[Comprehensive] The posture of rebirth is not right

chapter45

Chong Ye took the results of the investigation, and after looking through it, he found that Heizi was an extremely ordinary passer-by, and his family was also extremely ordinary.Academic performance is neither good nor bad, just like most middle school students.Apart from the extremely low sense of existence, which frightened many people, there was absolutely nothing to show for it.

"Sigh, I really don't know how this kind of person beat Bai Xiaozheng, and he's not the leading actor in a hot-blooded novel." Lying on the bed, Chong Ye moved his hand away from his eyes, and then let go of it. The two or three pages in his hand fell to the ground with gravity.

"However, the existence of Pengo Lie is also open. If that Heizi is really the hero of some hot-blooded novel, Xiaozheng is better than Xiaozheng. After all, there are rings and dead spirits. Yan is an existence that does not conform to science." Chong Ye, who was looking at the ceiling, said thoughtfully.

After a few practice games with Kuroko participating, Takaya, who likes to wait for Akashi in the basketball club, finally knew the reason why Akashi raised Kuroko in this way. "It's really an interesting ability, but this ability only exists in basketball." Chong Ye curled his lips.That is to say, apart from basketball, Heizi is just an ordinary passerby.

"Even so, Xiaozheng won't lose." Chong Ye looked at Heizi who was passing the ball again and chuckled.Compared with these people in the basketball club, he is the one who knows and understands Akashi the most.Neither Akashi's inner character nor the eyes of the outside world would allow that kind of situation to happen to him.

During the practice match, Murasakihara and Midorima also gradually recognized Heizi, and their relationship with Heizi was not as estranged as before.On the other hand, Akashi obviously alienated them after Kuroko arrived.This kind of performance is not particularly obvious, only Chong Ye, who has been with Akashi the longest, can see it.

Akashi's estrangement does not exist in attitude or interpersonal relationships, but in the estrangement of the heart.Regarding this situation, Chong Ye was half happy and half worried.Happily, Akashi didn't pay attention to them, and was willing to take the initiative to stay away from them.The worry is that Akashi has too few friends, and even fewer people understand Akashi.Of course, with Akashi's character, he doesn't care if someone understands him or not.After all, for him, everything he bears is what he should do.

When the cherry blossoms, which symbolize life, once again filled the branches, and the whole streets and alleys were shrouded in pinkness, Akashi and others also entered the second grade.Every day is mostly a two-point and one-line life like school and home. Except for the tasks on weekends and a small part of the work of the Akashi Foundation, Akashi doesn't look much different from other students.

At the beginning of a new school year, Diguang Middle School welcomed a new batch of students while sending off a batch of graduates.The recruiting of the basketball department is also the same as usual, but this time the number of new recruits has doubled compared to previous years.Several seniors in Hongcun, who had been promoted to the third grade, complained incessantly, and were busy with the work related to the entry of freshmen.

After two days of testing, the results came out.The number of people entering the third army is far more than the number of people entering the second army. Except for Akashi and others who joined the army last year, no one has broken through the first army, and it has become a legendary existence of Teiguang.The new team members couldn't restrain their admiration just by hearing their names, and their yearning for the first army deepened.

Watching Kuroko in the center of the court and several first-team members practice and hit that unexpected pass, Hongcun suddenly sighed to Akashi: "Akashi, you really read it right."

Hongcun, who couldn't wait for Akashi's answer, looked at Akashi suspiciously, and couldn't help but shouted again: "Akashi?"

"Akashi." Hongcun, who still didn't get an answer from the other party, increased his volume. 'It's so rare that Akashi is in a daze. '

"Huh?" Akashi, who finally heard Hongcun's voice, looked up at Hongcun suspiciously.

Looking at Akashi's rarely seen puzzled expression, Hongmura felt as if his heart had been hit by something, and stared at Akashi in a daze.A strange idea popped up in my mind: 'It's so cute, I really want to take it home. '

Hongcun's daze made Akashi have the illusion of being a nympho girl, but thinking about himself, he was nothing special, and his relationship with Hongcun was relatively close, so such an illusion could not exist.So Akashi called again: "Senior Hongcun?"

"Ah? Oh, Akashi." Hongcun hurriedly moved his eyes away from Akashi's body, his eyes wandering, but he didn't dare to look at Akashi. 'The younger generation's baby face is really cute, nothing to say, he is also very kind to others in normal times, and has a good personality, which is simply two extremes with the domineering rich second generation.But it's not enough to give birth to such a strange idea of ​​taking people home. '

"Senior, what do you want to say?" Feeling that Hongcun was unnatural after calling him, Akashi didn't break it.

