Qi spirit

Han Yuling knew in his heart that when Han Feng summoned him urgently, he would definitely not praise him for his good work. If the injury on the back of his head was seen, no matter if it was Han Feng or Luka, he would definitely break the casserole... No, it would break himself Ass to ask the end.

Han Yuling knew what the godfather's first words would be when he saw him, "Are you willing to come back?" ', how could he be reluctant to go back?He dare not.He couldn't hide the injury, and he still didn't want to tell the truth for the time being.

Han Yuling contacted Yan Yusheng on his way home, and after reporting his safety, he asked Yan Yusheng to save the video clip of Tian Yuemeng injuring himself, Yan Yucheng agreed, and then asked: "Actually, all the things that woman has done to you these days I have all the not-so-good evidence on file, um... including now, she is destroying your single bedroom."

Han Yuling was speechless, he believed that he and Tian Yuemeng could no longer get along with each other, if it was just his own pain, he might be able to bear it, but if he tried to force it now, Tian Yuemeng would be driven into a real lunatic sooner or later.

After Jiefeng parked the car, he escorted Han Yuling to the door of his house. Han Yuling saw him sliding his cell phone and asked, "Did you tell Yaqi about my injury?"

Jiefeng put away his phone and shook his head, "I actually lied to the teacher, Ki didn't ask me to report the teacher's affairs to him."

Han Yuling pretended to be expressionless, but in fact, his heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp sword.

"Teacher, please forgive me. Ki is not a straight man. He fell in love with you. He has never done anything wrong to you, nor has he given up on you. No matter how hard you tried to please him, or how unhappy you are now, you In this relationship with him, the most painful party is still him."

Han Yuling clenched his fists and didn't respond. He really understood his selfishness, that's why he was delusionally devoting himself to his new family and new life. If Ye Yaqi knew it, he could give up on him and not love him anymore.

"I'm sorry." Jiefeng took the initiative to apologize.

Han Yuling still didn't make any statement. He didn't want to hypocritically say that he accepted Jiefeng's apology. Jiefeng is a young man who has come out publicly. Regardless of his status as an employee, he directly defended Ye Yaqi's injustice. One can imagine his intentions and intentions.

Realizing that the person he loves is actually very popular and will be with others at any time, Han Yuling suddenly understands Ye Yaqi's feelings when he finds out that he has an affair with Tian Yuemeng. Burning with jealousy, but helpless.

Jiefeng said that Ye Yaqi had always been the one in pain, and Han Yuling couldn't help thinking about the past and self-criticism.Ye Yaqi is handsome and talented, but she has had no rumors since her debut. There is not even a photo of the two female artists who collaborated with her in the same frame. What about male artists?It doesn't seem to be, even if there is a group photo with a group of people, Ye Yaqi always behaves well and does not have excessive physical contact with other people.

Ye Yaqi treats people very well, but is very polite. He only gives all the intimacy to Han Yuling.Han Yuling thought to himself, if his character and Ye Yaqi were switched, and the person Tian Yuemeng fell in love with was actually Ye Yaqi, would the result be the same as now?

First of all, Ye Yaqi will never have a good impression of Tian Yuemeng, and Han Yuling has to admit that although he clearly resisted Tian Yuemeng, he had cared for Tian Yuemeng many times before that. I have always thought that as long as I don't like others, I don't have to worry about being misunderstood by others.

If he had been business-like and polite to Tian Yuemeng from the beginning, the result would not be what it is now.If Tian Yuemeng had never held a little bit of compassion and kindness towards Tian Yuemeng, she should have forced Tian Yuemeng to take contraceptive measures after being forced to have sex.If you are honest, tell Ye Yaqi after the incident, the two of you can talk about it early and then make a decision that is acceptable to both of you, it must be ten thousand times better than telling Ye Yaqi that you are about to have a son and get married.

Why didn't the godfather mention himself?Han Yuling couldn't help feeling angry.Is it because the godfathers think highly of themselves and feel that they can handle it well, so they stand by and watch?The more Han Yuling thought about it, the more angry he became, angry with himself, it was too useless, he chose to avoid the problem before things got better, and when it was too late, he isolated himself, avoided those who could help him, and pretended to be like this for the rest of his life It doesn't matter if you go down.

It doesn't matter.If things go on like this, the child is most likely to live the same childhood as himself after birth—being resented by his own mother, and there is no true love between parents.Han Yuling immediately felt extremely ashamed, feeling that he was not as good as the very young He Xingtian back then. When He Xingtian chose Tan Jun, it was tantamount to choosing a better environment for his children to grow up, and only then did he cultivate the independent and impeccable Yufeng.

