difficult love

Although the exam was a mess, Tan Yixing didn't care about it at all. He waited for a month with anxiety, but he didn't pass the first exam. If you think about it this way, even if you put in a lot of effort to pass, at most you will be reduced to one point, and more than 500 points are still up to you to take the test."

Tan Yixing lay down on the table depressed, not talking.

Xu Yaojia held his head with one hand, and put half of his upper body on his shoulders: "But I can understand you, it's a pity, not only you, Xie Mingjiang was tortured enough, and even gave away a system."

Tan Yixing was in pain at first, and immediately pushed Xu Yaojia away after hearing this, and sat up: "What did you say? What system?"

Xu Yaojia crossed his arms and said, "Oh, you don't know, Xie Mingjiang agreed to build an educational administration system for B Dabai in order to get this spot for you. Otherwise, why do you think you should go to the winter camp?"

Tan Yixing's mood suddenly became heavy, and he shook Xu Yaojia's shoulder: "Why didn't you tell me earlier? If you told me earlier, I could work harder. It's over, Xie Mingjiang definitely wants to kill me now."

Xu Yaojia was dizzy from his shaking: "Release." Then he supported the table with his elbows, "I also heard it from my dad during the Chinese New Year, and my dad also heard it from the dinner party. When I know that you have finished the exam, I miss you You probably don't care about it."

"How could I not care?" Tan Yixing retorted.

This winter vacation, Xie Mingjiang was very considerate to him, knowing that he did not do well in the exam, he didn't even mention a word about it. It turned out that he still wanted to have a holiday, and Xie Mingjiang didn't know how to take him and Baihui to Playing outside, he still left early and returned late every day, and he took a few days off during the Chinese New Year. It turned out that he messed up this opportunity. Xie Mingjiang had to bite the bullet and continue to deal with the aftermath. The result came out a few days ago, and that person was just cold Humming twice, as expected, he continued to flip through his newspaper.

Xu Yaojia curled her lips: "You haven't passed it anyway, so study hard this semester. You still have a lot of room for improvement. If you get into B University in one fell swoop, it's not in vain to thank Ming Jiang for helping you."

Tan Yixing did not show a smile because of this, he was still very depressed because the optimism was not useful.

When I got home at night, Xie Mingjiang was sitting in the living room watching TV. Tan Yixing walked over and sat down obediently beside him. Usually Xie Mingjiang's unsmiling side face was not pleasing at all, but today Tan Yixing looked at him with extremely complicated emotions Now, I made trouble for Xie Mingjiang all day long, asking him to contribute both money and energy. Although he always liked to blow his beard and stare, he never said a word to himself at critical moments.

Xie Mingjiang was concentrating on looking at the screen, and slowly felt something was wrong, turned his face and glanced at Tan Yixing: "Why are you staring at me, what is there on my face?"

Tan Yixing was very embarrassed, and made up a random saying: "I think you are handsome."

Xie Mingjiang's eyes straightened, and he turned his face hesitantly: "Praise me for no reason, what crooked idea are you thinking?"

Tan Yixing moved, and immediately retracted into Xie Mingjiang's arms. Xie Mingjiang was startled by his sudden movement, hugged him quickly, and put his head on his shoulders

Tan Yixing kissed Xie Mingjiang's chin again and again. Xie Mingjiang's body hair is not heavy, and his beard doesn't need to be shaved every day, but it should be freshly shaved today, and his chin is very refreshing. Being kissed by Tan Yixing, his tone seemed to relax with his body: "You What's going on today?"

Tan Yixing raised his arms around Xie Mingjiang's neck, and made up his mind to express his ambition: "Xie Mingjiang, I have decided, I will study hard and get into B University by myself!"

Xie Mingjiang shook his neck and smiled lightly.

Tan Yixing lay in his arms and felt his chest heaving with a smile. He said it sincerely, but he didn't expect that Xie Mingjiang didn't take it seriously, so he couldn't help being a little angry, and tugged at Xie Mingjiang's ear: "Why? Don't believe me Ah! I am very serious, starting tonight, I will study hard seriously."

Xie Mingjiang still smiled, but he turned around and stroked his forehead: "Believe it or not, I just hope that your blood will boil for a while, and don't turn off after eating. If you can pass the exam, I will promise anything you."

