The strange classmate next to the bed

Qin Xian fell asleep as soon as he came back to the cage and fell asleep. It was almost noon when he woke up. The seat next to him was empty. He was the only one left on the bed. There was no one in the dormitory. It seemed that Han Sha There is a class, I have already gone to class.

It is a rare thing for Qin Xian to be able to sleep until noon. Usually, no matter whether he goes to bed early or late, he will wake up around six or seven in the morning.

Qin Xian stretched out on the bed, full of strength, and in an unspeakably good spirit. He turned over and got out of bed, went into the bathroom to wash up, and poured a glass of warm water into his stomach when he came out. There is no food in there, it seems that the senior went out early in the morning and didn't come back.

Qin Xian only had class this afternoon, and was about to send a V letter to ask Han Sha where to eat at noon, when the door opened, and Han Sha came in with two meals in his hand.

Han Sha walked in unhurriedly, and Qin Xian said, "Senior, have you finished class? Did you take me with you?"

Han Sha turned the small square table out, put the rice on the table, and said lightly, "Yes."

Qin Xian grinned, and immediately pulled the swivel chair to sit at the table, eagerly opened the lunch box, the smell of hot food rushed to his face, and his stomach gurgled reflexively, like thunder, and a dozen Qin Xian was as hungry as an African refugee when he didn't touch a drop of water when he was young. He picked up a spoon and started to eat like a storm.

After eating and cleaning up, Han Sha washed his face and lay down on the bed to take a nap.Qin Xian didn't feel sleepy, sitting on his bed and using his tablet to surf the Internet.

Qin Xian was bored, thinking of the two hanged ghosts and the nightmare he had before, he was a little curious, and unconsciously typed words on the search bar, searching for information related to the accident of the car falling into the water, and after screening the information, he Find a matching contingency.

On a stormy night about two years ago, an old bridge over a certain river in this town broke suddenly, when a small car happened to drive by.

There were a man and a woman in the car, probably because of the bad weather, they didn’t realize that the bridge was cut off and the road was blocked, so they rushed into the river with the car and the people. The place was relatively quiet and there were no surveillance cameras installed. On a rainy night,

No other people or cars passed by. It was not until the next morning that a car passed by and found that the bridge was broken, so I called the police. After the police investigated and salvaged it, I found that a car fell into the river, but it was too late by then. .

Qin Xian shook his head and sighed secretly, whether it was a blessing or a disaster, it was a disaster that couldn't be stopped, God's will tricks people.

In the afternoon, Qin Xian and Han Sha went out to class together. As soon as they walked out of the dormitory door, a chilly autumn wind blew by. Like it's about to rain.

One layer of autumn rain and one layer of coolness.

The weather is getting colder and colder. This is the south, and it won’t snow even in winter, but Qin Xian didn’t like the desolation that was getting colder since he was a child. He was even a little bit repulsed. Secondly, it will always make him feel inexplicably melancholy and lost. He would rather be summer all year round.

It seems that I have prepared some autumn and winter clothes in advance.

Qin Xian shrinks his neck, facing the autumn wind, and walks towards the teaching building.

……

During this period of time, Han Sha's competition is getting closer and closer. He has been very busy recently, at least Qin Xian thinks so.

Singles’ Day, Double Eleven, Double Twelve, blah blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

In Qin Xian's eyes, those festivals were either Prodigal Day or Valentine's Day!

Pingjiaye, as a single dog, does not want to be safe, but it is often terribly safe!

Qin Xian and Han Sha stayed in the dormitory all the time, busy with their own affairs.

Sometimes, Qin Xian would secretly look at Han Sha's entries when he was in the state of ecstasy, with a look on his face that he couldn't understand anything, but he just thought it was very powerful.

Christmas passed peacefully in this way, and it came to Hansha's game day.

Han Cha got up early in the morning and was ready to go to the competition. Qin Xian had no class that day, so he wanted to go with Han Sha, but the competition was not open to the public, and people outside the competition were not allowed to enter, so it was not easy for Qin Xian to follow. Going to wait stupidly, so I decided to stay in the dormitory.

Han Sha is still very effective as a talisman. Qin Xian has lived a peaceful life during this period, and has not encountered any strange Zilaipiao.

