Heather who counterattacked
Chapter 145 Selfishness
Cyril didn't let her guard down.
Intuition is sometimes mediocre and worrying, but sometimes it has an overly stern and keen eye.An idea pops into your mind, and if you can't come up with enough reasons to refute it, it's sure to convince you that it's true, and it becomes more and more entrenched in your cognition as time goes on.
What is the direction of Ulysses' life?How would Ronald conduct his experiments?Are the odds of him doing the worst really low?It's like a bomb that doesn't know when it will explode, ready to move at any time without stopping.
If the so-called "preparation for a rainy day" is to strike first and root out the grass, Cyril clearly knows that he is making a mistake, but so what, he can't make up his mind at all, since he can't change it, he can only struggle secretly.
So Gray Harrier discovered that the book that your Excellency was flipping recently turned into some works of psychology and philosophy. The obscure German and Latin can make people's heads hard to read. I probably feel that this person may be a little stressed recently. , It is also necessary to resolve anxiety.Think about it, some people are indeed a bit difficult to understand. You can see that he looks calm and calm on the outside, how can you tell whether the heart is magnificent or not?
The cautious character made him pretend not to see it, but Carey traveled to England for some reason, and when the two were talking, Gray Harrier, who was going to report something, listened for a while.
Carey didn't come looking for him because of the Congo virus incident, but because he hadn't seen Cyril for more than half a year, and he needed to report some matters to him. Of course, he also had to understand the current situation in England—although he knew exactly what the Lost Island was. What's going on, I also know that Atlanta has studied the labyrinth pathogen, but now the whole world is misled that the virus comes from the Congo rainforest, so he didn't connect the two at all-but I didn't expect it, Ciri There seems to be something wrong with Er's mentality.
How well he knows the master he serves.Even if you don't know what it means with just one look, at least you are one of the few people who can see his true mood from his calm expression.What's bothering you lately?A little confused.
"I'll stay and help you?" After thinking about it, he only thought that England's political scene might be too messy, and he became sentimental again.
How could Cyril tell the truth.Carey doesn't have all kinds of worries like him, he will only try to eliminate all the sources of his troubles.
After thinking for a long time, I only said, "I'm wondering if I'm being too selfish..."
Carey's face contorted for a moment, and he was so frightened that he used an honorific: "Your Excellency, why do you think so?"
Cyril lowered her eyelids, feeling calm inside.Because I really gave up on Ulysses.
The Congo virus incident that was boiling before has gradually come to an end. It does not mean that the virus has stopped spreading and fewer people died, but that the threat posed by this virus is relatively not very great.Its most typical characteristic has been discovered—although it will produce many kinds of mutations in the human body, but one-sided lethality is strong and its nature is bad. Relatively speaking, its molecular structure is very unstable, and when the reproduction spreads to a certain critical point After that, it will self-destroy, which means that specific interferon can inhibit the activity of the virus, make the human body pass the initial infection stage, and then stimulate the body's immunity and potential to fight against the virus.Because antibodies have not yet been developed, the death rate after infection is still high, but it has dropped much compared to before.
Generally speaking, viruses cannot be killed and can only be suppressed by drugs or autoimmunity. The discovery of Congo virus is definitely a major breakthrough in microbial research.Its form of existence has the characteristics of a virus, but it is not the same as it.This has aroused the interest of virus and biological researchers all over the world.However, in the eyes of the public, like all news, after the initial heated discussion period, the popularity gradually faded.
But Cyril remembered.I remember it very clearly.
Waking up from the nightmare more than once, his whole body was drenched in sweat.In the dream, it is not the desolate and vast Africa that is full of corpses, but Madrid.It was almost like a bewilderment, he even subconsciously believed that Ulysses would cooperate with Ronald and the virus would be released in Spain.The possibility of this inhumanity reappearing made his hair stand on end.
Lately he has been thinking a lot about the time when he first met Ulysses.The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes.Modern medicine can heal any wounds on his body, but how to repair the destroyed soul?Cyril sympathized with him, pityed him, and felt sincerely guilty for his injury, but is the weight of a person's soul equal to the lives of so many innocent people?Dragging so many innocent people into hell because of the destruction of his own spirit—did he really watch it happen?
But here comes the question, how does he choose to sanction others for something that has never happened?Is that the person you owe something you want to make up for?
