The strange classmate next to the bed

Early this morning, they got up to clean up briefly, prepared all the prickly pears, cat litter and dry food, and set off on time at 08:30. The two of them took the car of their uncle Yuhe, and the others took another seven-seater car.

The sun is shining and the wind is shining.

After more than three hours, they came to a magnificent hotel to check in.

As Han Sha said, the room they live in is the one closest to the seaside, with the balcony and floor-to-ceiling windows open, the endless blue sky and sea can be seen outside.

The room the two of them lived in was a double room. The decoration of the room was simple and elegant, clean and tidy. The bathroom was separated by glass, and there was a curtain to block it.

Qin Xian looked at the glass wall of the bathroom, and muttered thoughtfully: "Nowadays hotel bathrooms like this design without boundaries..."

Han Sha looked at Qin Xian and then at the bathroom, but put down his luggage silently without answering.

It was already noon now, after they put their luggage in the room, they went out together to find a small local restaurant and had a seafood dinner.

After the meal, everyone went back to the hotel to rest. The sun was scorching and the temperature was high during the day, so they waited until evening to come out for activities.

Han Sha and Qin Xian returned to the room and turned on the air conditioner. Soon, the sweaty feeling outside just now became refreshing and cool.

Qin Xian fell on the soft bed, looked at the sea water glistening under the sun through the floor-to-ceiling windows, the sound of the waves seemed to be whispering, and spread deep into his ears.

Han Sha was also lying on the bed, closing his eyes and meditating.

Qin Xian softly turned over and lay sideways facing Han Sha's direction. He stared blankly at Han Sha's side face, slightly raised his right hand to stop in mid-air, and slowly traced Han Sha's side face with his slender index finger Outline.

He sighed imperceptibly, and muttered in his heart: As long as this July is over, everything will have an answer...

Qin Xian rested his head comfortably on the soft white pillow, and fell asleep in a daze.

The room was very quiet. Han Sha opened his eyes and looked sideways at Qin Xian's bed.

He sat up, got out of the bed, pulled a thin quilt to cover Qin Xian, went back to the bed, pulled the quilt, and unconsciously fell asleep.

When Qin Xian woke up again, the room was filled with brilliant colors.

He turned over and looked out of the French windows. The sea that was full of vitality during the day is now calm. As the sky gets darker, the clouds in the sky become more dazzling.

Qin Xian couldn't help but think of that cool smiling face that day at that time. He turned to look at Han Sha, who was watching him quietly.

He paused, and Han Cha had already opened his mouth and said, "Get up, my uncle said he was going to go out for a barbecue."

"Oh." Qin Xian replied.

The two got up, washed their faces, took their belongings and went out.

They came to the garden on the first floor of the hotel. There is a small barbecue site facing the sea. The ingredients can be bought on the spot. Uncle Yu He and his colleagues have already arranged the food in a division of labor. The staff of the barbecue pit has already helped to order it Well, with a net on the stove, ready to start.

Yu He's colleagues were all enthusiastic and cheerful. A group of people chatted and laughed, laughing and laughing, and soon got full.

Han Sha and Qin Xian were almost done eating, and each sat on a deck chair with a can of chrysanthemum tea, looking at the sea shining brightly under the clear moonlight.

The endless darkness and tranquility, with the fresh and salty sea breeze blowing past, not far away the strong and weak laughter of people, the two enjoyed the comfortable atmosphere in silence.

"Bang~~!" Suddenly there was a sound, and before they had time to react, a big firework exploded in the dark sky, and soon, one after another, the sky was filled with fireworks in an instant.

From time to time, people's exclamation and praise came from around~!

The fireworks in summer are extraordinarily gorgeous.

Qin Xian looked at the fireworks exploding in the night sky, and when there were laughter and laughter all around, he thought to himself: No matter how beautiful the fireworks are, they are fleeting.

After watching the fireworks, everyone had a good time and went back to the hotel room to rest.

Han Sha and Qin Xian felt that they were a little full, and walked back slowly around the garden-style path of the hotel.

Walking inside is like walking in a small forest, with the sound of insects and birds singing from time to time.

The two walked side by side, and suddenly, a faint scent of white magnolia wafted over his nostrils, and Qin Xian immediately had the urge to reach out and hug Han Sha's arm, moving his hand faster than his brain, and soon gently grasped Han Sha's arm. Holding Han Sha's arm.

Feeling being pulled, Han Sha stopped, looked at his hands, then at Qin Xian, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Qin Xian was also stunned, shook his head and said: "No... no, just... there was a little Dongxi passing by just now, yes... I was a little scared~"

With that said, he reluctantly withdrew his hand.

"Yeah." Han Sha replied softly.

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After a few days of leisure, they went back.