Qin Xian was reading books and surfing the Internet in the dormitory. Although he didn't ask Han Sha about the competition, he could tell that his roommate and senior, who had always taken care of him, attached great importance to this competition, and he naturally favored Han Sha in his heart. So he was up and down all day, thinking about the result of the game.

When it was getting dark, Han Cha finally came back.

Looking forward to the orangutan looking forward to the moon food, finally let Qin Xian look forward to it!

Qin Xian had been guarding the marquis for a long time, and when he saw Han Sha come back, his heart fluttered and fluttered down, but at this moment he began to grumble. He couldn't help jumping out of bed, wishing he could run to Han Sha and ask What is the result of today's game, so as to satisfy his curiosity.

But Qin Xian felt that he was too unreserved and too careless, even though he was anxious and curious, but he still pretended to be calm on the surface, pretending to be non-human.

Still holding the book, he silently looked at Han Sha who had just returned.

Han Sha remained expressionless as usual, and he didn't notice any ups and downs in his emotions. Just like returning from class, he silently put down the things in his hands, then picked up his clothes and went into the bathroom silently.

Han Sha stepped into the bathroom, Qin Xian couldn't put it on, threw the book away, lay down, and immediately fell into the bed, threw the black cat's head pillow and rolled back and forth a few times, then looked in the direction of the bathroom resentfully.

Qin Xian raised his eyes and took a look. It was almost ten o'clock, so he rolled and rolled onto Han Sha's bed.

When Han Sha came out of the shower, what he saw was such a scene, Qin Xian and the quilt were rolled into a shaped rice roll, with a black head sticking out, rolling back and forth on the bed like flour, the black cat head pillow rolled Get under the bed.

Han Sha picked up the pillow and put it on the bed. Qin Xian's long hair had already rolled into a bird's nest. When he saw Han Sha, he automatically stopped and asked, "Senior, have you eaten yet?"

Han Sha replied indifferently: "Yes."

Qin Xian: "Is the game over?"

Han Cha: "Yes."

Qin Xian: "How was the result of the competition?"

Han Cha: "No.2."

Qin Xian: "That's the second prize! It seems very good, congratulations!"

Han Sha said lightly: "Yes."

Qin Xian: "Senior, are you happy?"

Han Cha: "Yes."

Qin Xian: "Senior, are you happy?"

Han Cha: "Yes."

Qin Xian: "Senior, are you happy soon?"

Han Cha: "Yes."

Qin Xian: "..."

Is there anyone who is happy and joyful and ascetic as an ascetic?

Han Sha seemed to have nothing to do with him, and he couldn't see any joy, but when he thought about it carefully, it was actually very normal, which was Han Sha's usual style.

If it was Qin Xian in the past, he would definitely feel the same way, but after such a long time of being close to each other, he clearly felt that Han Cha's tone of "hmm" was two degrees lower than usual.

Qin Xian thought to himself, this is a signal that the senior's mood has changed, and he is not happy, but rather depressed.

Qin Xian was still thinking about something, but the lights went out in a blink of an eye, the room was dark, and Han Sha took off his shirt and lay down on the bed.

Why do you go to sleep without saying anything?It should be a little early now, right?

Qin Xian slowly pulled out the quilt, spread it on Han Sha's body, and then looked at the ceiling with the black cat's head in his arms.

Breathing one after another, the room was very quiet, Qin Xian turned over slightly, turned to Han Sha's direction, thinking of asking Han Sha if something happened.

However, when Qin Xian turned around, he saw only the back of a pitch-black head. It turned out that when Qin Xian turned around, Han Sha also turned around, facing the outside of the bed.

Qin Xian shrugged helplessly, then turned back to the bed, trying to make himself fall asleep.

The night was peaceful, and the morning came as expected.

Han Sha and Qin Xian got up early in the morning, washed their clothes, changed their clothes and shoes, and went out to class together.

The day was spent peacefully and steadily. After Qin Xian finished his afternoon class, he walked slowly outside Han Sha's classroom to wait for him to finish his get out of class.

