The strange classmate next to the bed

On the eve of the long holiday of the [-]th Golden Week, Qin Xian only has classes every day, and the time matches Han Sha's class time, so he will cling to Han Sha like Siamese twins.

So during this period of time, other interested people on the campus will find such a landscape: a legendary figure on campus, a frightening, eerie, dark soul killer, followed by a man who always wears a white T-shirt, blue jeans, cut A sunny and healthy boy with a crew cut.

Of course, Qin Xian would not focus on other thoughts, he just felt that he had an indescribably strong sense of security by being next to his senior every day, the past few days were calm, and he didn't find anything strange, and there was no sudden arrival of A Piaolai The harassing own quiet life.

But this peaceful life will soon face a severe test. Qin Xian has to face a short parting. The senior will go home for two days, but he will soon give himself psychological training. It’s okay, and the two days will pass quickly. .

On the day of NO.30, Han Cha simply packed his luggage in the morning and then hired a car to go home in the afternoon.Qin Xian reluctantly watched Han Sha go out from the door of the dormitory, and repeatedly told Han Sha: "Senior, have a good journey, remember to go early and return early."

Finally, Qin Xian was left alone in the dormitory.

Qin Xian sat in the empty dormitory, unable to tell what it was like.

In fact, Qin Xian has been used to living alone since he was very young. He has tasted the taste of sweet, sour, bitter and spicy for so many years. Once, I feel how miserable I am, and the reality will not change because of this.

All things must be borne by oneself. Since the environment will not change, it can only be changed by oneself, at least ideologically.

As time goes by, he gradually gets used to and enjoys the feeling of being alone but not lonely, but now he is not used to crowded places and always feels uncomfortable.

Qin Xian was sitting on the bed, drooping his head, looking at the grove outside the window with dull eyes, his thoughts were messy, thinking about this and that, without any direction.

Reading is not interesting now, and you can't squeeze it into your head if you read it hard. It's too inefficient to get twice the result with half the effort.So Qin Xian took out his notebook, clicked on a barrage website, and planned to look for movies or cartoons, thinking that a little noise would not make the dormitory too quiet.

While flipping through the webpage, his thoughts wandered a bit, thinking that the dormitory was too quiet, but in fact it was usually very quiet, the seniors were always reticent, most of the talking was by himself, he said a dozen or so sentences, and the seniors only replied one or two words.

But I can always see a figure in the corner of my eye, feel the breath of another person in my senses, and know in my heart that there is someone sitting next to me. Even if there is no communication, I feel very harmonious and comfortable, and I will feel a sense of peace of mind.

Could it be that I have been lonely for too long, becoming more and more like those old people who have gone through vicissitudes, needing the kind of passive company that is not noisy and someone is around? Thinking about it, Qin Xian let out a self-deprecating laugh, shaking his head as if he was directing and acting .

Qin Xian clicked on the screen over and over again on the website until an animation "The World's First First Love" stopped.

Friends, please calm down, don't think that he has gotten the hang of it so quickly, as a senior anime fan who has been obsessed with foreign animation since childhood, this kind of theme is very adaptable,

Moreover, Qin Xian himself treats such feelings with a neutral attitude of a bystander. Science is also a kind of superstition. After all, there are some things that science cannot explain but are real. What is understood will not happen.

Qin Xian had watched this piece before, and it left Qin Xian with the impression that it was a bit too Mary-sexy. He rolled the mouse, and the following comment caught his attention: male classmate A in high school was recommended by male classmate B to watch this And pure love, and then the two of them are together (of course few people know about this).

At last year's class reunion, I saw the two of them still together, and after talking nonsense with A, I quietly asked them how they were doing recently. He said that they had done little recently. I was shocked, thinking that something was wrong with them, but he Said to me "because he will hurt", so I was fed a big mouthful of dog food, asked for comfort, and cried alone.

Qin Xian looked at this comment thoughtfully, and didn't know what he was thinking about. Finally, he came back to his senses, moved his hand, slid down the mouse, and silently clicked the fork in the upper right corner to exit, and then searched for Watch other movies.

After searching over and over again, I finally found a "Heritania" of the same type. It has something to do with world history, and it is short and funny. Qin Xian began to cook the film with great interest.

Qin Xian didn't use earphones, and the sound of cartoons playing outside filled the room, as if this could drive away the feeling of loneliness and fear in his heart.

