Sui Yu Tou Zhu

As the wind and snow gradually subsided, Ding Hanbai's mind gradually cleared up, but the more sober he became, the more complacent he became, with a kind of abnormal pleasure of doing evil.He got up from the snow, looked at the figure who ran nearly a hundred meters, and called out, only to see that the other party ran faster.

From being horrified at the time to being calm now, Ji Shenyu couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in.Walking on the snow and shaking, the mouth seems to have residual warmth, and the thoughts are like snowflakes in the sky, which cannot be clearly understood.

Running and running, he finally collapsed and knelt down, covering his face and trembling.

Ding Hanbai kissed him and touched his lips with his lips.

All his cognitions and established concepts were shattered by that kiss, lips pressed against lips, tongue hooked tongue, how could... He put down his hands, unable to figure out how Ding Hanbai could do that?The sound of horseshoes came to his ears, he knew that Ding Hanbai was chasing him, and he could hear Ding Hanbai calling him.

Ji Zhenzhu, the name he hated, at the beginning.

But never before like this moment, I feel scared when I hear it.

Ding Hanbai let his temper play hooligans, caught up, got off his horse and picked up Ji Shenyu. "Pearl?" His hand was empty, Ji Shenyu broke free and continued to run, he stretched out his hand to stop, and apologized in consideration of the situation.

He seemed to understand the feeling of inconsistency, saying "I'm sorry" on his lips, but in his heart, eight horses couldn't chase him back, and he had no regrets.Ji Shenyu told him to hold him halfway, and he panicked like a wild cat whose tail was trampled on, showing his defensiveness with his fists and fangs.

Ding Hanbai roared: "I'll let you go, don't make a fuss." Slowly let go of his hand, strangely reluctant, obviously he slept with him a few days ago, but the other party didn't miss his embrace at this moment.

Distraught, Ji Shenyu rushed out a few steps, turned around, and struggled for a glimmer of hope: "You must have mistook me for someone when you were hysterical, right?"

Ding Hanbai answered simply: "No."

Ji Shenyu suddenly lost control: "Yes! It must be!" He stepped back again and again, and a piece of ice stains appeared on the heel of his boots, "It's Shang Minru, or Wu Nuomin...it doesn't matter, it's not me anyway."

Ding Hanbai asked: "Anyone is fine? I can kiss anyone?"

He didn't give Ji Shenyu time to answer, and said rascally: "Don't you think I'm abnormal recently? You should understand now, because I hide this thought, I want to kiss you. I really regret the moment I kissed you , there is still such a good taste in the world, how can I bear it so much?"

Ji Shenyu's face was flushed, cold, but hot again.His heart was broken, but his body was still standing upright. Ding Hanbai walked towards him and hugged him. He really didn't understand that they were clearly brothers... men of the same gender.

You bastard bastard, he muttered.

Ding Hanbai looked down at him, and he shed another tear.

"Pearl..." Ding Hanbai said, "It's my fault. Let's go back first. If you cry, be careful not to frostbite your face." Maybe he was bad to the extreme, but Ji Shenyu's teardrop made his broken heart swell A moment of kindness.Coaxing, hugging each other onto the horse, not daring to slam with the chest again, can only wreak havoc with the whip.

The two of them finally came back, and Dinger and Zao finished three bowls of goat milk in the yurt.Back to downtown Chifeng, Ji Shenyu huddled in the back of the car in a daze, caught a glimpse of the blue Mongolian hat, and wished he could open the window and throw it out.Not only the Mongolian hat, but also the golden bookmark and the amber pendant, he had to return Ding Hanbai.

Planning like this, thinking he could break up with him, got out of the car and went upstairs, and sat in the farewell banquet, Ji Shenyu lost his soul and said nothing.At night, he packed his luggage, rolled up the quilt and went to sleep in another bedroom.

Ding Hanbai leaned against the head of the bed and warned: "You may catch a cold lying on the snow during the day, so cover yourself with a quilt."

Ji Shenyu gritted his teeth, how dare he lie down on the snow? !The hug, the fingers pressing down on his hat, the inevitable smile that enveloped him, the memory strangled him.