Han Sha's class ended later than Qin Xian's. Qin Xianbai was bored and lazily walking between the teaching buildings, and walked to the window, where the list of winners of the competition that Han Sha participated in yesterday was announced.

Qin Xian didn't know the name of the No.1 winner, but he seemed to have heard of it somewhere, but he just couldn't remember it. Below are some photos of the competition scene and the group photos of the winners.

Qin Xian saw Han Sha at a glance, but he couldn't help it, the appearance was unconventional, and he didn't even think about art.

He looked at it for a while, and suddenly felt anxious, Qin Xian didn't continue to look at it, turned around and went to the bathroom, he came to the innermost cubicle, and was about to have a good time.

More than half of the matter was going on, and when it was about to end, a few people entered the bathroom.

Person A: "You are amazing, you won No.1 in the competition yesterday, you should have a meal to celebrate and make the brothers happy."

Person B: "The listener gets a share!"

Person C: "It's a small thing to eat, and I will accompany you at any time."

Person A: "There are rumors in the world that the organizer of this competition has an extraordinary relationship with your family. You are their big customers. Don't be shy and tell the truth, did you steal them?"

Person B: "Operation in the dark."

Person C: "NONONO, that's not the way to say it, I am a real person, and this is just the inevitable result of the high degree of unity of personal interests and collective interests.

Person A: "Isn't there also the black-clothed killer who used to be good with you in the competition? Wouldn't it be unfair for you to compete~"

Person C: "Don't, I don't know that weird guy well. I've told you about it before. There's also a competition about fair competition. If you lose and cry for injustice, wouldn't I have been wronged for centuries?"

Person A: "Tsk tsk tsk!"

Person B: "Operation in the dark, under-the-counter transactions..."

Person C: "Do you want to eat?"

Person A + Person B: "We don't need to eat food, we want it!"

Person C: "See you or leave!"

……

After a burst of ups and downs of water, their voices gradually faded away. Only then did Qin Xian come out of the cubicle, his eyes just looking at the backs of those people's heads.

Qin Xian turned on the faucet, scrubbed his hands, and looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar self in the mirror, thoughtfully.

After Qin Xian came out of the bathroom, he walked towards Han Sha's classroom. From a distance, he saw Han Sha standing next to the window in the corridor, looking out of the window motionlessly. The soft natural light shone on him, black and white, light and shadow. , There is an indescribable sense of harmony when paired together.

Qin Xian stepped forward quickly, stretched out his fingers and tapped Han Sha's shoulder, and said, "Senior, are you waiting for me?"

Han Sha turned his head and said flatly, "Well, get out of class is over."

Saying that, the two walked back to the dormitory together.

……

Soon it was the New Year's Day holiday, and today was the night of December 31st. Han Sha and Qin Xian didn't go anywhere, and stayed in the dormitory as usual.

The weather has entered winter, and there are gusts of moderate north wind blowing, and there is still drizzle outside the balcony window, and the temperature suddenly drops to more than ten degrees Celsius.

The heater was on in the room, and it was very warm. Qin Xian and Han Sha still wore thin shirts and trousers, but in this cold and wet weather, they went to bed early.

The room was dark and dark, and Han Sha fell asleep with his back facing Qin Xian. This time was a little earlier than usual, and Qin Xian couldn't fall asleep at all.

Looking at the dark ceiling, Qin Xian suddenly turned around, facing the back of Han Sha's head, he nodded Han Sha's back, and shouted in a low voice: "Senior, are you still asleep?"

After a while, Han Sha replied softly: "Yes."

"Senior, although I'm not an advertising major, I think advertising is aimed at the general public, but ordinary people will resonate with people after seeing an advertisement, and that is a successful and outstanding advertisement."

Qin Xian drew circles on Han Cha's back with his fingers, and murmured in a low voice, "The competition you participated in, the result of the competition depends on the personal evaluation of a few professionals, no matter how fair and objective it is, it will definitely be judged The influence of personal subjective feelings,

It is only a choice made by a small group of people, and it does not represent the quality of the entries, it can only be said that it does not meet the tastes of a small group of people.

In addition, participating in competitions is just one of the processes of exercising yourself and recognizing your strengths and weaknesses. The result is secondary, and enjoying the process is what matters. "

Han Sha in the darkness remained silent.

