difficult love

But there is nothing to help, the long distance cannot quench the near thirst, and Tan Yixing will be thousands of miles away in the future, and he will not be overpowered. The big thing... let's forget it.Hope nothing major happens to him.

Xie Mingjiang has become two of me, the emotional one is talking about love, but the intellectual one knows that this is a complete separation. The predecessors planted a tree and the descendants enjoyed the shade. When the sapling Tan Yixing was planted, I don’t know who will enjoy the shade in the future. .

Tan Yixing was so touched that he couldn't speak. He raised his hand for a long time and wiped it, and the big tears disappeared from his fingers. Xie Mingjiang remembered the fallacies he had heard somewhere. People who are really sad have big tears. He likes to howl, and often thunder does not rain. The last time I saw him cry, his eyes were hit by someone, and the teardrops were the same, probably because he was really heartbroken.

Xie Mingjiang couldn't stand it any longer. When Tan Yixing took his hand away and regained his calm face again, he said, "Then I'm leaving. You still have to go through security checks, so don't miss the flight."

Tan Yixing didn't say a word until he turned away and walked out of the gate of the waiting hall. Tan Yixing chased him out and shouted at his back: "Xie Mingjiang!"

Xie Mingjiang stopped and looked at him from across the road. His black windbreaker was blown away by the wind. He was wearing a clean and neat white shirt. He was thin but tall, with tears streaming down his face, and his face was shining: "Xie Mingjiang! I am a coward, You are megalomaniac!"

Tan Yixing is not young anymore, why are you still so worried about him?

Xie Mingjiang was indifferent but heartbroken, he decided not to look away, and walked towards the underground parking lot, the sun's rays disappeared bit by bit from above his head.

The sorrow of parting surrounded Xie Mingjiang like darkness, he thought angrily for a moment, in fact, he was slowly changing his arrogance, but Tan Yixing was too timid to have time to wait for him, so there was nothing he could do, arrogance It's not suitable to fall in love with a coward, it's not suitable to fall in love.Originally, Tan Yixing couldn't help himself, and in the future, he will be dominated by the stars, step by step, no matter whether he is pretending to be optimistic or really optimistic, his smile will only become more contrary to his will in the future, but so what, he is the real only child of the Jinguji family Xie Mingjiang really couldn't think of a reason to "rescue" him and tell him to let go of the responsibility on his shoulders.

In other words, realistically and emotionally, this ending is inevitable.

Tan Yixing came jumping like a dog, but walked away as calmly as water, Xie Mingjiang came home, felt tired during the day, went upstairs to sleep, and slept until night fell, Baihui made him dinner, made him dinner, slapped Tan Yixing and him on the sidelines How to separate at the airport.

Xie Mingjiang answered absent-mindedly, chewing on the abruptness that there was no one on the other side, and the picky and picky person on the other side who had a slip of the tongue was already used to it, and now there is no room for him to look at the empty space.Xie Mingjiang pointed at the opposite side with his chopsticks, and said to Baihui: "You can sit down and eat with me in the future to save time." Baihui didn't appreciate it at all, and waved her hands: "I don't dare."

But it was very bad, I slept too much during the day, and I was very awake at night. I walked around the room a few times, drank water, played with my mobile phone, read a book and smoked. I was about to take a bath, and I took off my watch. Xie Mingjiang put the dolphin bracelet into the watch box at the same time. , After thinking about it, I took it out and put it alone, but because I didn't know where to put it, I put it in front of the bedside table first.Smiling wryly, and reflecting, always repeating the loss, that feeling is not good. I was angry at first, and then numb because of it, and I never "get it". What kind of feeling does "get" feel?Xie Mingjiang also wanted to know.

The next week was very busy, busy with public affairs. In the second week, Xie Mingjiang came to the school to go through the formalities for Tan Yixing. Sato and the others left in a hurry, and left Xie Mingjiang to solve the follow-up problems.

The head teacher sent back all of Tan Yixing's winter vacation homework. Xie Mingjiang didn't want it anymore, but he didn't know where to throw it, so he decided to take it home. When he came out, he happened to meet Liao Zheng, who came to work nearby, and asked him to have a drink.

Idle is also idle, Xie Mingjiang accepted the invitation, Liao Zheng had been asking him to go to a certain bar to see young beauties, it was just the right time, the bar was blatant, it was dark during the day, the colorful ball lights were dazzling, men and women danced close to each other, the music was vulgar and loud , is a favorite place for young socialites, Xie Mingjiang shuttled through the crowd, and was bumped into by a little girl serving wine.

"Hey, what's the matter with you?" Liao Zheng was about to lead Xie Mingjiang to the private room on the second floor, when he turned his head to see his friend's chest was wet and red, Xie Mingjiang grabbed his wrist, his eyes widened with anger.

This little girl is well-dressed and lively. If it's not Xie Mingjiang's dish, then don't expect him to be sympathetic. Sure enough, Xie Mingjiang lifted her out of the crowd and stretched out his hand: "Four thousand, pay me."

"I don't care if you want to or not, walking around on the dance floor with a drink, do you have any common sense?"

The girl said: "It's normal to be splashed on this occasion, go back and wash it up, can you blend into the atmosphere!"

