Before AD [Babylonian Favorites]

I really wanted to just pass out like this, but I had no choice but to wake up quickly with a shock of cold water.

The whole person is really fucking exhausted physically and mentally.

Not finished yet.

The pain didn't come up for a while, but my mind had already started to spin.

If this matter is not explained clearly, and if there is no explanation to them, it is absolutely impossible to convince the public.Even if I am myself, I wouldn't believe this absurd time-travel if I hadn't experienced it myself, let alone these ancient people?I have long since found myself in a situation where I cannot explain myself.

Dejected.

I understand, I understand, with the lessons of Philotas and Nabazan, he must be careful to guard against all suspicious people.But it wasn't until today that I realized how badly I was deceived by this immature young man.I can understand it intellectually, but I can't accept it psychologically!Why did you take me under the knife?Alexander, why did you have to take the knife on me?

In the dark, it seemed that there was a god watching, and he would not let anyone go!The people here, everyone, have been with them for a long time because of those uncomfortable ties.And I was the one who suffered the most.Even if there is happiness and joy, it is short-lived like a shooting star.

Melanie helped me up and sat on the chair.I was shivering from the cold water, and heard the voices in the camp that kept talking: "...the moment before His Majesty Philip died, he was still standing at the top of the crowd and giving a speech, Alexander, I don't think you will forget, At that time His Majesty introduced me to you for the first time. He said that I should support you well. Hmph, although you made a big fuss at his wedding, and even though you allowed your mother to manipulate him behind his back, but for the election You are the heir, Philip never hesitated."

Krest's usually cold voice was a little excited. He stabilized his emotions before continuing: "Can you imagine, Alexander, can you, a bold young man, think of it? The one who was loyal to him on weekdays The guard suddenly rushed out from behind and stabbed him hard in the back with a spear. Heh, it pierced through his chest."

The tent was so quiet that people panicked.

"Do you know the reason why the guard assassinated Philip?" I looked up and followed the reputation, and saw Krest's eyes of hatred suddenly turned to me, like a sharp sword, and then he smiled meaningfully "You don't know at all, that guard, your father's favorite man, he never thought of killing your father. It's just because a few days ago, your father was so drunk on the night of his wedding that he accidentally killed him. He was handed over to the generals on the side, he was brutally gang-raped, and his love turned to hatred, so he became murderous."

I feel a chill in my heart.

Krest's snake eyes were alluring and vicious. He got up, drank the water in the glass, and said in a low voice: "To put it bluntly, the people around you are far more terrifying than the enemy! Alexander, the person in front of you People, we don't know the origin at all, this is one. Second, even if he expresses loyalty to you now, can you guarantee that he will always be loyal, and will not kill you?"

He shook his head, and added: "Especially a man of a different race!"

Alexander tightened the corners of his mouth, looked at the table, and said nothing.

Seeing this, Kassander laughed twice: "Why, have you softened your heart? Ha, I remember that His Majesty used to kill friends who had been friends for more than ten years without blinking his eyes."

"But after all we have no real evidence that Bagoas is going against Alexander, do we?" Ptolemy interjected.

Krest slapped the table and said sharply: "Do you have to wait for the real tragedy to happen again before you are willing to admit your mistakes? Zeus, what's the use of it?"

"Ptolemy, you are too unreasonable!" Antigonus, who always had a smile on his face, also echoed seriously.

Ptolemy shut up angrily.

This time, there were not too many heated debates as usual. In the silence, Alexander leaned against the wooden pillar, his expression hard to discern.After a while, when many of the courtiers became impatient, he glanced around and called out, "Lucine Marcus, what's your opinion?"

The tall, white, black-haired young man at the corner of the table raised his head and said in silence for a while, "I support Krest."

Alexander turned his head again and said, "Hephaestion, what about you?"

Hephaistion obviously didn't expect Alexander to mention himself, he was stunned and couldn't help looking at me, his big blue eyes showed a trace of unbearable and struggling.After a long time, he sighed and looked away: "Alexander, I hope that fewer people will die because of us. As for Bagoss, I just want to find out why he stole my ring."

Alexander looked sullen, and pointed to the other side with his chin: "What do you think?"

Seleucus didn't look at me, and said in a muffled voice, "Your Majesty, although Krest's words are not pleasant, the truth is indeed true."

Alexander closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead.

"I think His Majesty should follow his own wish." A high-pitched voice suddenly came from the side of the table.

