Cannot breathe in

Spring is always full of beauty.There are no cicadas barking non-stop and no slippery snow on which to walk.

There are only akatin and mafumafu who came to look for akatin in the classroom after school.

The carefree akatin is full of obsession in some aspects, such as the world map taught in geography class, akatin will always try his best to outline those winding coastlines.Mafu who came to him to finish school with him had to sit in his classroom and wait for him to finish.

Akatin's classroom is directly below Mafu's classroom. Except for being a little shorter, it can be said that all the scenery that can be seen from the window are exactly the same.

Bored, Mafu sat upside down on the chair in front of Akatin and swayed back and forth, looking out of the window for a while at people passing by the school gate, and for a while looking at the boy in front of him who was seriously painting and drawing.

But there was no urging at all.

In fact, tin-sang's facial features are very good-looking. As long as he doesn't bear a bear, he still has a little bit of haiku charm. With his strong hair color and the light of the sunset, he looks really soft.

Akatin, who was thinking about it like this, raised his head slightly, "What's the matter mafu? Are you in a hurry? I'm still a little bit close." After speaking, he took the time to put the bangs that fell in front of his eyes behind his ears, and there was a red light again faint.

"Ah, no, you can draw as much as you like."

"Ah! You two are here to activate the old couple mode, it's so indiscreet!" Koge was left in the teacher's room after class. Seeing these two people still in the class, he thought they were waiting for him specially, but walked in Take a look, tsk.

"How about the old couple, is the dog jealous?" Akatin smiled without raising his head, "Come here and wait for me to pamper you."

"Ah, so shy!" Koge covered his face.

"Hehehe..." Akatin stopped writing, and with a wretched expression, he purposely let out an uncle-like laugh.

Mafu watched helplessly from the side at this funny Bidai.

"But to be honest, the two of you are really inseparable now." After the quarrel, Koge looked at Akatin seriously, "Some schoolgirls even posted your photos on the school BBS, saying that you two are Carry accessories."

"Eh?! Why didn't I know?" Akatin was quite shocked.

In fact, it's quite normal, Koge thought to himself, second-year popular lover x first-year rookie Xiaochong, this kind of Xipi view is simply a stunner in the eyes of girls nowadays. "Of course we can't let the person know, after all, this kind of thing."

"Oh, no girl likes it in the first place, and if you are sexually obsessed like this, it will be even more..."

"Don't talk nonsense, Tin-san is very cute." Seeing Akatin's distressed look, Mafu comforted him.

"Cute is the word to comfort the ugly, right?"

"Nothing like that, it's really cute."

Koge put his schoolbag on his back, "You can work together to shoot a girly romance drama, and tintin's height won't feel out of place in women's clothing."

Akatin ignored the last sentence "Are you leaving? Let's go together later."

"No, you have to draw the map for a long time, I don't want to wait," Koge waved goodbye and walked out the door.

The two continued to chat with each other in the classroom.

Mafu likes akatin's quiet voice very much, it doesn't seem to be active and jumpy like usual, every bit of tenderness is vaguely buried in the words, full of warmth.

Mafu, who already liked akatin very much, liked akatin even more after his voice improved.

like.

When mafu thought of this word, the moment akatin looked up, the red brilliance washing out of the window passed straight through the emerald pupils, and the complementary colors blended together to form a transparent without impurities "Mafu, I finished the painting Yo."

When this person smiles, he really can be called smiling like a flower.

A teenager's mind always sprouts at the age of 17 and grows in May.Just like at that time, Mafu seemed to have grasped something in his heart, but he didn't know what it was until he saw Akatin's smile.

like.

I like this boy.

Mafu wanted to cut off this idea in his mind, but he didn't expect that as soon as he touched it, tens of thousands of the same thoughts would be like mushrooms after the rain.

Like him like him like him like him like him like him.

I like him.

In mafu's impression, boys like boys, that is absolutely impossible.Even if he admired Soraru-senpai, it was only worship.