"Oh, by the way, what were you thinking just now?" Hongcun couldn't help asking worriedly when he was always wondering that Akashi was still in a daze.

"I'm not thinking about anything." Akashi replied, turning his gaze away.

"Ah~ Forget it, speaking of which, the person you picked is quite good." Hearing the answer he expected, Hongcun then remembered the question he wanted to ask before, and hurriedly changed the subject.Although the level of this kind of topic transfer is not high, it can even be said to be very poor, but the effect is very good, at least Akashi is willing to continue talking.

"Senior, you are wrong." Akashi paused imperceptibly, the cognition of this matter itself is a wrong existence, and then said: "This is the result of his own choice, I just let go It’s just the rope, and now it’s just his determination at the time. So, it’s not my credit.”

"I said Akashi, how can you think like this." Hongcun looked at Akashi sideways helplessly, he was far more powerless when facing Akashi than when facing the troublesome Haizaki.At this moment, he really wanted to knock open Akashi's head and see what was inside.For Haizaki, he can solve it directly with force.Facing such a special existence as Akashi, force is obviously not within the scope of Hongcun's consideration.

"Anyway, you gave him that opportunity." Hongcun said weakly.If it wasn't for Akashi not deliberately giving Kuroko the opportunity to wake up Kuroko and show him the way forward, I am afraid that Kuroko would not be able to play in the game for the rest of his life.

"Senior, what do you mean that Kuroko should be grateful to me?" Akashi chuckled, he never thought that Kuroko and the others would have such a mentality towards him.What the College Winter Cup said to Heizi was just to make Heizi understand the difference in strength between the two sides.He was the one who discovered Heizi, so he is the clearest about the abilities Heizi possesses.

"Hey? No! No!" Hongcun quickly waved his hands, he was just lamenting Kuroko's ability and Akashi's ability to discover people, why did he suddenly bring up this topic of gratitude.Talking to someone with a high IQ is really exhausting, and Hongcun once again felt a deep sense of frustration.

"What I mean is um, how can you say that Heizi's ability was also discovered by you, and it was more or less because of your influence that he made him. It's not about being grateful or something, at least gratitude is certain." Hongcun explained.

"He has already said thank you. I did this only for the sake of this team, so it is not worthy of you, senior." Facing Hongcun's a lot of words and slightly troubled expression, Akashi An understatement of the answer.

"Uh, Akashi, sometimes I really don't understand you." Hongcun was completely defeated at the moment, feeling powerless, he simply poured out all he wanted to say.Not only Chongye felt Akashi's mentality, but even Hongcun, who had been watching from the sidelines, felt it too.

"Obviously you care about them and treat them better than yourself, but you are deliberately alienating them. This has been the case since Kuroko joined the First Army. I always feel that the way you treat them is very contradictory." From last year Akashi and the others From the beginning of entering the First Army, he set his sights on Akashi and the others, and specially trained them. The relationship between Akashi and the others was the most obvious to him.

'Obviously gave them enough trust and care, but insisted on controlling the relationship between each other at the level of ordinary players. 'He could only helplessly watch this situation helplessly.If Akashi continues like this, how can he be a good captain?Hongcun was extremely sad at the moment.

"As I said, I'm only for this team. Senior is the captain, so you should understand what I said." Akashi looked straight at Hongcun with calm eyes, and was not affected by Hongcun's words .Hongcun's appearance was reflected in his eyes, but no emotion could be seen.

"Akashi, you..." Hongcun wanted to refute Akashi's statement, and wanted to tell him that he didn't have to look like this, but seeing the ruby-like eyes in front of him, he couldn't say anything.

Akashi was too calm, not as calm as he should be at this age.He really wanted to ask Akashi why he thought this way, but even if he asked, Akashi wouldn't answer.Akashi hid it too deeply, if he hadn't been paying attention to Akashi, he might have ignored it.

"Senior Hong Village."

"what?"

"Haisaki hasn't come yet." Akashi, who didn't want to continue talking with Nijimura, made such an excuse.

"Ah? Ah, this brat didn't come again! Seriously, no matter how many times I've said it, I still can't listen to it. Just wait, I'll go find him now." After looking around at the people who were practicing, there was no After finding Huizaki's figure, Hongcun erupted completely, and strode out.

