[Comprehensive] The posture of rebirth is not right

Lost again.

Kise felt that his eyes were full of soreness.That feeling was worse than that time in the practice match with Seirin.That time was the first time he lost a game, so one can imagine the feeling.

But this time, he was fully prepared, even the seniors in the team were the same.For this competition, they don't know how much blood and sweat they have paid behind the scenes, but in the end, let alone a shame, they still ended up in such a disastrous defeat by one point.

Kise stood there dumbfounded, and Seirin's loud cheers shook his eardrums faintly.Thinking about it, they have already won this game and successfully entered the finals, how can they be unhappy or excited.

In fact, he should be happy too.After all, he hadn't experienced this kind of fierce competition with all his might for a long time.That match against Tonghuang was also very exciting, but it was too long since this time, he had forgotten the feeling of galloping on the field.

However, they really lost the game now, how could he be happy.

This time, Akira Midorima's insinuating embarrassment and concern probably disappeared.

Also, Xiu De also lost the game this time.Speaking of which, he and Luma felt a little sympathetic.

Kise recalled what he said when he knew the schedule of the semi-finals.Thinking of this, Kise lowered his head and gave a wry smile.

During the match, Heizi's firm expression still appeared in front of his eyes, and then the words that even surprised him came out of Heizi's mouth.

'Because, I want to compete with Akashi-kun. '

Kuroko's words made him pause, and he didn't want to compete with Akashi, so that Akashi could see his growth.

But now, he couldn't even realize this wish.

I remember that time when he lost the game, Midorima immediately told Akashi the news of his failure.

I just don't know what Akashi would think when he saw the news at that time.Kise couldn't help thinking.I remember that at that time, he bombarded Midorima with text messages and phone calls many times, and Midorima only gave him a sentence that Akashi did not reply to the text message, and there was no further text.

Later, because he got used to school life, he also forgot about it.But he didn't expect that on this occasion, he remembered such a scene again.

Speaking of which, since Akashi Akashi said those words to Midorima in the previous game, he has never seen Akashi Akashi again.Kise also remembered the disappointment in his heart when he remembered the red-haired figure that he couldn't find no matter how hard he searched during the game.

But now he is thankful: fortunately, little Akashi did not directly see this result.

Kise, who was falling into his own subjective consciousness, was patted heavily on the shoulder unexpectedly, and it wasn't until he turned around that he realized that the person who slapped him was Kasamatsu.

Kise opened his mouth to say something, but facing Kasamatsu, he didn't know what to say, so he just waited quietly for Kasamatsu's opening.

"How long are you going to stand here? Be careful I will kick you away."

Hearing Kasamatsu's unpleasant and even threatening words, Kise's mood improved inexplicably.

"Senior, I..." Huang Lai was about to say something more with teary eyes, but just as he opened his mouth, Kasamatsu knocked him hard again.

"Put away your stupid look." Li Song's face was as fierce as ever.

Seeing that Kasamatsu is no different from before, I can't even see the loss and sadness caused by the loss of the game.Kise resisted the severe pain and his desire to complain, and glanced at the seniors in his team waiting for him, Kise cheered up and walked over, and then expressed to Seirin's team with the seniors of the same team. gratitude.

Luo Shan and the others couldn't hide their shock after watching the game.Leaving aside the fact that Vulcan and Heizi's growth and cooperation left them speechless, just talking about Kise's talent for imitation is enough to amaze them.

Facing Kise who has entered the zone state is not only facing one Kise, but also facing several other generations of miracles, and no one can predict whose skills Kise will show next.

They have always wanted to be on par with Miracle, even if they can't be equal, at least they can't be too far behind Akashi, so that other Miracles can compare them.But after continuously seeing the abilities displayed by Aomine, Murasakihara, Midorima, and now Kise, they realized that the gap between them and Miracle could not be crossed.

I'm so unhappy.At this time, several people in Luoshan had the same idea.

At the same time, they are all rejoicing.I am glad that Akashi did not choose to watch this game, and I am glad that Akashi belongs to them now.

Because everyone is concentrated in the stadium to watch the game, there are very few people outside. Compared with the usual people coming and going, it looks even more empty now.

Akashi was wearing the sportswear that hadn't been changed yet, and he was standing by the fence around the highest point of the steps with his arms crossed, looking into the distance. Chong Ye stopped not far behind him, his gaze was always on Akashi's back .

Alia was standing at the farthest distance from both of them. The two of them seemed to have nothing to do with them, but their attention was on them.

After a long time, Chong Ye moved.He started to walk a few steps in the direction of Akashi until he was level with Akashi and stood in front of the fence.

He turned his face to look at Akashi, then turned his head back, and followed Akashi's line of sight to look not far away.He had been spinning the words in his stomach for a long time, but at this moment he was reluctant to interrupt the quiet atmosphere.

It was not until a long time later that Chong Ye felt that his neck was a little sore, and he said, "Doesn't Xiaozheng want to know who his opponent will be in the final?"

It wasn't until his words were blown into the distance by the wind and dissipated for a long time that he heard Akashi beside him speak.

"Isn't it the same whether you look at it or not?" Akashi said flatly.

In their eyes, he has never existed.Instead of watching this game with a certain outcome, he might as well stay away.As if they let him go, they also let him go.

When he finished speaking, Akashi felt that something was blocked in his heart, and his whole body became dull.Just like in the last game, they cheered Seirin in front of him and said things that he couldn't believe, the whole person was extremely heavy.