After several hours of driving, Han Sha and Qin Xian returned to the familiar city.

The next day, Han Cha accompanied Qin Xian to a follow-up visit, and his physical condition was stable.

In the days to come, Han Cha didn't have to go out all day to deal with things, and the weather was hot outside, so the two of them stayed at home all the time, watching movies and playing with the kitten prickly pear.

The life of two people seems to be so natural and simple.

Time passed without knowing it. On the night of July 30th, Han Sha said to Qin Xian: "The attending doctor is going to have a small long vacation, and the follow-up consultation time is brought forward to tomorrow."

"Oh." Qin Xian hugged a prickly prickly pear, his whole body was puffy and fluffy, his eyes were staring at the dark sky outside the window in a daze, and he muttered to himself, "Tomorrow...it's already the 31st... ..."

It was not too early, and the two walked into the room to get ready to sleep.

As usual, the two were lying on both sides of the big bed, and in the room after the lights were turned off, there was only faint moonlight shining through the cracks in the curtains.

Qin Xian closed his eyes, but he couldn't calm down, his heart was beating non-stop, he was a little scared, a little looking forward to it, a little unsure of what to do.

He kept closing his eyes and thinking about this and that, and he didn't know how long it had passed, but he still didn't fall asleep.

Qin Xian opened his eyes, turned his face to look at the side, Han Sha's profile under the moonlight was childish.

A complex feeling of reluctance and unwillingness filled his heart, and he wished to return to the side of Han Sha from before.

For more than a month, the illusion is as real as it is, which side is real?Or which side is true?Now it seems that which one is the real me is no longer important, the important thing is that Han Sha who regards me like a jewel is by my side, and that is the real me.

He stared fixedly at Han Sha, and his face was involuntarily moved towards him. At such a close distance, he could even count how many eyelashes Han Sha had.

Qin Xian stretched out his fingers and gently lifted the hair on Han Sha's forehead, his eyes flickered, and finally settled on those two lips that were both familiar and unfamiliar.

He slowly lowered his face, and pressed a kiss on Han Sha's moist lips, and he couldn't help but get used to it, sucking it moistly, staying for a few seconds, and then reluctantly leaving, sleeping back to his own position , turned his back to Han Cha.

Qin Xian felt as if he had done something bad, his heart was beating non-stop, he licked his lips, this long-lost familiar smell, as if he had settled a mind, he fell asleep in a daze.

When Qin Xian's breathing became gentle and long, Han Sha beside him slowly opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling with complicated eyes. It took a long time before he let out a deep breath and closed his eyes again.

The next morning, when Qin Xian woke up, the place next to him was empty, and Han Sha had already woken up.

He got up to wash up and left the living room, and when he looked up, he saw Han Sha sitting at the dining table eating breakfast

Qin Xian walked over to the seat next to Han Sha and sat down, pulled the breakfast on the opposite seat in front of him, and asked while eating, "When will uncle pick us up today?"

Han Sha paused, looked at the clock on the wall, and replied calmly, "About half an hour."

After eating the last bite of breakfast, he didn't look at Qin Xian who was sitting beside him, and said calmly, "Today, I won't accompany you there, and you will go downstairs and take uncle's car to the hospital later."

After speaking, he stood up, put the bowl in the kitchen, walked out and sat on the sofa, picked up the prickly pear nestled on the side, and picked up the remote control to turn on the TV.

Qin Xian kept looking at Han Sha, and suddenly felt an indescribable sense of disobedience, and he replied softly, "Oh~"

He finished his breakfast, changed his clothes, and when it was almost time, he went to the door and opened it, turned his head to look at Han Sha who was watching TV, and said, "I'm going out, goodbye~!"

Han Sha's eyes were still fixed on the TV screen, and he replied faintly: "Yes."

Qin Xian took a deep look at Han Sha, turned his head, walked out, and closed the door slowly.

Until there was a muffled sound at the door, Han Sha's tense body relaxed, and he leaned back on the sofa, squinting at the already scorching sun outside the window in a trance.

Qin Xian walked out of the community, and his uncle Yu He's car had already parked at the old place waiting, he walked up, knocked on the window lightly, the door was unlocked, Qin Xian opened the door, sat on the passenger seat, Close the door and put on your seat belt.

"My nephew, where is he?" Uncle Yu He looked out of the car window.

"He said, we won't pass today." Qin Xian replied.

"Oh~" Yu He adjusted his sitting posture, and murmured, "It's weird~ He always said he would follow~"

While talking, the car started, slowly driving towards the hospital.

When he arrived at the hospital, his uncle Yu He parked the car and followed Qin Xian up to wait for the doctor.

There are quite a lot of people today, they found a place to sit down and wait.

