difficult love

When Xie Mingjiang backed away, he saw Tan Yixing looking at him with a smile on his face, and then felt his neck being embraced by him, and a loud kiss was printed on the corner of his mouth, and then he tasted his lips.

Xie Mingjiang was really annoyed like a cat scratching in his heart. When Tan Yixing kissed his neck along his chin, he pushed him away and said in a hoarse voice: "Hurry up and grow up."

Tan Yixing let go of him and stared at him for a long time: "So you are worried about this?"

"How old am I? What are you waiting for? Are you waiting to marry me?" Tan Yixing was incredulous, "I'm considered conservative in our generation, and I'm still a virgin now."

Xie Mingjiang shook his head: "I can't control how you mess around inside, I just know that I am an adult and you are a minor."

Tan Yixing shrugged and said nonchalantly, "Even if minors can't go to bed, can't minors kiss with tongue? You don't call me kissing me, you call me hitting me with your lips."

Xie Mingjiang was angry: "It's very good, whoever hits someone with lips."

Tan Yixing said: "Then kiss my neck, my neck will go numb when you talk in my ear, it must be great to kiss my neck."

"..."

"Hurry up and be gentle."

As expected, he took away the rice plate in front of Xie Mingjiang, lay on Xie Mingjiang's knee, pointed his back finger at the back of his neck, and said in a muffled voice, "Kiss me, Xie Mingjiang."

Xie Mingjiang really convinced him, thinking about it, he is 1.7 meters seven, seven or eight tall, he really regards himself as if he needs to be pampered, he is so tall when he is lying down, he stretched out his hand to stroke his short hair, it is soft It's soft, and the bottom part feels fluffy because it's shaved upwards, and it feels good to the touch. Xie Mingjiang leaned over and kissed the back of his neck, and kissed him again. Tan Yixing lay still on his stomach and didn't make a sound.

Xie Mingjiang suddenly grabbed his cub by the back of his neck like a tiger.

Tan Yixing snapped and jumped up, almost hitting Xie Mingjiang's chin.

When Xie Mingjiang didn't react, he buried his head in Xie Mingjiang's arms and hugged him tightly: "It's over, I feel super."

Xie Mingjiang was startled, and lowered his head to push him away, but his lips touched Tan Yixing's forehead, and he heard him mourn: "Xie Mingjiang, don't tease me now, I'm not you, I can't take it anymore."

Who is teasing who? Xie Mingjiang was depressed and didn't dare to move, his heart was pounding, pounding, and Tan Yixing was sticking to his arms, and he could definitely feel that he was helplessly revealing his heart.

Although he always dislikes him every day, and sometimes pretends to threaten him, but I really like this feeling very much, I wish I could hold him tighter, tighter, I don't need anything else, as long as Tan Yixing is by my side chattering , for his very mediocre emotions, it seems very good.

When Tan Yixing's stiff body slowly relaxed, and his hands slipped from his waist, Xie Mingjiang said: "Tan Yixing, whether you go to the United States or Japan in the future, if you want to, you can come home after you go, huh?"

The redness on Tan Yixing's face hadn't faded completely. Hearing this, he raised his face abruptly: "Did I hear you right, this is my home?"

Xie Mingjiang went all out, and said with a straight face: "Isn't there a boyfriend here? Of course it's your home."

Tan Yixing leaned on Xie Mingjiang's shoulder intoxicated and fell asleep.

It's very strange that Xie Mingjiang didn't flatter him, or be obedient to him. Xie Mingjiang was very straightforward with him, so he could play a fool in front of Xie Mingjiang without worry, and be a real child.

When he was with Xie Mingjiang, it was when he was the most childish and most relaxed. I could make trouble with Xie Mingjiang unreasonably, tease him, tease him, piss him off, and coax him like a joke.

For a long time, Tan Yixing had difficulty finding his own position. He wanted to be like a child, but he didn't dare to rely on anyone easily. He seemed to be a mature person inside, but this maturity was still very young, not enough to intrigue with anyone.

Jinguji Ichiro likes bamboo knives very much. Two or three times, he called Tan Yixing to the dojo to have a few tricks with him. His father's bamboo knives are very good. As long as Tan Yixing is not paying attention, he will hit Tan Yixing's life.

"Ah Xing, what you practice is not your hand strength, but your state of mind." At that time, my father would laugh when he practiced hard.

Father seldom smiled, and most of the time he was expressionless. Tan Yixing asked him at that time: "Dad, are you unhappy?"

Jinguji is a very hearty person who often laughs, but he just said: "Ah Xing, facial expressions have nothing to do with emotions. Dad smiles because dad needs to laugh. Dad is very relaxed in front of you, so dad doesn't need to make facial expressions. .”

Tan Yixing put away the bamboo knife and sat silently on the sidelines: "I don't understand."

Jinguji came over and touched his son's neck: "You don't need to understand, you just need to remember that joy can be hidden, but dislike must be hidden in the heart."

"How do I ease the exhaustion of this overly restrained emotion?"

