[Comprehensive] The posture of rebirth is not right

chapter3

"Xiaozheng, Xiaozheng, wake up, please, don't scare mom."

After recovering a little bit of consciousness, Akashi heard the same voice as in memory calling him constantly, his anxious tone was full of trembling worry.

"Xiao Zheng, Xiao Zheng."

Hearing this familiar voice, Akashi suddenly understood what the previous voice said.

'Open your eyes, if you open your eyes, you will be able to see the woman who has always been in your memory. '

He struggled to lift his heavy eyelids to see that gentle and elegant woman.It's just that his brain is in a drowsy state at this time, and even his consciousness is dissipating.In the end, he still failed to open his eyes as he wished, and he fell into a deep sleep under the familiar voice.

'Even if I can't see the face of the woman in my memory now, at least I can still hear her voice, which is enough. ' Akashi thought at the moment when he fell asleep.

"Madam, don't worry. Doctor Matsumoto said that as long as the fever subsides, it will be fine. Now the young master has completely subsided the fever." The maid beside him comforted the current mistress of the Akashi family.

'If the head of the family knew that the young master was sick, he would probably be furious again. 'Thinking of this, the maid couldn't help shaking, and quickly put this thought behind her.

The next second, she heard the voice of the master in her mouth, and the maid stood tremblingly in the corner after the voice sounded.

"Shiori, Seijuro will be fine, you go and rest first." Akashi Masomi went straight to his wife and comforted him.

When he received the phone call from the housekeeper saying that Akashi had a high fever, he rushed back overnight while he was still on a business trip in Yokohama.Tired of not having time to retreat all the way, he ran directly to Akashi's room.

Looking at the tightly wrapped Akashi, Akashi Masomi was visibly relieved.At this moment, the flush on Akashi's face has faded, and his face looks a little pale, which is much better than the flushed and sweating face described by the housekeeper on the phone before.

Akashi Seishomi stretched out his hand to test the temperature on Akashi's forehead, knowing that Akashi's fever had subsided, his heart fell to the ground.The bloodline of the Akashi family was originally thin, and when it came to his grandparents, it was even more single-blooded.Therefore, after Akashi Seijuro was born, the whole family regarded him as a treasure and did not dare to neglect him.Even his father, who had given up on asking Akashi's family anything, rushed back from Italy after his birth, and threatened to be raised by Akashi after he became sensible.

After all, Akashi exists as the only blood and heir of the Akashi family, and bears the glory and rise and fall of the Akashi family.

"It's okay, I'll just stay here." After Akashi Shiori finished speaking, she ignored the handsome man who had just entered the door, and still stared at the child on the bed who was holding her heart tightly with red eyes full of worry.Even her tired look couldn't hide her own elegance.

Thinking of the child who had been crying for most of the night due to discomfort, Akashi Shiori felt distressed for no reason.This child is a treasure she has always held in her palm, an angel bestowed on her by God.Looking at the pale little face tortured by the disease, she wished that she could suffer for him.

"It's getting late, you go to rest first. I'm here, and Seijuro is also my son." Seeing that the watch on his hand was pointing to three o'clock in the morning, Akashi Seishi didn't care whether his wife listened to what he just said With those words, Akashi Shiori who was sitting on the bed was pulled up.

"Okay, Xiaozheng will call me when he wakes up." Akashi Shiori looked at the unconcealable worry in Akashi Masaomi's eyes, and nodded immediately.It was the first time that this man, who was always flattered and would not show any emotions, showed such emotions, and she had no reason to refuse his request.

"Go down and rest, too." After seeing his wife leave, Akashi Seishomi dismissed the two servants who were still standing aside, and waved his hand to signal them to leave.

"Yes, sir." The maid at the side retreated respectfully and closed the door.

Only then did Akashi Masomi sit down by the head of the bed, looking at the sleeping child on the bed, thinking.

He thought of the moment when he knew he was having a baby.At that time, he behaved very normally, he just hummed lightly to his wife to show that he knew, and then turned around and devoted himself to his busy work.In his eyes, this child was just a victim of the same family as him, and he didn't look forward to the arrival of this child too much.

Later, seeing his wife's belly bulge day by day, he didn't expect too much, as if everything was taken for granted.It wasn't until he heard the sonorous cry of the baby's birth in the hospital that he had the feeling of being a father for the first time.After seeing that his wife was safe and sound, he saw the little ball of children being carried up to him by the nurse.

This is his son.He took the baby from the nurse's hand, followed the nurse's instructions, and clumsily held the baby in his arms.At that moment, my heart was filled with happiness. This is his child, the crystallization of his love belonging to them.