Jiefeng waited for Han Yuling to enter the door and said goodbye. Han Yuling stepped into the long-lost home with a heavy heart. The home furnishings were exactly the same as before, simple and clean, not always neat. I saw half of the newspapers and magazines, the mobile phone charger that was not rolled up properly, the pillow that was taken out of the bedroom, the snack packaging bag tied with a rubber ring, the facial massager that Luka occasionally used for beauty treatment, and the occasional facial massager that Han Feng used Dumbbells for arm strength...

There is the sound of clinking kitchen utensils and the mouth-watering aroma of cooking.

"That has to be stewed for another half an hour." It was Aunt Qiu's voice.

"Can I taste it?" Luca was also in the kitchen.

Han Yuling didn't go to the kitchen. He had already seen Han Feng's back standing on the balcony. He saw that Han Feng was holding something in his hand. It was actually a cigarette that he had quit a long time ago, but he hadn't lit it. Han Yuling understood that feeling. He couldn't smoke at home. But mentally, we often need to decompress, so we just hold the cigarette and taste the taste of nicotine.

Han Yuling slowly opened the glass door of the balcony, Han Feng didn't look back, just as Han Yuling thought, Han Feng put the cigarette in his mouth.

But Han Feng didn't ask - are you willing to come back?

"How is married life? Mr. Yan." Han Feng said.

In an instant, Han Yuling realized that Ye Yaqi was not the only one he had hurt.

Han Feng, Luka, Lu Shaozong, Xia Mu...these four godfathers always hope that Han Yuling can grow up and act like an adult who can take on big things. Let those who love him feel at ease with him, but he actually did the opposite, withdrawn from the care of his godfather, and lived a very bad life.

If he no longer regards Han Feng as his father, Han Yuling immediately doesn't know how to communicate with Han Feng. He can't treat Han Feng like Yan Yunhe and Luo Heyu, or he will be struck by lightning.

"Aren't you going to talk?" Han Feng looked at Han Yuling, looked at it for a while, and then threw the cigarette into the potted plant.

Han Yuling turned his face to avoid Han Feng's gaze, and he clenched his teeth tightly, causing the back of his head to ache.

"Why do you look like I'm going to hit you?" Han Feng leaned his back against the balcony railing, with his arms wrapped around his chest, "You have become an adult in the family, and you have your own sense of responsibility. I only asked you to come back because Aunt Qiu wants to make soup for you to mend your body, if you don’t want to talk about it, just pretend I didn’t ask about it.”

"How?" Han Feng raised his chin, as if he was asking the visiting guests, "Would you like tea or beer?"

Han Yuling raised his hand, covering his eyes with the back of his hand, and couldn't put it down for a long time. He wanted to hide his gradual breakdown, but he couldn't stop crying silently.

"Help me..." The request that had been hidden in my heart for the past few months was finally unable to be buried in front of Han Feng.

Han Feng sighed softly, and Han Yuling felt all the distress and pity contained in this sigh. He knelt down in front of Han Feng in an instant, grasped the corner of Han Feng's clothes weakly with both hands, lowered his head and choked up: "I've had enough!" ...I was wrong...Brother Feng...help me..."

Long-term mental fatigue, coupled with the consumption of a large amount of blood loss earlier, was like a heavy weight suddenly weighing on the top. Han Yuling couldn't use the strength to stand up, and could only kneel on the ground and wait for Han Feng's response. Unexpected events similar to the scene emerged unexpectedly. In my mind, at that time, Han Yuling ignored the rough ground and begged Yan Yunhyuk not to leave him on his knees, but Yan Yunhyuk didn't respond, but walked away resolutely.

Recalling the past, Han Yuling realized how unbearable he is now.No growth, no change.Han Fenghui, like Yan Yunhe, was tired of being weak and let go. Thinking of this, Han Yuling stopped begging, lowered his limp hands, and felt that he should no longer expect Han Feng to turn around the unfortunate situation for himself again. Life.

"Are you sure, you want me to help you." Han Feng's voice was hoarse and steady, and his questions always had no obvious cadence, making people feel that the intention of being questioned, as if what he said was already Answer.

Han Yuling raised his head with difficulty, Han Feng's eyes were as sharp as ever, but he felt a steady stream of warmth from them.

"I don't want it anymore." Han Yuling shook his head, "I don't want...people who don't know me blindly congratulate me on my happiness, I don't want to care about people who don't love me anymore, I don't want to hurt people who love me anymore...I... Don't want to... try to build a normal family with a dad, a mom..."

Han Feng snorted softly again, and Han Yuling felt his hands being touched by Han Feng. Soon, Han Feng opened his arms and held him safely in his heart.