Qin Xian watched one episode after another, and before he knew it, the sky darkened in the evening.Qin Xian called the "Claypot Pot Girl Rice Restaurant" as usual, and when the food arrived, he put it in front of the computer, and there was a cartoon to accompany the meal.

After the meal was over, and the cartoons were a little boring, Qin Xian planned to wash up and rest. He turned his face and looked at the dark window outside the balcony. Occasionally, he could hear unknown insects and birds in the woods. The cry and the sound of the leaves being rustled, and the inexplicable feeling of fear in my heart, Qin Xian really missed Han Sha's time very much at this moment.

He turned on the music software in the computer and released music songs to strengthen his courage, then he jumped up from the swivel chair, and ran quickly with both feet to turn on the balcony lights, bathroom lights and toilet lights,

Then he patted his chest with his right hand, murmured to himself: "Death is death, Martell!" He picked up the change of clothes and rushed out of the balcony and into the bathroom as if he was dead.

After Qin Xian struggled several times to scare himself, he finally finished his tossing and returned to the soft bed to hold his corpse.

Qin Xian was spread out on the bed, staring at the ceiling, his eyes were dull and empty, and the music playing on the computer came to his ears, like a lullaby, Qin Xian's eyelids became heavier and heavier, his consciousness began to blur, and he felt drowsy At this time, after a fierce thought struggle, he managed to open his eyes, turned off the computer and headlights with the only sliver of sobriety, and then spread back on the bed and fell asleep immediately.

I don't know what time I slept until the early morning, and the surroundings belonged to the unique dead silence in the middle of the night. Qin Xian was half asleep and half awake, "ding, dong, ding, dong", the familiar and unfamiliar sound of metal collisions, faintly transmitted It reached his ear, followed by a sound like someone breathing in his ear, Qin Xian shivered instinctively, but he soon fell asleep.

The next day, the sky was broad daylight, and Qin Xian didn't wake up until nine o'clock, with a look of lovelessness on his face. Why was he so tired after going to bed so early and waking up so late?

Qin Xian didn't continue to sleep either, and decided to get up to wash and brush, and ordered a takeaway breakfast. He finished the breakfast in a sluggish state, and then spread it on the bed. He closed his eyes and rested, his mind was blank, and a word "tired".

When Qin Xian was about to fall asleep again, he suddenly smelled a faint smell of tobacco.He immediately opened his eyes, and before he could react, a hollow and distant voice seemed to come from all directions: "Student, have you prepared yourself mentally?"

Qin Xian couldn't help trembling all over his body, his stalled heartbeat seemed to jump out of his throat, he patted his chest to calm his emotions, turned his head, and saw the super Saiyan hairstyle wearing a flamboyant blue apron The hot pork guy was sitting next to the balcony door, puffing.

What kind of smoke is this?Every time you see the length, there is only half of it, and it will never be burned out!

Qin Xian may be because he is really out of shape, and even his nerves are slow. This naked meeting moment, on the contrary, is calmer than when he is hiding.Just like watching a horror movie, facing the fear of unknown dangers that are flickering and looming in the dark is more terrifying and tortures people's nerves than an upright killer with swords and guns.

"Do... have you done any psychological training?" Qin Xian asked Pork Guy tremblingly.

Pork guy: "The psychological construction of meeting me! Aren't you afraid to see me?"

Qin Xian: "No matter how deep the psychological construction is, there is no way to adapt to the elusiveness of different species!"

Pork guy: "Hehe! Don't be afraid, the master will be very gentle! Come on, brother will take you to see sharks~"

Qin Xian: "Uncle policeman, I want to call the police! It's this transvestite, he's a bad guy!"

Pork guy: "It would be nice if the police could see it! I can talk to them about life and ambition! After all, I have a dream and I am a winner in life!"

Qin Xian: "Master, can you still play happily together?"

Pork guy: "Come on, let's hurt each other!"

Uh... You two dramatists, don't get too involved in the drama, there will be no future!

"Why do you always pester me?" Qin Xian regretted after asking, and then the other party said the dialogue that he could memorize by heart: "After so many years, someone finally discovered my existence!"

Qin Xian wants to cry but has no tears, the destiny belongs to him!