Probably because his spirit was too tense, one night when he was sleepy, he heard a voice that seemed to be hallucinating in the haze asking him: "Is what you did a righteous thing?" '
No, justice or injustice has nothing to do with him.Nor did he want to destroy free will for the purpose of justice—even if the anti-humanity and injustice nature of free will was clearly placed there, his original intention was only for Ulysses.It's just that I didn't expect that Lance would take it off later...
'Do you have the consciousness to undertake that mission for him? '
……have.But not bound by violence and bloodshed.He is willing to try his best to fulfill his long-cherished wish for Ulysses.
'If everything you imagine is going to happen, are you ready for the storm?Are you ready to bear your sins? '
Cyril was speechless.
'Which is more important, Ulysses or your long-cherished wish? '
'Which is more important, Ulysses or the lives of innocents? '
'Isn't your ridiculous struggle the useless kindness and apology of the inactive spectator? '
' Or, come to think of it, what does all that have to do with you? '
The grim question was still crystal clear when he finally struggled to wake up.Cyril's face darkened, and she suddenly realized that it seemed to be the voice of that bitch Lance!The subconscious way of using Lance's thinking to excuse himself made him feel very embarrassed-the conflict between reason and emotion is so tormenting, and he still doesn't know the root cause of his entanglement. After all, Ulysses is very important. , Or is it too selfish?
Cyril knew very well that without Lance's cold and sophistical thinking, he could use another method to avoid the nightmare.
He should have gone to see Ulysses, he should have asked his forgiveness, he should have let him know that he was not for nothing, and then worked to get him out of hell and be kind to the world.Ulysses loves him so - so much - just like loving a relative or another self, until now he still can't hate him, if it's Cyril's request, he will listen ...But what Cyril is doing now is avoiding Ulysses altogether.
Since that incident, Ulysses' message has never been heeded again.He didn't want to know about his injuries, didn't see him, didn't even want to make a phone call, and deliberately avoided all of that—it wasn't a simple excuse that he couldn't be distracted.Later, Cyril wanted to understand that from the very beginning, he had already decided to give up Ulysses.
No matter what the direction of Ulysses' life is, no matter whether he decides to self-destruct or perish together or harm the innocent, it turns out—from the very beginning, he has already planned to give up Ulysses. What he is struggling with is not only the entanglement between his conscience as a person and his guilt towards his friends, but also his contradiction about whether he is selfish or not.
Cyril thought of Don.
Tang, who received the message, took the time to travel to England between missions.Cyril usually doesn't contact him, but once he needs help, it must be something extremely important to him, so naturally he won't delay...
They were talking alone in the study room, but before Klonn knocked the door open, there were two people and a cat in the study room.
The mature and slender oriental man was looking at the cat, his black eyes shining brightly.Kroen looked at him, and his eyes were also full of interesting light. If he hadn't been held down by Cyril on his lap, he would probably have swung his paw and started a fight immediately.
Cyril grabbed one of Klon's paws to prevent him from jumping out. After thinking for a while, he said, "I may need you to take action against Ulysses."
Tang Ping said: "What kind of nature?"
"...I will never die."
After a brief silence, he looked up.Leaving Kroen's eyes, the black pupils with jade-like inorganic luster turned towards Cyril: "What is the reason?"
Cyril trusted Don with an unwavering trust perhaps more than anyone else.
Once Cyril saved him, and Ulysses took him in, but both Cyril and Ulysses knew that he was independent, and Don was an independent individual—what he wanted to do, because he Whatever he can do, what he is willing to do; if he doesn't want to do something, no one can force him to do it.
He has independent thinking, independent concepts and judgment standards.Even if he lives as an angel and appears as a member of the Gray Path organization, he is not limited to anyone.Just like a ghost, you can see him, but you can't touch him. If he wants to leave, no one can stop him.
Cyril briefly summarized, telling him all about Ulysses' identity, his relationship with free will, and what he had done.Inform Ronald and his research on the pathogens of the labyrinth, the time when the Congo virus ravaged Africa not long ago, and his own guesses.
"You are by his side, if you really get to that point..." Cyril was quiet for a while before slowly uttering a few words, "Just before that, help me...kill him."
He didn't choose to block the word, he just said kill.
How much he wanted Ulysses alive, the more painful the pain of uttering the word.
