without complaint

I walked across the south of the Yangtze River, and the face waiting in the seasons is like the blooming and falling of lotus flowers;

If the east wind does not come, the catkins in March will not fly;

Your heart is like a small lonely city, just like a bluestone street in the evening.

—— Zheng Chouyu's "Error"

Moon came here often, and I remembered to bring dumplings on New Year's Eve. That night, it was windy and snowy, with sleet and sleet, and even an umbrella couldn't stop it.

The small shop on the corner of the old street was dimly lit, and warmly shone through the glass window facing the street. Lu Li made a plate of dumplings, but put two pairs of chopsticks on it. Hold the left index finger.

After a while, Lu Li held up his wine glass and swayed it against the quilt opposite, making a ding, monotonous and crisp.

After drinking it in one sip, Lu Li said flatly, "Happy New Year's Eve."

On the other side, Mu En knocked on Lu Li's door lightly with the dumplings he made himself.

"bang bang bang-"

Lu Li listened carefully, chuckled, and slowly put away the dishes, cups and chopsticks on the opposite side, and thought about what he had forgotten before opening the door.With a decent smile and a gentle voice: "Hello, what can I do?"

Mu En smiled and handed the dumplings to Lu Li, saying, "Boss, I'm Mu En, and these are the dumplings I made. Happy New Year's Eve!"

The food box in his hand was still warm, Lu Li moved away and said, "Mu En, Happy New Year's Eve, do you want to come in? Why don't you make a trip?" Mu En walked sideways into the room, closed the door behind his back, and helped Lu Li Sit down at the table.

Before the dumplings on the table moved, Mu En helped Lu Li open the food box, took a dumpling and handed it to Lu Li's mouth, saying, "Boss, try it and see if it tastes good?"

Lu Li paused, opened his mouth to bite down the whole dumpling, and said after eating, "Mmm, Mu En's craftsmanship is very good." Lu Li licked his teeth, the dumpling tasted really good, so good, it tasted the same as someone's. , Mr. Mu's ability is as great as ever.

In the beginning of spring, the dead jasmine also bloomed pure white flowers, all blooming and fragrant.

This city has a lot of rain in spring, and it is cold and humid. The damp and cold can make a good person into rheumatism, let alone Lu Li who is covered with old injuries.The plum blossoms and peach blossoms on the streets all bear small buds, and the whole city is emerald green.

The rain was not heavy, and the umbrella was rustling. Lu Li was wandering alone in the old town, holding the umbrella in one hand and tapping on the bamboo stick with the other.After shopping back and forth several times, he found what he wanted to buy. If he couldn’t see it, it was not good.

Just after the rain, Mu En said that Lu Li would be invited to dinner during the Lantern Festival.

On the Lantern Festival, enjoy lanterns and make friends, and family reunion.Lu Li didn't take it either, and finally agreed to Mu En.

What Mu En took Lu Li to was a very quiet restaurant, the Chinese food was very suitable for Lu Li's appetite, mild and not stimulating.After the meal, the waiter also brought a rose-flavored glutinous rice balls. The red balls sank and floated in the pink soup, and the girl's heart was bursting.

Lu Li couldn't see it, but when he picked up the glutinous rice balls, he smelled roses and said to Mu En, "Is this the smell of roses? It smells so good."

"Yes, give it a try."

The noodles are soft and chewy, the sesame and peanut fillings are sweet enough, and the soup is very light and very greasy.Lu Li, who has never been sweet, ate several of them in a row, and there were three left in the bowl before Lu Li put down the spoon.Mu En's hand suddenly gripped the tablecloth tightly, and said hesitantly: "Boss... there are three more, can you finish eating?"

Lu Li paused for wiping his mouth, and said with a smile, "Okay."

The last glutinous rice ball Lu Li finally bit into something hard. Lu Li took out the ring, put it on the napkin, and said to Mu En with a half-smile, "Satisfied?"

People who can't see are very sensitive to numbers, especially those like Lu Li who often make cakes. If the wrong amount of ingredients is used, the taste will be different.You can't see the scale, your own hand is the scale, and you will know how much it weighs and which one is heavier.Rose-flavored glutinous rice balls, a quiet restaurant, a certain heavy glutinous rice balls, the person who persuaded Lu Li to finish eating, came out to eat on the Lantern Festival...

There are so many things, Lu Li can roughly guess what Mu En means.

