[Comprehensive] People who like me are sick

Who we are is determined by who we choose to be.One by one, the anonymous Soto Noguchi and Keigo Iwanaga lifted off their clothes, and their disgusting bodies appeared on the four walls.

Fu Jiang clearly remembered everything that happened in the past.

She could even recall Noguchi's gasps the first night he appeared in her room.

The scabbed wound was dug open again.

Deeper and more intense.

Fu Jiang felt the pain, not physically.All those humiliating memories reappeared when they reappeared in her field of vision, and the scenes seemed to have happened a moment before.

uncomfortable.

A thick fishy smell surged up from the stomach.

Fu Jiang covered his mouth and couldn't help retching.

However, this is just the beginning.

Noguchi and Iwanaga were topless, and there were distinct red marks on their bodies.That's not being abused and whipped, that's tattoos.

A tattoo made according to the muscle texture pattern of the human body.

The two knives were lifted up, and under the bright light, the knife surface reflected a cold light.

They cut cold sharp blades along the tattoo one by one, and the intricate lines mixed with blood formed a strange picture.

Fu Jiang never knew that Noguchi and Iwanaga had such skills. They cut carefully, avoiding blood vessels and arteries, and cutting rhythmically, thin and dense. Their expressions were numb, but their eyes became a little fanatical when they touched the blood. , she seemed to have known that look of longing and despair.

One by one they are perverts.

When they first touched her, the expressions on their faces were the same as they were now.

Fu Jiang closed her eyes, but the sound effects around her were amazingly good. Those panting sounds, deep, rapid, with a certain kind of depression, came into her ears at all, gnawing at her nerve.

Fu Jiang's head was in severe pain. She covered her ears and squatted on the ground in a defensive posture, but it didn't make her feel better.

The sound of blood and sweat dripping on the ground was infinitely amplified, and the weakness and exhaustion brought about by blood loss made their voices gradually lose their vitality.

Closing her eyes, she understood every detail of the massacre more clearly.

The sky and the earth began to spin and turn upside down, and Fu Jiang gradually lost control of her body. She couldn't hear her own breathing, couldn't feel her beating heartbeat, and she no longer felt pain.

She passed out.

In the dream, she saw a very blue sky and stretches of golden wheat fields.

Very beautiful.

The sky and the earth meet, the wind blows down the ripe wheat, shouts sound from a distance, and men with straw hats and beards bind the wheat into beautiful bundles of wheat sheaves.

She was surrounded by wheat, and the wheat awns caressed her arms and body slowly, a kind of itchy numbness rose, very kind.

She was intoxicated by it, enjoying its comfort.

In an instant, the blue sky was replaced by black.

Everything around became dark and gloomy, and the golden wheat was deprived of its light.

'Tick tock...'

The sound from far to near seemed to hit her heart.

Getting closer and closer.

very scary……

She couldn't cry out, she couldn't move.

Tears slid down her cheeks, wheat poured down, and she was pressed down on this piece of softness.

The awns were still the same, but now there were some coarse grains, which stuck to her face.

pain.

It hurts.

Fear prevailed over darkness and pain. At this moment, she could no longer think about anything but fear.

When the darkness receded, she couldn't see herself.The sky was still so blue, and the wheat was still growing densely and vigorously.

But the gold rolling on the ground could no longer straighten up.

She left.

Walking back and forth, surrounded by black dots.She couldn't see the faces of those people, but she could feel discomfort.

Aggressive, contemptuous glances follow everywhere.

She was very tired from walking.

However, no one would accept her.

Children and women tease her and laugh at her, men chase her...

She fled, only to be found and expelled again.

Day after day, week after week.

There is no difference between a blue sky and a black sky.

It's the same everywhere in this world.

All the same filth and sin.

She doesn't belong here.

Does not belong to anyone.

forever.

***

"Fu Jiang, Fu Jiang!" The urgent shout sounded in her ears, who is it?

"Kawakami Tomie! Tomie! Wake up!..."

"Oh my God, you're awake! Are you okay?!"

Fu Jiang opened her eyes, and her vision was blurred.

"...Spenser?" She heard her own voice hoarse.

"Yes. Are you okay?" Rhett's voice was tense, and he checked Tomie's pupils and pulse.

"It's okay... Maybe not so good." His head was heavy, and Fu Jiang felt as if something was stirring in his head.

"You had a temporary shock just now. I checked your body and there is no problem. You also told me before that you have no heart disease." Reid stared at Fu Jiang, with obvious dark eyes. "In addition to severe pain stimulation, neurogenic shock may also be caused by neuron reflexes caused by emotional collapse and cause blood vessels to dilate. Can you tell me what's wrong?"