Pork guy: "You don't know how much I miss you these days, I look for opportunities to have a long talk with you every day, but you stick to your senior like a piece of ointment.

It's strange to say, this senior is not ordinary~ Once you cling to him, I was sadly forced to leave, and I couldn't get close even if I tried my best, and I didn't hear you when I called you. Until liberation! "

Hearing what he said, Qin Xian also became interested, and asked with a happy face: "Really? Is it really so amazing?"

Qin Xian's understanding of the magical effect of Han Cha's human body amulet was just a wild guess at first, and the attitude of a dead horse should be known as a horse doctor after experimenting and practicing. What exciting news!

Pork Piao nodded: "Of course! Master is an honest man and never lies!"

Qin Xian's excitement was palpable, and he felt relieved immediately. The previous panic was immediately forgotten, and he happily chatted with Zhu Roupiao.

Pork Piao took advantage of this opportunity to turn the conversation around, and said, "I have told you the great discovery of the century so honestly, so you should also discuss life with me, let me talk about understanding and ambition, right?"

Qin Xian had no choice but to do this at this point, otherwise it would be endless, so he replied straightforwardly: "Speak up! Anyway, you are not the first Piao who wants to confide bitterness to me, I am all ears..."

Pork said proudly, "That's about the same!"

Qin Xian cleared his throat, and asked seriously: "Master, you are a young, promising, ambitious, and ambitious winner in life, how did you evolve into the current reclusive Gao Piao?|What have you experienced?"

Pork Piao looked as if he had swallowed half a catty and his head was sober. He propped his head with one hand, held half a cigarette in the other, and sprayed a circle of smoke from his mouth. He pretended to be deep and said: "Mr. Ben was a college graduate from a certain class a few years ago. In this era, graduating from college means being unemployed.

When I came out of school, I was looking for a job as a cheap labor force, but I had a different idea. Since I was a child, I have determined to be a pork guy and be my own boss.

Fortunately, my family is quite rich, so I borrowed money from my parents to open a pork stall by myself, specializing in conscientious pork, without adding water or medicine, buying from slaughterhouses near the city, and buying from some remote farmers Local imported Tujia pork,

Now most people are striving for a well-off life, and they care more about food safety than the price. My pork is in short supply, and the price is high for a small quantity. The business is booming.

You can't imagine how happy I am. At such a young age, I can engage in the career I like, and this is a great career related to people's livelihood. I can not only realize my ideals in life, but also support myself. "

He paused, took a sip of the cigarette in his hand, and then continued after exhaling a few circles of smoke: "After a period of time, I have worked hard and tremblingly, and the small treasury has some spare money, so I plan to go to a nearby rural house." Private visit on Weibo, looking for a good place to invest in a small farm for two lion brothers.

It happened to be winter at that time, I was running around and had no time to spare. I caught a cold and accidentally contracted the swine flu that was prevalent at that time. I was admitted to the ICU, but it was too late, and I just fell asleep in a daze. "

Qin Xian had a perturbed expression on his face, and managed to squeeze out a sentence: "I was born because of a pig, and died because of a pig, do you regret it?"

Pork Piao shook his head gracefully and said, "I don't regret it, it's not the pig's problem, it's my own problem, I didn't take good care of myself. All careers are inseparable, and a healthy body is always the most important capital of revolution! Otherwise, everything is nothing. Moreover, although my life is short, it is complete.

Many people can't do things that are poor, but I realized my dream.Maybe some people will laugh at me, what a dream to be a dirty pork seller.

But I don’t think that dreams have high or low status. Seemingly simple things are learned, but such a low-key career that can’t be high-profile is actually related to people’s livelihood and health.

Most of all, I love it!I enjoy!I do!It makes me really feel happy. "

Qin Xian didn't make a sound, and silently listened to him talking about the past.

Sometimes, being a serious listener is the best respect for others.

But Pork Piao is obviously a chatterbox, and the words that have been held back for several years pour out like a flood. How did he have a special liking for pigs when he was a child, and he decided to be a pork guy by chance?

From caring for pigs to loving pigs to killing them, to dissecting pork for sale with a pork knife, everything is vivid and vivid...

Qin Xian looked hopeless, and silently lit a piece of wax for himself.

He squinted at the empty bed opposite him, and howled in his heart: senior, senior!Perryro~Penreiro~!Thinking of you is so painful~! !