without complaint

If there is an afterlife, I will be a bird and fly through eternity without the trouble of getting lost.In the east there is fiery hope, in the south there is a warm nest, in the west the setting sun recedes, and in the north awakens fragrance.

——San Mao

Time is such a thing that disappears very quickly. Children may think that a day is very long, but in some people's eyes, they wish that one day is a lifetime.

After New Year's Eve is the Spring Festival. Once the seven-day holiday is over, Lu Li will go back to school. At this time, there are still 110 days before the college entrance examination. Every high school has started the second round of review, struggling for the second round of the college entrance examination.

Waking of Insects, Rain, Clear Brightness, the days are no different from the old years, Mr. Mu came occasionally, Lu Li struggled hard for the college entrance examination.

During Ching Ming, the school had a day off, and when Lu Li returned home, the room was as dark as ever.As a lonely orphan, all kinds of festivals are always difficult. There are no relatives, and there is not even a place to worship; up.

April, Qinghe month, a mild and warm month; April 63th, Qingming, there are [-] days before the college entrance examination, and it is about to enter the final sprint.

At ten o'clock in the evening, the man came to the "golden house" where the boy was raised. Lu Li was about to rest when he saw the man standing up again, "Mr. Mu..."

The man gently rubbed Lu Li's hair, and said, "Little Six...do you want to find...your family?"

Lu Li was stunned, lowered his head after a pause, and remained silent for a long time before saying, "No need..."

"why?"

"If they love me, they won't abandon me, then I have no choice but to become an orphan, and it doesn't matter if I don't know; if they don't want me...if they find me, what's the use..."

The unsatisfactory things in life are eight or nine out of ten, how can the calculation be so clear!

A creature like a dog in the third year of high school is always ignorant of age, the sky is big and the earth is big, and the college entrance examination is the biggest.It was only when Lu Li was woken up by the relaxing vacation before the college entrance examination that it was already June [-]th, and there were three days before the college entrance examination.

When Lu Li returned to Anju, he found that the man was actually there, but his eyes were gloomy and his expression was not very good, as if he hadn't rested for a long time.Lu Li stepped forward quickly, knelt down beside the man, and asked, "Mr. Mu, do you want to take a rest? I'll call you later."

The man forced a smile and said, "It's okay, the college entrance examination is coming soon, you..."

"Don't worry about my grades, Mr. Mu, I won't let you down." Lu Li continued the conversation with a smile.

"...Okay..." The man nodded slightly.

On June [-]th, two days before the college entrance examination, Lu Li took a rest at home to relax and adjust his state, not to mention performing supernormally, at least not abnormally.

On June [-]th, one day before the college entrance examination, the decisive battle of life, if you win, you will change your destiny; if you lose...

A rare man came over in the afternoon. Lu Li opened the door with a frightened expression on his face, "Mu, Mr. Mu...why are you here?"

The man smiled, but Lu Li didn't see the reluctance in the smile, "You have the college entrance examination tomorrow, I'll cheer you up...by the way...please have a good meal..."

Lu Li smiled brightly: "Thank you, Mr. Mu!"

……

Before he lost consciousness, Lu Li felt that that day was the happiest day in his half life. With someone he liked by his side, the next day would be a turning point in his life, and he would change his destiny!How many times can a person have the chance to change their destiny in a lifetime?Many things are destined to be born, just a little bit, just a little bit!With that little difference, he could have an ordinary life like an ordinary person.

Well, all gone.Along with the world swallowed by darkness, it is gone, not now, nor will it be in the next lifetime.

It was the first period of chaotic and vague days that Lu Li experienced. No matter how he recalled them, there was an indescribable grayness, and every detail could not be seen clearly.

It was noon on the [-]th when Lu Li woke up. He didn't know what he had gone through, and he didn't know why he was in the hospital. He only knew that he had missed his only chance. Give him another chance.

After a while, the man came to the ward and said to him, "I'm sorry..."

"It's not your fault, what kind of sorry?"

The two were silent for a long time. Lu Li slowly came to his senses and said to the man, "Mr. Mu, please send me back to the exam room. It's just that I lost 150 points. I can still take the exam."

The man paused and said, "Okay."

The two of them didn't speak during the journey, and Lu Li was even more groggy. He had no memory of what happened along the way, only knowing that his last hope was gone. It was just after [-]:[-] when he arrived at the examination room. , can not enter the examination room.Even if Lu Li did not make any mistakes and got full marks the next day, it was only a specialist score.

……

After the college entrance examination, Lu Li had a fever all the time, and even fell into a coma. He fell asleep until June [-]th. During this period, only the man's secretary, Duan Kun, visited him. He would come to accompany him when he was free, until he woke up.

