waiting for the flowers to bloom

In the dormitory, only Song Fanfan and Du Chen stayed at school during the summer vacation.Du Chen is a very active person, and he has a pretty good relationship with Song Fanfan. When everyone was chatting together, he said that he would go abroad to study in the United States.

"Song Fanfan, you can also go abroad, you are so good at foreign languages." Du Chen once asked him like this.

In fact, Song Fanfan had thought about it, but there were two limiting factors.One is Sui Dong, he doesn't know how to deal with his relationship with Sui Dong, not to mention he is reluctant to leave; the other is at home, let alone whether they will agree to let him go abroad, he really doesn't want to let his father Mom is worried about herself. She is already an adult, and she should be a responsible adult. My parents have done enough for me.

Before that, his tutor in the remedial class called and said that there was an opportunity to study abroad, and the time happened to be after he graduated from senior year, and asked him if he wanted to go.Song Fanfan said that he had to discuss it with his family, and the teacher agreed, saying that it would be fine to give him the result in December at the latest.

Later, in the hospital, Song Fanfan and Sui Dong were chatting in the garden of the hospital. He talked about this matter and wanted Sui Dong to give him some advice.In fact, he himself was a little tempted. Two years ago, Sui Dong supported him step by step to the present. The experience of going abroad this time is undoubtedly an excellent opportunity to improve himself.

"I can't bear you! What should I do if you go abroad?"

……

They chatted for a long time, but Song Fanfan didn't remember what they said, so he gave up the idea in the end, stopped thinking about going abroad, and didn't tell his family, just pretend it never happened, there are always other ways.

One day before school started, Song Fanfan was busy in the dormitory. Xiao Liu called and asked him if Sui Dong had come to see him, saying that he hadn't been able to contact Sui Dong for several hours.

He learned from Xiaoliu that at noon that day Dr. Lin explained Zhao Chengfang's condition to Sui Dong, saying that the situation was not optimistic and he might not survive this year.Later, Sui Dong ran out alone, but couldn't find anyone.

Song Fanfan told Xiao Liu not to worry, contact Ma Qian and the others first, and then go to any place they can think of, and he will go to the hospital to take care of Zhao Chengfang.

When I arrived at the hospital, there was only one temporary nurse in the ward. The previous nurse was kicked out by Suidong because he dropped the kettle on the ground in the ward.After Song Fanfan came, the temporary nurse left, and he had to watch alone.

Time passed by, and there was no sign of Sui Dong, nor any news from Sui Dong. He was anxious and worried, but he couldn't be left alone here, and he couldn't help much if he went out.

Seeing that it was getting dark, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and Sui Dong rushed in reeking of alcohol.He stood at the door and paused, staring at Song Fanfan, his eyes were bloodshot.

Seeing his distressed appearance, Song Fanfan became worried, and hurried forward, "Where have you been? How did you drink like this?" As he spoke, he entangled his arm and helped him to rest on the sofa, and waited for him to sit down , Song Fanfan got up and wanted to pour some honey water to soothe the wine, but Sui Dong grabbed him and pressed him on the sofa.

Song Fanfan was stunned by the fall, before he realized what was going on, he saw Sui Dong's sharp eyes staring at him, and suddenly leaned over to kiss him.

I don't know what kind of madness Sui Dong is going into. He seems to be very uncomfortable. He kept rubbing against Song Fanfan, and kissed him fiercely. He forced it into Song Fanfan's mouth, and swept the whole mouth like a gust of wind. Biting Song Fanfan's lip, he used brute force with both hands, trying to tear off the obstructing clothes.

Song Fanfan was really frightened by Sui Dong. He struggled to push Sui Dong away, but Sui Dong exerted more strength to hold him down. How could he be Sui Dong's opponent.A thin short sleeve couldn't withstand Sui Dong's tearing like this. Seeing that Sui Dong was about to tear the clothes, he shouted anxiously: "Don't drink like crazy!!"

But Sui Dong acted as if he hadn't heard it, and became even more frantic, pulling his clothes with one hand and untying Song Fanfan's pants with the other, as if he must be done here today!

Fortunately, Hei San came at this time. He called Song Fanfan and saw no one answered, so he wanted to check the situation, but when he entered the room, he saw the two of them in such a mess.Song Fanfan's clothes had been torn by Sui Dong, and Sui Dong was lying on top of Song Fanfan deliriously.

He hastily pulled Sui Dong down, dragged him to the toilet, and took cold water to wake him up a bit.

When they came out of the toilet, Song Fanfan was still sitting on the sofa in shock, and when he saw them coming out, he immediately stood up, "Are you sober?"

Sui Dong didn't speak, but stared at Song Fanfan with his bloodshot eyes.Song Fanfan felt a little hairy in his heart, this was not the Sui Dong he knew.

"Don't worry, he hasn't sobered yet. I just vented his anger. You can go back today, and you don't have to worry about it here." Hei San made a relief.

