[Comprehensive] The posture of rebirth is not right

chapter61

Since we had lunch together at the beginning of school, Akashi would spend two or three days a week eating with them. Kise and Murasakihara were particularly looking forward to this. Although Midorima, Kuroko and Aomine didn't appear on the surface, they were in their hearts Still looking forward to it.

This situation has continued until now. Akashi was wearing a dark brown bathrobe and sat quietly by the window. The chessboard in front of him was arranged in a patchwork pattern. In contemplation.

Chong Ye watched from the side for a long time, Akashi maintained this movement, did not speak, just sat quietly, his eyes staring at the chessboard were out of focus, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Seeing Akashi's appearance, Chong Ye knew what Akashi was hesitating, and asked casually, "Do you have something on your mind?"

"Yeah." Akashi retracted his empty thoughts and hummed lightly.The chess piece in his hand fell on the chessboard, stood up and looked at the cherry blossom tree outside the window in a daze.

"Because of them." Chong Ye said affirmatively.Except for Miracle and those few people, there are very few people who can put Akashi in his heart and show this kind of expression.

Akashi nodded invisibly, if Chong Ye hadn't been focusing on him all the time, he wouldn't have noticed his movements at all.

'Sure enough. Seeing Akashi's actions, Chong Ye knew that he had guessed correctly.Even if he guessed right, Chong Ye still felt dissatisfied with Miracle and the others in his heart, and Akashi cared for them far more than himself.

Akashi's eyes looking out of the window did not change, and vague and unreal words slowly flowed out of his mouth: "Their abilities have slowly begun to awaken after the Plenary Session. Although only Dahui has fully awakened at present, the others It's about time."

"I originally planned to let this develop like before, until it finally collapsed. However, I seem to be unable to do so. It seems that caring for them has long been an instinct."

"I understand, from the moment Dahui awakened. It's not because the opponent is too weak, but because Miracle itself is too strong, and the strength of the two sides is too disparate. , When they each go to different high schools, this situation will improve. But every time I see Dahui suffering because he has no opponent and cannot play basketball to his heart's content, I can't let it go."

Akashi remembered that time before.In such a situation, he who had only recently become the captain was helpless, and he who had not yet awakened at the time could not understand the pain of Aomine.At that time, Sanada, who was the supervisor, acquiesced to all Aomine's actions, and it was not convenient for him to say anything.

It was only when he was one-on-one with Ziyuan that he truly felt the struggle and pain in Aomine's heart.With no rivals to match, the unsuspecting victory turned from joy to pain at the beginning, and even the heart that loved basketball became numb, and could only repeat those so-called victories again and again.

Akashi's appearance at this time made Chong Ye's heart ache.It was that group of people again, if it wasn't for them, how could Akashi show this expression again and again.In fact, when he first met those people, he was faintly aware of Akashi's hidden concern for them.From the day they were in the same basketball club, Akashi never stopped caring about them, but he never imagined that they held such an important position in Akashi's heart.

' became instinctive. 'Chong Ye smiled wryly in his heart, how strong emotions must be to achieve this step.

Chong Ye really wanted to ask Akashi, since miracles are so important to him, what is his position?But in the end, reason prevailed over emotion, and he was afraid that Akashi's answer would not be what he wanted.I'm also afraid that if he asks, Akashi will alienate him, and he doesn't want that result.

"I...I don't know what to do." Akashi lowered his head, staring blankly at his hands and talking to himself.Obviously I have decided to stay away from them, I know that the best solution is to become each other's enemies, and when I hear them cheering for Seirin, my heart is already ashamed.But...why...why can't you bear it?Why still feel pain?

The last sentence of Akashi's self-talk was very low. If he hadn't developed a keen ear during training like Akashi, he would have missed this sentence.

"That's why you want to compensate them more now?" Chong Ye tried to calm down his emotions, and said in a low voice that Akashi had been abnormal these days.I want to be distant, but I can't help but want to get closer, I want to pretend I don't care, but I long for it.

Chong Ye didn't understand why Akashi cared about those people so much, but he knew Akashi's trust in them on the court.After all, they had only known Akashi for two years, and what's so good about those people.A tsundere god, a giant foodie, a basketball idiot, a yellow-haired retriever, and a little transparent with no sense of existence. I really don't know why Akashi cares about them so much.