"You have worked hard, we see." Han Feng said softly, "You are not wrong, if you are wrong, then we are all wrong, we all thought that you want a life like many people, we all thought, maybe ...The people who shouldn't appear in your life the most are us."

Han Yuling clenched his arms tightly, afraid that Han Feng would not remember that he was able to survive to this day relying on the protection of his godfather.

"You have to be mentally prepared." Han Feng's tone became serious.

Han Yuling nodded slowly.

"You will go through the process of being spurned by public opinion again."

"I'm not afraid." Han Yuling let go of Han Feng and wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeve, "If I don't go to hell, who will?"

Han Feng flicked Han Yuling's forehead with his finger, and cursed with a smile: "I'm afraid the mouth of hell can't fit the five of us at once!"

The balcony door was opened, and Luca lowered his head and stared helplessly at the father and son who were squatting on the ground, but his eyes were still locked on Han Yuling's injury.

"What accident is so presumptuous? Dare to break your head?" Luka's gritted teeth made Han Yuling feel daunted.

"Hang... hang the lamp..." Han Yuling said with trembling lips.

Luka narrowed his eyes, winked at Han Feng, and then exited the balcony.

Han Yuling blinked, looked back at Han Feng, Han Feng raised his eyebrows and glared at him, "I don't make a good draft for lying, I owe you a beating, brother Lu wants me to punish you for 10 minutes, come here!" Han Feng picked Han Yuling up in one fell swoop as he said He got up and strode towards the bedroom.

"Uh! No! Brother Feng! Brother Lu means that you want to ask me for another 10 minutes!" Before Han Yuling could finish asking, Han Feng had already brought him into the room. Close it, then place him firmly on his stomach on his lap.

Han Feng first checked Han Yuling's injuries, and when he lifted the gauze, Han Feng cursed a series of vulgar words.

"It's really a hanging lamp!" Han Yuling didn't dare to reveal the truth now, not entirely because he was afraid that his godfather would find Tian Yuemeng to settle accounts, but because he was afraid that his godfather would punish him for being so useless that he would be helpless Strong woman beats.

"Hang up your mother's lamp!" Han Feng suddenly took off Han Yuling's pants, and slapped Han Yuling's buttocks hard through his underwear.

"Say it?" Han Feng asked.

Han Yuling swallowed his saliva and said tremblingly, "It's true...it was...a man-made accident..."

"Fuck!" Han Feng scolded angrily, "Shame on me!"

As Han Yuling expected, his own incompetence will never escape the lessons of his godfather...

"Long this pair of iron buttocks is the most worry-free thing for you!" Han Feng pulled down Han Yuling's underwear, rubbed his palms, and began to slap loudly.

Han Yuling clamped his buttocks tightly, knowing that the room was soundproof, but he still held back his screams. It was not easy for his skin and flesh, which had not been spanked in months, to get used to it again. Just a few dozen slaps made him feel unbearably painful. The quasi-head twisted its body in an attempt to remove the slap.

After Han Feng beat him for a while, he became more and more angry, but seeing the baby's swollen head, he couldn't bear to toss the baby's pink butt too much.

"You remember it for me." Han Feng squeezed Han Yuling's ear, "If you are injured again by someone, deed, accident, or accident, you will be punished together with this meal, and you will not be given one of the [-] boards. light!"

Han Yuling wrinkled his nose and nodded pitifully.

The buttocks were still swollen with a thin layer of redness due to Han Feng's mighty slap, and it was very uncomfortable. Han Yuling lay on the bed and rubbed his buttocks, listening to Han Feng calling Lu Shaozong.

Han Feng set the hands-free, and Lu Shaozong said to Han Yuling through the microphone: "One, let the woman sue you for cheating, or two, use the evidence you have to force the woman to divorce, you choose."

Both of Lu Shaozong's options are still protecting the woman to the lowest extent, which is also in line with Han Yuling's thoughts. If possible, he still doesn't want Tian Yuemeng to lose too much. He doesn't want Tian Yuemeng to go out with his mother Same fate.

"Two." Han Yuling didn't think about it, he didn't want to lie anymore, Ye Yaqi was the first person he fell in love with deeply, and he would never let Ye Yaqi bear the stigma of a third party.

However, this option still comes at a price.

After Han Feng hung up the phone, he said seriously to Han Yuling: "If you want to get the custody of your child, you must live a serious life. Before everything is clear, you still can't go back to Ye Yaqi. You should be very clear."

Han Yuling stood up and put on his pants. He swore to himself that he would find Ye Yaqi back, even if Ye Yaqi no longer belonged to him, he would take it back.