Song Fanfan also wanted to escape from this place at this moment, he found a coat that Sui Dong put here, put it on the clothes that had been torn by Sui Dong, and left in a hurry.

He couldn't hold back when he went out, and ran to the toilet to wash his face vigorously.

Oh shit!Song Fanfan, you can't cry!If it's a man, hold back!

Song Fanfan kept patting his face with water, silently hinting to himself.But why?Why, the eye sockets are still so hot?

Sui Dong's soft "Old Zhao" when he was confused, I'm afraid I won't forget it.

It turned out that he had identified the wrong person...

Because the incident happened not long ago, Song Fanfan remembered clearly that Du Chen was not at school at that time, saying that he went on a trip with his girlfriend and came back after school started.And he was just like this day, lying in bed meditating for a long, long time.

Sui Dong's madness at the hospital is always replaying in his head.The mouth was also bitten off by him, it hurts, and there are red tooth marks on the neck, and it still hurts when touched.When it was almost 4 o'clock in the morning, Sui Dong called, but when he answered, Sui Dong was silent.

Song Fanfan thought for a while and asked him, "Are you sober?"

The voice over there echoed angrily: "Well, I'm sorry to call you at this time."

"Then there is something else..."

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it." Sui Dong interrupted Song Fanfan.

Song Fanfan didn't speak, he didn't know what else to say.

"Fanfan, please forgive me. I drank too much in the afternoon, my mind was in a mess, and I didn't even realize what I did. I will definitely not do this in the future."

Three seconds of silence, "Yeah."

Song Fanfan's voice was so low that Sui Dong didn't hear it, and said, "Fanfan? Are you okay? I'm going to your school now?"

"Don't come, I'm fine. Can you... drink less alcohol in the future? I really haven't seen you like that. It's like a different person. "

"I won't drink anymore, don't worry...thank you. I'll come to see you in the morning."

Song Fanfan didn't have any thoughts, and didn't have the energy to say anything to him. Later, he was really tired and gradually fell asleep.Before 7 o'clock in the morning, he was woken up again by a phone call. Sui Dong said that he was downstairs in their dormitory, so he hurriedly put on his clothes and went downstairs, and the two returned to the dormitory only with the consent of his aunt.

"Is it just you?"

"Well, none of them came." Song Fanfan stood by the table, feeling a little cramped for some reason.

Sui Dong wasn't much more relaxed. Facing Song Fanfan, he suddenly felt that he didn't know how to communicate. How could it be like this between them?

"Why can't you get through the phone in your dormitory?"

Song Fanfan looked at the door subconsciously, and then realized, "It's been broken for a long time, and it hasn't been repaired."

"Oh...yesterday..."

"Don't talk about this, I'm fine. You came here early in the morning, what's the matter?"

"I just want to come and see you. How about...you punch me a few times! I can feel better." Sui Dong grabbed Song Fanfan's hand and pressed it to his chest.

He felt a little uneasy, these days he was always too sensitive about Zhao Chengfang, and he was a little too much to Song Fanfan a few times, he realized it, but he couldn't control it, he just remembered that he was always saying sorry to Song Fanfan these days, He was a little afraid that Song Fanfan would disappoint him and wanted to leave him. He had been very anxious when he heard Song Fanfan talk about going abroad before.

"Why did I hit you? I'm not a girl, I'm not that delicate. I'm really not angry with you." Song Fanfan wanted to withdraw his hand, but Sui Dong embraced him, "Let me hug you for a while, I'm really tired. "

"Would you like to sleep for a while?" Sui Dong's eyes were a little swollen, he probably hadn't slept all night, and he was drunk, he looked very pitiful.

"Then you can accompany me! Let's sleep together." Sui Dong lowered his head, resting his chin on Song Fanfan's shoulder.

"I can't sleep like that. Squeeze a warm one. You sleep in yours. Don't worry about me. I slept well yesterday."

Sui Dong raised his head and looked at Song Fanfan. Song Fanfan's eyes were also swollen, and he looked like he was sleeping well. He felt distressed and blamed himself, "No, I won't sleep if you don't accompany me."

……

After pestering him for a while, Song Fanfan had no choice but to compromise and sleep with him.Sui Dong locked the door, drew the curtains, and squeezed into a small bed with Song Fanfan.

The bed was really small, and Sui Dong was a big man, sleeping on it made him feel that there was not enough space, so Song Fanfan could only curl up and lean against the wall, Sui Dong also turned sideways, hugging him from behind.

Song Fanfan was very sleepy, but he couldn't fall asleep, and he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, so he felt irritable and tired.

Sui Dong's position happened to be able to see the tooth mark on Song Fanfan's neck, which was the evidence left by his evil deeds yesterday. He felt a little uncomfortable, so he slowly moved forward and gently kissed the tooth mark.Song Fanfan shivered for a moment, he tightened his arms, and said silently: "I'm sorry."