difficult love

"..."

"Let's go, let's go." Tan Yixing looked at Xie Mingjiang's silent side face, his heart ached, and he leaned over again, and said in a low voice, "Xie Mingjiang, find a place to park, we..."

Xie Mingjiang's face couldn't help burning, and he pushed his face away with his hand: "I'm going to pass the traffic light, what should I do if I get a picture?"

Don't turn your head to look at Tan Yixing, he is like a big boy who is just in love, he can't hold his breath, he is very excited.

This kind of emotion is very contagious. Xie Mingjiang forgot all the troubles at work, laughed at him, and teased him: "Dating, when will we fall in love, will you ask me for a date?"

"..."

While Tan Yixing was in a daze, Xie Mingjiang couldn't help laughing again, and turned the steering wheel: "Where are you going, ancestor?"

Tan Yixing noticed that when he laughed, there was a faint dimple around his mouth.

Xie Mingjiang didn't smile all the time, maybe no one had noticed his dimple, it seemed like it was his own secret, it made him feel throbbing, and he immediately burst into a smile.But usually I don't have much chance to play outside, so I don't know what is there, I hesitate, and I can't think of a particularly good one.

Xie Mingjiang found that he was staring at him but smiled silently, his eyes were burning, and then thoughtful. He was really troubled by this, couldn't help but pursed his lips, deliberately turned his face, squinted his eyes and looked out of the car window, thinking, Since Tan Yixing took this so seriously, he seemed to really pay attention to it. After thinking about it, he couldn't think of a place that was more suitable for the two of them to go to. At least the place should not be too boring, otherwise Tan Yixing would feel bored and also It can't be graded, and it's not that I don't have the ability to give him the best.

Seeing that he was silent, Tan Yixing finally suggested: "Let's go, go to the snack street behind our school, there is also a private cinema!"

Xie Mingjiang was stunned, he didn't expect him to go to such a place after thinking for a long time, frowned, and was about to express his opinion, Tan Yixing said again: "I'm paying for it today, how about it, isn't it interesting?"

Xie Mingjiang swallowed the words around his mouth, then glanced at Tan Yixing: "Please me?"

"Well, I can't always ask you to pay."

Xie Mingjiang looked at him, and said with gentle disgust, "Isn't your money my money?"

But having said that, the car went straight to the back of Tan Yixing's school.

There is a food street behind the No. [-] Middle School, and there are many small vendors. Because there are many cram schools nearby, it is crowded with people at night, and it is very lively. Even if it is just a simple shed, high school students with little money in their pockets do not dislike it. They sit in it A lively chat awaits on the bench.

Xie Mingjiang has never been in or out of this kind of place, and he gets a headache when he sees too many people, like chickens all over his eyes, Tan Yixing walks in front, he follows behind, Tan Yixing squeezes in front of a shop with octopus balls, within 2 minutes, eat He ran back to him with a ball: "It's hot, eat it."

Xie Mingjiang has no appetite for this kind of food: "Didn't you eat enough in Japan?"

"It's different, eating here is another feeling."

Xie Mingjiang saw that there was mayonnaise in the corner of his mouth, and stretched out his hand from his coat to wipe the corner of his mouth.

Pressing Tan Yixing's mouth with his finger and rubbing it twice, Tan Yixing immediately raised his eyelids and stopped smiling. Xie Mingjiang is like this, always making him unable to calm down, feeling that the turbulent crowd around him has disappeared, and only the person standing in front of him is left. he.

Tan Yixing's heart was beating fast, he grabbed Xie Mingjiang's clothes, pulled him to a darker corner next to him, and put his thumb that had just rubbed against his mouth into his mouth.

Xie Mingjiang's head thumped, and the only barrier he had left was shattered in pieces at this moment. He pulled his hand back, and reprimanded him without confidence: "I have paper, and your mouth is full of bacteria like this."

Before Tan Yixing could speak, he had already turned his back, pulled out a pack of tissues from his pocket, wiped his hands clean, and the temperature disappeared.

Xie Mingjiang became angry from embarrassment, and his face was burning with heat. Logically, he shouldn't have such frequent ups and downs. Now Tan Yixing has completely adjusted his emotions. If he makes himself laugh, he will laugh, and if he makes himself angry, he will get angry Well, if he made himself sad, I'm afraid he would really feel heartbroken too.

"Don't do this next time." Xie Mingjiang said sternly.

But Tan Yixing didn't take it seriously at all, grabbed his sleeve, and the two returned to the lively market.

On the way crowded with people, Xie Mingjiang occasionally looked at the back of Tan Yixing's head, a kind of fear came from the bottom of his heart, and he felt the powerlessness of falling.