Tan Yixing looked up at the half of Xie Mingjiang's profile, his love for him was beyond expression, and he confirmed again that there was really no one in the world who treated him better than Xie Mingjiang.

Xie Mingjiang knew that he must have been stimulated a little at school, but he didn't know what the stimulus was. The blood was really boiling for a long time. Recently, he was no longer lazy. He seemed to be a different person. , I also know how to recite words and texts at the dinner table when I get up early.

Xie Mingjiang looked at him like that, and felt cute and distressed: "When eating, concentrate on eating, reading is not bad for a while."

Tan Yixing: "Then don't you read the newspaper while eating?"

Xie Mingjiang was so angry that he was kind enough to act like a donkey, snorted coldly, and held up the newspaper to cover Tan Yixing's face.

After Tan Yixing finished his breakfast, he leaned over and kissed Xie Mingjiang on the lips while he wasn't paying attention: "I know you're doing it for my own good, but I don't have much time for this scumbag."

Xie Mingjiang still had a sullen face: "What do you mean time is running out, you have to say the whole thing."

Tan Yixing smiled, turned around and walked out of the dining room to get his schoolbag, Xie Mingjiang put down the newspaper, and silently listened to him carrying his schoolbag and putting on his shoes in the living room, and then disappeared outside the door.

In the past, Tan Yixing didn't care about himself, and Xie Mingjiang always urged him like iron, but now he is very serious, and Xie Mingjiang is afraid that the standard of B University is too high, and if he does not perform well in the college entrance examination, he will feel too uncomfortable.

Lit up a cigarette, smacked and sat there smoking. In fact, recently, there have been many times, he planned to tell Tan Yixing, it’s okay, take your time, I have some time to wait for him to improve, and some to accompany him to fail patiently, no matter what happens in the future. In this way, I will always support him and take care of him, but then I think about it and forget it, and say that he will fail before I try, and he will be discouraged when he hears that.

When Baihui came out, seeing Xie Mingjiang's gloomy expression, she didn't know what he was upset about now, so she walked over and said, "Sir, Ah Xing is so obedient now, what else can you be unhappy about?"

Xie Mingjiang put out the cigarette butt, raised his eyebrows and smiled helplessly: "You girl, you don't understand."

Baihui got excited and took a step closer: "Why don't I understand?"

She has been with Xie Mingjiang for a long time, and she is very good at observing Xie Mingjiang's words. Now she can feel that he is not really in a bad mood. Sure enough, Xie Mingjiang put his hands under his chin. An example."

"what?"

"You have a particularly beloved toy. You put it together with great difficulty and put it in a place where no one can touch it. You hope that one day it can jump off and walk by itself. As a result, one day it can really walk, and you are worried It walks crookedly and will fall, why should I force it to walk?"

After Baihui listened, she pursed her lips and smiled silently.

Turning the page in March, city A began to rain continuously in April, and when the weather cleared, May was approaching unknowingly, at night Tan Yixing wrote the papers, Xie Mingjiang ordered the papers for him, corrected the wrong test books, Tan Yixing was not good at Chinese Okay, otherwise let him try DSE this year, but the time is too late, it seems that he has to learn Hong Kong textbooks, Xie Mingjiang has a plan in his heart, but he dare not mention it.Tan Yixing hung his waist, frowned, and kept writing in his hand. His posture of holding the pen is not as good as before, but his writing speed is much faster, no, it should be said that it is too fast. There is a thin layer of calluses on the inside of the thumb.

Before going to bed, Xie Mingjiang took his hand and looked at it. Originally, Tan Yixing's fingers were a little callused at the place where he joined his palm, which was caused by practicing bamboo swords.

"You still have time to practice so hard."

Tan Yixing yawned big: "I can't help it, my dad will come and see."

Xie Mingjiang was slightly taken aback: "He often comes to see you?"

"I don't come often because I don't come often, so if I practice better, I won't let him down."

Xie Mingjiang hugged him into his arms: "Who can really be disappointed in his son?"

Tan Yixing hummed and echoed, his eyelids became heavier and heavier, Xie Mingjiang hugged him, feeling that he was very reasonable, the reason why Tan Yixing was called Tan Yixing, maybe his parents regarded him as a star in the sky, but in fact they loved him very much. he.

Tan Yixing was half asleep and half awake, and said indiscriminately, "Maybe, there are a lot of stars in the sky, what's so special about it?"