Mu En looked at Lu Li's expression and found it a little strange. Lu Li was different back then. At that time, Lu Li was innocent and gentle. He always felt that Lu Li actually knew everything, he just didn't say anything, and he began to understand what Duan Kun said - Lu Li was from Fu's family.

"...Lu Li..." Mu En hesitated to speak, he wanted to ask clearly, but he was not qualified.

Lu Li suddenly took the napkin and wiped the ring bit by bit. There were two thin wavy rings intertwined, and a diamond was embedded in one of the intersections.Very simple ring, it looks good when wiped clean.Lu Li put the ring back into Mu En's hand and said, "Wash it clean before proposing. It's sticky."

Mu En was stunned for a moment, and grabbed Lu Li's hand suddenly, not daring to use any force. He held it for a long while, choked up, and said, "Okay! Okay! Wash it!"

Awakening of Insects is divided into three periods, the first period is when the peach blossoms; the second period is when Cang Geng (oriole) sings;Mu En and Chunlei sent good news—the eyes, horns, and membranes were found.The spring breeze blows everything green, and the breath of life finally reaches Lu Li.

Mu En's actions were quick. On the second day of February, at the vernal equinox, Lu Li was pushed into the operating room. Mu En said the same words as many years ago.

At the beginning of April, when Lu Li was about to remove the gauze, Fu Jin also came. The gauze was removed one after another, and the perennial darkness finally revealed light, so bright and so warm.The doctor said that I can't see clearly now, and it will become clearer after two days to get used to it.

The blurry figure in front of my eyes is so familiar, and I slowly recall every humiliation, everything lost, and even the bloody smell of despair many years ago... I am in such pain, how can you all be okay?

A few days later, Lu Li opened his eyes on the hospital bed. It was late spring, and the city was still raining.Beside the window is a pot of jasmine, with white flowers occupying most of the branches; many years ago, in this rainy season, there was a pot of rich and fragrant gardenias by the window, large and large of which crushed the branches and leaves.

But this time I woke up without seeing you.

As soon as Lu Li's eyes recovered, Mu En took him back to his house halfway up the mountain. The mountain was full of purples and reds, and the fragrance of flowers could be smelled from afar. Peach petals floated into the car; The cook is a fat and lazy British short blue and white; there are large patches of roses in the yard, and creepers cling to the eaves in clusters, romantic and warm.

In a few days, it was Mu En's birthday, and he didn't invite anyone, so he planned to spend it with Lu Li at the house.The butler secretly told Lu Li that he hoped that Lu Li would have a meal for Mu En.

Lu Li smiled and assumed he agreed.That night, I made the meal that I wanted to cook for Mu En at the beginning, and it was an explanation to that silly Lu Li.At night, the atmosphere was getting hot, Mu En took out the ring box, knelt down beside Lu Li, and said to him, "I've cleaned the ring this time, do you want to spend the rest of your life with me?"

"...Let me think again, okay? We haven't known each other for a long time, how about I tell you the answer on my birthday?"

Mu En secretly lowered the joy in his eyes: "...well..."

In May, Lu Li found a glass jar and a pair of rings in Mu En's study room. The glass jar was filled with paper cranes and the pair of rings were engraved with gardenia flowers.

Mu En didn't shy away from Lu Li even in his own business, but Lu Li never wanted to hear these things.Lu Li would continue to open his small shop across half of the city every day, not many people came, and sat there in a daze every day, waiting for the dull old clock to strike again and again.

Later, there were some problems in Mu En's business, especially in places that were not very clean. Hold people down.

The daily trip across half of the city covered up the traces of what Lu Li wanted to do.Unclean things should be sanctioned.

There are too many messy things about returning to the family, and any one of them will go in; let alone Mu En, the only man Lu Li recognized was the closest to this proud son of heaven, and Duan Kun was left for Lu Li. What's next is far more than those love affairs.

On the first day of May, Mu En's eyes were all black and Fu Jin hadn't come for a long time.Lu Li went out with his bag on his back as usual, holding the smooth green bamboo stick in his hand, and waved goodbye to Mu En.Walk slowly to the foot of the mountain, take the only bus, pass through the mountains and fields, and pass through the concrete and steel bars; there is a dilapidated post office on the other side of the city-the things that were not sent back then are now sent.

Lu Li has two documents on hand, one is left to him by Duan Kun, Duan Kun is afraid that something will happen to me, the things on hand will save Lu Li's life in the end, Lu Li is so smart and will understand; the other is Lu Li figured it out by himself.The former one can make those two damned people unable to get out for the rest of their lives, while the latter one is not irreversible even though it hurts.