Since then, he has returned to work, and when he inadvertently came back to his senses, the child has grown from a baby who only knew how to cry and sleep to the current well-behaved appearance who can run and howl.

When Akashi used his hands to shield the slightly painful eyes pierced by the bright sunlight, the twitch of the quilt woke up Akashi Masomi who was sleeping next to him.

"Seijuro, you're awake." Seeing Akashi who had opened his eyes, Akashi Seiomi's tone was full of surprise.This point, even he himself has not discovered.

Akashi, who turned his head back after hearing the familiar voice, was stunned the moment he saw his father's face.

Looking at the tall man in front of him, Akashi was puzzled.He is indeed his father, but that young appearance only exists in his vague memory when he was young. When did his father become so young?And he remembered that he was in Italy, but the room in front of him was the one he had in his home in Tokyo.All the familiar things show that this is the Japan I have been thinking about, not the strange Italy.

"Seijuro, what's the matter? Is there something uncomfortable?" Looking at the child who looked up and stared at himself with a little head up, he didn't know what he was thinking.Akashi Masomi felt anxious, and hurriedly asked, for fear that the child in front of him might feel uncomfortable.

"It's okay, father." The soft and waxy voice came out of Akashi's mouth, coupled with a pair of round red eyes, it was even more adorable.It's just that Akashi was surprised by his own voice, is this voice his own?Before he had time to think about why this happened, he felt hugged.When he regained his senses, he realized that he was in his father's arms at the moment.

Akashi, who was hugged by Akashi Seishomi, froze. In his memory, his father had never been so close to him.Until his mother passed away, his relationship with his father could only be described as that of a stranger living under the same roof, nominally a father-son relationship.His father didn't express those hidden emotions buried in his heart, and he, who was influenced by his father's every move, also didn't express that emotion.

Just when he was in a daze, a vague memory popped up in his mind.I remember when he was very young, his father hugged him like this.

Akashi wanted to ask Akashi Masami to put him down, the feeling of being hugged by someone made him a little overwhelmed, especially when the person who hugged him was his always strict father, he was even more at a loss.

It wasn't until he caught a glimpse of his tiny arms and legs that he dismissed the thought.He rubbed his eyes in disbelief.The mouth is slightly opened, not knowing what is going on.

"Xiaozheng." A familiar and eager voice reached Akashi's ears.

It was his mother, and Akashi, who was hugged tightly by Akashi Seishomi, twisted his body eagerly, wanting to see the mother that existed in his memory.The next second, he fell into another embrace. The familiar taste, familiar feeling, and familiar warmth all showed that this was the mother who had supported him through his dry and boring childhood.It was the mother who handed over the basketball to her, and the mother who brought happiness to her. This was really her mother, her mother.

"Fortunately, Xiaozheng is fine." Akashi Shiori hugged Akashi tightly.Looking at the child who was already in peace, the worried heart finally fell.

After accepting everything, Akashi was only happy after the initial situation, greedily enjoying this hard-won maternal love.Thinking about this, he couldn't help but let out a cry.

"Mother."

Unexpectedly, he saw his mother's expression of tears of relief when she heard this title.

"Ah, Xiaozheng is very good. You will call her mom like that from now on, you know?" Holding the child tightly in her arms again, Shiori Akashi raised a smile that could be called the happiest in the world.

"Well, I know mom." Seeing his mother smiling so satisfied and happy, Akashi's heart was also filled with happiness.

Now he still has time to catch everything.There is still time to have the kind of emotion that I once dreamed of but is still elusive in the end.

Akashi also raised a big smile, it was a smile from the bottom of his heart.

"Cough cough." Standing aside, Akashi Masomi, who was completely ignored by the warm mother and son, coughed dissatisfiedly, trying to get their attention.

When both of them focused their attention on him, Akashi Seishomi resumed his usual serious expression, and said to the two of them, "Let's go have breakfast first, I will return to Yokohama later."

After finishing speaking, Akashi Masomi walked out with a slumped face.

Akashi Shiori put down Akashi in her arms, took Akashi's hand and said with a smile: "Xiaozheng, let's go have breakfast, mom asked the chef to cook porridge."

Akashi Shiori pulled Akashi and walked towards the restaurant, completely unaware of Akashi Seiyuki's dissatisfaction just now, and focused all his attention on Akashi.

Akashi, who was pulled by Akashi Shiori, looked at the courtyard he was most familiar with, and always felt like he was dreaming.I was having an unbelievable dream that even I didn't know if it was true or not.

Everything in the dream is so real and beautiful, but what happens after waking up?

I'd rather never wake up if I could.

It's not that he is escaping, but that there is everything he is deeply attached to here, everything he once had but had no time to experience.