Fantasy Abyss Sticking to Ink Dye

Yuanfan perspective

While walking in the dark, the burning sensation from the abdominal cavity burned all the way up, I was a little dazed, and tried to reach out to stop that strange feeling, but failed, and then I realized dully that I had no There is no command from my brain to command my arm as usual.I basically, or subconsciously.

I searched in the dark for a long time, and when I found the pain and wanted to cry, I finally remembered what I was obsessed with.My chest was oppressively oppressive, and I tried my best to breathe in more oxygen.

After I tried to open my eyes, the first person I saw was Mo Xiaoqi.Or Mo Xiaoqi's back, I don't know what he is doing, I almost laughed out loud because of such a surprise, but I didn't.Mo Xiaoqi is the one who is genuinely warm-hearted and cold-hearted. He left so resolutely, how could he come back?When I was still in the hospital, I seemed to have seen him many times, but the reality would always give me a slap in the face, and told me to stop thinking about it, what if you are the goddess of fate who can see you.

Mo Xiaoqi turned her head and stared at me, and I just looked at him so calmly. In fact, I recognized it even if it was a fantasy, that is, I want to see him more. Is this a disguised effort to remember him?I trace his appearance in my mind again and again, even if it will be painful, I want to watch it longer and clearer.

When I saw Mo Xiaoqi's eyes, I was a little puzzled. Those eyes with a gentle smile flowing from both sides were now filled with a trace of fear, and then he took half a step back.I looked at his feet hesitantly, how could this be?Even fantasies evade me like this.

Mo Xiaoqi, what did I do to make you avoid me like this?

Extremely unwilling, I stared at those feet, don't back up anymore, if I back up again, I'm really going to collapse, I really, can't take it anymore.

I don't know how much blood I bled at that time, and my head is still dizzy now. I tried hard to open my mouth, wanting to let him come.

"come over."

In fact, when I said this sentence, I wanted to laugh at myself, how many times, I should give up this kind of soliloquy, right?Subconsciously, I knew that Mo Xiaoqi would not come back, so every time, the imaginary people ignored me, leaving me alone facing the nothingness.

However, what surprised me was that Mo Xiaoqi obediently came over and stood by the bed. For nearly three years, which was longer than the time we had been together, for the first time I felt shrinking, muttering I do not know how to confirm.Perhaps Mo Xiaoqi wanted to hear what I was saying, so he bent down towards me.

I pursed my lips and did not move, just lowered my eyes slightly, I held my breath carefully, and carefully felt the sound of the other party's quiet breathing, as well as the feeling of a tiny air current brushing over my cheeks.

This is not a fantasy. Three years later, I finally met the real Mo Xiaoqi.At that moment, I thought, if I hadn't been injured, I would definitely jump up and lock him, so that he could never leave again, I wanted to kiss him, I wanted to touch him, I wanted to bite his flesh and blood, so that he could never leave again no.

Over the past three years, the overwhelming resentment engulfed my heart. When he was about to stand up, I reached out and grabbed Mo Xiaoqi by the collar, letting him get closer to me.

"Mo Xiaoqi, if you run away again, I will take revenge on you." After gritting my teeth and saying this, I gasped out of breath.In fact, I have always known that Mo Xiaoqi is a contradictory person. Some people are soft and not hard, some people are the opposite, and some are idiots and not hard, but Mo Xiaoqi is obviously more likely to make people angry. Sometimes, he doesn't care much, and he will notice you only when he changes his attitude. When you think that he is tough but not soft, he will let you know that if you always treat him tough, he will be disgusted. You And I can only coax him.

Looking at Mo Xiaoqi's eyes full of nervousness and worry, I thought a little badly, it's fine like this, you, Mo Xiaoqi, owe me this, so you can go to hell with a sense of guilt like this, But looking at his dark circles around his eyes, I couldn't bear it anymore.I'm scared to death of this person being unhappy.I was also afraid that if I was not careful, I would push him away from me.

"I would have been fine. I was careless and made myself look like this, but if this injury can bring you back, I would rather cut the bones and cut the flesh. Mo Xiaoqi, can you not leave?"

Despite my best efforts, I couldn't hold back the trembling in my voice.I think the only use for dignity is to step on it.If possible, I want to crawl at his feet, kiss the toe of his shoes, and beg him not to go any more, not to leave me behind.In that way, he can more or less look at the so-called dignity, and the balance will shift slightly to my side.Dignity is far worse than him.

As I said, he is my only salvation, my god, and my only faith.