Too late to say I love you

The courtyard door was not closed, and Murong Feng stood there in a daze, looking at everything inside.

This is a dilapidated small courtyard that is common to ordinary people, but it is extremely tidy inside.Yingmen is a two-room house, and there is a Westinghouse next to it.There is a curtain hanging at the entrance of the main house, and there are windowsills on the left and right. Some flowers and plants are planted under the window sill on the left, and there is a stove in front of the window sill on the right. , It was the little boy yesterday.

A melodious female voice came from inside the house: "Ruirui, you have to keep stirring, don't let the medicine get to the bottom of the pot!" Isn't that exactly Jingwan's voice!Still as light and graceful as six years ago, not at all as cold as before when facing him, Murong Feng couldn't help feeling his heart fluttering, but his feet seemed to be nailed.

"Understood!" The little boy inadvertently raised his head while answering, saw Murong Feng at the gate of the courtyard, and shouted, "Excuse me, who are you looking for?"

Seeing that Murongfeng was silent, the little boy put down the chopsticks in his hand and ran over.

The old woman also turned around when she heard the sound, and looked at Murong Feng suspiciously.

Here, Murong Feng was stabbed by Jia Ping, and just now he came back to his senses and stepped into the courtyard.Facing the little boy running towards him, he bent down and asked cautiously, "Your name is Rui Rui, isn't it?"

"But I don't know you guys, how do you know?" Ruirui stared at Murongfeng vigilantly.

"I just know." Murong Feng gave a rare playful smile.

Before Ruirui could speak, the old woman over there shouted loudly: "What are you doing? Did you go to the wrong door?"

"What's wrong, Mama Li?" The woman inside was alarmed, and then the curtain was lifted, and the person inside the curtain came out, but the moment she raised her head, she froze.

"Mom, I don't know them, but they know my name!" Ruirui ran towards the woman.

The woman came back to her senses, and smiled at the child: "Rui Rui, if you don't stir it, the medicine will burn."

"Oh, that's right." The little boy stuck out his tongue and ran towards the medicine pot.

The woman also stopped looking at Murong Feng, turned around and went back to the house.What else could she do but turn around?Now that he has found this place, it is definitely not something that can be dismissed in a few words.Since I have repeatedly escaped but still can't escape, then face it bravely.

"Jing Wan!" Murong Feng rushed into the room after him.

Jiaping stayed outside the house, went to the stove and started talking to help Ruirui stir the pot, Ruirui saw Murongfeng also entered the house and was worried about his mother, so he handed the chopsticks to Jiaping, and did not forget before walking into the house Confess to Jia Ping: "Uncle, you have to keep stirring, or you will get confused all at once." Seeing Lin Jing's expression just now, the old lady already had suspicions in her heart, so she didn't stop her.

The furnishings in the room are very simple, with a square table and a few chairs in the middle, some food and groceries on the west side, and an inner room on the east side with a raised curtain. Looking in from the outside, there is a wardrobe directly opposite the door of the inner room. A bed and a small bedside cabinet were placed facing the window sill, and a table and two chairs were placed under the window sill. On the table were some books and a few gadgets for children.

At this time, Jing Wan was standing by the bed, took a towel from the forehead of the little girl lying on the bed, and put it into the washbasin next to it to dip in water.Murong Feng took a step forward, snatched the towel, washed it in the washbasin a few times, wrung it dry, folded it, then gently put it back on the girl's forehead, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at the girl sideways.The little girl's face was flushed. Although she was sleeping quietly, there seemed to be a few crystal clear teardrops hanging on her long eyelashes.I must have cried for a while before going to bed.Her face is very similar to that of the boy Ruirui, Jiaping said a little bit less, except for the forehead, eyes and nose, their eyebrows are also very similar to her own!Thinking of this, Murong Feng couldn't help stretching out his hand, and gently stroked the girl's hair scattered on the side of her face.

"Don't touch her, she finally fell asleep!" Jing Wan's voice returned to the coldness of the previous few days.

"Jing Wan, you are really ruthless!" Murong Feng turned his head and stared at Jing Wan.Seeing that Jingwan didn't make a sound, he turned back to look at the little girl, and murmured: "For so many years, so many days, you didn't even tell me about their existence."

"What are you talking about, I can't understand!" Jing Wan forcefully pushed back.

This completely enraged Murong Feng, he stood up abruptly, his eyes shot fire instantly, he walked towards Jing Wan angrily step by step, gritted his teeth and said, "You actually said you couldn't understand!"

"They're not yours!"

"What did you say?" Murong Feng suddenly grabbed Jing Wan's shoulders out of control.

"Mom, don't touch my mother!" The two looked towards the door in surprise. They were both immersed in their own thoughts just now, and no one noticed when Ruirui walked in.

