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Jiang Yan threw the cake into the trash can, took some paper to wipe the floor.He sat back on the sofa again, looking at Su Xiaoyu who was eating cake, his gaze gradually became very gentle.

"Is it delicious?" Jiang Yan asked warmly.

Su Xiaoyu nodded, and took another mouthful of cake.

Jiang Yan smiled with a clear voice.

Let Luo Heng buy another one tomorrow, he thought.

He remembered that he liked to eat the cakes from this shop, the ones were not big, and he could eat them all after he had just eaten.

Jiang Yan looked at Su Xiaoyu and suddenly wanted to learn how to make cakes.

This idea actually existed three years ago, but it has never been realized.

"Will it hurt your stomach?" Jiang Yan frowned suddenly, he almost forgot that Su Xiaoyu's stomach is getting worse now.

Su Xiaoyu stopped eating the cake, then shook her head.

Jiang Yan was a little relieved and said no more.

Later, when Luoli called, Jiang Yan told her that she couldn't go back. The other end of the phone just laughed and told Jiang Yan to work hard and not to be impatient.Jiang Yan looked back at Su Xiaoyu and said he knew.

How could he be impatient? That's the person he likes.

After making the phone call, Jiang Yan walked up to Su Xiaoyu, and said softly, "Do you like watching this?"

He watched the skit on TV, and the audience in it was applauding, but Su Xiaoyu never laughed.

"Yeah." Su Xiaoyu nodded, "Grandpa liked to watch it before, and I fell in love with him after watching it too much."

Jiang Yan found out that he had picked the wrong topic, and was very annoyed.

"It's quite funny." Jiang Yan nodded and smiled, and sat down at the side in a disguised manner.

Su Xiaoyu reached out to change the channel.

"You like watching this." Su Xiaoyu said.

Jiang Yan watched him change the channel, a little excited for a while, and then lost again.

"This...is also seen in the diary?" He whispered.

"Well, Su Lan said you like watching movie channels."

"You are Su Lan." Jiang Yan looked up at Su Xiaoyu.

"I know." Su Xiaoyu nodded, her eyes fell on the TV, "But I can't remember."

"Just watch, I'm going in to sleep." He got up suddenly.

Jiang Yan raised his head to look at him, and after a moment, he said softly, "Okay."

Su Xiaoyu has already entered the bedroom.

Jiang Yan looked at the sofa, feeling empty in his heart.

A very classic movie was playing on the TV. In the past, Jiang Yan would definitely be staring at the TV intently, but now he is not in the mood.

The classic scene appeared, and the classic sentence appeared.

Jiang Yan didn't notice anything.

He looked at the closed bedroom door, feeling lost.

Sitting and watching TV for a while, Jiang Yan turned off the TV.

Anyway, I can't see it when I look at it, so what's the point of leaving it alone.

After going into the bathroom to wash up, Jiang Yan turned off the light when he came out, and went back to lie down on the sofa.

The curtains in the living room were not drawn, and you could see the faint starlight outside and the lights of the building opposite. Jiang Yan watched quietly, feeling extraordinarily peaceful in her heart.

He seldom has this kind of peaceful feeling, it was once when he looked at the sky outside Su Xiaoyu's house last time, and it is now again.

His life is always full of restlessness and restlessness. On the surface, he looks indifferent, but in fact he is very anxious. Once he loses the excitement, he will be afraid.

During the three years when he didn't meet Su Xiaoyu, his life was very confused.

Dress well, but do dirty things.

After dealing with things every day, Jiang Yan gets together with a bunch of friends to have a drink. After the group of people are drunk, they can play anything.

It doesn't matter if it's dirty or not, it doesn't matter if it pricks or not.

But Jiang Yan at least has a bottom line, he never sleeps with anyone, he just watches others play while drinking by himself.

He had never been involved in these things before, but his life was muddled, and he became confused.He will be afraid when he is alone, he is the only one at home, and he will start to think about it when he loses the excitement.

At first, he couldn't fit in.

Once two of them were tall, regardless of the occasion, they pressed a boy on the table and "shared" together.

Jiang Yan was so disgusted that he rushed into the bathroom and vomited.

When lying in front of the sink and looking at himself in the mirror, Jiang Yan suddenly felt terrible.Although he didn't do those things, he felt that he was like them.

His hands kept shaking when the water was turned off.

There was an auditory hallucination in his ear, he heard Su Lan crying, asking him why he became like this, and he also heard Jiang Mingyuan scolding him, saying that he was not up to date and played with some dubious people all day long.

He plugged his ears to block out the sound.

But these voices seemed to come out of his mind, and he would hear them even when he covered his ears, resounding in his mind over and over again.

Jiang Yan squatted down, sat on the ground and wept, terribly embarrassed.

After the voice in his head disappeared, he began to hear the voice from outside the door again.

There was laughter and noise outside, accompanied by the crying of the boy.

Jiang Yan sounded terrified.

He clenched his fist and slammed it against the wall until his hand bled.

When Li Jingkong and Lu Kai found him, he was a little out of his mind. He grabbed his clothes and knelt on the ground crying, knocking his head on the tiles, his forehead was covered with blood.

Later, after he came out of the hospital, he mixed with those people again.

He dared not leave the noisy environment.

The injury was too deep, and his psychological trauma was very serious. Seeing a doctor and taking medicine didn't help.

As time went by, he gradually got used to it.

He became more and more indifferent, and he could already look at a scene that would make him sick before, and sip a glass of wine without changing his face.

He doesn't play with them, but he doesn't meddle either.

He could watch a bad deal done for money, or watch any teenage girl or teenager stumble.

A death of conscience is a terrible thing.

Jiang Yan looked at the lights coming out of those windows, and felt that those days were really terrible.

Thinking about it now, since Su Xiaoyu appeared, he never had the idea of ​​going to those places. Su Xiaoyu seemed to appear to save him.

But it took him three years to show up, just in time to bump into Jiang Yan's indifferent heart, and was completely hurt by Jiang Yan.

If it had been earlier, Jiang Yan thought to himself.

The bedroom door opened slightly.

Jiang Yan was startled and quickly closed her eyes.

The footsteps approached slowly, and Jiang Yan's heart beat like a drum.

He didn't know what Su Xiaoyu was going to do, his hands under the blanket were tightly clutching his clothes.

When the soft quilt covered his body, Jiang Yan couldn't react for a moment. He felt that the warm quilt was pulled up to his neck and covered him carefully.

Jiang Yan didn't dare to open his eyes until the bedroom door was closed again.

He looked at the quilt on his body and lost his mind for a long time.