After hesitating for a long time, all the materials were divided into three parts: the ones collected by Lu Li were sent to the police and the bureau; half of Duan Kun's leftovers were given to Fu Jin and the other half to Mu En.Lu Li walked out of the post office as if he had unloaded a burden, stood still in front of the mailbox, took out a letter from his bag, and threw it in after deliberation.

……

Mr. Mu:

I am 28 years old this year. You were the same age when I met you, right?

In 11 years, I met you and him. In these 11 years, Mr. Duan gave me the happiest time and the warmest embrace.

For the sake of what I gave you, please bury me and Mr. Duan together, please!

Thank you!

……

The next day, Lu Li took the bus to the other side of the city as usual, and then walked to the flower shop of the Scar Sect.The business of the flower shop is getting better and better. Scar, who once escaped the pretentiousness, has become a man who can stand up to the sky. The hostess of the flower shop is holding a little bun in her arms. People are gone.

It was Lu Li who saw Scar first, and hurried out and said to him, "Ouch! Why are you here, boss? Does your leg hurt? Did someone bump into you on the road?"

Lu Li smiled, looked straight at Scar, and said, "Scar, I can see it now."

"Eh? Can you see it? Congratulations!"

"Well, I'm here this time to say goodbye to you. I'm going to travel. I want to see the world."

Scar always supports Lu Li, no matter what time it is: "Go and have a look, it's time to go out and have a look when your eyes are finally healed, and come back when you're tired!" Lu Li nodded and helped Scar to sell flowers with a smile. I don't know when to see you again, he wants to remember this feeling.

In the next two days, Lu Li bought all the things for the sacrifice, and went to an unremarkable flower shop to order a bouquet of gardenias; while Mu En left early and returned late, he got the glass bottle and ring left by Duan Kun—— The pattern of the pair of rings was actually designed by him. Mr. Duan had tried his best to make Lu Li's dream a reality, but he couldn't help it.

On the fifth day of May, Dragon Boat Festival, it is advisable to travel and get married.

Lu Li took the sacrificial things and took the bus to the cemetery early.

No one would come to the cemetery at this time, Lu Li was carrying a big schoolbag, tapped the bamboo stick on the bluestone slab, held a bouquet of gardenias in his left hand, and the corners of his mouth curled up happily.I'm here to see you, Mr. Duan.

The photo on Duan Kun's tomb was taken when he was 25 years old, so young, with the same features.

The white gardenia was placed in front of the tomb. It was Duan Kun's favorite flower. It was not able to be delivered to the tomb, but now it is finally delivered.Lu Li stretched out his left hand. The ring on his ring finger was elegant and exquisite. There were a few gardenia flowers on the ring, and fine diamonds were dotted on the lace edge.He said to the tombstone: "Mr. Duan, I received your gift. It is very beautiful and I like it very much. I also brought the other one, and I will bring it to you."

As soon as he finished speaking, Lu Li took out the ring box from his pocket, and put the ring on the tombstone with trembling hands.Feeling sour in his heart, tears were forced into his eyes, Lu Li smiled, "Today is my birthday, so I should be happy, right?"

The things in the bag were placed in front of the tomb one by one, the tea was half full, and the fruit was eaten.Lu Li arranged everything according to the rules, lit candles and incense, and knelt in front of the tomb.

"At the beginning, I didn't even get to see you, and I couldn't even give you a ride. I just made up for it now. You don't blame me, do you? Mr. Duan won't blame me for being so nice." Lu Li wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. Continue to say: "I still have a lot to say to you, we still have a lot of things we have agreed to do together... Tell me, after we get together, we can finish everything we said before, okay?"

There was a long silence in the middle, and the candle was half burned. Lu Li picked up one of the glasses of wine on the ground and drank it down in one gulp. "I know you don't want me to drink, just one drink, and you must approve me to drink again in the future." Lu Li seemed very happy.

Lu Li took out an unlabeled bottle in his bag, poured the dark brown liquid into a cup, touched it against the tombstone, and drank it; one cup after another, until all the dark brown liquid was drunk, Lu Li filled the small cup with the wine. wine glasses, set.Holding the green bamboo stick and the glass bottle in his bag, Lu Li carefully leaned against the tombstone and closed his eyes gently.That's great, I'm going to see you.

This time, Lu Li's eyes never opened again.

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