This virus can help Ulysses take revenge on that country.And why did Ronald have to drag him into the water?He has also been afraid of Cyril.He knew what would happen if he broke the limit, so he had to exercise restraint.The Congo virus was just a test of the water, and the result of the test of the water really caused Cyril's rebound.He seemed to have forgiven himself and did nothing, but Ronald was very clear that his fangs were already aimed at him, waiting for any possible rash action from him.Of course he needs Ulysses.Ulysses is Cyril's weakness, the more he tolerates Ulysses, the more he will get with Ulysses as a shield.
Cyril couldn't get into Ulysses's head and keep him from thinking.So he can only draw salary from the bottom of the pot.
He waited for Don to make a decision.
Probably growing up in that oriental country since childhood, Tang's hometown once had many principles deeply rooted in Tang's bone marrow.Compassion and justice rarely appear on such a powerful member of the gray way, so he will rebel because his employer tries to swallow blood diamonds to kill a village, and he will wish to kill the black people for the children who have been trafficked into slaves. If the entire line of the net is destroyed, he will...
And now there's Ulysses and countless innocents who might be implicated.
"Okay." Tang agreed simply and neatly.
Cyril wanted to say thank you, but the words stopped, cutting his throat like a knife, he paused, and turned his head away.
- Eyes full of tears.
Jasmine's file has been handed over to Lance, and his team will naturally be able to decipher and restore it.Qiangwei has her own laboratory. Although the Gray Path organization definitely does more research and development on weapons and equipment than biotechnology, but with ready-made materials in hand, and Qiangwei has interests in the Lost Island, it is not a problem to obtain the original pathogen. Compare the works with each other Research, determining the identity of the virus is not a problem.
Cyril didn't expect them to be able to develop antibodies. After all, Ronald had too many mutated pathogens in his hands. Who knew what he would get and what he would throw—he only wanted these materials to be a backhand.
Lance knew what to do.
Tang arrived in a hurry and left in a hurry. Before Klonn could react, the training object he was looking for disappeared, and he was furious.After running away from home for three full days, the bodyguard wandering outside the forest finally found the cat covered in blood and mud and looking terrible.
Cyril was very disgusted and didn't bathe it herself.
Intuition is sometimes mediocre and worrying, but sometimes it has an overly stern and keen eye.An idea pops into your mind, and if you can't come up with enough reasons to refute it, it's sure to convince you that it's true, and it becomes more and more entrenched in your cognition as time goes on.
What is the direction of Ulysses' life?How would Ronald conduct his experiments?Are the odds of him doing the worst really low?It's like a bomb that doesn't know when it will explode, ready to move at any time without stopping.
If the so-called "preparation for a rainy day" is to strike first and root out the grass, Cyril clearly knows that he is making a mistake, but so what, he can't make up his mind at all, since he can't change it, he can only struggle secretly.
So Gray Harrier discovered that the book that your Excellency was flipping recently turned into some works of psychology and philosophy. The obscure German and Latin can make people's heads hard to read. I probably feel that this person may be a little stressed recently. , It is also necessary to resolve anxiety.Think about it, some people are indeed a bit difficult to understand. You can see that he looks calm and calm on the outside, how can you tell whether the heart is magnificent or not?
The cautious character made him pretend not to see it, but Carey traveled to England for some reason, and when the two were talking, Gray Harrier, who was going to report something, listened for a while.
Carey didn't come looking for him because of the Congo virus incident, but because he hadn't seen Cyril for more than half a year, and he needed to report some matters to him. Of course, he also had to understand the current situation in England—although he knew exactly what the Lost Island was. What's going on, I also know that Atlanta has studied the labyrinth pathogen, but now the whole world is misled that the virus comes from the Congo rainforest, so he didn't connect the two at all-but I didn't expect it, Ciri There seems to be something wrong with Er's mentality.
How well he knows the master he serves.Even if you don't know what it means with just one look, at least you are one of the few people who can see his true mood from his calm expression.What's bothering you lately?A little confused.
"I'll stay and help you?" After thinking about it, he only thought that England's political scene might be too messy, and he became sentimental again.
How could Cyril tell the truth.Carey doesn't have all kinds of worries like him, he will only try to eliminate all the sources of his troubles.
After thinking for a long time, I only said, "I'm wondering if I'm being too selfish..."
