silently

Cheng Mo said: "I will do what I promised him no matter what."

When she said this, her eyes were firm and nostalgic, and she accidentally hurt Liang Yu's eyes.

Some guesses that were deliberately ignored and a certain feeling that had been suppressed for a long time poured into her heart like surging sea water.

She knew earlier that Cheng Moyan and Xu Anchen were friends.

It's just that Liang Yu doesn't know to what extent the relationship is specific, whether it's light wind and bright moon, romantic love or romantic love, she doesn't exist in any of them.

This woman named Cheng Moyan will be happy when she gets close to her, but feels like a stick in her throat when she is far away.

Liang Yu didn't understand, she didn't understand what she cared about.She regarded this inexplicable "concern" as her own "something wrong".

Moreover, this "wrongness" did not start recently, nor did it start after Cheng Moyan returned.

When did it start? Perhaps it was five years ago, when the once innocent and cheerful girl stood and said "hate" with her eyes full of determination; When I was playing with the grasshopper made of miscanthus by the window sill of the academy; no, maybe earlier, as early as when she first appeared in front of me, innocent and innocent, with a sweet smile, looking back suddenly, it was like a scene of surprise. Dream.

But what is the reason for this "wrongness"?Liang Yu couldn't tell.

She only knew that this was wrong, it couldn't be done, it shouldn't be done, it couldn't be done.

Because she and Cheng Moyan are both daughters, facing Cheng Moyan's approach, gradually, Liang Yu was only terrified.

At that time, Liang Yu didn't know what attitude to use to face the complicated emotions in his heart, nor did he know how to relieve the anxiety in his heart.

She even thought that it would be great if...she was really a man, so that she could conform to the wishes of the Cheng and Liang families.It would be great if it were that simple, but this kind of thinking is tantamount to wishful thinking.

All she can do is to alienate and be cold-faced.Not being nice to Cheng Moyan, or even accepting her kindness.

Doing hurtful things bit by bit, saying to stay away, that person's every frown and smile, every move became more and more clear.

Mingming warned herself again and again, but in Wanhualou, when Cheng Moyan turned away disappointed, Liang Yu was suddenly at a loss. She understood that it was the best choice for her to stay and clean up the mess.

However, her heart had already made a choice before her reason, and she finally couldn't help but chase after her.

The proud and determined girl stood at the head of the bridge, threatening to jump off.

At that time, Liang Yu only thought about apologizing, whether it was a thousand or 1.Flustered, at a loss, people don't want to think about it, she even blurted out, telling the other party the true identity she has kept for many years - she is a woman.

Until later, even though he was pushed into the water, Liang Yu thought in his heart, sure enough, he owed her.

Sure enough, she hated herself so much...

However, seeing Cheng Moyan again, after a thousand thoughts in his heart, the only thought was, to be lucky.

How nice it is to see you again after so many years.

It's just that Cheng Mo said that she seems to have changed, she is no longer so arrogant and aggressive, she is still so proud and bright, but she has become much gentler, she no longer hates her so much, and... no longer likes her.

Was it Xu Anchen who changed her?

Liang Yu stood in the courtyard, looking at the slightly dark sky outside, lost in thought alone.

Yes, it's already... five years later.So everything is like a passing cloud of smoke, and there is no turning back.

But now, Cheng Moyan is talking with someone in the room. Liang Yu doesn't know what the content of the conversation is. She only knows that there is a part of the past, and she has no way to participate.

Xu Anchen is no longer here, but Liang Yu knows that sometimes it is precisely because of misses and losses that people are extremely fond of memories.

Suddenly, hurried footsteps sounded in her ears again, Cheng Moyan and a young boy hurried past her, she reached out to grab her sleeve, "Moyan..."

Cheng Moyan turned around, his lips parted, and he didn't know what he said.

Liang Yu seemed to hear it clearly, but also didn't seem to hear it clearly. He only felt a trance and roar in his head.

The words "go" and "leave" linger in my mind for a long time.

—Are you going to leave again after all?

Cheng Moyan, Cheng Moyan, you only know that you once liked a fake man, you think it's ridiculous, you think it's funny.

But you know, did I ever like a woman?

It's just that I can't say it.

……

……

"Brother Liang, I'm here to see you."

"Long time no see."

Cheng Moyan bowed a few times in front of Xu Anchen's tomb and sat on the ground.

"In the past six months, many things have happened."

"Do you remember that person I mentioned to you? Well... I don't know how to put it, anyway, I married her."

"I still remember what you said at that time, and what you encouraged me to do." Cheng Moyan paused, as if thinking of something, chuckled, "I'm working hard."

"Oh, by the way, look at Qingfeng, he has grown so big." Cheng Moyan looked up at Qingfeng who was standing not far away, and called him, "Qingfeng, come and talk to your young master."

Presumably, this child has a lot of conversations to say to his young master.

Just now she asked Qing Feng if he had any wishes before leaving, and Qing Feng wanted to come to Xu Anchen's tomb to say goodbye, so she granted his wish.

After Qingfeng came over, Cheng Moyan went to stand under a big tree in the distance, waiting for Qingfeng.

After waiting for a while, she thought of Liang Yu again.

Before leaving, she only hurriedly informed Liang Yu.

It's just that thinking about it now, I feel that Liang Yu's expression at that time was a little bit wrong, and I don't know if there is something uncomfortable on his body.

After about a cup of tea, Cheng Moyan saw that the sky was getting darker and darker, and a black rain cloud floated from the north, spreading over darkly.

It seemed that it was going to rain, the air was full of humidity, and the grass blades were covered with fine drops of water.

She thought that she didn't bring an umbrella when she came, so she quickly called Qingfeng who was reluctant to leave, and the two rushed to the house together, only halfway to the way, it started to rain.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and when the two returned to the house, it had become pouring, and both of their clothes were soaked.

Cheng Moyan ordered Qing Feng to go down and change clothes, and she went back to the bedroom and changed into clean clothes, only then did she realize that she hadn't seen Liang Yu since she came back.

After arriving in the living room, Liang Yu's figure was not seen, standing under the eaves, he called Liang Yu's name a few times, but no one responded.

After searching around the courtyard, but there was no sign of anyone, Cheng Moyan was a little worried and couldn't care about anything else, so he took out two paper umbrellas and went out to find someone.

Originally, the house where Cheng Moyan lived was a little remote, and it was raining heavily, and all the small vendors in the surrounding area also closed their stalls and went home, and there was no one in the streets and alleys.

Cheng Moyan was thinking, Liang Yu shouldn't be very familiar with this place, where would she go?Mingming told her for a while and came back by himself.

Cheng Moyan sighed secretly, not knowing why this man was so awkward.

The rain was pounding, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier. Gradually, Cheng Moyan had half of his sleeves wet.

The author has something to say: Actually, I wrote this chapter for a month, (T_T) I’m really sorry for everyone, I found that I don’t know how to write it after leaving it for such a long time, but I always feel that I owe everyone an ending, I’m sorry ＞People＜