"Mr. Duan, can I meet Mr. Mu?" Lu Li was very calm after waking up. A child who has been with disappointment since he was a child is used to the impermanence of the world. No matter how much he complains, he can only blame his own fate. Life.

The secretary promised very well. In fact, it was July and a half since Lu Li saw the man again. At that time, Lu Li's college entrance examination score had come out, with a score of 430. In another city, it was already a second-line score. It would even be great to get in. of a university.But if you want to stay in the city where the men are headquartered, you can only go to a junior college.

The man went to Anju to meet him, and the man said to him: "Little six, I know what you want to say to me, whether it's repeating your studies or choosing a university, you can..."

"No..." Lu Li interrupted the man, "Mr. Mu, I have known since I was a child that there are times in my life, and there is always time in my life. Don't force it. This is what I shouldn't have in my life. I don't expect it. I have chosen a chef school, I am looking for you to ask you... Do you lack a cook? The kind that can warm the bed..."

Mr. Mu's eyebrows gradually raised, and there was a smile in his eyes: "Que!"

At this point, Lu Li's wings were broken by Qi Gen, and he had no chance to spread his wings and fly high.

From the day when Mu En pulled Lu Li to buy clothes, this person came here often, occasionally buying some snacks and juices to go back, and more simply chatting with Lu Li. To make up for Lu Li's regret that he could never see him again.

In the blink of an eye, it was frost again, and when Mu En arrived at the small shop, there was actually a "Closed Business" sign on the door.Mu En casually opened the door and found that there were three or four wine jars piled up inside, but Lu Li was nowhere to be seen; further inside, Lu Li was washing rice.Mu En asked in confusion, "Lu Li? Why are you washing so much rice?"

In fact, Lu Li heard Mu En's voice entering the door a long time ago, and replied: "The frost is coming, and it's almost time to start brewing Dongyang wine. It's brewing now, and it's just right for the winter solstice. I just bought a new jar in September and I want to brew it. It happens to be one jar per person. .”

Mu En choked up when he heard Lu Li say that.

Dongyang wine, a strong wine drunk during the winter solstice, has a strong stamina. Drinking it during the coldest winter solstice can replenish yang energy, and it was later called winter brewing wine by merchants.

--what is this?

——Winter brewing wine, drinking during the winter solstice, it’s nothing, just ask for a lottery.

——Is it brewed every year?

——Yeah, if we stay together, then I will only make wine for you every year.

……

"Muen—" Lu Li tilted his head and raised his voice, "Muen—what's wrong with you?"

The man twitched the corner of his mouth with a half-smile, and approached Lu Li, "Boss, let me help you, it's cold, and your bones will hurt again later."

Lu Li didn't compete with him either, so he walked aside and directed Mu En: "Then listen carefully, don't make a mistake, if you make a mistake, I'll give you all if it doesn't taste good!"

"Okay, okay!" Mu En's face was full of doting.

On November 21st, the next day was Xiaoxue. It was so cold that Lu Li doubted his life. Even in the constant temperature air conditioner, his broken leg still hurt. Basically, no one came to buy things in this weather. Feeling bored, alone with no entertainment, even Mu En didn't come, the loneliness made one want to melt into the snow.

"jingle--"

Lu Li didn't expect someone to come to the door, he was stunned for a moment before standing up with the bamboo stick, "Hello, what do you want to buy?"

The visitor was exquisite and picturesque, with [-]% similarities to Lu Li's eyebrows, and said softly to Lu Li, "My name is Fu Jin, your half-brother, I found you, Lu Li."

This news was too shocking to Lu Li, who had no memory. He slowly touched the edge of the counter, sat back down, and did not reply for a long time.But Fu Jin said to him again: "I know you don't believe it, I can tell you slowly about the things before, including your eyes and legs, can you go with brother now?"

After a long time, Lu Li replied softly: "No, thank you. I'm living a good life, and my appearance is not suitable for another life. Maybe you want to make it up to me... Well, it's okay, I'm really living a good life ,very happy."

Fu Jin also thought that Lu Li would reject him for a long time, and asked again: "But I can give you back your eyes, and the blank memory from before..."

"I don't mind." Lu Li interrupted him, "It's just that my eyes can't see, and it's not that my heart is also blind. If I can't remember the previous memory, it must be because I don't want it anymore. Why pick up something I lost?"

In a word, everyone inside and outside the house lost their last glimmer of hope.

"Lu Li..." Fu Jin looked at him hesitantly.

"elder brother."

Fu Jin was stunned, he didn't expect Lu Li to call a stranger "brother" so easily, Lu Li raised his head, his empty eyes looked at him: "No matter what happened, and why you feel guilty towards me, this A brother is what I should call. I hope to have a relative, even if you are not what I imagined."

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