my boyfriend is a chef

When Xi Chuan first met Sun Youchen, Sun Youchen was still a junior high school student.At that time, the teacher's wife was sick in the hospital, and the teacher was taking care of her in Beijing. Sun Youchen was at home alone, and his Chinese food and lunch were served in Xiaoyayuan.At that time, Xi Chuan studied cooking with his master for two years. He is very talented in cooking and has a strong ability to accept. He can already cook a lot of dishes. The master likes him very much and is willing to ask him to help in many things, including Take care of Sun Youchen.

During that time, Sun Youchen came to the restaurant after school, and then ran to the kitchen and said to Xi Chuan, "Brother Chuan, I want to eat today..." Xi Chuan would make it for him.Xi Chuan hadn't graduated yet, and he was playing lotus in the kitchen, so he didn't have much chance to cook. Sun Youchen was a sensible boy, and he wouldn't bother the busy chef, so he only asked Xi Chuan to cook for him.

Xi Chuan's level was not stable at that time, and the dishes he made were good and bad.Sun Youchen is very good at making a living, he is not picky about food, he can eat delicious food or not, the different reaction is that he will be delighted when he eats delicious food, and he will eat more, and he will not say anything about the average taste, but he will eat less .

After they got acquainted, Xi Chuan would take the initiative to ask Sun Youchen about his taste. Sun Youchen grew up eating dishes cooked by chefs. Chuan can also draw a lot of inspiration from it.During that time, his culinary skills improved by leaps and bounds, and it was inseparable from the support and encouragement given to him by Sun Youchen.

Junior high school students don’t need to study by themselves at night, and Sun Youchen is a little afraid to go home and stay alone. Many times after dinner, he would do homework, read comic books or draw pictures in the office to pass the time, and only went back to sleep after checking that the time was almost up.

One day Xi Chuan finished his work and all his colleagues left. He was going to close the door for a rest (he doesn’t live in the staff dormitory, and has been living in a small room next to the warehouse, responsible for guarding the store), when he found that the lights in the office were still on. At first glance, Sun Youchen was lying on the sofa and fell asleep.Sun Youchen's sleep was not peaceful, his brows were furrowed, his face was pressed against a sketchbook, the sketchbook had traces of being soaked in water, it was already dry, and two or three characters were drawn on it with pencils, Although the brushwork is still immature, it can be recognized that the painting is a family of three, father, mother and son.

Xi Chuan understood, knowing that the younger brother was missing his parents, and the teacher's wife had been away for a long time this time, and she hasn't come back for almost a month, so she doesn't know how her condition is.He patted Sun Youchen's arm carefully: "Youchen, Youchen, get up and go home."

Sun Youchen opened his eyes, his eyes were a little dazed, and after a while, he slowly regained his clarity: "What time is it?"

Xi Chuan looked at his phone: "It's 10:30."

Sun Youchen got up with his arms propped up, wiped his face with his hands, and then slowly collected his things.

Xi Chuan said, "There are no buses now. Would you like to take a taxi back?"

Sun Youchen raised his head and looked at him: "Brother Chuan, can you send me back?"

"What's the matter?" Xi Chuan noticed that he was a little depressed.

Sun Youchen lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes: "I'm a little scared, I called my dad, and he said that my mother has entered the ICU again."

Knowing that he was worried about his mother's body, Xi Chuan raised his hand and touched the top of his head: "Don't worry, Master will be fine. Let's go, I'll take you back."

Sun Youchen walked to the door of the office with his schoolbag, looked at Xi Chuan who was about to turn off the lights, and said, "Brother Chuan, can you stay at my house at night?"

Xi Chuan was stunned for a moment, then nodded: "Okay, then wait for me, I'll take a shower."

Sun Youchen obediently sat in Xi Chuan's hut and waited. The hut Xi Chuan lived in was very narrow and had no windows. The lights had to be turned on day and night. like your own room.His mother said that he was the reincarnation of a demon king who threw things everywhere. Sun Youchen didn't think so. His classmates were even more sloppy than him. He thought that all the boys were similar to this. Unexpectedly, Xi Chuan's room completely refreshed his old one. Recognition, he self-reflected, he should also pay attention to cleanliness, so that people will be willing to get close.

With wet hair on his face, Xi Chuan came out covered in moisture.Sun Youchen smelled the scent of soap on his body, and felt it was very fresh and pleasant, which was the same as the impression he gave - although he was a chef, he didn't feel greasy at all.This is Xi Chuan's first visit to Sun Youchen's house, the location is very good, the house is large, and the decoration is very tasteful, but there is a feeling of emptiness in the house, which is caused by the lack of popularity.On weekdays, the aunt who works part-time will come regularly to clean and help with laundry. At other times, Sun Youchen is alone. No wonder he feels lonely and doesn't want to go home.