But now, he began to understand in his heart that his feelings for Akatin were different from friends.

This made him extremely panic.

"Ah☆It's finished☆" Akatin stretched happily, and closed the book, "Why haven't you talked all this time, are you hungry? Well, just to reward you for waiting for me for so long, I invite you to eat. The Okonomiyaki restaurant you mentioned!"

"... Okonomiyaki?" Mafu came back to his senses.

"Okay, okay, I know you don't want to eat too heavy." Akatin put the book on the table, raised his head and stuck out his tongue, "I really want to eat."

Mafu really doesn't admit that he was turned into cute by this action.

In the following days, Mafu has been annoyed about the cuteness he hates.

Time reveals the next page of the calendar, from the acquaintance in the early summer to the inseparable in the late autumn, it seems that there is only a distance of a mime.

For Mafu, the most boring part of this half semester is not a dozen love letters or a few formulas.

It's that he is now almost to the point of dying of illness, just the flash of that scarlet color, and his eyes will immediately follow it.

this is not good.

mafu is very distressed.

But akatin likes to get along with mafu very much, casually and tacitly, so he spends as much time with mafu as possible almost every day, which makes mafu even more distressed.

It wasn't until the moment when he couldn't fall asleep because of thinking about akatin that he couldn't fall asleep at 25:[-] in the morning that he decided to find someone to discuss this matter.

This kind of thing, of course, can only be said to the most trusted person, akatin is the person involved, ruled out.

So the remaining buddies are...

Tianyue-sang saw that the long-lost bamboo horse looked poorly rested, and was a little worried, "Mafu, you don't look well..."

"Tianyue, what I'm going to say next will be very serious, I hope you can accept it and give me some help." Mafu bowed deeply, "Please!"

"Hey, hello! What kind of funeral bow are you doing for me!!!" Tianyue Sang was startled, and took half a step back.

"I think I like boys."

Tianyue sat down directly on the ground.

Mafu didn't help him either. To be honest, he had already expected Tianyue-sang's reaction, and felt a little sad in his heart, "Sure enough, even Tianyue thinks it's weird?"

Seeing her friend's sad look, Tianyue couldn't bear to say, "I don't, I think liking someone is completely a personal thing."

"... "

"It doesn't matter, but if it's convenient, can you tell me the name of the other party?" Tianyue Sang smiled, wanting to brighten the atmosphere, "Isn't it me?"

Mafu didn't smile, he looked straight into Tianyue's eyes, "You know me, Akatin."

This time Tianyue-sang couldn't laugh either.

Akatin, the boy who looks like a pomegranate flower.A smile seems to be able to refract the sun.

Plants always grow toward the sun, and so do humans.The sun is always bright and warm.

So it should be said that Tianyue expected Mafu to fall in love with that person.

But when I really knew it, I still couldn't accept it a little bit.

"I don't know what's going on. It's been like this for a few months. Wherever he goes, I can't help but pay attention. When he smiles, I can't help but laugh." Mafu covered his face, revealing his whole body Helpless "I know it's not good, but I absolutely, absolutely can't stop thinking about him."

Tianyue felt distressed for her friend, this kind of thing should not be said by him, "Mafu, I think, should you try to keep a little distance from him?"

"keep distance?"

"Well... I'm not sure, but there's a good chance that if you don't see him anymore, you won't think about it anymore." Then try to forget about the feeling and be friends with him again.

Mafu bit his lip, he couldn't make up his mind.

No more looking for akatin with eyes, no more touching akatin, no more contact with akatin.

Just thinking about it hurts my heart.

"Mafu, this kind of thing, you still have to make up your own mind. After all, I'm not you, so I can't make the decision for you." Tianyue patted Mafu's shoulder reassuringly, "I can help you a little bit, but the specific things , you still have to seriously think about it yourself. Tin Sang is indeed very likable, but you also have to think about it, if he finds out about your relationship, will he really accept it?"