"People are really strange. At the beginning, two people of similar level became friends. After a long time, when the development reaches a certain level, there will be a difference in the strength of a certain aspect of the two people, and the relationship will often change qualitatively. ,

Then as the weak side, they often do unexpected things. I think this is the inferiority complex of the weak against the strong, and a kind of jealousy towards the strong. This is a dark side of human nature.

This is not the fault of the weak, the dark side of human nature is generally lurking in everyone's consciousness, whether it is you, me or him,

As the saying goes, "one kind of rice feeds a hundred kinds of people". After all, everyone's growth environment, encounter experience, and established concepts are different. We can't ignore ourselves and criticize others with double standards.

Senior, I think you should think the same way. Whether others want to be your good friend or not is their freedom. You think that you have no right, qualification and position to ask others to be your close friends and force others to understand you. feelings and support for one's position.

This is true in theory, but in fact, the human heart is made of flesh, no matter how considerate you are, how chic and independent you are, you will still be sad.

You treat others as treasures, but others only treat you as grass. This kind of feeling is uncomfortable, but the bottom of my heart is also very helpless. This kind of psychological gap is really unavoidable. I can only bear the heartache silently. , feel alone, digest and absorb alone. "

"Senior, you are neither a god nor a demon, you are just a person of flesh and blood." Qin Xian sighed softly,

"Actually, I think that I understand you. Senior, you are a person who attaches great importance to feelings, and you are also a person who pays more attention to your own efforts than fame and fortune. After all, encountering black-box manipulation, social injustice, and human feelings is also a kind of social practice. "

Qin Xian babbled a lot, maybe he didn't know what he wanted to say, so he didn't know what to say.

Han Sha kept silent all the time, the room was very quiet, and after an unknown amount of time, he slowly turned over, lay flat on his back, and looked at the ceiling.

After a long time, he replied with a slightly hoarse voice: "Yes."

Qin Xian had already hypnotized himself to a drowsy state, muttering in a daze, "Senior...Master, I'm so sleepy, see you next year."

Han Sha gently pinched Qin Xian's finger with his hand under the blanket, and Xiutiao's finger gently stroked Qin Xian's warm and soft ring finger, and replied softly: "Yes."

……

When I woke up, it was already next year.

Qin Xian woke up early in the morning, but he was lazy on the bed and didn't want to get up. The weather was cold and it was very difficult to get up.

Qin Xian looked at Han Sha who was sleeping on his back, wondering if he had woken up, and shouted, "Senior, Happy New Year!"

Originally, it was intended that Qin Xian would talk to himself there early in the morning. Unexpectedly, as soon as he finished speaking, Han Sha's hoarse and magnetic voice sounded: "Well, happy new year."

"Ha! Senior, you woke up so early." He said as he scratched the bird's nest on top of his head, circling his slightly longer bangs with his fingers,

"Ah, by the way, senior, you can see that my bangs are almost as long as yours. I thought Xiaoping's hair was too short and wanted to grow it longer, but now it's a little too long. I need to cut it before the Chinese New Year after the exam. Make it shorter, and celebrate the Spring Festival in a refreshing manner.”

While talking, Qin Xian's bastard couldn't help picking Han Sha's bangs, and said: "Senior, you should also cut it shorter and change to a refreshing hairstyle. It will definitely be more comfortable and energetic, and it's not safe to walk with such long hair. , it is easy to fall into the pit.”

Qin Xian smiled slightly while grinning, his eyes were crooked and starry.

"Ah."

Qin Xian suddenly remembered that today is a holiday, and asked again, "Senior, are you going home this holiday?"

Han Sha: "Well, go back in the afternoon, how about you?"

Qin Xian: "I'm not going back, and I'm the only one at home."

Han Sha: "Then you go back to my house?"

Qin Xian: "Can I? I really miss that fat cat prickly pear."

Han Sha: "Well, let's go back together in the afternoon."

Qin Xian: "Yes."

After making a decision, Han Sha and Qin Xian both got up one after another, washed their clothes, ordered a takeaway breakfast, packed up after eating, and each simply packed some clothes, ready to take the car to the hotel later Han Sha's home.