He dropped his luggage and rushed to the bed, covered Ding Hanbai with the quilt, punched and kicked him.Ding Hanbai didn't resist at all, just sat up straight and let him vent, he thought of Ding Hanbai desperately fighting for him and the robbers again, thinking of Ding Hanbai picking him up from school without saying hello, thinking of Ding Hanbai taking off his coat and drying it for him Dripping feet.

Memories open, have a beginning, and have no end. After all, this person treats him better.Ji Shenyu stopped his hands, feeling dejected, and stretched out his hand to pull off the quilt, wanting to see if Ding Hanbai was injured by him.

Ding Hanbai looked up at him, he said: "Don't treat me well in the future."

On the last night in Chifeng, neither of them fell asleep.

The next day, when I set foot on the return train, Ji Shenyu climbed into the bed and lay down in a small sleeper room, with his back facing outwards, pretending to sleep.Ding Erhe asked, "What happened to him?"

Ding Hanbai let out his anger: "What else can I do? Seeing you upset."

Ji Shenyu stared at the wall, the train was swaying, but he fell into meditation as an old monk, and then his eyes were sore, he closed it, as quiet as the abbot passed away.After a long time, there was a flight attendant pushing the dining car to sell food, and he heard that Ding Erhe was going to eat in the dining car, wouldn't it mean that only Ding Hanbai and himself were left?

He got up: "Second brother, I'll go to dinner with you."

Ding Erhe didn't seem to have thought of it: "Okay...then let's go."

Ding Han Baian sat on the edge of the bed, watching Ji Shenyu leave with Ding Erhe as if fleeing for his life, he couldn't laugh or cry, and felt funny.He has always bullied whoever he hates, but with Ji Shenyu, he bullied when he was annoying, but now that he likes it, he still can't help bullying, in short, it is really wicked.

He looked out of the window helplessly, knowing that he should give the other party time.

Then I was worried again, if Ji Shenyu still refused to accept it, would he just give up?

Ding Hanbai thought to no avail, so he simply continued to read the "Youyang Miscellaneous Zu".Seeing Volume [-], Ji Shenyu came back from dinner with Ding Erhe, he waited for Ji Shenyu to go back to bed without looking up, and said, "Second, don't you feel bored, let me tell you a story."

Ding Erhe nodded in doubt, when did he feel bored?

Ding Hanbai said: "This volume is called Shizhu. The first story is about a man in Yangzhou lying on a bed in the early years of Yongtai." I love to lie in bed and rest."

Ji Shenyu frowned and opened his eyes. He hasn't read that volume yet, so he can only listen to the yin and yang of Ding.Ding Hanbai continued: "This man from Yangzhou fell asleep with his hands on the edge of the bed. Suddenly, he was grabbed by a big hand and pulled desperately. He called Tian Tian to no avail, and no one responded to his senior brother."

Hearing this, Ji Shenyu curled his arms in front of his chest, and pulled on the zipper of his cotton coat.

"It was too late to say that! A crack opened in the ground, and those hands dragged the man out of the bed and fell into the hole!" Ding Hanbai's voice was full of emotion and rhythm, "The man fell in, the crack closed quickly, and only the ground remained. A beige cotton coat... no, it's a long gown."

Ding Erhe asked, "Then what should we do?"

Ding Hanbai shouted: "Dig the ground immediately! Dig a few meters deep, and there is a corpse in the ground, not even a fleshy star. It has obviously been dead for many years."

A day in the sky, a year on the ground, and a moment on the ground, will time fly by underground?Ding Hanbai kept diverging: "Do you know why the man is being dragged by hand? Because there are dead souls underground." He lowered his voice, "This is a train, and there are rails under the train. There are so many projects, and railway construction is the most dangerous. The most dead."

As soon as the words were finished, the inside of the carriage was pitch black. Ding Hanbai rushed to the front of the bunk, groped for Ji Shenyu's arm, yanked it violently, and changed his voice to scare people. "Brother!" Ji Shenyu called to him, curled up into a ball and hid inside.

Ding Hanbai pretended to be a hero again: "Come here, senior brother."