"Well, as long as it is their request, I will try my best to meet it." Whether it was before or now, I can't leave them alone.Even if they didn't choose their side in the end.

Chong Ye didn't know what kind of expression to put on at this time, as long as it was a request from the people around him, he would try his best to satisfy it, and it was the same for himself.That's why he likes Akashi like this. Under the decisive appearance is a gentle heart.It's just that at this moment, Akashi's tenderness and sadness are all given to those people named 'Miracle'.

"I used to think that Daiki's condition would improve a bit with Platinum Supervisor, but at that time, no one expected that the supervisor would suddenly fall ill, and now it's almost here..." Akashi couldn't continue talking here.

That memory is not only the source of Qingfeng's pain, but also his.Since Platinum Supervisor fell ill, the chairman acquiesced to Aomine's actions in order to maintain the title of "every battle" in the Teiko Basketball Club.It was also when he was one-on-one with Zi Yuan, seeing that kind of future, he accelerated the speed of breaking up.

"Xiao Zheng."

Seeing Akashi who confides his heart in front of him, who is getting more and more sad, Chong Ye feels a little satisfied in addition to his heartache.Without even thinking about it, Chong Ye pulled Akashi who was deeply in memory, and hugged Akashi tightly in his arms.

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Akashi was startled by Chong Ye's sudden intimate action, and was momentarily stunned. He didn't understand why Chong Ye made such a move.

Akashi, who was hugged tightly by Chong Ye, was dazed for a while. How long has it been since he and Chong Ye had such an intimate movement?Akashi couldn't help recalling that when they were still young and just getting acquainted, Chong Ye would often make this kind of gesture to show his closeness.Before he knew it, Chong Ye had been with him for so many years.

"I am very grateful to Xiaozheng for saying these words in front of me, and also very grateful that when Xiaozheng wants to rely on, the first person who thinks of me is me."

"Xiaozheng cares about those few people, I can see it. At first I was still thinking about Xiaozheng's incomprehensible attitude towards them, but later I realized that it is Xiaozheng's unique concern." I also understand , fearing that after giving all her care, what she got in return was harm.

"I don't know what others think, but I know Xiao Zheng is a very gentle person."

Such a gentle Xiaozheng didn't want to let go at all, Chong Ye maintained the previous movements, as if wanting to embed Akashi into his body, the force was so strong that Akashi felt that he was being hurt by chrome.

"Seeing that Xiaozheng cares about them so much, I'm a little jealous." Chong Ye said sullenly.He had desperately warned himself to hold back, if he said it, there would be a difference between him and Akashi, but at this moment the jealousy in his heart did not allow him to suppress it.

"Are you uneasy?" Akashi raised his head slightly from Chong Ye's arms, stroked the position of Chong Ye's chest with his hands as if to comfort him, and then rested his head on Chong Ye's chest.

To Akashi's uncharacteristically proactive show of favor, the corners of Chong Ye's mouth curled up. Does this mean that he is also special in Akashi's heart?Then he heard Akashi's clear but quiet voice lying on his chest: "Not really."

"They are them, you are you, you are different from them, I am glad to meet you."

Yes, thank you.He is very fortunate that now he still has Chong Ye by his side.Akashi sometimes wonders what would happen to him if he hadn't met Chong Ye in this life, is he repeating everything from his previous life?or what?The answer is unknown.

"I'm used to you being around."

It's instinct to be nice to them, but it's habit to you.No matter what, you can't give up.Habits are not so easy to change.

Akashi's answer was nothing short of a pleasant surprise to Chong Ye.Even when Akashi realized that there was something wrong with that movement and pulled away from his relaxed arms, Chong Ye was still immersed in that kind of surprise and couldn't extricate himself.It wasn't until Akashi left for a long time that he came back to his senses.

Chong Ye suddenly laughed out loud, if it wasn't for Miracle causing such troubles to Akashi, I'm afraid he still doesn't know Akashi's attitude towards him, is this an unexpected gain?

However, there are so many rivals in love, Chong Ye sighed.

Chong Ye recalled that after graduating from elementary school, when he and Akashi returned to Balian, Ruslia dragged him aside and kept asking. He still remembered Ruslia's exaggerated movements at that time .