After sitting for a while, my uncle Yu He wanted to go to the bathroom, greeted Qin Xian and disappeared into the crowd in the corridor.

Qin Xian was also a little bored waiting, thinking of taking out headphones to listen to music.

He reached into his trouser pocket and pulled out a tangled headphone cable. He looked down and patiently unwrapped it with both hands.

Suddenly, the eyes gradually became blurred and white, followed by a severe headache, dizziness, and a sour smell of vomiting seemed to surge up in the esophagus.

He quickly fell back and leaned on the back of the chair, but the uncomfortable feeling continued unabated. His eyes could not see anything except whiteness. He stood up and wanted to find a doctor, but just as he stood up, he felt like stepping on cotton , the soles of the feet were floating and unstable, and immediately fell down and lay down on the ground.

He only felt his head and back hit the cold and hard floor, and there was a pain. It seemed that the nasal cavity could not take in air. A strong feeling of emptiness.

There was an endless stream of screams from all around, and these few short minutes passed extremely painfully.

I don't know how long it took, the only conscious feeling was that someone lifted him up and lay him on the bed, and he heard the sound of wheels rolling rapidly on the floor, and vaguely heard a few shouts from his uncle Yu He, vaguely His eyes flickered, and he gradually lost consciousness and fell into a coma.

Han Sha's cell phone at home rang. He looked at it and saw that it was his uncle's call. He pressed the answer button and put it to his ear to listen. His expressionless face instantly wrinkled into a ball.

While he was listening to the phone, his feet were already moving. He went into the room and changed clothes, picked up the wallet key, put on his shoes, and walked out the door impatiently.

He went downstairs, came to the gate of the community, and stopped a taxi. At this time, the call just ended.

Han Sha's left hand holding the mobile phone trembled involuntarily, his right hand held his left hand vigorously, with his hands resting on his forehead, he closed his eyes, and took deep breaths.

Just now, the phone call from my uncle Yu He told the whole story from the beginning to the end. Han Sha couldn't remember what he said, only one sentence, which seemed to be engraved in his mind, "He, he is about to die~! You come Hospital, see him for the last time~!"

He looked up at the receding street scene outside the car window. No matter how fast the car was driving now, he still felt that there was still a long way to go to the hospital.

I don't know how long it took, Han Sha hurried to the front of the intensive care unit, where my uncle Yu He was already standing there waiting.

Han Sha panted and asked, "What did the doctor say? Aren't people always fine?"

Yu He shook his head and said, "The doctor was also surprised. The previous examinations were all normal, but today the situation suddenly changed. The doctor managed to rescue him just now before he managed to wake up.

After the doctor's examination, the conclusion was that the condition in his brain was constantly deteriorating. It seemed that he had returned to the worst state more than a month ago, and he was still awake. Looking back, I can't survive today. "

Han Sha listened silently, lost in disbelief.

"He's still awake, go in and have a look." Uncle Yu He patted Han Sha on the shoulder lightly and said.

Han Sha walked into the ward with heavy steps, and Qin Xian was lying on a pale hospital bed.

He opened his eyes slightly, looked at the ceiling motionless, heard the sound, and squinted at Han Sha.

He smiled hard and said, "You're here~"

"Hmm~" Han Sha pulled up a chair, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Qin Xian's bloodless face.

Neither of them spoke anymore, maintaining the status quo silently. After an unknown amount of time, Qin Xian said softly: "I, now I have finally figured out a lot of things~ Don't be sad, I am no longer an unknown person. I don't understand."

Han Sha didn't reply, his nose couldn't help showing a soreness, and his eyes became bitter.

Qin Xian's eyes gradually became blurred. This feeling was very similar to a certain scene in his memory. At the bottom of the cold and dark water, he looked at the light on the water through the glass of the skylight, and the surrounding scenery slowly disappeared. Gradually, only a halo in the middle remained, slowly condensing into a point.

He breathed with difficulty, his hands stretched out his teeth and claws in the air as if he was looking for a life-saving straw.

Han Sha stretched out his hand, and was about to grab Qin Xian's hand, but he stopped, thought for a moment, as if he had made a decision, and firmly held Qin Xian's cold and thin hand.

People who are still alive and kicking in the morning, at this time, seem to be drained of life force in an instant.

Qin Xian gasped for breath, exerted all his strength, and said calmly: "It is said in the book that it has been proven that compared with life, a person loses 21 grams in weight after death. This is the weight of Lingsu. It's called the weight of the soul."

He held Han Sha's hand tightly, felt the heat from those hands, and said the last sentence with all his strength: "In... in the future...wait for me~!"

The light in front of Qin Xian's eyes slowly disappeared and returned to darkness.

Han Sha's painful hand disappeared without a trace in an instant.