Ji Shenyu was startled, and rushed to follow the sound, and Ding Hanbai hugged him off the bunk.At this time, the train had passed through the tunnel and the hall was lit up again. Ding Erhe had already smiled crookedly.He was furious and kept struggling, Ding Hanbai said: "Second brother, go smoke a cigarette."

There were only the two of them left in the carriage, Ding Hanbai wrapped his iron arms around him, and there was a joke hidden in his explanation: "I'm sorry, I was just kidding with you, who told you to ignore me."

Ji Shenyu wanted to cry but had no tears, and gave up struggling to be a lamb to be slaughtered.Ding Hanbai moved slightly with compassion, put the person down under the quilt, picked up the book and continued talking.It was rare for him to speak in such a soft voice, it was nothing more than a loving father telling stories to his beloved son, occasionally glancing at him, and talking until Ji Shenyu fell asleep.

This time I slept until it was dark.

After stopping at several stops, the travelers patiently endured to the finish line and filed out, lamenting that it was much colder.

Hot soup and delicious dishes are prepared in the living room in the front yard, and the three young people have successfully purchased and returned, both to receive the wind and to celebrate.Sitting down, Ji Shenyu ate silently, while Ding Hanbai was on the right hand side talking about all kinds of trips, interesting stories, and dangers, which made the whole table excited.

Ding Yanshou unfolded it and looked at it, his face suddenly changed, and the table was instantly quiet.He asked: "Sixty percent frozen stone, twenty percent chicken blood? Nonsense! Who told you to do this?!"

Ding Hanbai said: "Eat first, I will explain after eating."

Ding Yanshou was enraged: "Explain? When you explain the flowers, you must cut them first and play later! The proportions that you have explored for so many years, you can even calculate the fractions when you go. You are usually self-willed and reckless, and you dare to make your own decisions in the store." !"

Ji Shenyu raised his head from the bowl and opened his mouth to defend Ding Hanbai, but he was about to draw a line with him, so he suppressed it again.Seeing this, Jiang Shuliu immediately said, "Shen Yu, is it cold in Inner Mongolia these days? Have you gone to the grassland?"

The conversation suddenly changed, and Ji Shenyu replied: "It's not cold, the grassland is full of snow." He laughed dryly, and couldn't help but think of Ding Hanbai's crimes on the grassland, and forced himself to change the subject, "The gloves my aunt knitted for me are very warm. I wear it every day."

In order to prevent the father and son from quarreling, Jiang Shuliu tried his best to talk about other things, so he looked at Jiang Caiwei: "When we were young, we also gave gifts as scarves and gloves, and weaved them ourselves."

Jiang Caiwei said: "You can send your brother-in-law, but I can only send these nephews."

Jiang Shuliu suggested: "After the Chinese New Year is 24, it's time to talk about a friend." My sister never likes to rush these things, so the situation is compelling and she can only nag, "When you are 27 or [-], the good ones will be picked out. Who will you marry?" go?"

Jiang Caiwei said cooperatively: "No one likes me, what can I do? I'll move out when I'm not married on the 27th. I can't let you and your brother-in-law take care of you for the rest of your life."

The two sisters sang together and did not give Ding Yanshou a chance to speak every second, making Ding Yanshou choked up.Ding Hanbai ate with peace of mind, feeling that the crisis was over, but unexpectedly the one on the left suddenly stood up, Feng Shui took turns, and kicked off his crab roe bun.

The people at the table looked up, and Ji Shenyu's heart beat like a drum. He said, "Auntie, I will grow up in a few years, and I want to marry you."

There was no sound, the Ding family members were all stunned, and Jiang Caiwei was so surprised that she couldn't make a sound.Ji Shenyu stood up straight, his face flushed as if he had been burned by fire, but what he was thinking about was not what Jiang Caiwei thought, but...

Suddenly, the soup bowl shattered like a shocking sound, and Ding Hanbai's arm was numb from the impact.He cursed: "Are you fucking crazy?!"

Ding Yanshou hesitated: "Shen Yu, although you and Caiwei are not related..."