Tan Yixing and his hands collided with each other, although he didn't turn his head, but when the dispatcher was about to cross the entire team, Tan Yixing suddenly grabbed his hand.

Xie Mingjiang didn't want to hold him, but when he came back to his senses, his fingers were already intertwined, and Tan Yixing's pulse was weakly transmitted from his fingers to his hand, beating so hard that Xie Mingjiang couldn't let go.

It's not that Tan Yixing didn't feel it in the front. Xie Mingjiang saw him shrinking his neck and shaking his shoulders twice, and thought he must be smiling.

If he is a more mature person, in fact, Xie Mingjiang doesn't mind showing his personal charm. He has always been strong and rich. He is happy.Xie Mingjiang thought about it wildly, until Tan Yixing pulled him into a small spot full of people. It turned out to be tofu curd, which was improved and processed, and it was so sweet that he lost his teeth. , ordered two bowls with different flavors familiarly, and still held his hand under the table.

A few female students came and sat across from each other, staring at Tan Yixing and whispering to each other.

Xie Mingjiang felt their gazes and turned a blind eye: "Are you very familiar, do you come here often?"

Tan Yixing stretched his neck and waited for the bean curd before turning his face away: "Oh, sometimes I don't want to eat school food at noon, so I come over to eat on the street."

The small life is quite nourishing, Xie Mingjiang thought to himself, but said: "Do you know how unclean this is, you just eat."

"Oh, it's okay, Xu Yaojia said, it's not clean, and you won't get sick if you eat it."

"When can Xu Yaojia teach you something good?" Xie Mingjiang found that he completely ignored the gazes of those girls, and the girls followed the conversation and turned their eyes to him, looking curiously. Xie Mingjiang was not afraid of being looked at, but Tan Yixing No, I noticed it right away, stared at him sideways, and bumped his shoulder: "Hey!"

Xie Mingjiang laughed silently, thinking he was very interesting, squeezed his hand under the table, and Tan Yixing immediately stopped talking.

The proprietress saw that an adult like Xie Mingjiang was still among the children, so she paid more attention to him at first, but she was very upset when she heard him blatantly say that his own bean curd was not clean, so she bluntly handed over the plastic bowl to thank him. Ming Jiang put it in front of him: "Two Douhua."

Xie Mingjiang looked up at her with sharp eyes, but she was not afraid, Bai Xie Mingjiang turned his head and left.

Xie Mingjiang's family used to be poor, and the food was very simple. He was very unwilling to ask him to eat these things now, and he hated it. But since Tan Yixing invited him, it was not easy to behave. Eat with a spoon very politely.

Tan Yixing really wanted to hold his hand, but he had to let him eat, so he looked at Xie Mingjiang expectantly: "How is it? Is it delicious?"

It looked so sweet, but it tasted so sweet, Xie Mingjiang swallowed a few mouthfuls expressionlessly: "Delicious."

"Give me a taste." Tan Yixing took Xie Mingjiang's spoon, scooped a spoonful and put it into his mouth.

Xie Mingjiang was stunned, and after a few seconds, Tan Yixing returned the spoon again, very happy, with a high tone: "That's right, this one is sweeter."

In a very short time, Tan Yixing finished an indirect kiss with himself. In fact, this kiss was quite deep. Compared with their mouth to mouth, they only stayed on the surface.

Xie Mingjiang was calm on the surface, but there was a wave of waves in his heart.

I can only turn my attention to other things. In fact, it is not surprising that Tan Yixing likes this kind of food. Japanese wagashi is so sweet. Pick up a spoon to eat, eat quite slowly, taste carefully.

Tan Yixing felt Xie Mingjiang's gaze: "Do you want to taste mine, huh?"

Feeling that the girl on the opposite side looked over with unison, Xie Mingjiang handed him a tissue: "Hurry up and eat."

Tan Yixing pursed his lips and buried his head down again. Xie Mingjiang felt him grab his hand on his knee from under the table again.

Xie Mingjiang has lived for 30 years, and he feels ashamed that he has never grown up with anyone like conjoined twins. Tan Yixing took him from the street to the end of the street, queuing up to grab dolls. Only Xie Mingjiang looked out of place, he was puzzled: "You also like what girls like?"

Tan Yixing said: "This kind of thing is divided into men and women, it's like a gashapon, just grab one if it looks cute."

"..." Xie Mingjiang smoked a cigarette, and when it was their turn, he took out 50 yuan, "Go grab whatever you want, I'll be waiting for you."

"Go." Tan Yixing directed his gaze to the claw machine, "I want that blue dolphin."