Sun Youchen wanted him to sleep in the guest room, but Xi Chuan insisted on sleeping on the sofa, so as not to toss, Sun Youchen took a towel and gave it to Xi Chuan. The weather was not cold, and a towel was enough.In the middle of the night, Xi Chuan heard crying from the room, he woke up with a start, and ran to the bedroom barefoot, Sun Youchen sat on the bed and cried, Xi Chuan comforted him at a loss: "What's wrong, Youchen?"

Sun Youchen broke down in tears: "My mother, my mother is dying..."

As soon as he finished saying this, Xi Chuan's phone rang. It was Master calling, telling him that Master's mother was critically ill, and asked him to buy a plane ticket tomorrow and take Sun Youchen to Beijing to see his mother for the last time.Xi Chuan dared not refuse, he immediately called to book a flight ticket, only the one after [-]:[-] in the morning was still available, and now it was just [-]:[-] in the middle of the night.Xi Chuan bought the ticket immediately, and he and Sun Youchen hurriedly packed up the simple luggage, and hurried out. Xi Chuan had to be thankful that he had his wallet and ID card with him.

This was the busiest day in Xi Chuan's life. Many things were attempted for the first time, such as booking air tickets, taking a plane, and going to Beijing.Hurrying quickly, Sun Youchen still saw his mother for the last time.Xi Chuan looked at the master and younger brother who were crying like tears, and felt very uncomfortable. Sun Youchen lost his mother when he was only 13 years old, so pitiful.

After the funeral of the teacher's wife was over, the teacher didn't show up in the store for a long time, and Sun Youchen naturally didn't come to the restaurant to eat again. No one bothered them. The father and son needed time to lick their wounds.

It wasn't until two months later that the master reappeared in the store. His hair was graying a lot, and he talked a lot less. He seldom cooks and only cooks for his son. I went to deliver meals to my son, and at night I went home to cook for my son.Xi Chuan found that the master's mind was in a trance, far less energetic than before. The husband and wife are deeply in love, so it is reasonable to be like this, but he is very concerned about his son. In the past, when the master was in good health, the master always He is busy with work, and his wife is taking care of him at home. Now that his wife is gone, he is afraid that he will feel sorry for his dead wife and owe his son, so he is especially concerned about his son.Always keep Sun Youchen in three words, it can be seen that Sun Youchen has become his greatest spiritual sustenance.

Xi Chuan would often hear the master say in a proud tone what awards Sun Youchen won for his paintings, how many he got in the exams, he was admitted to the best Linyin Middle School in the city in high school, and he will be admitted to Tsinghua Academy of Fine Arts in the future.The master also said that when his son is admitted to university, gets married and has children, his wish will come to an end.

After entering high school, Sun Youchen became more and more busy with his homework, so he came to the restaurant less often, but every time he came to the restaurant, he still asked Xi Chuan to cook for him. He felt close to Xi Chuan from the bottom of his heart, probably because Xi Chuan accompanied him He has been through the saddest moment.At this time, Xi Chuan's craftsmanship was already very good, and he was praised by Sun Youchen every time.Xi Chuan liked Sun Youchen's character very much, he was polite, well-behaved and sensible, but he was a little less lively than before, probably because of his mother's death, which made Xi Chuan very distressed.

When Xi Chuan's mother was sick and hospitalized, he asked for leave to go back to take care of his mother. At that time, his condition was more critical. Xi Chuan was sitting in the hospital helpless and resigned to his fate. At this moment, Sun Youchen called: "Brother Chuan, I'm going to the store today. I didn't see you in the store. I heard from the store that your mother was sick and hospitalized. Is Auntie feeling better? If you need to transfer to another hospital, I will ask my dad to help you contact the hospital. Don't worry, Auntie has a good fortune. She'll be fine."

His concerned words were like a warm current to Xi Chuan, dispelling the panic and uneasiness in Xi Chuan's heart. This sensitive and kind child, because he had lost his mother, understood the importance of a mother. He did not forget to send a sentence at this time Concerned greetings, a sincere blessing.Fortunately, his mother turned the danger into a blessing, escaped the gate of death, and fully recovered without any sequelae. Every time he recalled his mother's illness, Xi Chuan couldn't help but think of Sun Youchen.

However, Xi Chuan never dreamed that he would become the child's guardian in a few months.Sun Youchen's heart-piercing crying also tore Xi Chuan's heart. This frail child has been alone since then, and even if there is no master's last words, he will not ignore him.

Suffering huge changes one after another, Sun Youchen still has a pure heart, pure and kind, but more melancholy and depressed.Sun Youchen, who suffered from the pain of losing his father and family, was very fragile. He always had to hug Xi Chuan's arm to fall asleep peacefully at night. Xi Chuan knew that he would always cry in his dreams at night, and tears wet his shoulders several times, but He has never mentioned this to Sun Youchen, he sees it in his eyes and hurts in his heart, he knows that words of comfort are the most pale at this moment, only companionship and care are really important.Others can only give time to let the pain heal slowly.