"Hey, Xiao Chongye, tell me quickly, are you and Xiao Azheng on the other side?"

"What is that?"

"It's that one."

"What the hell are you trying to tell me?"

"Just like boss and captain, Bell and Fran, don't tell me you don't know."

"How is that possible! No, it's impossible for Xiaozheng and I to do that."

Chong Ye remembered his self-righteous defense, he was still young at the time, he didn't understand his own feelings, and he didn't even notice his feelings for Akashi.

"Ah, Xiao Chongye, why are you so stupid and not enlightened? Eldest sister is thinking of you, obviously Xiao Chongye and Xiao Azheng are so compatible. If you don't hurry up now, if one day Xiao Azheng If someone snatched it away, I won't care about you if you cry."

At that time, the angry Ruslia hit him hard on the head.At that time, he was hurt by Ruslia's excessive force, and he glared at the other party with wide eyes, but what he thought in his heart was: 'Xiao Zheng can't be snatched away by others'.

But he didn't want Ruslia's words to come true.Fortunately, with the miracle of their inadvertently spilled emotion towards Akashi, as well as Akashi's concern for them, he understood his feelings for Akashi.

Before he had time to think about it, Chong Ye rang Ruslia's phone. At this time, it was only [-] noon in Italy.

"Ah? It's really rare. Why did Xiao Chongye suddenly think of calling the elder sister? Could it be that the little Ah Zheng was snatched away, and you came to the elder sister to cry? Let me tell you~ The elder sister's comforting skills are top-notch... "

Listening to Ruslia's self-talk on the other end of the phone, the word '#' popped up on Chong Ye's forehead, and he could even imagine that on the other end of the phone, Ruslia kept twisting while speaking. waist.

"I said..." Hearing that Ruslia's mind didn't stop, Chong Ye had no choice but to interrupt, but just as he opened his mouth, Ruslia on the phone started talking to himself again.

"Xiao Chongye, Eldest Sister knows that Little Ah Zheng has been snatched from you, you feel sad, don't worry, Eldest Sister's arms will always be open for you, and she will not tell the boss that you are crying~"

"Can you stop your imagination, Xiaozheng hasn't been snatched yet." Unable to stand Ruslia's usual tone and endless words, Chong Ye's calmness was broken, and he couldn't help shouting loudly. break each other.

"Eh? Why is that?" Ruslia on the other end of the phone asked back. He seemed to have discovered something serious just now.

After being asked by Ruslia, Chong Ye calmed down.It is also because the sound insulation effect of Akashi's room is very good, and there are not many people, so he is not worried that his words will be heard.

"I like Xiaozheng, I like it very much."

"Ahaha, let me just say, how can Xiao Azheng be unlikable because he is so cute." Ruslia on the other end of the phone said triumphantly.

After being reminded by Ruslia, Chong Ye finally understood why so many people liked Akashi.In addition to the perfect family background and impressive achievements, Akashi's outstanding appearance also accounts for a large part.

"Wait, you just said that you like little Ah Zheng?" After laughing, Ruslia finally realized what Chong Ye said, and asked in a hurry as if to prove it.

"That's right." Chong Ye generously admitted his feelings for Akashi.

"The kind of liking you mentioned is like the Boss is to Scuvaro, and Bell is to Fran?"

"Ah."

"Ahhh, little Chongye, you've finally enlightened. Eldest sister is really relieved. Then...what's the attitude of little Azheng?"

"Xiao Zheng...he doesn't know yet."

"I don't know?" Ruslia on the other side of the phone paused for a moment, and then said, "Do you want me to help you?"

"No, I've confirmed my place in Xiaozheng's heart." Chong Ye said this confidently, affirming that Akashi would always be by his side.

"If you need help, Eldest Sister and Boss are very happy. Eldest Sister is looking forward to establishing a relationship between Xiao Chong Ye and Little Ah Zheng."

"This time I finally made a fortune, Xiao Chongye, you really didn't disappoint my eldest sister."

As Akashi said, Supervisor Platinum fell ill a few days after the start of school, and the position of supervisor was also replaced by Coach Sanada, and the rift began to grow from this moment.

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