Ding Hanbai refused to let go: "Even if you can't beat it!" He glared at Ding Yanshou, "Unless you are willing to be brother-in-law with your apprentice!" He got up and kicked the chair away, glaring at Ji Shenyu, "It's still you Want to be my little uncle?!"

Gritting his teeth, he could chew a piece of meat between the words, Ding Hanbai's agitation was so frightening that he seemed to throw off the table.Jiang Caiwei hurriedly smoothed things over: "Everyone sit down, the joke is on me, I will bring a boyfriend back tomorrow for you to see."

Ding Hanbai fired wildly, and yelled at Jiang Caiwei: "I know no one cares about him, but you want to coax him with a pair of gloves on the left and a box of peach cakes on the right. If he doesn't miss you, who do you miss?!"

Jiang Caiwei was wronged by Dou E, the glove was obviously lied to by Ding Hanbai.

This meal was really exciting and insane, it was brilliant.After the meal, Ding Hanbai wanted to grab Ji Shenyu and go back to the small courtyard, but Ding Yanshou detained him. He couldn't help it, his palms seemed to be smeared with paste, and it took him a while to let go.

Ji Shenyu ran away like a beast.

After being away for many days, the small courtyard is a bit deserted, but the light bulbs are still so bright.Ji Shenyu was physically and mentally exhausted, too lazy to pack his luggage, so he went to bed and rested after washing his face.Three or five minutes later, I got out of bed and bolted the door, but it was not enough, so I locked the window again.

Ding Han and Bai Zhou were exhausted, and Lao Tzu closed the door to follow the family law. No matter whether the reason is too big or not, he must be taught a lesson if he doesn't report it.Dozens of feather dusters will inevitably swell and hurt the steel and iron bones, not to mention his mortal body, which is neither cold nor hot.

After the beating, Ding Yanshou allowed to speak: "Explain, if you can't explain clearly, go to sleep in the pool."

Ding Hanbai explained that he didn't have a whim at all, but planned clearly before he went.Ding Yanshou's brain hurt, he was surprised by his son's courage to change as soon as he said it, but he was even more worried: "How sure are you that you will make money without losing money?"

Ding Hanbai said: "It is the most basic thing to make a steady profit without losing money, and I want to bring Yuxiaoji back to life step by step." He promised this matter, and he dared to promise, and he was sure, "Even if it fails completely, I will pay for it out of my own pocket. "

Ding Yanshou asked: "How do you have so much money?"

Ding Hanbai made up Hu: "It's a big deal to sell yourself, it won't trouble me."

Ding Yanshou made him so angry that he almost fainted and sold himself?I have been used to raising this prodigal since I was a child, and I can't even count the expenses of eating, drinking and having fun, so I just open my mouth and talk about selling myself?Selling blood is even more reliable!

In the middle of the night and heavy dew, Ding Hanbai was finally let go, but there was only a single lamp left in the small courtyard.He wasn't so bad that he opened the door and broke the window. He only wandered around the porch twice before going back to the house to sleep.

The Western clock strikes the hour on the hour instead of the cock crowing to break the dawn.

Ding Hanbai didn't stay in bed, he got up and went to the next door to say "Good morning" in a foreign style, but unexpectedly the bedding was tidy and the building was empty.He understood that Ji Shenyu was avoiding him, so I'll see you at the dinner table, but he still missed in the front yard.

Jiang Shuliu said, "Shen Yu went to the library early in the morning and didn't even eat."

Jiang Caiwei was worried: "Are you embarrassed by what happened last night and are hiding from me?"

Ding Han's white eyes are also serious, and his smile is also cold: "What do you have to hide? Do you really think he wants to marry you? It's just to save you, can you not take it too seriously?!"

When he got angry, he didn't eat, and drove the stone to the jade pin and put it in the warehouse.I couldn't take care of it when I was busy, and I didn't drink up the water until the afternoon. Before leaving, I went to Chasing Fenglou to pack buttered chicken wings.

Ding Hanbai drove home, entered the small courtyard and saw the door of the bedroom was closed, he came back, he immediately thought the pot of lucky bamboo was cute. "Ji Zhenzhu?" he called, walked to the door and pushed it, facing Ji Shenyu's profile.

Ji Shenyu sat at the table reading a book, did not raise his head, and restrained himself even from the corner of his eye.