"Patience. Let's not think about who we can talk to. As long as we find someone who can make us feel relaxed, we can get along as a friend or even a lover." Jinguji looked at his little son who was silent because he was puzzled. Feeling that Tan Yixing was very similar to himself in some aspects, he patted his head almost affectionately, "Ah Xing, you are not someone else's son, you are my Jinguji's son, even if you don't have a name, you still have reality. You can't help yourself."

Later, Jingu Temple died of a sudden heart attack, and Tan Yixing had to be taken over by Sato, Yamashita, and Fujiwara. In fact, Sato was indeed the one who cared for him the most among his father's subordinates.

It started to rain on the night of the overnight stay. Sato sent a car to pick up Xie Mingjiang. Tan Yixing took the car at the foot of the mountain and parked outside Jinguji’s house. He played video games all the time. Later, Ando came over and asked if he wanted to go down. Looking at it from a distance, Tan Yixing didn't bother to look up from the game console, and said, "It's raining, it's too cold, I don't want to go out, and it doesn't matter whether I go or not."

Ando walked away angrily.

Tan Yixing looked at his back, disappeared into the black rain, and thought about the scattered words that Jingongsi had said to him. To his surprise, they were casually spoken in some very everyday scenes. Out, those pitifully rare fragments strung together all his memories of his father.

"People who are too close, gently push him away, feel that he is far away from you, and then pull him back. No matter how Sato and the others are your uncle, you are also Qiantian's young master, so there is no need to be respectful to them, because they are just Mu Qiang loves power."

Tan Yixing lowered his eyelids and thought silently. Although he was always alone and lacked company, this feeling of loneliness seemed to be more abrupt at this moment. In fact, he was not mentally prepared for this.

When can you be more than yourself?He doesn't know either.

Tan Yixing flinched instinctively, Xie Mingjiang noticed that he was frowning, as if he was not sleeping very well, got up and put the computer on the bedside table, hugged his head, put it lightly on the pillow, raised the quilt, and hugged him in arms.

As a result, the next day, Tan Yixing rode on Xie Mingjiang and woke Xie Mingjiang up at six o'clock. Xie Mingjiang carefully removed his leg and went downstairs. Baihui hadn't gotten up yet. Xie Mingjiang first made coffee, then Sit at the dining table and read the newspaper.

After seven o'clock, Baihui got up, Xie Mingjiang had almost finished her breakfast, she was shocked: "Sir, why didn't you call me, let me make it for you?"

"Get up early in the morning and make a casual bite." Xie Mingjiang glanced at her, saw that she had finished playing with her temper yesterday, and said, "Anyway, there are still leftovers, if you want to eat, go to the kitchen and get it yourself."

Baihui opened her mouth wide, a little shy in her promise: "How can I eat the rice made by Mr.?"

"Don't worry, I, a man who plays with emotions, didn't poison you."

"..."

Xie Mingjiang raised his eyelids and glanced at her. Baihui immediately went to the kitchen consciously. After a while, she brought the sandwich made by Xie Mingjiang to the table and ate it bit by bit.

Seeing that she swallowed it completely, Xie Mingjiang made a speech: "No matter what you think, Tan Yixing, I'm with him. If you want to persuade him, don't tell me. You know, it's useless to talk to me. Myself, who have I heard?"

Baihui looked at him for two seconds, seeing that he seemed to turn the page and bury his head in eating breakfast again. After thinking for a while, he couldn't help but said: "Well, I can't convince any of you, but sir, you are going to tell me about Zhou Zhuo. Ah Xing, why don't you say it?"

This time it was Xie Mingjiang's turn to be stunned, lowering his eyes, thoughtful.

She didn't mention it, Xie Mingjiang was still immersed in the decision to establish a relationship with Tan Yixing just now, when she said this, Xie Mingjiang hesitated a little, and frowned unconsciously.

The atmosphere fell silent, and Baihui sighed softly.

There is no way, everything is Xie Mingjiang's own fault. If Zhou Zhuo hadn't admitted his mistake at that time, he wouldn't have hurt him so deeply. The harm was not one-way. Xie Mingjiang knew clearly that the part with Zhou Zhuo Experience becomes a thorn in my heart, whether it is pulled out or not, it still hurts there.

Xie Mingjiang put down the sandwich and wiped his hands: "I want to say..."

"But I dare not."

Baihui was stunned for a moment, she couldn't believe her ears, her eyes widened in surprise, and she looked at Xie Mingjiang: "Sir..."

Xie Mingjiang stroked his hair with his hands, and his originally tidy image suddenly became a little decadent. Baihui waited for a long time before he heard him say: "I don't dare to say it now, but if you want to tell him, you can tell him anytime."

Seeing him like that, Baihui's heart hurts again. She respects and loves Xie Mingjiang but also feels dissatisfied. Maybe Xie Mingjiang has always been a strong self on the outside and has an uncompromising image, but in her heart, she always magnifies Xie Mingjiang's hidden softness, because Zhou Zhuo and Xie Mingjiang became a little hateful and pitiful to her, and because of Tan Yixing, he was even more timid and vulnerable.

She thought about it and wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything.