It wasn't until he broke up with Xie Yuming, left City A, and settled down for more than half a year that he finally had a further understanding of jade carving design. A year ago, he officially entered the circle of jade carving masters because of a piece of work "Children Playing Lotus". In one year, he became the most sought after and the youngest famous jade carver.The seniors commented on his works as "a bit of aura and more warmth".Although the jade pieces in his hands are not necessarily the most beautiful and eye-catching, they make people feel that they have been tempered by time, and they look extraordinarily gentle, indifferent and peaceful.

Li Qian's temperament is also admittedly as gentle and clear as his works.

But now, this always gentle jade carver is not in a happy mood, because the person who reported his family name on the other side of the phone did not have a pleasant experience with him.

"Mr. Li, I'm Xie Xilei. Don't hang up the phone in a hurry, I want to ask you something this time." The man who has always been superior has probably never asked anyone before, and his tone is a bit awkward.

"En." Li Qian tried to maintain his demeanor and snorted.

He really couldn't think of anything Xie Xilei could ask him to do. No, it should be said that he had a clear mind. The only reason Xie Xilei came to him was because of Xie Yuming. The person with the worst face in their affairs, will one day come to ask him because of Xie Yuming?

Li Qian thought it was a little funny, he could see Xie Xilei's dislike or even disgust towards Xie Yuming.Xie Yuming is the illegitimate son of Xie's father outside. To him, it is the ironclad proof of his father's cheating, and it is like a stain on his Xie family.

The man on the phone was annoyed by his obvious attitude of not wanting to be seen, but he had something to ask for, so he suppressed his temper and continued: "I hope," he paused, obviously a little embarrassed, "Trouble Go and take care of Xie Yuming, I will give you a sum of money—"

Apparently, the heir of the Xie family and President Xie, who has always given orders, has never done such a thing of entrusting others. Li Qian's tone suddenly turned cold, and interrupted him: "Mr. Money." After finishing speaking, he wanted to hang up the phone.

The person on the other side obviously realized that his wording was really bad, and said quickly: "Wait, don't hang up first! Listen to me, Xie Yuming is crazy."

Li Qian was taken aback. He hadn't paid attention to Xie Yuming's news in the past two years, and he had never seen the media report on him again. He seemed to have disappeared, but now Xie Xilei actually told him: Xie Yuming is crazy?

An inexplicable expression flashed across Li Qian's eyes.

Seeing that he didn't hang up the phone, Xie Xilei continued on his own: "Xie Yuming went crazy a year and a half ago. He had been looking for you for half a year at that time. Of course, he didn't get any news from you. Uncle Cao said that he seemed to appear Hallucinations, I didn't pay attention at first, until he completely lost his mind, and even had a strong aggressive behavior... The doctor said he was suffering from dissociative disorder, which is hysteria."

Li Qian asked sarcastically, "Young Master Xie, do you mean that I am the chief culprit for driving him crazy?"

Xie Xilei thought that Li Qian still had a lot of thoughts about Xie Yuming, but at this moment he couldn't help but suddenly realized that Li Qian was indeed a person who was decisive and never procrastinating, otherwise he would have cared about it first, not this like sarcasm.

But Xie Xilei also knew in his heart that Xie Yuming was indeed crazy because of Li Qian, but Li Qian was not responsible for a dime.He and Xie Yuming had already broken up completely, and depending on Xie Yuming's usual virtue, others could feel a little bit of it - the reason for the breakup was probably made by Xie Yuming himself.After finishing it, I regretted it too much and drove myself crazy, didn't I deserve it?Even after he died, Li Qian didn't even have a reason to visit the grave, so who could accuse Li Qian of being wrong?

In the end, Xie Yuming was so perverse in the eyes of those who knew him that it was a headache. He was a dude, but the Xie family still favored him. Normally, no one would dare to touch his bad luck, but he just cursed him in his heart.It is human nature for Li Qian not to see him; if he went to see him twice, it would be compassionate to save all sentient beings.

He was silent for a moment, then said: "I know Mr. Li and him are not happy, and I don't expect Mr. Li to forgive him. It's just that Xilan had some accidents at that time. I have been in the United States and I don't have the energy to take care of him. I can only leave him alone." He was put in a mental hospital for treatment, and the nurses he hired resigned because of his aggressiveness. But I just found out recently that his condition is very bad. Xilan will be back in four months, and she doesn't know Xie Yuming Crazy things, I have been looking forward to seeing him, but now I..." Xie Xilei's voice is rare, "I hope Mr. Li can help to try it, and if his symptoms can improve, I will pay Mr. Li the requested remuneration."