"Akashi...uh... Forget it, I'll go to Haizaki first." After walking a few steps, Hongcun stopped, turned around and called Akashi, and found that he didn't know what to say when he opened his mouth.Then he turned his head back and walked out of the practice room.

"Akashi, what are you thinking about?" Hongcun, who walked out, looked up at the clear sky and sighed.I don't know when he started to care about Akashi's emotions, everything seems to be logical now, this situation makes Hongcun quite distressed: "Even if it is for the team, there is no need to do this. , anyway, you have to think about yourself."

It wasn't until Hongcun's back disappeared that Akashi lowered his head slightly.He was not surprised when Chong Ye noticed his actions. After all, he and Chong Ye knew each other well, and he also knew that Chong Ye was secretly investigating Heizi.Hongcun's detection still made him feel a little surprised. He thought he had hidden it deep enough, but he didn't expect to be noticed by Hongcun instead of Heizi and the others.Should he be too careless?It can be seen that this kind of comfortable life still makes him take it lightly, and he never needs others to care about it.

'Akashi, sometimes I really don't understand you. '

'Obviously you care about them and treat them better than yourself, but you are deliberately alienating them.This has been the case since Heizi entered the First Army, I always feel that the way you treat them is very contradictory. Hongcun's words still echoed in Akashi's ears.

Do you care?Of course I care.After all, it was because I met them and played basketball with them that I was freed from the grief of losing my mother.It was also because of their existence that he realized what true friendship is.Being nice to them is also because of forming a habit, which turns into an instinct.

Deliberate alienation is only because it is enough to maintain this relationship with each other.What's more, now that Heizi is the bond that shortens the distance between them, there is no need for him to let the relationship between them move forward.

Everything is my own fault, as long as I make up for what I owed them.They were just his opponents, nothing more.This ending may be the best for each other.

"Hey, Akashi, let's go together tonight." Aomine, whose face was dripping with sweat and even his short sleeves were soaked in sweat, came over and said.

"No need, I will leave late in the afternoon." Akashi directly refused.

"It's okay, we'll wait for you." Aomine wiped the sweat off his face with a towel, of course Aomine's rough nerves couldn't feel the apparent rejection of Akashi.

"That's right ~ Chi Zai, let's go together." Ziyuan also came over.

"Don't look at me, I don't have to go with you. But they both said it, and I don't have anything special to do, so I reluctantly agreed." Midorima habitually pushed his glasses, concealing Said.

"Go and change your clothes first, it's easy to catch a cold." Akashi didn't refuse again, looking at the few people who were still panting and their clothes were soaked in sweat, he frowned slightly.

Seeing this situation as soon as he stepped into the practice room, Hongcun just wanted to go up to praise Aomine and the others, and directly left Huizaki who was following behind him with a bruised nose and a swollen face and looked extremely well-behaved, and strode over.

"Akashi, just stay with them, there's not much to do today." Hongcun also booed, he was wondering how to get Akashi to open up, let go of that conflicted and entangled attitude. up.Of course, their own affairs should be resolved by them, so it's not easy for him to say anything.

"Yes, we can wait for you. Let's go eat popsicles." Aomine patted Akashi on the shoulder and decided without authorization.

Therefore, on the way back that day, apart from Chong Ye, there were also Ziyuan, Lujian, Qingfeng, and Heizi.The distance they walked together was not too far, and after a while Akashi and Chong Ye separated from several people, leaving only Ziyuan and others.

"Yamazaki-kun and Akashi-kun seem to be together all the time." Seeing their backs, Kuroko said enviously.

"That's not true, they just walked together, just like Qingzai and Taoziniu." Ziyuan retorted, pinching the bag of potato chips in his hand.Every time he saw the back of Akashi and Chong Ye walking together, he felt a feeling of blockage in his heart.It made him feel like he wanted to ruin the scene he saw, but this feeling was not very strong.

"It should be like this, but I have never heard of a family like Yamazaki." Midorima pushed his glasses and analyzed.As long as Akashi and Chong Ye are together, he feels that they can't get involved in the kind of tacit understanding that doesn't need much words, and they can't do that.But as long as Akashi is with them, that feeling will disappear, Akashi belongs to them, and Chong Ye seems to be a foreign invader.

"It's very late, and I don't know why Akashi has so many things to do, I'm leaving first." Qingfeng waved goodbye to several people first.The rest of the people also bid farewell, and set foot on each other's way home.