"I don't remember." Fu Jiang wanted to sit up from the ground, but was stopped by Reid.

"You'd better lie flat again. You sweated a lot just now and your body keeps chilling, which may lead to collapse. There is no liquid here that can replenish nutrition in time. It's best to maintain your strength first."

Fu Jiang nodded slightly, then closed his eyes and began to rest.

Reid took off the knitted cardigan on his body and covered Fu Jiang's body.

Fu Jiang's face is very haggard at the moment, the bloodless paleness makes her look like a dead person.When Rhett just woke up, he saw Fu Jiang who was motionless and not even breathing.

In addition to anxiety and helplessness, feelings of self-blame and regret filled Rhett's heart.

If only he had been more cautious.

If he is more detailed.

……

He must be able to discover the clues, and discover Gordon's unusualness earlier than anyone else.

Yes, he actually felt that Gordon was acting a little strange in this mission.

Not because of his emotional ups and downs, his aggressive words, but because of his indulgence.

With Gordon's eyesight, he must have discovered and knew his personal emotions for Tomie Kawakami.But he did not enlighten and stop.

Kawakami Tomie is too glamorous, difficult to approach and cold-hearted.

If it was Gordon before, he would have judged that such a woman was not suitable for him.Their personalities, concepts and experiences doomed them not to have much intersection.Gordon may have channeled his 'unwise' behavior.

However, he didn't.

Moreover, he behaved too harshly on Fu Jiang in this action.

All kinds of things are showing one thing.

- He is not him.

However, he didn't realize this.

The real Gordon was missing, something he hadn't realized until now.

His mentor, whom he had always respected and admired, had been kidnapped, and unknown suspects had been lurking by his side for a whole week, but he never suspected it.

All this may be his fault.

Whether it's Gordon's disappearance or Fu Jiang's current prison situation.

Fu Jiang sat up, and she looked at Reid worriedly. The thin young man clenched his fists and smashed angrily at the surrounding screens after he couldn't find the exit.

"Don't do this." Fu Jiang stretched out her hand and held Reid's wrist. Her voice was soft and morbid, "Don't treat yourself like this, okay? Here, the only one I can rely on is you."

Rhett supported her, with some worry on his face, but he couldn't hide his disappointment, "Sorry, I, I shouldn't have let this happen at all, it's all my fault."

"Are you blaming yourself?" Fu Jiang stretched out her hand and straightened Reid's face, she stared at him, "We can't attribute the cause of the current situation to any single individual, maybe you are responsible, but I do too, don't I?"

"Maybe if I ruin this face none of this will happen."

"No!" Reid opened his eyes wide, "You can't hurt yourself like this. Appearance is not a person's sin, but it is a gift. It is not something you can change if you are appreciated, obsessed or hated by others. The objective environment It's not up to you to decide on the subjective thoughts that come out of it."

Fu Jiang pursed his lips and showed a faint smile, "Thank you."

"You always tell me, Spencer, never underestimate yourself, you are much stronger than you seem."

Reid finally stopped avoiding the eye contact with Fu Jiang. For the first time, he felt that she was not so far away from him.

Reid, who gained confidence from Fu Jiang's words, became firm, and he began to look for clues in the room where they were imprisoned, trying to find a way out.

But before he started, the picture appeared on the screen again.

It's still him.

Adams Nelson.

Rhett knew him too, he had been one of Gordon's students, and he had met him in the early years.

Adams changed into a formal suit with a serious expression on his face.

"I'm very disappointed in you, Tomie."

As soon as the words fell, a sea of ​​blood appeared on the other three walls.

"You are always escaping! Escaping! Escaping from reality, you are always suppressing your emotions and desires." Adams' eyes fell into the red sea of ​​blood, "How dare you be afraid of such a waste? An inferior race that doesn't deserve to live?"

Two more people showed up.Wearing the same black prison uniform as Soto Noguchi and Keigo Iwanaga.

This time, he got Red involved.

Fu Jiang's expression became angry, she didn't want Rhett to know her secret again, that feeling was shameful, he was her friend.

"What the hell are you trying to do?!"

"I'm helping you." Adams looked at Fu Jiang tenderly. He lowered his voice, as if comforting an awkward child, "I'm helping you see reality, face reality, and find your true self."

"Fu Jiang, you don't know how beautiful you are." Adams' expression became calm again, and he looked at her with a charming tone and said, "Don't worry, I will help you. Kawakami Tomie is perfect , now just need to remove some small blemishes."