Li Qian raised his eyebrows. He said that Xie Xilei hated Xie Yuming, so why did he come here to make him feel uncomfortable? It turned out that it was because of Xie Xilan.As we all know, Xie Xilei is a sister-controller. For 30 years, he has devoted himself to his sister. It can be said that he is meticulous. He is afraid that Xie Yuming is not as good as Xie Xilan.Ha, he couldn't explain to his sister, Li Qian couldn't help gloating.

Xie Xilan was one year younger than Xie Yuming, and it hurt when Mr. Xie and Father Xie held it in their hands. She didn't even let her know that Xie Yuming was an illegitimate child.The little girl has a very good personality, her eyes bend into crescent moons when she smiles, she is a pain in the ass, but unfortunately she was kidnapped when she was a child, and a car accident happened when the gangsters were fleeing. Although Xie Xilan was rescued, she could only sit in the In a wheelchair.

Li Qian was very grateful to Xie Xilan.Li Qian's father died when he was five years old, and his mother left him and ran away with others. He was brought up by his grandparents since he was a child.Grandpa fell ill two years ago, and my aunt's family was too busy to take care of themselves. He didn't make a name for himself at that time, and the little money he saved was used for medical treatment.Grandpa's situation urgently required a large sum of cash, so he could only think of asking Xie Yuming for help, but that was when Xie Yuming was indifferent to him, and he couldn't get in touch for a few days.At that time, he was helpless and could only "split himself into several pieces" to make money day and night. It was Xie Xilan who discovered the abnormality and extended a helping hand, even in the way that least hurt his dignity.Later, he naturally paid back the money exactly.

Although she can only sit in a wheelchair, this little girl who always smiles sweetly is the only kindness he feels in Xie's house.He has always remembered her kindness in his heart.

"I see, give me the address." Li Qian said without any disturbance in his eyes.

Xie Xilei was overjoyed and gave him the address of the mental hospital and Uncle Cao's phone number.

After hanging up the phone, Li Qian flicked the note in his hand, and his expression became gentle again.

In the eyes of most people who know Xie Yuming, even Xie Xilei, Li Qian and Xie Yuming fell in love when their love was strong, and separated when their love was weak.They all know that Xie Yuming is a willful and domineering master. I'm afraid that Li Qian has suffered a lot, but love makes him give in and tolerate again and again, until the love is completely wiped out by Xie Yuming, who is the king of heaven, so the conflict broke out like this.

Xie Yuming is indeed arrogant and indulgent, Li Qian has a gentle personality, and he does tolerate him a little, but not to the extent that others think he has compromised his figure.Xie Yuming treated him sincerely at that time. Although he had a little bit of a young master's temper and was more uncertain, at least he didn't show the appearance of being arrogant towards outsiders. In addition, love is something that beautifies itself, so Li Qian didn't feel much dissatisfaction. OK.

Until two years ago, at that time, something touched the young master's nerves. Xie Yuming became very irritable, and often looked uncomfortable towards him. Later, he didn't go home for several days in a row, and Li Qian couldn't get in touch. He couldn't find anyone, and even once suspected that he had cheated.At that time, Xie Yuming's sudden temper and the pressure of his grandfather's serious illness fell on Li Qian's shoulders, which made him lose his usual rationality. However, when the man came back, he still put on a high-ranking posture, sneering and sarcastic. It was a big fight with him.

The quarrel ended with Xie Yuming's sarcasm, "You are with me because of Xie's family!"Li Qian, who was extremely disappointed, chose to withdraw and leave, not saying "goodbye", not even saying "break up".

He didn't mean to complain to Xie Yuming, but his grandfather's illness and Xie Yuming's attitude hit him hard.It's not that Xie Yuming doesn't love him, it's just that no matter how strong this love is, it still has some unequal meaning mixed with the overly unequal status, so subconsciously he still feels that Li Qian is inferior to him.

From this, Li Qian deeply understands that only when he is strong, will he not be hurt for nobility or dignity, be as embarrassed as a mouse whose tail has been stepped on, and never forget the insult given by the person who stepped on you.

You are not as good as a human, so why not allow others to recognize the fact that you are not as good as a human?

It's just that because I'm a lover, it hurts more than others to step on it.

This was the deepest impression left on him after that incident, but it was not the reason why he resolutely left Xie Yuming when he was still naive at that time. In Lai's lover's mind, the image of profiting for money, even Xie Yuming's previous petty tempers became unpleasing to the eye, so he chose to leave in disappointment.

When Li Qian was still childish, he had truly loved and truly loved, but in the end it was all turned into a handful of ashes in his memory, making him mature, but he could no longer ignite the blazing flame——

It no longer made him feel warm or hot, nor did it give him a burning sting.