Carey's face contorted for a moment, and he was so frightened that he used an honorific: "Your Excellency, why do you think so?"
Cyril lowered her eyelids, feeling calm inside.Because I really gave up on Ulysses.
The Congo virus incident that was boiling before has gradually come to an end. It does not mean that the virus has stopped spreading and fewer people died, but that the threat posed by this virus is relatively not very great.Its most typical characteristic has been discovered—although it will produce many kinds of mutations in the human body, but one-sided lethality is strong and its nature is bad. Relatively speaking, its molecular structure is very unstable, and when the reproduction spreads to a certain critical point After that, it will self-destroy, which means that specific interferon can inhibit the activity of the virus, make the human body pass the initial infection stage, and then stimulate the body's immunity and potential to fight against the virus.Because antibodies have not yet been developed, the death rate after infection is still high, but it has dropped much compared to before.
Generally speaking, viruses cannot be killed and can only be suppressed by drugs or autoimmunity. The discovery of Congo virus is definitely a major breakthrough in microbial research.Its form of existence has the characteristics of a virus, but it is not the same as it.This has aroused the interest of virus and biological researchers all over the world.However, in the eyes of the public, like all news, after the initial heated discussion period, the popularity gradually faded.
But Cyril remembered.I remember it very clearly.
Waking up from the nightmare more than once, his whole body was drenched in sweat.In the dream, it is not the desolate and vast Africa that is full of corpses, but Madrid.It was almost like a bewilderment, he even subconsciously believed that Ulysses would cooperate with Ronald and the virus would be released in Spain.The possibility of this inhumanity reappearing made his hair stand on end.
Lately he has been thinking a lot about the time when he first met Ulysses.The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes.Modern medicine can heal any wounds on his body, but how to repair the destroyed soul?Cyril sympathized with him, pityed him, and felt sincerely guilty for his injury, but is the weight of a person's soul equal to the lives of so many innocent people?Dragging so many innocent people into hell because of the destruction of his own spirit—did he really watch it happen?
But here comes the question, how does he choose to sanction others for something that has never happened?Is that the person you owe something you want to make up for?
Probably because his spirit was too tense, one night when he was sleepy, he heard a voice that seemed to be hallucinating in the haze asking him: "Is what you did a righteous thing?" '
No, justice or injustice has nothing to do with him.Nor did he want to destroy free will for the purpose of justice—even if the anti-humanity and injustice nature of free will was clearly placed there, his original intention was only for Ulysses.It's just that I didn't expect that Lance would take it off later...
'Do you have the consciousness to undertake that mission for him? '
……have.But not bound by violence and bloodshed.He is willing to try his best to fulfill his long-cherished wish for Ulysses.
'If everything you imagine is going to happen, are you ready for the storm?Are you ready to bear your sins? '
Cyril was speechless.
'Which is more important, Ulysses or your long-cherished wish? '
'Which is more important, Ulysses or the lives of innocents? '
'Isn't your ridiculous struggle the useless kindness and apology of the inactive spectator? '
' Or, come to think of it, what does all that have to do with you? '
The grim question was still crystal clear when he finally struggled to wake up.Cyril's face darkened, and she suddenly realized that it seemed to be the voice of that bitch Lance!The subconscious way of using Lance's thinking to excuse himself made him feel very embarrassed-the conflict between reason and emotion is so tormenting, and he still doesn't know the root cause of his entanglement. After all, Ulysses is very important. , Or is it too selfish?
Cyril knew very well that without Lance's cold and sophistical thinking, he could use another method to avoid the nightmare.
He should have gone to see Ulysses, he should have asked his forgiveness, he should have let him know that he was not for nothing, and then worked to get him out of hell and be kind to the world.Ulysses loves him so - so much - just like loving a relative or another self, until now he still can't hate him, if it's Cyril's request, he will listen ...But what Cyril is doing now is avoiding Ulysses altogether.
Since that incident, Ulysses' message has never been heeded again.He didn't want to know about his injuries, didn't see him, didn't even want to make a phone call, and deliberately avoided all of that—it wasn't a simple excuse that he couldn't be distracted.Later, Cyril wanted to understand that from the very beginning, he had already decided to give up Ulysses.