Liao Zheng hurried over to pull the two away, took them to the quiet private room, appeased each other, and chatted with the little girl in a few words: "Oh, your surname is Zhou, Ming Jiang, your surname is Zhou." He winked at Xie Mingjiang, but Xie Mingjiang didn't care He said: "I tell you, your surname is useless." How can such a girl get 4000 yuan, just a dry sunflower seed, Liao Zheng let her go after calming down the fighting, and said with an embarrassed smile: "I thought Zhou Zhuo was your weakness."

Xie Mingjiang calmly stated: "Zhou Zhuo is Lu Shan's weakness and has nothing to do with me."

Liao Zheng slapped his head: "Oh, then Tan Yixing is your weakness now."

Xie Mingjiang stretched his neck: "Then I have no weakness, I am invincible."

The all-conquering Xie Mingjiang drank a little too much, but it had nothing to do with the pretty girls here. Liao Zheng watched him drink too much, and finally had to send him home. Xie Mingjiang was not drunk, but he couldn't drive. Liao Zheng helped Tan Yixing's Old textbooks and books were placed on the desk in Tan Yixing's room, and the top one was Zhou Ji. He casually opened it and looked: "This word...is written like a password."

Xie Mingjiang took it over to read, and the content attracted attention. Tan Yixing wrote his name in the first article, and unconsciously read it aloud: "Xie Mingjiang took me to find my mother, but when I went to the suburbs, I got an ice bag. Mom has already gone to work in Guangzhou."

"Ice bag..." Liao Zheng cast his eyes on the ground in admiration, "As long as you can recognize this handwriting, you are definitely true love."

After he left, Xie Mingjiang took the diary to the bedroom to read it carefully, and then read the second chapter, and wrote about him again. The first sentence was: "Two days ago, Xu Yaojia and I went to the comic exhibition, and I gave Xie Mingjiang a bracelet as a gift." , Today I invited Xie Mingjiang out for dinner, took him to the snack street behind the school, and caught a dolphin doll, which he gave me as a return gift." At the end of the third article: "Xu Yaojia's coming-of-age ceremony is very unforgettable, but thank you Mingjiang made me sad." Chapter [-]: "I had a quarrel with Xie Mingjiang, but today I will mainly talk about the many good things he has done for me."

The lack of language can't express Tan Yixing's complicated mood, just simple "sadness" and "quarrel". Xie Mingjiang couldn't help but sit down and read carefully, and his vision gradually blurred.

Tan Yixing loves him, just like he loves Tan Yixing.Xie Mingjiang cared for Tan Yixing like a treasure, but he still lied to him kindly, rejected him, hurt him, let him reveal a little sadness in the seemingly happy pages, and clumsily struggle with himself in the heartbroken lines.

Averting his eyes, he noticed the string of bracelets that had nowhere to be placed, and saw that it was placed in the dark under the lamp, and the two transparent dolphins were shining brightly. Anger, uncontrollable emotions, wishing to throw it out of the window, and finally fell down on the head of the bed with a headache, thinking: You have occupied my living space one by one, and then all of you left, why should I still Live in your memories?You left me with nowhere to go, where else could I go?

Xie Mingjiang came back drunk, drank some brandy at last, and finally felt a little sleepy. He seemed to have returned to the opposite side of the waiting hall in the half-dream, and he asked the tearful Tan Yixing loudly: "Did I let you stay here?" Where and when I couldn't see, I cried silently many times", but when he really walked over to hug Tan Yixing, there was nothing.

Baihui waited until after nine o'clock in the morning, but he didn't see him coming down. She couldn't hold back and knocked on the door, stunned. Xie Mingjiang stared at Zhou Zhuo's home clothes, but pinched the shoulder line stitched by Tan Yixing. Walked over to test in a low voice: "Sir, aren't you going to work today?"

Xie Mingjiang said dumbly: "Come on, there will be a meeting at noon, and we will go at noon."

Baihui said again: "...Who are you thinking about?"

Xie Mingjiang seemed to be sleepwalking, and asked in a daze: "Who am I thinking about?" Baihui looked at him worriedly, and finally Xie Mingjiang seemed to wake up, with a pale face, he said wearily: "I don't think about anyone anymore."

A certain business unit handed over a set of office systems to Xie Mingjiang's company for maintenance. It was not a big deal, and it involved getting to know some people. Xie Mingjiang attended several dinners in a row, nodded and bowed, and acted as a chat companion. He was so busy that he was very fulfilling. .Recently, I finally got some free time. Xie Mingjiang sat in the office for a long time drinking tea and surfing the Internet, browsing the web, and appeared on the economic page of "Tokyo Shimbun". inherit all the shares."

Xie Mingjiang frowned, clicked to browse, and entered the relevant Twitter page. It took nearly ten minutes to finally understand what was going on. It turned out that Tan Yixing did not show up in Tokyo as scheduled. Some shareholders in Qiantian said that Jinguji had an illegitimate child. It is rumored that there is no such person in fact, but there are rumors that there is indeed such a person, but he disappeared when he was transiting in Hong Kong, and his whereabouts are still unknown.

Xie Mingjiang had an ominous premonition, so he called Sato, but Sato didn't answer. He called five times in a row, but no one answered.

Xie Mingjiang sat slumped on the chair with cold sweat on his back. He had already thought of the worst outcome, that is, Sato Yamashita and Fujiwara defected, and he might take Tan Yixing away just to send him to Hong Kong. Hong Kong is almost the place where Tan Yixing will die. But with the help of God, he always escaped death.