It's not that Chong Ye can't hear the emotion expressed in Akashi's light tone, but he knows that Akashi doesn't need that kind of comfort from others, doesn't need sympathy and pity from others.After thinking for a long time, he held back the words that he wanted to comfort, and continued the original topic: "Then Xiaozheng is so sure about the result of the battle between Kaichang and Seirin."

"The result should not change, right? Even if there is a change, it doesn't matter to me which side Kai Chang and Seirin wins in this game." The important thing is that he can't lose again.

Thinking of this, Akashi's gaze became firmer and clearer.

In fact, he still selfishly hopes that Haichang will win this game, so that he can verify whether his deduction is correct during the game.

But thinking of the injury on Kise's knee, Akashi still dismissed such thoughts.If Haichang really wins, without an opponent of the same level, he will choose the same method as in the IH game.And Vulcan and Heizi are opponents worth fighting for.

Because he is also looking forward to the next game, which can be said to be extremely exciting.

Such firm Akashi deeply attracted Chong Ye, Chong Ye didn't know how to answer the words for a moment, paused for a while, and Chong Ye, who remembered something, asked again: "Those words that Xiaozheng said to Luma before..."

Having said that, Chong Ye couldn't continue.Many people didn't know the expression on Akashi's face with his back to most people at that time, but he stood up early and was not far away from Akashi, who could see it clearly.

After listening to Midorima's almost questioning words, that face instantly turned pale, and even his forehead, which hadn't sweated much after playing the whole game, was covered with sweat from enduring some kind of pain at that moment.

If the nameless anger bursting out of his heart hadn't been caught in time by the quick-sighted and quick-handed Alia, he might have caused a scene on the basketball court at that time.It wasn't until he heard the words from Akashi's mouth that he felt sad for Akashi that the nameless anger in his heart completely dissipated.

"Chong Ye." Akashi turned around and looked up at Chong Ye.Now that Chong Ye has brought up this topic, Akashi no longer hides it, but speaks out all the words he has been suppressing in his heart.

"I am really grateful to each of them, and I am very glad that I met them because I like basketball. Do you know? At that time, because of my mother's death, my father became more and more strict with me, destroying the hopes of the whole family. It is pinned on me. I can understand his mood, so I will do my best in every way, hoping to satisfy my father."

He really knew about Akashi's mother's death.Looking back now, it seems like it happened yesterday.That gentle and elegant woman who always smiles will always prepare a lot of favorite food for him and Akashi, and will teach them patiently.That woman gave him too much warmth, and also made him understand another manifestation of strength and that unparalleled family affection.

"At that time, I was only accompanied by boring and heavy schoolwork. Even if I sometimes went out, it was because of my father's order that I had to go to some receptions and get to know the dignitaries who had business contacts with my father. Fortunately, there were still Basketball is with me, otherwise I probably wouldn't be able to survive at that time." Speaking of those past events and his favorite basketball, Akashi showed a comfortable smile that relieved the pressure.

But such a smile made Chong Ye feel uncomfortable.What Akashi said was a real experience that he had never understood.Even though he is full of doubts about what Akashi said now, he still doesn't know how to say it.

Chong Ye couldn't help thinking that if Akashi hadn't been to Italy at that time, he wouldn't have had those encounters either.Or Akashi went to Italy, and he also had those encounters, but he didn't meet Scuvaro, or he and Akashi were not bound by fate, but missed it, then, what Akashi said should be his original Everything that should have been experienced.

If they hadn't met each other, without him by Akashi's side, Akashi would really be alone.

"It wasn't until I got acquainted with them in middle school that I really realized the meaning of happiness, and was also attracted by their pure and pure happiness without impurities. It was a reception with my father and those flatterers It’s a completely different feeling. At that time, I thought, that’s the real friendship.”

"If it wasn't for them, I'm afraid I would never be able to get out of that abyss."

When Akashi finished speaking, he let out a long sigh of relief, the big stone that had been pressing on his heart for a long time finally fell to the ground.

Akashi's expression was unprecedentedly relaxed, but Chong Ye's brows were tightly furrowed, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.

Akashi glanced at the time, and said again: "They should have finished the competition by this time, I'll go to the lounge first. Go back to the hotel first."

Akashi had left the place, but Chong Ye hadn't recovered from the feeling after hearing those words from Akashi's mouth.He thought again of the things that the gentle woman had entrusted to him with her weak and sick body.

That was the agreement between them, and it was also a secret that even Akashi never knew.

Those words were still clearly imprinted in his mind.

The burden on that child was too great, she said.

She said that the child was too distressing.

She said, I hope he can be happy.

She said, I hope he can have a real friendship.

She said, thank you very much for accompanying Xiao Zheng for so many years.

She said, seeing his excellence, I am already satisfied.

She said that although there will be many regrets not seeing him grow up, I believe he will not let me down.That kid's life was supposed to shine brightly.

She said, I gave him to you.I hope you can take good care of him for me and watch him grow.In this way, I can feel at ease.

Akashi's mother said many things to him that day, leaving him with nothing but endless sadness besides more and more uneasiness.

At that time, he was so choked up that he couldn't say a word, he could only nod desperately.

Later, it wasn't until Akashi's mother said the words that asked him to accompany Akashi to go on, that he clarified his firm attitude.

Even if she didn't say that, he'd be there for him.

Because, now that they were tied together, he would never let him sink into that swamp called loneliness again.

The final team was determined when the game stopped at the last second.One is Luoshan, who is known as the emperor, and the other is Seirin, who is known as the miracle star.

The next game is the final.Who will win the championship in the end, no one can make a judgment until the last moment.But it is precisely because of the final moment that everyone is looking forward to it.

The match between Luoshan vs Seirin is finally about to begin.

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The first update of the new year, Minna, happy new year!