He looked at Qin Xian's lifeless breath, his eyes that had lost their luster, and his hand that was hanging in mid-air, his eyes were full of tears, and his vision was blurred.

Doctors and nurses have come in for an examination and announced the time of death.

For the next time, Han Sha sat blankly in the hospital corridor.

Qin Xian had already been handed over to the funeral parlor, and Han Sha followed in his uncle's car, watching Qin Xian quietly watch over the whole night.

My uncle was in charge of helping with the arrangements. Qin Xian was originally alone, but arrangements for cremation and burial had been made the next day.

The next day, Han Sha watched Qin Xian's coffin slowly being pushed into the stove through the glass glass. The feeling was truly unforgettable. He only saw it once not long ago. He never expected that it would be so soon now. Go through it again.

When that door is closed, a person of flesh and blood who has existed in this world for decades will be wiped out in the next second, quietly disappearing from this world.

One step away from heaven.

After the staff finished processing, the green box containing Qin Xian's life was peacefully placed in the small pavilion.

Han Sha looked at the face smiling brightly like the sun in the photo, and remained motionless.

It wasn't until his uncle Yu He persuaded him again and again that he reluctantly turned around and walked towards the exit.

The scorching sun was shining outside, and the scorching sun shone on Han Sha's body, as if it would never shine into the dark depths of his heart. He couldn't feel a trace of heat, and his whole body was shivering with cold.

The overwhelming cicadas were singing one after another, shaking the eardrums violently, as if the next second, it would be heart-piercing.

The scorching sun made Han Sha unable to open his eyes. He stretched out his palms to cover his eyes, and looked at the distant sun in the sky from between his fingers.

Looking at the sun, he thought of Qin Xian's heartless smile.

Looking at the sun, he thought of the summer that kept making him lose.

Looking at the sun, he felt very painful.

The song seemed to ring in my ears:

The way I'm crying,

i look like a fool

The brightly shining sun is too annoying,

hate the sun,

who recognizes me,

ask me why I cry,

Can't give an answer, it's disgusting,

to hide from the sun,

no matter how much you run,

The sun is still above my head,

I want to forget you too much,

No matter how hard you try,

No matter how hard I try, you are still inside me.

……

With a hoarse voice, Han Sha said to himself: "The sun is too dazzling~".

He opened the umbrella that was as dark as Satan's wings, blocking the sunlight from his sight, unable to walk out of the cemetery.

Han Sha dragged his tired body, and slowly opened the door, and the dim sensor light at the door turned on.

Otherwise, the room was dark and dead silent.

Han Sha closed the door and stood motionless at the door until the sensor light went out.

He stared blankly at the direction of the living room, the black hole with the mouth of a monster's blood plate, the endless darkness, seemed to suck him in.

"Meow~" There was a light voice in the darkness, and the sensor light at the door came on again.

Han Sha came back to his senses slightly, and looked down. The prickly pear was squatting in front of his feet, looking at him with watery eyes.

"Meow~" the prickly pear yelled.

Han Sha bent down and stretched out his hand to smooth the hair of the prickly pear a few times, put on his shoes, put the things away, and went into the bathroom to take a hot bath.

After a while, he came out of the bathroom and lay powerlessly on the bed.

He stared at the ceiling in a daze for a long time, then turned sideways slightly, and reached out to touch the empty bed beside him.

The cold touch seemed to be transmitted to the bottom of his heart. Yesterday morning, that living person with a warm body was still lying on the position beside him, and the familiar sound of breathing seemed to still echo in his ears. .

But at this moment, he no longer exists in this world.

Han Sha's fingers touched his lips lightly. At that time, the soft and moist touch seemed to still linger between his lips.

He didn't know what it was like at the time, it was more surprise and disbelief.

He has no chance to figure out what's going on~!There is no chance to ask why it is done~!

He never had a chance in his life.

At this time, the phone rang.

Han Sha weakly picked up the phone, looked at it, thought for a moment, and answered the phone: "Hi, I'm lawyer Zhang XX, is this Mr. Han Sha himself?"

"Well, yes." Han Sha replied lightly.

"Hello, I am responsible for helping Mr. Qin Xian to execute the will made during his lifetime after his death. According to the will made by Mr. Qin, all properties under his name designate Mr. Han Cha as the legal heir..."

After Han Sha listened silently, he simply made an appointment and hung up the phone.

He put down the phone weakly, pulled the pillow beside him, hugged it in his arms, took a deep breath, the faint smell of orange milk filled his nostrils, his eyes couldn't help astringent, and said in a hoarse voice: "Stay What do you mean by giving these things to me!?"

He hugged the pillow with a faint fragrance tightly, and said in a choked voice, "I... only want you to come back~!"

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