Murongfeng let go of his hand in a hurry, Jing Wan also walked over in a panic, caressed Fu Ruirui's face, and asked softly: "Aren't you stirring the medicine pot outside? Why did you run in?"

"Another uncle is helping me. Mom, who is he? Is he a bad guy?"

Jingwan couldn't help being startled, settled down, took a deep breath, pulled Ruirui in front of Murongfeng, looked up at Murongfeng, then lowered her head and said to Ruirui: "Uncle is not a bad person, he is my mother's former good friend." Friend. Come, call uncle."

Ruirui looked suspiciously at Murongfeng, then at Jingwan, and then at Murongfeng, hesitantly called uncle.

This uncle call made Murong Feng feel mixed feelings.After a long time, with a smile on his face, he squatted down, touched Rui Rui's shoulder, and said softly "Rui Rui, good boy", and wanted to continue, but he couldn't.

Jing Wan also squatted down, kissed Rui Rui on the cheek, and comforted softly: "Mom is fine. Uncle just grabbed her by the shoulder because he hadn't seen her for a long time. The last time Niu Niu came from his grandmother's house When you come back, don’t you also happily grab his shoulders? Be obedient, go outside and stir the pot of medicine. You help decoct the medicine yourself, so my sister will recover quickly, right? Huh? Don’t worry about mom!” Chong Ruirui nodded.

"Well, good!" Ruirui also nodded heavily, walked towards the door, opened the outer curtain, and said to Jingwan: "Then mother, if you need to call me, I can hear you from outside!"

"Okay, let's go!" Jing Wan stood up, waved to Rui Rui, and turned to help her daughter change the towel on her forehead.

"Jing Wan, the child really protects you!" Murong Feng was very satisfied with Rui Rui's performance in the last sentence, and wanted to curry favor with Jing Wan.

But Jing Wan didn't seem to hear him, and didn't answer his words at all.

Murong Feng had no choice but to stand quietly beside Jing Wan, silently watching her busy with all these things.Today's Jing Wan is completely different when facing her children and herself. But in the past, wasn't she just the child in Jing Wan's eyes?Once upon a time, I imagined finding Jing Wan again and again, and the two of them loved each other and raised their lovely children together.How much he misses such tranquility, how much he wants to have such a wonderful time.He should stop torturing each other like this, no matter how much he hurt her heart, no matter how much she hates now, he must try his best to make Jing Wan forgive him and accept him again.

"What's her name?" Murong Feng asked softly.He looked cautious, as if he was afraid of startling the sleeping child, and seemed afraid of offending Jing Wan.

"Yueyue."

"Yueyue, it sounds nice. It's a good name for a girl. Yueyue, Ruirui, there is a Dui on the right side."

"I didn't think much about it, I just wanted her to be happy in this life and never have troubles and pains." Jing Wan's soft words were like a steel whip, hitting Murong Feng's heart hard.

"Jing Wan, I'm sorry I've made you suffer all these years!" Murong Feng tried to caress Jing Wan's shoulders with his hands.Jing Wan picked up the towel and dipped it in the washbasin, avoiding it intentionally or unintentionally.

"Jingwan, give me a chance, let me make up for all this?"

"I don't blame you now, and you don't have to make up for it."

"But, Jingwan..."

"Fourth Young Master! I just want to live my life here quietly and watch them grow up happily. The past is over, I don't want to mention it again, and you don't want to mention it again, okay?"

The four eyes are facing each other.Silence, long silence... She could see the hurt in his eyes, and he could also see the hatred in her eyes...

Murongfeng finally broke through all this, looked down at Yueyue, and seemed to be talking to himself: "You see how much she and Ruirui's forehead, eyebrows, eyes and nose look like mine, and you dare say they are not mine."

"It's not yours anyway!"

"I do not believe."

"It's up to you to believe it or not."

Murong Feng looked at Yue Yue's sleeping face, and stopped answering.Just sitting there quietly, gradually intoxicated there.Jing Wan clearly saw that the corners of his mouth were raised, and his eyes were full of pampering.He hasn't changed at all, he's still as confident as ever.He used to confidently believe that when he came, she would definitely follow her; he used to confidently believe that even if he failed himself, his love could make him wait for him and follow him without complaint; but now , no matter how he denied it, he still believed in his own judgment.And she herself, wasn't it his domineering self-confidence that she once fell in love with?Wake up, Yin Jingwan, that was just an immature dream of your girlhood, for that dream, you betrayed your parents, cut your own way, but almost lost your self-esteem and became the laughing stock of others.You used to be in such pain and despair, but now you have finally survived and can finally breathe freely, and you can no longer allow yourself to go backwards!

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