It's just that one morning, when Xi Chuan woke up, he found that there was something hard on the heel of his leg, and he felt embarrassed.Xi Chuan himself is a man, of course he knows what's going on, it's just a normal morning erection, although Sun Youchen is not an adult, he is also 17 years old, it's perfectly normal to have this kind of reaction.He quickly removed Sun Youchen's arms and legs wrapped around him, got dressed and got out of bed.

For a man, this kind of reaction is perfectly normal, but Xi Chuan must restrain himself.Because since he was in high school, he has been vaguely aware that his sexual orientation is a bit wrong. He doesn't like girls, no matter they are delicate, beautiful, lively, or gentle. He is indifferent, but has a physical impulse towards the same sex who also exudes male hormones. He thinks this is a kind of pathology, and has been trying his best to suppress his emotions and impulses.Later, he learned through various online channels that this was not a disease, but that his sexual orientation was a minority, so he did not dare to indulge himself.In particular, Sun Youchen is still the only child of the master, and he is still young, so he can't have any thoughts.

Xi Chuan quickly corrected his mentality, rented a house as quickly as possible, and slept in a separate room with Sun Youchen, so that the relationship would not easily go astray. Sun Youchen is a younger brother, not an ordinary boy.Unknowingly, Sun Youchen is still very clingy to him. Xi Chuan attributes this to the fledgling mentality. He has lost all his relatives, and when he sees the only person he can trust, he will naturally cling to him like a fledgling.

The good news is that Sun Youchen gradually became more cheerful, especially after Xi Chuan went to work in a fast food restaurant near their school.Xi Chuan can cook delicious food for Sun Youchen every day at noon and night, and Sun Youchen will bring his classmates over for dinner. Xi Chuan sees him joking and playing with his classmates, and thinks that is what a high school student should look like.Through observation, Xi Chuan feels that Sun Youchen's sexual orientation is normal, because he never minds physical contact with his classmates so far. Xi Chuan himself has always avoided this point. Even now, except for Sun Youchen, he still tries to avoid it as much as possible. Make physical contact with other people.

Xi Chuan has been adhering to his duties all the time, making himself ascetic as possible. Even if Sun Youchen clings to him, he still hints to himself that this is the intimacy between brothers.All this peace was broken because of the kiss that Sun Youchen had on the day after the college entrance examination, Zeng Bo took them to eat fish that day, because they were happy, the three of them drank a lot of wine, and couldn't drive back, so they searched for him in the small town. In a hotel, because there were no spare rooms, the three of them opened a big bed room and lay down side by side.

In the middle of the night, Sun Youchen woke up to go to the bathroom, Xi Chuan knew about it, because he made a lot of noise and woke him up too, he didn't open his eyes, and still fell asleep in a daze.After Sun Youchen came back, he touched his face with his hands, and Xi Chuan regained his senses. He felt the child's breath falling on his face, and the child was looking at him. He couldn't help being curious, and decided not to open his eyes. Let's see what he's up to.The next second, he felt something soft on his lips, with a faint smell of beer, and after about two seconds, the thing on his lips moved away.At that moment, Xi Chuan's mind seemed to be bursting with fireworks, all kinds of colors: What was Sun Youchen doing just now?kiss him?Xi Chuan was a little dizzy. He raised his hand and covered the back of his hand to his lips, but his face couldn't help but gradually became hot. After living to be 25 years old, his first kiss was stolen by a child.

Xi Chuan's mood was very complicated, he tried his best to suppress his feelings, not wanting it to go astray, but that boy Sun Youchen actually took the initiative to kiss him, is this considered teasing him?Should he take it seriously?Xi Chuan was a little excited in his heart, but he didn't dare to let it go. Sun Youchen was drunk at the time, how could he take things seriously when he was drunk?And he is still young, so he can't tell what is love and what is family affection.Xi Chuan decided to pretend that nothing happened and just treat it as a kid's prank.

However, pretending that it didn’t happen can only deceive others. You can’t deceive yourself. His rationality tells him that he can’t like it, but his emotions run wildly in a certain direction uncontrollably. This is not only a physical desire, but also a It is a psychological desire. He has never loved before, or never dared to love. Now that there is a sincere and pure feeling in front of him, it is like a moth seeing a fire. How can it not want to jump towards it?

What Sun Youchen did next shocked him one after another. First, he took out all the savings left by his master to open a skewer shop, and then he gave up Tsinghua Academy of Fine Arts, which he had always dreamed of, and went to the door of his house. The C major.Xi Chuan originally thought that Sun Youchen went to Beijing to go to school and was far away from him, and his feelings might fade away, but these directly disintegrated his determination to struggle, he knew that he might really not be able to escape this net called Sun Youchen.