Ding Hanbai said: "I bought buttered chicken wings, and they are warming up in the kitchen. I'll change my clothes and let's go eat." He saw that Ji Shenyu didn't respond, but he didn't refuse, he just pretended that he was embarrassed.

Love, love, what do you like, after all, it makes people shy.

Ding Hanbai strode back to the house and opened the door, but the hand that picked up the watch stopped.The carpet was still with a geometric pattern, and the round table was still carved with ebony, but the things on the table were extremely dazzling-a pure gold bookmark, an amber pendant, a Mongolian hat, and even his clean coat.

It was really resolute to return it to Zhao, Ding Hanbai threw the watch on the ground, grabbed a few pieces and rushed to the next door.He kicked the carved door open, and he trembled with anger: "Give it back to me? What do you mean?"

Ji Shenyu said, "I don't want it anymore."

Ding Han scolded in vain: "If you don't want it, then don't? You don't want me to kiss, so I fucking kiss you anyway?!"

Ji Shenyu glanced over, with a forbearing and painful expression. "I let you kiss me, you should be crazy enough, can't you let me go?" He crumpled the pages of the book, his heart was about to jump out and land on the paper, "I am your junior brother, a man with the same Adam's apple as you, Are you out of your mind?"

The other party approached, blocking the light inch by inch, Ji Shenyu bowed his head weakly. "Brother, right?" Ding Hanbai sat down, "You are jealous of me as a brother and a man because of something big, call me when you are afraid, and knock on my door in the middle of the night when you feel uncomfortable. I am too lazy to count, good junior brother, you are so smart, then ask yourself, do you really have no intentions of me?"

When he was first tempted, he struggled for a long time. Of course, he was surprised by the gender, but he couldn't match the sincerity of his feelings.He's not stupid, Ji Shenyu didn't feel it even if he killed him.

And Ji Shenyu never thought about it, he couldn't sleep or eat, and he didn't stop thinking for a moment.He cared about Ding Hanbai, he was closest to Ding Hanbai in such a big family, he would feel flustered when facing Ding Hanbai... He didn't dare to think about it anymore, he would rather be in a mess.

Ding Hanbai pushed the few gifts away and said, "If you want to pay it back, you have to pay everything back."

Ji Shenyu turned his face away in surprise, and Ding Hanbai said again: "The rose in the yard, I have spent so much time, when will you pay it back? How do you plan to pay it back?"

The roses in that place have withered long ago, but the thoughts that shouldn't be there are flourishing.

Ji Shenyu said it so hard: "But I don't mean that to you."

The slap in the face of rejection is more painful than the slap on the snow.

But Ding Hanbai is not an ordinary person, so he stood up abruptly: "It doesn't matter if you don't like me, I like you." He smiled wantonly, "I hang around under your nose every day, and play with you every day, I'm not afraid that I won't be able to love you for a long time. "

Ji Shenyu looked up at him: "That's not liking, you'll get it wrong!" He forced himself to calm down, and broke down in secret, "It's just that the things I sculpt can catch your eyes, the pictures I draw, and my craftsmanship let you Appreciate... you will be wrong!"

Ding Hanbai asked loudly: "What's wrong? I'm an old man and I still can't tell the relationship between my son and daughter?!"

He leaned over and pinched Ji Shenyu's face: "Little Nan Manzi, if you don't understand, I'll give you time to think about it. Living under the same roof, I have plenty of time to torment you. If you can't run away, you can't escape, even if you're packed up. Homeland, I will send the betrothal gift directly to your Yangzhou City! Say it again, if you like it, you like it, just like Master Ji likes your mother, Ding Yanshou likes Jiang Shuliu, you can see and hear clearly, I, Ding Hanbai, like you Ji Shenyu! "

The roar reverberated and lingered endlessly.

——I like you, Ji Shenyu!

The author has something to say: As mentioned earlier, the younger brother’s view of feelings is rather vague. After all, he is only 16, and he met such a vigorous one at the beginning of the relationship... and there is the limitation of the times, and he has almost never been exposed to knowledge related to homosexuality. Shocked.jpg