Fantasy Abyss Sticking to Ink Dye

My life with the doctor is peaceful and fulfilling. Mo Xiaoqi will tell me every day after work, how his patients are doing now, what kind of people he sees, how well those patients get along, and even some Sometimes he would jokingly tell me that he met a good-looking boy. At this time, I would usually show a disheartened expression and mutter something like Mo Xiaoqi, you don't love me anymore.Then he waited awkwardly for Mo Xiaoqi to coax me.

In the past, I sometimes doubted my senses, and always felt that what I felt could not explain everything, just like two years ago, I clearly felt Mo Xiaoqi's feelings for me, but he still left.But now I feel not only emotion, but also security.I know that Mo Xiaoqi won't be by my side forever, but he won't leave me again.So now I accept Mo Xiaoqi's jokes well, and I can still make trouble with her.

Then on a very ordinary afternoon, Mo Xiaoqi did not go home after get off work, but invited me to the coffee shop downstairs of the hospital.He silently stirred the coffee with milk, and he put on a gentle smile after a long time. He looked at me seriously, "Yuanfan, how far do you want to go? After you vent all the grievances you have suffered in the past After that, what else will you do? Yuan Fan, I am very contradictory, I am looking forward to your wanton flying, but also looking forward to your meekness and humility."

I stopped what I was doing and looked at Mo Xiaoqi quietly, "What's the matter?" I heard my heart beating slowly, as if preparing to beat hard.

Mo Xiaoqi told me that Yuan Zipei was diagnosed with depression and was sent to the hospital for treatment because he was in danger of committing suicide. His family members deliberately registered him.Then Mo Xiaoqi looked very headache, he said Yuan Fan, I don't think what you did was wrong, but occasionally I feel that you seem to be living in the mood of revenge, and even give me a feeling that you are struggling. All you survive is hatred supporting you. You build your own organization, but you never pay attention to your own quality of life, and you don’t care if you get hurt. It’s as if you built it not for survival, but for revenge.

Mo Xiaoqi looked up at me, her gentle and beautiful eyes turned red, which made people feel a little sad, and then he said, Yuanfan, I am a little scared, I watched you step by step to clean up those who bullied you Falling, looking at the way you relax your eyebrows and eyes every day, I'm afraid that once all your problems are solved, you will suddenly collapse, because...

Yuan Fan, do you still remember, what is your purpose as a new personality?Most of the personalities exist to protect the main personality. Although you have killed him, you are still struggling with the past.Sometimes I wonder if your enemy has been alive and kicking, and even though you are upset, you can still exist.

Yuanfan, if you finish and collapse, what should you do?

Mo Xiaoqi spoke more and more hastily, and in the end she was a little flustered, and her hands were twisted together nervously, so hard that the skin of her fingers turned red, and she was still trembling slightly.As Mo Xiaoqi spoke, she lowered her head, choking with sadness.I suddenly felt that this 28-year-old man was terribly cute. He was obviously a very rational and mature man, so how could he be so easy to get into a dead end?I didn't live for revenge, and hate didn't support my beliefs.

All I want is to survive on my own, with everything I want to have under my control.If it is said that I have a strong desire to control, I will admit it. My organization must obey me completely, my enemies must get retribution according to my will, and my lover can only love me.

All I want is to get rid of everything that's bothering me and live with the one I love.

Even if I may have had nothing but hate, but now I have my doctor, how could I abandon my doctor.

I got up and sat next to him, held his face and looked at it carefully, looking at his moist eyes and trembling eyelashes, I felt itchy in my heart, so I leaned forward and kissed his eyes, Mo Xiaoqi was obedient I closed my eyes and sucked my nose pitifully. I couldn’t help but explode in my heart just watching this. This kind of feeling of joy when I look at someone I like is very clear. I feel like I'm going to be a little mouse, and my heart is beating unbelievably fast.

In fact, I have never really understood people who change their minds. There is no more suitable person in this world. There are only people who love and don’t love.When cheating, it's not that the other person is better than your lover, but that you don't love your lover enough.Using myself as an example, I like Mo Xiaoqi so much, if I am not a person of this era, then I think, I will be the one who will keep writing praises of Mo Xiaoqi on parchment under the dim oil lamp That extreme religious person, I will keep writing fanatically and lose myself in loving him.

When I love him like that, he is good no matter what in my eyes, and he is not worthy of being compared with others.Because I love him so much, I like him more every time I look at him, and I can't let go of others even more in my eyes.

"Mo Xiaoqi, you're a doctor. People aren't that fragile, are they? Even if someone collapses after completing their goals, it must not be me. You know, I am ambitious. I will never be satisfied. I will always There are one thing after another that I want to do, my revenge actually has no plan, and the only thing I am sure of is that I will always be with you."

Mo Xiaoqi was looked at by the people around her, her eyes were full of tears, and she felt embarrassed by the crowd, so she directly buried her face in the crescent of my neck, regardless of whether the current posture is more shy, as long as people can't see her face, like a ostrich.

Although this is very cute, and I like hugging Mo Xiaoqi very much, I still feel a little uncomfortable being stared at by this group of people, because Mo Xiaoqi has already started to bite me.I calmly watched the people around me with a paralyzed face. I kept seeing them embarrassingly concealing all kinds of behaviors, so I whispered in Mo Xiaoqi's ear, "Mo Xiaoqi, don't bite me outside, I will do it too." Awkward."

The result of these words was that Mo Xiaoqi punched me hard in the waist and abdomen. The pain was really painful. I couldn't hold back my breath. The pain couldn't stop me from being in a good mood to tease Mo Xiaoqi , I suppressed my voice and pretended to be devastated, "Mo Xiaoqi, are you murdering? If I really reacted just now, you will easily be overly frightened and cause problems."

Mo Xiaoqi squinted her eyes and looked at me, those eyes looked very malicious behind the golden mirror frame, then he put his hand under my lower abdomen, and said softly, "Will it irritate you just now? Clear, but if you want to try, I think you will calm down faster if you start here, what do you think?"

There is one thing to say, I like Mo Xiaoqi's arrogant and provocative appearance so much, my doctor had better never show such a sad and frightened appearance again.I held down Mo Xiaoqi's hand, leaned over and kissed his lips, "I'm not an irrational beast after all, please be happy, Mo Xiaoqi."