"I already gave you a dolphin bracelet, you have to give me a gift in return, right?"

Xie Mingjiang opened his mouth and wanted to retort: ​​"Didn't I give you the gift in return?" But after finishing speaking, both of them were taken aback. He saw Tan Yixing's face turned red, and felt his head was smoking, so he rudely withdrew it. Hand, "If I catch it, I will catch it. If I haven't caught it, don't blame me if I can't catch it."

The dolphin is in the back of the pile of dolls, and it is not easy to be caught by the gripper. It is very difficult to catch. Xie Mingjiang stands tall and tall in front of the claw machine and waits to catch the doll. I feel ridiculous.

But what to do?Tan Yixing looked at him expectantly from the side. Xie Mingjiang couldn't live up to this expectation. He even thought, if he couldn't get it at fifty, he would spend a hundred, and if he couldn't get it at a hundred, he would spend two hundred. Just let them consume it!

Tan Yixing excitedly gave him tactical guidance: "You shake the grip to the right position, and then block the body from both sides, just—"

Xie Mingjiang didn't want to listen to his nonsense, so he frowned: "Shut up."

He concentrated on the position, and then pressed the button, but unfortunately the dolphin was only caught by the tail, moved a little and then fell off.

"..." Xie Mingjiang's face darkened, and he couldn't help but want to curse.

But Tan Yixing came over and whispered softly in his ear: "Is it difficult to catch? Try again a few times, if you don't succeed, give me the game currency, and I will find time to catch it later."

Xie Mingjiang's heart trembled slightly, and he lowered his eyelids in embarrassment: "There is only one dolphin, what should I do if I am captured?"

Ashamed to say, he was so absorbed that after three catches, it was only on the fourth attempt that the gripping hand caught the dolphin's head and it fell out.

Xie Mingjiang's head was getting bigger, and he hooked his back to pick up the dolphin. Tan Yixing took advantage of the situation and hugged his neck excitedly, trying to jump on his back, almost overwhelmed him, barely supported him, Xie Mingjiang's mouth trembled angrily: " What's the matter, come down and get your dolphin and leave quickly! Go home and go home."

He thought that others would cast their eyes all over, but in fact, it was just those people in twos and threes who looked sideways. Tan Yixing took the dolphin, obviously not wanting to leave: "I haven't gone to the movies yet."

"Go home and see, I'll be home tomorrow."

"Oh." Tan Yixing took his arm and walked the last bit of the way. Xie Mingjiang finally walked back to the parking space in front of No. [-] Middle School. He was really relieved, opened the car door, and got in the car. Tan Yixing put the dolphin on his lap, Sighing with unfinished thoughts, "I don't want to go home yet."

Xie Mingjiang originally only had the thought of being cold, but hearing him say that, he couldn't help turning his head away.

The tone was involuntarily soft: "Why, do you feel happy?"

"Happy, I have never been so happy." Tan Yixing rubbed the dolphin's head angrily, "I will write some compositions in the future, otherwise I will have a hard time making up random things."

"..."

There was only one light in the car, and the warm colors shone on the two heads, and the atmosphere became warm and ambiguous unconsciously. Xie Mingjiang listened to his words, and his heart felt soft and aching.

"Aren't you happy, dating me?" Tan Yixing turned sideways, "It's my first time, although I don't know how you usually date—"

"I haven't dated before." Xie Mingjiang interrupted, "I've only dated people unilaterally."

"Single date?"

"It's just that I think it's a date, but the other party doesn't think so." Xie Mingjiang lowered his head and frowned slightly.

In fact, this is not only Tan Yixing's first time, but also his first time in a strict sense.

What's the appointment? Xie Mingjiang had never chased anyone seriously before, so of course he didn't want to deliberately please anyone.

Tan Yixing moved closer: "Then do you like it?"

Like it?It's cold, the food is sweet, and grabbing the claw machine is enough, but Xie Mingjiang has never experienced it. If there is another chance, he is willing to do it a few more times.

"Hmm." He heard his own low voice, very soft.

Raising his eyelids, Tan Yixing's face was already close at hand. The atmosphere was very suitable for kissing. Xie Mingjiang looked at him so closely, trying to see his facial features clearly. When he realized it, he reached out and stroked Tan Yixing's hair.

Tan Yixing's breathing was rapid, and his breath hit Xie Mingjiang's face. Xie Mingjiang closed his eyes, and sure enough, Tan Yixing's warm lips pressed against him.

Xie Mingjiang was so upset, he couldn't help but draw the line of Tan Yixing's lips slightly, it was sweet.