No matter what the direction of Ulysses' life is, no matter whether he decides to self-destruct or perish together or harm the innocent, it turns out—from the very beginning, he has already planned to give up Ulysses. What he is struggling with is not only the entanglement between his conscience as a person and his guilt towards his friends, but also his contradiction about whether he is selfish or not.
Cyril thought of Don.
Tang, who received the message, took the time to travel to England between missions.Cyril usually doesn't contact him, but once he needs help, it must be something extremely important to him, so naturally he won't delay...
They were talking alone in the study room, but before Klonn knocked the door open, there were two people and a cat in the study room.
The mature and slender oriental man was looking at the cat, his black eyes shining brightly.Kroen looked at him, and his eyes were also full of interesting light. If he hadn't been held down by Cyril on his lap, he would probably have swung his paw and started a fight immediately.
Cyril grabbed one of Klon's paws to prevent him from jumping out. After thinking for a while, he said, "I may need you to take action against Ulysses."
Tang Ping said: "What kind of nature?"
"...I will never die."
After a brief silence, he looked up.Leaving Kroen's eyes, the black pupils with jade-like inorganic luster turned towards Cyril: "What is the reason?"
Cyril trusted Don with an unwavering trust perhaps more than anyone else.
Once Cyril saved him, and Ulysses took him in, but both Cyril and Ulysses knew that he was independent, and Don was an independent individual—what he wanted to do, because he Whatever he can do, what he is willing to do; if he doesn't want to do something, no one can force him to do it.
He has independent thinking, independent concepts and judgment standards.Even if he lives as an angel and appears as a member of the Gray Path organization, he is not limited to anyone.Just like a ghost, you can see him, but you can't touch him. If he wants to leave, no one can stop him.
Cyril briefly summarized, telling him all about Ulysses' identity, his relationship with free will, and what he had done.Inform Ronald and his research on the pathogens of the labyrinth, the time when the Congo virus ravaged Africa not long ago, and his own guesses.
"You are by his side, if you really get to that point..." Cyril was quiet for a while before slowly uttering a few words, "Just before that, help me...kill him."
He didn't choose to block the word, he just said kill.
How much he wanted Ulysses alive, the more painful the pain of uttering the word.
This virus can help Ulysses take revenge on that country.And why did Ronald have to drag him into the water?He has also been afraid of Cyril.He knew what would happen if he broke the limit, so he had to exercise restraint.The Congo virus was just a test of the water, and the result of the test of the water really caused Cyril's rebound.He seemed to have forgiven himself and did nothing, but Ronald was very clear that his fangs were already aimed at him, waiting for any possible rash action from him.Of course he needs Ulysses.Ulysses is Cyril's weakness, the more he tolerates Ulysses, the more he will get with Ulysses as a shield.
Cyril couldn't get into Ulysses's head and keep him from thinking.So he can only draw salary from the bottom of the pot.
He waited for Don to make a decision.
Probably growing up in that oriental country since childhood, Tang's hometown once had many principles deeply rooted in Tang's bone marrow.Compassion and justice rarely appear on such a powerful member of the gray way, so he will rebel because his employer tries to swallow blood diamonds to kill a village, and he will wish to kill the black people for the children who have been trafficked into slaves. If the entire line of the net is destroyed, he will...
And now there's Ulysses and countless innocents who might be implicated.
"Okay." Tang agreed simply and neatly.
Cyril wanted to say thank you, but the words stopped, cutting his throat like a knife, he paused, and turned his head away.
- Eyes full of tears.
Jasmine's file has been handed over to Lance, and his team will naturally be able to decipher and restore it.Qiangwei has her own laboratory. Although the Gray Path organization definitely does more research and development on weapons and equipment than biotechnology, but with ready-made materials in hand, and Qiangwei has interests in the Lost Island, it is not a problem to obtain the original pathogen. Compare the works with each other Research, determining the identity of the virus is not a problem.
Cyril didn't expect them to be able to develop antibodies. After all, Ronald had too many mutated pathogens in his hands. Who knew what he would get and what he would throw—he only wanted these materials to be a backhand.
Lance knew what to do.
Tang arrived in a hurry and left in a hurry. Before Klonn could react, the training object he was looking for disappeared, and he was furious.After running away from home for three full days, the bodyguard wandering outside the forest finally found the cat covered in blood and mud and looking terrible.
Cyril was very disgusted and didn't bathe it herself.
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