Xie Mingjiang's sensationalism came for no reason, like a fire burning his internal organs, and he said sweet words in Tan Yixing's ear with great concentration: "Really? Even if it is, you are the most dazzling one, At least it is the most dazzling in my heart."

It's a pity that Tan Yixing didn't hear such romantic words, and had already fallen into a deep sleep.

After the three-model exam, Tan Yixing's best grade was in his early [-]s. He finished taking graduation photos at the end of May. On the first day of June, the school stopped asking them to come to school, leaving a week to answer questions. Xie Mingjiang simply didn't go to work and stayed at home. stay with him.

Baihui changed ways to sit and eat for Tan Yixing every day. She was afraid that he would suffer from heatstroke and catch a cold. In fact, the air conditioner in the house was very pleasant and the temperature was very comfortable. It was just that Tan Yixing was nervous, and his usual liveliness could not be said, and he was much more silent. Thank you Mingjiang and Baihui couldn't tell whether he was tired or scared. At the dinner table, he was picking and picking shrimps from green beans and shrimps. When Xie Mingjiang saw him, he stretched out his long arms and helped him pick them one by one into his bowl.

"Baihui, when you make shrimps from now on, just stir-fry the shrimps, don't put the green beans."

Baihui nodded hurriedly: "I know."

Tan Yixing was usually thick-skinned like something, but now his face was blushing.

He never thought that one day he would take the college entrance examination. Anyway, even if he fills in the volunteer consultation for high school indiscriminately, the teacher will not do anything to him, but it was in Tokyo. In just one year, his life has undergone many changes.

"Don't be nervous after you go in, don't memorize it in your head, take a few more deep breaths. When you get the paper, ring the bell, paste the barcode, write all the information, and read the question carefully." Xie Mingjiang seemed to instruct him while straightening his collar. commanded him like a child.

Baihui hugged his bag: "A Xing, it's okay, take it easy."

Tan Yixing saw that her smile was very reserved, and obviously he was very nervous, so he patted her on the shoulder: "I will work hard."

After finishing speaking, he grabbed the bag: "Then I'm leaving."

There was a crowd of people outside the campus, Xie Mingjiang suddenly grabbed a bit of hair on the top of his head, and kissed the top of his head: "Go, I will be behind you if you have any questions, you don't have to worry about your test scores, I will support you for the rest of your life .”

Tan Yixing wiped his sweaty hands behind his back: "Oh."

Xie Mingjiang watched his figure shrink in the crowd, gradually becoming unrecognizable.

The college entrance examination questions are not simple at all, the test is not a simple deformation of the basics at all, it is clearly a complex variation of the basics!Tan Yixing answered very seriously, and he didn't dare to neglect at all. The two-day exam was long, but it passed quickly. After the last English test, his forehead and hair were soaked, and he squinted. With his eyes suppressing his heartbeat, he followed the crowd out to find Xie Mingjiang and Baihui.

He didn't find him, and Xie Mingjiang called his name from a distance, and he found someone. After many people looked at each other, Tan Yixing's mood was very complicated, relieved and a little uneasy. Come to Xie Mingjiang.

Whether he played well or not, he himself didn't know, under the sun, the beads of sweat on his head were crystal clear, which was the proof of his seriousness.

Xie Mingjiang felt that he seemed to be shining, he was really a dazzling star, but he didn't know it.

Seeing Xie Mingjiang staring at him, Tan Yixing didn't express anything, and smiled embarrassedly: "Will you give me a hug?"

"Of course." His heartbeat accelerated after a long absence, Xie Mingjiang hugged him into his arms, feeling that the shining star that had been out of reach for so long had finally landed in his arms.

(Finish)

(There will be a special episode later, Ah Xing will be admitted to university, and he will be a college student after the episode, but I don’t know when I will finish writing it, so just throw it away when I think of it~)

The author has something to say:

Thank you to everyone who has never recorded me throwing thunder, I really didn’t expect so many, I said it before, because Xie Mingjiang himself is not necessarily pleasing, and if you don’t read the previous article, you may be confused. So after writing more than a dozen chapters, I knew that my book was going to be smashed, and then I changed my mind. I wanted to tell people who liked him that he had a good life, so the audience is very narrow, but I really appreciate it. The last of you~~