The old man was wearing a Greek white robe with a linen belt around his waist. His hair was gray, his eyes were piercing, and his hooked nose was very eye-catching.I endured the pain and thought for a long time, and finally remembered that he was the sycophant Anak!

He strolled forward and said with a smile: "Your Majesty, people are selfish. They say one thing, but they may think another thing in their hearts. Instead of being controlled by such a group of people, why not Why not be like Achilles and do what you want."

As soon as the words came out, a group of courtiers started to quarrel, especially Crest, his eyes were blazing with anger, if Antigonus and Ptolemy hadn't stopped him, he would have jumped up and beat Anak up.

Amidst the noise, Alexander's silence was particularly depressing, his face was pale, and he bowed his head in thought.

It's just that these things can't be explained clearly in a few words.

Some people say that if you really fall in love with someone, you will feel right and tolerate what he does.

I have never really hated him, and I have never really been able to let him go completely. In the end, the person I can't let go is myself.But I never thought of getting rid of it by dying.I did nothing wrong, and I don't need to pay for such a mischievous deity.

What about a lifetime?Years, ten years, decades will pass in the blink of an eye, maybe one day, I can leave these behind.Then live again.

"Bagos."

It's really amazing that in such a chaotic situation, I still caught his voice calling me at once.

"Your Majesty?" I looked up at him, and found his long eyelashes trembling inaudibly.

He stared at me for a long time before saying, "I don't have the answer to the question you just asked. No one can get everything, and neither can I. All I can do is keep what I have and keep looking for more. "

I lowered my head, gripping my arms irrepressibly.

"Do you know what the role of dreams is?" He suddenly laughed, and the laughter was mixed with bitterness and loss, "Dreams, to me, are like your North Star. Although it is always difficult to get, But no matter how difficult and dangerous it is to cross the mountains, as long as I look up and see it, I know that I have never deviated from the direction, and there is something that can make me move forward."

I nod.I understand that in life, there is always something that makes us fight desperately for it.

Even if we are wandering in it, even if we are like a lonely snow wolf walking alone in the loneliest night, even if the pain and difficulty stab the pure heart, inertia will make us not easily stop. Walking, numbness, light, and after a long, long time, I slowly remembered the original purpose.

Alexander looked at me with twinkling eyes: "I... I'm always..."

"Your Majesty! His Majesty Alexander!"

A loud shout suddenly came from outside the tent, temporarily overshadowing the debate in the tent. To my surprise, it turned out to be Nessie's voice.

Alexander was taken aback for a moment, then turned around and asked Melanie, "What's wrong?"

After going out for a while, Melanie came back and said, "Your Majesty, Nessie, the slave of Bagoss, asked to see him and said that he had something important to say."

"The slave of Bagoss, of course, speaks for Bagoss!" Kassander shouted.

Melanie hesitated and said, "Bagoss is the one who reported on the theft of the ring."

I was shocked.

Alexander glanced at me and said directly, "Tell him to come in."

Nessie walked into the tent, knelt down with a plop without looking in front of his eyes: "Your Majesty Alexander, I am Nessie. As a slave of Bagoss, I have denounced him."

The crowd was in an uproar, pointing and pointing.

Naishi continued: "It's just that as soon as he stole the ring and escaped, I immediately ran over to report to Lord Melanie, Your Majesty, don't you wonder why I betrayed my master like this?"

"No matter what you say, it's true that Bagoss stole the ring and absconded in fear of crime!" Kassander said again.

Alexander raised his chin with one hand: "Say."

Naixi raised his hand and pointed his fingertips at a person: "Because of this person, Your Majesty, this person killed my parents and imprisoned my sister. He threatened me that if I didn't do what he said, I would be imprisoned." Little sister tortured to death bit by bit!"

Kassander's face turned green and pale for a while, and finally stood up uncontrollably: "What nonsense are you talking about! Are you crazy!"

"Sit down." Alexander's face became even more ugly.

Naixi laughed loudly: "Your Majesty, look at him, I just said that he was afraid of being like this at the beginning! But how many shameful deeds he has done behind the scenes... Except for me, no one alive knows !"

After finishing speaking, he turned his eyes to Kassander, full of bone-biting hatred: "Do you think you can control me? Do you think you can do whatever you want? Never! I know what method you are thinking now Torture my sister! But I tell you, Kassander, you are a beast that is not as good as a pig or a dog, Amon, my little sister would rather die than live another moment in your dirty cage!"